Chinese Ye Jingjia sat on a chair in the bedroom, turned on the computer, put on headphones, and checked the news gossip reports related to herself for a long time.

When the hour was in line with the minute hand to 12, she closed the computer, got up and walked out of the bedroom, first went to the kitchen to pour a glass of cold milk to drink, then touched Ah Fu, and finally went downstairs and walked into the studio without hurrying.

It was supposed to be a fragrant lunchtime, but it was cold in the studio.

Although the studio was full of people, it was very quiet, everyone was sitting or standing, looking at the notebook, or holding the mobile phone, all with solemn faces, not knowing what they were looking at or thinking.

Ye Jingjia's appearance broke the silence.

"Jiajia. After Gu Xiangjun saw his sister, he couldn't help but exclaim, and then stood up, his face full of concern.

Not only her, but everyone in the studio focused on Ye Jingjia's body, with pity, care, apology, and comfort in their eyes.

Ye Jingjia calmly looked at everyone, she found that everyone's faces were more or less haggard, and Gu Xiangjun was even more blue now.

It seems that everyone slept not very well last night except for themselves.

Ye Jingjia lowered her eyes slightly, and she didn't know whether her early sleep last night was a good thing or a bad thing.

Without waiting for them to speak, Ye Jingjia took the lead in opening her mouth and hit it with one blow, "I've read the news and interviews, I'm fine." ”

As soon as these words came out, everyone was stunned.

Ye Jingjia actually already knew?

Regarding how to tell Ye Jingjia properly and tactfully, everyone has thought of many ways, and the ultimate goal is to minimize the impact and damage of things on Ye Jingjia.

Unexpectedly, the method has not yet been thought of, but Ye Jingjia has already learned.

They were worried all night last night, for fear that Ye Jingjia would be hit and stimulated. Now that Ye Jingjia said that she was fine, they couldn't tell their inner feelings, maybe a little relieved, and a little sad.

Ye Jingjia never needed them to bother.

Maybe deep down in their hearts, they hope that Ye Jingjia can rely on them, but Ye Jingjia has always been strong.

Unexpectedly, Ye Jingjia's next sentence was even more surprising.

"It's just that this event has pushed the heat up even further, and we can save a lot of steps and complete the plan as quickly as possible. ”

It's a bit strange that you can accept it calmly, but you're still thinking about what you're planning.

Everyone couldn't help but look at Gu Xiangjun, which was a world away from her guess of "collapse".

However, they couldn't help but look back at Ye Jingjia, and their hearts were full of puzzlement, why Ye Jingjia's attitude was so calm, calm and even a little weird!

How can someone be unangry when they see their life experience being made public, their past experiences being pointed out, or even their life experiences being maliciously speculated?

Even after watching the news, they felt angry and painful.

"Jiajia, are you really okay?" Gu Xiangjun asked worriedly, she was afraid that her sister was hiding her emotions and making compromises.

Ye Jingjia shook her head and explained sincerely with her eyes: "Sister, I really have no problem." Do you think that my current temper and personality are pretending to be like netizens? With my personality, do you think these gossips may hit me?"

Without waiting for Gu Xiangjun to answer, Ye Jingjia took the initiative to explain with a smile, "Actually, the personality change is just because I figured it out." ”

She had made up a plausible narrative for the great change in her personality, and now was the perfect time, "For as long as I can remember, I've always heard gossip in my ears. At that time, I didn't quite understand what other people's words meant. Later, as I grew older, when others kept calling me a wild child without a father, not taking me to play, bullying me, excluding me, and laughing at me, I gradually understood that I was different from my peers without a father, and I was inferior, so I felt extremely inferior. So, as a young man, I chose to shrink myself in a small corner and **** wounds alone, thinking that as long as others couldn't see me, they wouldn't laugh at me. But then I realized I was wrong. Not only did they not change, but they even intensified, which made me more and more scared and had to choose to cower even more. After a long time, when I grew up and started to go to school, I didn't know what it was to communicate with people, and even some of them were soldiers, always thinking that others would talk about my life experience behind my back, and still laughed at me and sarcastically mocked me like when I was a child. At that time, I often wondered why I was born. ”

Ye Jingjia's tone was very calm, but Gu Xiangjun couldn't help but reddened her eyes, no one understood better than her what Jiajia was like when she was a child, and it was the first time she heard her sister's inner monologue, which made her heart like a knife.

It's a feeling of pain that no one else will understand.

"Sister, Brother Wen, do you remember the first time I shot the MV and fell into the water? That fall into the water made me feel as if I had died once. That's when I realized that I didn't want to die. ”

Speaking of this, Ye Jingjia couldn't help but show a bright smile, that smile was like a phoenix nirvana, reborn from the ashes, full of expectations for the future.

I remember that when I woke up in the hospital, my first reaction was, "It's good to be alive!" I don't care what others think of me, because I don't live for others, I want to live happily and cherish my hard-won life. So, when I was alive again, I began to change, and I began to change from the heart. ”

In this passage, Ye Jingjia said it with true feelings.

After all, she really lived again, and the biggest emotion is that it's good to be alive.

If she dies, where will she meet her sister who loves her, a kind and lovely studio colleague, Lin Miao, Su Yu, Zhou Lin, who is amusing and affectionate, and her boyfriend Gu Bai, who is in love with each other?

Hearing his sister's words, Gu Xiangjun couldn't help but turn his head, his heart was full of pain and pity, and the feeling was indescribable.

She will never forget the way her sister lay in the hospital bed with a pale face, almost blending in with the white wall.

Perhaps, that experience did change Ye Jingjia, but this kind of change, which almost came at the cost of death, was difficult for Gu Xiangjun to accept.

Ye Jingjia saw that her sister's eyes were still sad, so she smiled and joked, "Sister, you don't have to worry, I'm really fine." Although I am an actor, do you think I am acting now?"

"Of course not!" Gu Xiangjun blurted out, she believed that her sister had really changed, and she had feelings!

Ye Jingjia shrugged her shoulders and said relaxedly, "So, what are you worried about? Do you think I was better before? Unfortunately, I can't go back." ”

As she spoke, she spread her hands with a smile. Cat flutter Chinese