This feeling is really bad, I don't even want to turn my head a little, I just stand there alone, the lights in the hospital corridor are very dim, which makes people feel very uncomfortable.

This is the first time I've been to the hospital in a few years, I really don't like this place, I really don't like the atmosphere of the hospital.

I stood at the door for a long time, and finally walked to the chair next to me and sat down a little embarrassed.

At this time, I was in a very bad mood, for unknown reasons, I didn't know what I was thinking, I didn't know what I was feeling uncomfortable, in short, I was just depressed, and I even had the urge to cry.

I feel that I have always been under pressure in my heart, but I haven't talked about it, especially when I see Zheng Jiayue's appearance today, my heart is like a knife cutting her uncomfortable, and I will be uncomfortable with it, I don't want to see her so sad anymore

≈dash; ≈dash; ≈dash; ≈dash; Hearing Yu Qian say such words, I was stunned

I looked at her in front of me and felt something in my heart. It's like it's starting to decay.

yes, that's what it feels like

Is that how it feels?

When I expressed my affection for Qian, wasn't it just like she is now, in this situation?

When I expressed my affection for Yu Qian, I knew that she was with Lu Mao, not only me, but the whole company, so I didn't take into account her mood at all, I just felt that Lu Mao was not worthy of her, and she shouldn't be with Lu Mao, but now that I think about it, isn't my situation the same now?

It can be said that it is the other way around, I am with Zheng Jiayue, and I also feel Yu Qian's good feelings, although I am very eager to enjoy this indescribable feeling, but I will not give up Zheng Jiayue at all

Presumably Yu Qian had the same pressure as me at that time

She has also been secretly entangled in countless nights.

Thinking of this, my heart seemed to be missing a corner all of a sudden, and countless sorrows kept surging out from that gap

I looked at Yu Qian like this, and it took a long time before I spoke

"Hmm"

"I got it, now, I got it"

My answer made Yu Qian raise her head and look at me again, she stared at me for a long time, and finally moved again

I saw her break free of my hand and stumble out the door

I stood in the bathroom for a while before I walked out again

After going out, Yu Qian was already lying on the bed, she was lying on her back, her eyes were tightly closed, and she seemed to be resting

I feel that Yu Qian really drank too much today, even if she didn't drink too much, at least she was not in a good mood

So after looking at her for a while, I still spoke

"If you want to sleep, put on the quilt, I"

"I'll go back first"

I didn't mention what happened just now, but I just felt that it was a good choice to leave by myself now

As a result, I didn't expect that as soon as I finished speaking, Yu Qian's voice came

"Don't you go, stay with me"

"Stay with me for the night"

Although the sound was small, I could hear it clearly.

I was stunned, I didn't expect Yu Qian to say this

Do you want to stay with her all night?

Although I wanted to crook for a second, I quickly understood what she meant

After all, it's not safe to leave her alone to live here at night, and it's so foggy outside, it's not convenient for me to go home, and I will hang up on the way and become a ghost or something

So at this time, I looked at Yu Qian again, and then asked tentatively

"Is it convenient? There's only one bed here."

Yu Qian heard me say this, and immediately opened her eyes again, and after she vomited, she seemed to be really much more awake, only to see her struggle to sit up again, and then looked at me and said

"Haven't you used to do this before?"

"So, there's nothing inconvenient about it."

Yu Qian's words reminded me of the fact that I went to Yangtian Mountain with her, and that night, we did spend the night in the hotel bed

Thinking of this, I didn't say anything, and finally nodded at Yu Qian

Seeing me nodding, Yu Qian rubbed her eyes, and soon she looked at me again, and then spoke

"Let's just sleep in bed, I'm a little uncomfortable, so I'll sleep first, half a person"

After saying this, Yu Qian walked to the other side of the bed again, she took off her shoes, took off my coat and her own coat, put it aside, and then the whole person got into the bed

I saw Yu Qian's move, so I thought about it again, and then walked into the bathroom on the side

After I went in, I washed my face and looked at myself in the mirror, and I felt that I was very different from myself

Which self am I?

In the end, in my heart, what kind of thoughts do I have about Qian, and what do I think about Zheng Jiayue

I took a deep breath at this point, then turned off the lights and walked out of the bathroom

When I went out, the lights were still on in the house.

The rooms in this hotel are very good, at least worth the price

I turned off the lights, and soon it was pitch black

I fumbled in the dark for a long time, and finally crawled to the side of the bed

I don't know when it started, sleeping in the same bed with Yu Qian has become so easy

Perhaps, this is a feeling that Lu Mao has never experienced, right?

At this time, I suddenly had such an impulse, an impulse to ask Yu Qian clearly what was going on between her and Lu Mao, to ask her if she knew Li Laogou, and to know what she had always disliked Lu Mao and was with him again

But this thought only swirled around in my head a few times, and then I rejected it again

Because even if I ask, Yu Qian may not tell me, and she is estimated to be in a state of half-drinking now, so it is very likely that she will not say anything I ask, but it will make her more nervous and concerned, and there will be less chance of knowing in the future.

Thinking of this, I still sighed lightly, and then pulled open the corner of the quilt and gently got in

After lying down, Yu Qian next to me was facing away from me, she didn't know if she was asleep, but she was quiet and motionless

I couldn't help but turn my head to look at her, and after a while, that feeling in my heart returned.

Obviously, she was always so close to her, but she couldn't shorten the distance by a little bit.

Obviously, many times as long as you stretch out your hand, you can touch her, but because of various reasons, you can't do so

Maybe, this is the so-called fate without separation, maybe, it is destined that Yu Qian and I can only stay in this distance.

I was sad thinking about this, and finally closed my eyes. I thought I'd better get some sleep

When I wake up from sleep, I guess everything will be fine, Yu Qian will return to normal, and her trembling heart will calm down again

However, such a thought did not stay in his mind for long, and suddenly he felt that Yu Qian turned around again.

When I opened my eyes, I saw that she was looking at me too.

Although it was pitch black, my gaze and her eyes seemed to be intertwined in the darkness

It was a very subtle feeling, it was a feeling, there are no good words to describe it.

Lie in bed with what you like, or rather. Girls who used to like looked at each other

Obviously, he couldn't see the other party's face clearly, but he didn't want to look away at all

At this time, I couldn't help but start to guess in my heart

What kind of thoughts does she have now?

What was she thinking at this time?

Is it the same thing as what you think? Or is it that you are not looking at yourself at all, and you are just thinking too much about it?

Such thoughts were racing in my mind, and suddenly Yu Qian moved

Her face became clear in her field of vision

As soon as my back stiffened, I felt it

There's a temperature in front of me, that face. Slowly leaned towards himself.

Before I could come back to my senses, I felt a hand gently resting on my waist

And in his arms, a petite body, leaned over

My head buzzed, and my eyes turned white

My heart sank rapidly at this moment, I lowered my head, Yu Qian's face was hidden in the darkness, but her eyes were clearly shining brightly.

After a brief pause, her thin voice came from her arms

"Just one night"

"Just give me such an evening"

Her voice sounded so small, but it seemed to be in my body. It exploded, and the sound resounded through every corner of my body, and the sound slowly rushed down my veins towards my heart

I don't know why, I can't speak anymore.

Zheng Jiayue's smiling face flashed in front of him, but it was only a short second, and it disappeared.

What reappeared was Yu Qian's lonely figure, and Yu Qian's heartbreaking figure

That's how I started it, and I don't know where I got the strength

hugged her tightly in his arms

The moment he hugged Yu Qian in his arms, a feeling that he had never felt before poured into his heart.

It seemed like the first time, the first time to hug her like this

For the first time, I felt her mood, and then, with her consent, hugged her tightly

I can't describe my mood right now, and I can't find a good word to describe this excited and insecure mood right now

Yes, it is very exciting to be able to lie on the bed and hug Yu Qian tightly.

At the same time, I was a little uneasy, I don't know where this uneasiness comes from, but it should be because it has something to do with Zheng Jiayue

Because I was still thinking about Zheng Jiayue in my heart, I felt a little guilty, and I felt that I was very sorry for Zheng Jiayue for a while

But he couldn't control it, and hugged the person in his arms tightly.

I hugged Yu Qian tightly, completely from the bottom of my heart, and hugged Yu Qian tightly

Maybe it's because of the kind of liking I used to like her, or maybe it's because I've always been a little unwilling

In short, I hugged her tightly. It was as if I was about to exhaust all my strength.

And Yu Qian leaned on my arms like this, her head was tightly pressed against my chest, and there was no sound in her mouth.

The two of us just lay on the same bed, hugging each other tightly.

The two of us, like a couple, leaned on each other tightly.

Seriously, in a way, I kind of enjoy it.

Because it gives me an illusion, a. I already have the illusion of being with Yu Qian

A long time ago, being able to be with Yu Qian was almost one of the things I looked forward to the most, but now, this feeling is not so good

I know that I can't be with her, even if I know that she doesn't like Lu Mao at all, even if I know that she has a good impression of me, but I still can't be with her.

Because, I already have Zheng Jiayue, I already have Zheng Jiayue, by my side

This is an important thing and there is no way not to think about it, I have no way to betray Zheng Jiayue's liking for me, and it can also be said that for so long, my liking for Zheng Jiayue is not such an easy thing to give up

However, my current actions are completely sorry for Zheng Jiayue, but I have no way to control myself, maybe just like Yu Qian said, only tonight is special, only tonight, it belongs to her, and it is between me

So at this time, I could only hold her tightly, there was no thought in my brain, a blank piece, and my body kept holding Yu Qian

Yu Qian was motionless in my arms, she also hugged me tightly, I could still feel the temperature of her hand around my waist, her hand was gently on my waist, her head rested on my arms, tightly pressed against my chest.

I can't think of how I can describe my feelings at this time.

In short, there is a warm feeling in my heart, I don't know if this warmth comes from Yu Qian's body, or from the feeling in my heart

In short, at this moment, I snuggled up to each other like Yu Qian, and the two of us didn't say anything anymore, as if the sounds of this world had all disappeared

Later, I don't know how long it took, and Yu Qian in her arms heard a thick breathing sound.

It seemed that Yu Qian was asleep, she leaned on my arms, breathing steadily

This made me can't help but look at her in my arms, only to see Yu Qian's eyes tightly closed, she seems to be asleep, as if she doesn't know what the situation is now.

I just looked at Yu Qian's sleeping face quietly and looked at her. Quiet countenance.

For the first time, look at her like this

For the first time, with such a mood, such a form, looking at her.

Yu Qian slept soundly, as if no sound could wake her up.

I just watched her quietly, and after a while, my eyes couldn't help but fall on her lips.

Although it was pitch black, Yu Qian's red lips could still be seen.

That color is hard to describe, but in my mind, the gentle kiss from Yu Qian some time ago still comes to mind

At this moment, an idea suddenly popped into my mind

That is, if I go to kiss her.

What would it look like?

At this time, Yu Qian shouldn't reject herself, right?

At this time, she just expressed her affection to herself, she shouldn't refuse, right?

However, if he did kiss her, what would that count?

What is the kiss between me and Yu Qian?

Is it between friends? Or betrayed Zheng Jiayue, a kiss that is only for his own selfish desires?

Thinking of this, I felt a bad feeling in my heart, because Zheng Jiayue's face appeared in front of her eyes again

All of a sudden, I came back to my senses and realized what I was doing. As long as Zheng Jiayue knows, it will hurt her heart very much

This made me pass for a while, and finally sighed, hugged Yu Qian motionlessly, and slowly closed my eyes.

I can't let go of her now, so I can only do what Yu Qian said

Just give her a night

Such a night can be regarded as for her, and it can be regarded as for herself

Thinking of this, the guilt in my heart finally decreased a lot, I took a deep breath, and hugged Yu Qian in my arms a little

At this time, the brain finally became calm, and all thoughts disappeared.

I began to enjoy it, to enjoy the illusion of this moment, of bliss

It turns out that people are like this.

All human beings are incapable of contentment

Those people you think you have forgotten, things that you think you don't care about at all

When it reappears in front of your eyes, it will still be remembered, and it will still be, so unforgettable

We live in such a world that no one can escape the constraints of this world

Those so-called insistence on self-consciousness are worthless in reality.

After that, I don't know when I fell asleep

All in all, I slept very soundly.

I had a dream at night, in which Zheng Jiayue turned her back to me, no matter how I called her name, she was still unwilling to turn her head.

When I was about to step forward and grab her, suddenly someone behind me tugged at my arm, I turned my head and found that the person standing behind me was Yu Qian

She looked at me and told me with the shape of her mouth

"You still have me"

"You still have me"

When I dreamed of this, I woke up.

When I woke up, there was no one in my arms

I sat up, and then I realized that I was in a cold sweat

After a while, I lowered my head and looked beside me, and Yu Qian was no longer there

I couldn't help but rub my head, everything that happened last night was like a dream, a dream without a trace

And my whole body was covered in cold sweat. Maybe it's because I drank some alcohol last night, or maybe it's because of that dream I had at night

Anyway, when I was stunned, I suddenly heard the sound of running water in the bathroom next to me

I pricked up my ears and listened for a long time, making sure there was indeed the sound of running water.

Just when I was about to get up and get out of bed to take a look, the sound of running water disappeared, and soon I saw the corner of the corner, Yu Qian walked back again.

Yu Qian, who walked back, saw that I had woken up, and her expression froze

At this time, her hands were combing her hair, and she looked at me, and after a while, she looked at me and whispered while arranging her hair

"Wang Ming, you're awake"

I came back to my senses and looked at Yu Qian for a while before nodding slightly.

Everything that happened last night is still vividly remembered, especially on her chest, and her body temperature does not seem to have dissipated

I saw that Yu Qian combed herself in a ponytail at this time, and then she walked to the edge of the bed, looked at me and said softly

"It's still early, it's a little early"

Obviously, there was no mention of last night's incident, either because he didn't want to mention it, or maybe he deliberately didn't mention it.

I didn't know what to say, so I could only look at Yu Qian quietly and look at her in front of me.

Last night, she looked no different from her today, but obviously, she has returned to normal, because the feeling and demeanor are completely different.

I looked at her quietly for a while, and Yu Qian seemed to feel something

I saw her bow her head. After a while, he looked at me again and spoke

"Last night's thing"

"Last night, I drank a little too much, so"

"Let's just let last night's events be all over the place, and let them be as if those things never happened."

Although Yu Qian's Yu Qian was very low when she said this, my heart was still touched when I heard her words.

I looked at her in front of me and knew that everything last night was not something I had imagined in a daze.

Everything has really happened.

Yu Qian's feelings about me. Yu Qian's thoughts, Yu Qian's mood

It's all, it's real

I just looked at her like that, and after a long while, I took a deep breath and spoke

"Well, I see"

"Let's just think of it as a matter between the two of us, a secret between the two of us, hope"

"Don't let anyone know"

In fact, I always feel very bad when I say this kind of thing, but I have to say it like this

After all. It's not a glorious thing, in the end, although nothing too unsightly happened between me and Yu Qian, at least it's beyond the scope of friends.

Have a candlelit dinner, stay in a hotel, sleep in a bed

Hugged each other and slept all night.

There are no friends of the opposite sex, it would be like this

And she is still a person who has a boyfriend, and I am also a person with Zheng Jiayue, so everything last night was wrong

Thinking of this, I looked at Yu Qian with a little guilt, but I didn't expect the corners of Yu Qian's mouth to squeeze out a smile, she looked at me and said a little reluctantly

"Well, of course, thank you, Wang Ming"

"Actually, I know it's my fault, but"

"Thank you anyway"

I rarely heard Yu Qian speak in such a particularly compromising tone, so I looked at it again, not knowing what else I could say

And Yu Qian saw that I was silent for a long time at this time, and smiled at me and said

"Okay, since you're all awake, get up and clean up, the fog outside is quite heavy, we have to go to the company early"