Wind and rain are like an obscure old man
By the time I chased it out, Gu Jun's car had already left. I ran to the door of the resort and watched the car drift away on the way back to the city in the east. I waved my hands desperately, but there was no taxi, and it was raining heavily, and I stood at the door like a chicken in soup, trembling all over.
Suddenly, there was a horn in my ears, I hurriedly got out of the way, but the car stopped beside me, Zhao Yijing put down the glass and asked me, "Why are you here?"
"Mr. Zhao, can I take your car?" In the hurry, I seemed to see a savior, and I clung to the car window, relying on the trend of going up.
The lock on the door opened, and I rushed up and pointed in the direction ahead: "Help me follow the car, silver Charlie." He added, "Don't be seen by him." ”
Zhao Yijing raised his eyebrows, his lips rose slightly, he didn't speak, just followed Gu Jun's car seriously. Gu Jun drove quickly and quickly, turning left and right, and almost ran the red light, while Zhao Yijing seemed to follow carelessly, and he almost couldn't see it several times, I was in a hurry to death.
I couldn't help but take out my mobile phone to call Gu Jun, but I didn't answer it again and again, listening to the sound of the beep, watching him run towards another woman, my heart was twisted and hurt. I bit my lip hard until it tasted sweet in my mouth.
Zhao Yijing next to him sighed slightly, turned on the air conditioner, and I paid attention to him, frowning, and a thin layer of sweat on his sideburns.
"Are you uncomfortable?" I asked casually, my mind in a mess.
"It's fine. My heart suddenly felt a little uncomfortable. Zhao Yijing's voice was muffled, and he turned to look at my face, my expression must have been extremely ugly, he was stunned for a moment, his bottomless eyes flashed as if they had been stabbed, and he took out a handkerchief from the grid next to the car stall and handed it to me. Turn to look ahead.
I was stunned with the handkerchief, and he said in a muffled voice, "Mouth." I picked up a handkerchief and wiped my mouth, and through the opposite headlight, I saw blood stains. My whole body seemed to be drained, and I leaned weakly on the car. Zhao Yijing suddenly stepped on the accelerator, and the car chased after Gu Jun wildly.
I returned to the city from Changping and followed for about an hour. It was warm in the car, and my emotions gradually calmed down, and at this moment I felt that I had done something inappropriate. Who is Zhao Yijing? He is the one who will decide to invest in Gu Jun's patent. In case he changes his hexagram, Gu Jun's patent and associate professor will probably be lost. I'm so confused.
On the one hand, it is the rape that makes me annoyed and indignant, on the other hand, it is Gu Jun's future career, and it is also the fate of the prosperity and decline of the whole family.
There happened to be a small supermarket on the side of the road, so I hurriedly asked Zhao Yijing to stop, but he was a little surprised and stopped. I went in and walked around, and came out with a frozen chicken. got into the car and said to Zhao Yijing with a smile: "Can you trouble Mr. Zhao to send me home, I should go home to make chicken soup for my husband and children." ”
Zhao Yijing held the steering wheel with one hand, swept my eyes up and down with a pair of cold eyes, raised the corners of his mouth, and sneered: "You rushed back to make chicken soup?"
I nodded, "We're all waiting at home." A strand of hair on his forehead was wet and hung on his face.
He didn't say anything more, and as I was instructed, he sent me back to my home in the West Third Ring Road. As Zhao Yijing's car and Gu Jun's car became farther and farther away, I heard the bloody pain in my heart as if it was being pulled by this distance.
When I got downstairs in the community, I absentmindedly said thank you and was about to get out of the car. Zhao Yijing suddenly stretched out his hand and leaned over to look at me, I was face to face with him, my breath was almost audible, and in this small space, that thrilling sense of familiarity came like a tide again.
He just looked at me so closely, for a long time, and his voice was low: "You don't regret it?"
I pretended not to understand what he meant, and tried to squeeze out a smile: "Why don't you come up and have a bowl too?"
He suddenly looked down, sat in the driver's seat, and said coldly: "No need." "I rushed through the door and fled.
It wasn't until I went upstairs that I saw that his car was still parked downstairs and had been driving out of the neighborhood for a long time. I found out that he still had his handkerchief in his pocket, a silver-gray silk handkerchief with the Silk Zhiheng trademark, and there were still men with handkerchiefs in these years?
Without thinking much about running home, the mother-in-law asked in surprise, "Didn't you go to a meeting with Ah Jun? Why are you back?"
"Gu Jun went to work overtime, and I also have something. "I coped against my will. When I returned to the bedroom, I couldn't wait to dial Gu Jun's number, but no one answered, I dialed again and again, and listened to the beep again and again until the automatic hang-up. I don't know how many times it rang, and finally it was the sound of shutting down. My heart went numb to the point of being unconscious.
That night, I thought about divorce for the first time. I'm fed up with Gu Jun's absent-mindedness, can't keep his soul, and I'm fed up with him being desperate when he receives a call from another woman. But when I think about divorce, my heart hurts so much that I almost suffocate, and I don't know what to do with my life after divorce.
The house is the public housing of Gu Jun's unit, and I will definitely move out, and my salary is only enough to pay the rent and food. The key is Nuan Nuan, with my income, I will definitely not be able to fight for custody Gu Jun, even if I fight, who will take her?
The father in his hometown is in poor health all the year round and needs medicine to maintain it, and his mother takes care of his father and helps his younger brother take care of the children. There was no one to take care of Nuan Nuan, but the thought of being separated from my daughter made my heart ache with blood. And the family I worked so hard to build was so scattered, and I was really unwilling. The more I thought about it, the cooler it became, and the flame of divorce that had just begun to sway gradually dimmed.
Marriage turned out to be more about life than love and self-esteem. All I could hope for was his perfect explanation, or deception.