The loss of a child is a sad thing for a mother, especially if the child is still the mother is looking forward to.

It's just that overnight, all the illusions are shattered, and even any woman will be a little broken.

The last straw that crushed Ji Yuxi back then was Gong Xuan's disappearance.

Huo Yao thought that An Xiaojing would cry bitterly, gritting her teeth and wanting to cut Huo Xiao into eight pieces, or complaining that her protection was not good, causing her to lose this child.

But what he didn't expect was that the storm he thought didn't come suddenly, and he only heard An Xiaojing say in an extremely calm voice: "I know." ”

She didn't cry, she didn't break down, she was calm like an outsider, which surprised Huo Yao slightly.

"What about Huo Xiao?" she asked in a low voice, the situation was too critical at that time, and the pain in her abdomen made her lose consciousness in a short time, she only remembered that after hearing a gunshot, Huo Xiao fell, and she didn't care whether she was dead or alive.

"Dead. Huo Yao said, he looked at An Xiaojing with some concern, "Xiaojing, cry if you want to, don't hold it in your heart." ”

After all, he was still afraid that she was pretending to be strong.

At the beginning, his mother also pretended to be strong, and she smiled at herself after that happened, but on the second day, she was greeted by a cold corpse.

Huo Yao will never forget that winter, what is colder than the cold wind outside is the human heart, as if his heart slowly turned into ice.

So he was afraid, he was afraid that An Xiaojing would be calm on the surface, and he would turn his head and look for death and life.

An Xiaojing shook her head and said, "I didn't hold it in my heart. She looked at Huo Yao seriously, her eyes revealing full of firmness, "I didn't have the courage to live from the beginning." ”

"When Sheng Sixue brought me the news of your death, my first thought was to follow you. The porcelain was already around my neck at that time. She narrates calmly, as if telling someone else's story.

This kind of An Xiaojing made Huo Yao feel even more distressed, and he could almost imagine An Xiaojing's helplessness at that time.

Her only hope was cut off, and she was imprisoned like this by Huo Xiao, that is, no matter how optimistic she was in the past, she would give birth to a sense of despair.

"Then I thought, I can't just die. I have to avenge you, I have to kill Huo Xiao. So I began to be hypocritical and snake with him, I began to learn to play on the spot, and I even began to calculate Sheng Sixue and Huo Xiao. It's just a pity that I failed in the end, and if you hadn't come, maybe I would have died. ”

"So when I knew about the existence of this child, I was ready for it to die. She smiled bitterly, "Even if I really agree to Huo Xiao's request, do you think he will allow your child to stay in this world?"

Huo Yao naturally knew the truth of An Xiaojing's words, Huo Xiao was arrogant, he liked to hold everything in his hands, and he preferred to kill everything, which can be deduced from the fact that he directly shot Ye Chunzhen.

How could such a person be willing to raise the child of an enemy?

"Ah Yao, you don't have to worry about me, I'm fine. Huo Xiao is dead, the Huo family will definitely not let you go easily. Instead of being with me, you should think about how to deal with the aftermath. ”

Huo Yao's lips moved, and he held An Xiaojing's hand, his face full of worry.

An Xiaojing smiled slightly and said, "Don't worry, I won't leave you." She turned her head to look out the window, the sun was raging outside, and a wisp of tender green sprouts appeared on the bare branches, stretching lazily in the wind without fear, as if it wanted to use its small body to drive away all the slaughter of winter.

"The hardest days are over, will I still be able to commit suicide?" she told the cruelty in words that were almost joking, which caused Huo Yao to feel more and more sorry for him.

Huo Yao knew that An Xiaojing was strong, but she had never realized as clearly as now that her toughness seemed to be engraved in her bones, although she couldn't show it in the past, but when she was in a desperate situation, she would always rely on this tenacity to get out of the predicament again.

She is ordinary, but gorgeous and can't take your eyes off it.

He knew that if he persuaded him any longer, he was afraid that it would backfire, and now the best choice was to let her stay alone for a while.

Huo Yao understood An Xiaojing, so he chose to be fulfilled.

"Okay, then I'll go and discuss it with Gong Tian, you can ...... Rest. He glanced at An Xiaojing with heavy eyes, the emotions in his eyes were complicated, but An Xiaojing only paid attention to the young leaves outside the window at the moment, and completely ignored it.

Huo Yao couldn't help but glance at her when he walked out of the door of the ward, and finally let out a long sigh, shook his head helplessly and closed the door.

As soon as he came out, he met Shen Xingyao head-on.

Shen Xingyao's expression was not much better than his, and from the exhaustion on his face, it could be seen how long he had been waiting outside this door.

"She woke up. Huo Yao said, and in the next second, he saw a trace of happiness flashing on Shen Xingyao's face, and when he saw Shen Xingyao walking into the ward, he stretched out his hand to stop him.

Shen Xingyao glanced at Huo Yao with some dissatisfaction, and stopped talking.

"It's better to leave her alone for now. ”

Shen Xingyao wanted to refute, but after seeing Huo Yao's serious expression, he had no choice but to stop his thoughts stupidly, and finally the two sat on the chairs outside the ward together.

"Impulsively hit you yesterday, sorry. After the two were silent for a long time, Shen Xingyao finally opened his mouth.

Huo Yao glanced at Shen Xingyao lightly and said, "You're not mistaken, I really should fight." ”

"Not doing a good job of protecting Xiao Jing and putting her in trouble is my first crime, and she is afraid of being hurt by herself, and it is the second one, that is, any one, I deserve to be punched by you. ”

Shen Xingyao didn't expect this man to forgive himself so easily, and he couldn't blame Huo Yao for this matter, who let Huo Yao be alone that time, and the result was that he was covered in bruises and almost died.

Shen Xingyao felt that even if he changed himself, he might not be able to do the same as Huo Yao.

"Did you do this month's review?"

Huo Yao shook his head, since he woke up, he began to prepare for how to rescue An Xiaojing, but he didn't care about his body, he was so excited yesterday, as if the wound was a little cracked again.

"Take it, don't let Xiao Jing see it worrying. It's best to hide what happened to you, I'm afraid she won't be able to stand the stimulation. Shen Xingyao said as he took out a stack of wound medicine from his pocket and handed it to Huo Yao, and after finishing speaking, he got up and left in a hurry.

Huo Yao held the wound medicine in his hand, looked at Shen Xingyao's back, and for the first time, he didn't feel that this rival in love was so hateful.