Thinking of this, I suddenly felt very emotional, I looked at Zheng Jiayue, and after a while, I couldn't help but say: "Yes, it's also very good to be able to share this moment, and..."

"You've waited so long, and finally you didn't wait in vain, this day is still coming, although I told you in advance, but... You're still going to be happy, right?"

Zheng Jiayue moved her head, she took a deep breath, and exhaled a small white haze and said, "Yes, the feeling of waiting is really uncomfortable.. Fortunately, I waited for it, and this can be considered happiness."

After speaking, Zheng Jiayue turned her head to look at me again, and said word by word: "Let's go, let's go in together.."

I also secretly took a deep breath and followed Zheng Jiayue in.

Needless to say, the popularity of hot pot in winter seems to be difficult if Zheng Jiayue hadn't booked a private room in advance.

Zheng Jiayue seemed to know that it was the private room, and after coming in, she walked directly upstairs, and my heartbeat began to accelerate during the upstairs process, damn it, I remembered, I had this feeling when I first wanted to follow Zheng Jiayue to meet her parents, and now I didn't expect it to be like this.

Zheng Jiayue was very anxious, she looked upstairs, and quickly stood at the door of a private room and pointed with her finger.

I nodded and stood beside her.

As soon as she stood firm, Zheng Jiayue smiled at me again and quickly pushed the door open.

As soon as the door opened, I couldn't help but look inside, and soon in my sight, I saw Jiayue's father and Jiayue's mother.

I don't know what's going on, the moment I saw Jiayue's father, I seemed to feel that something was wrong, and I always felt that there seemed to be something special, but I couldn't say what it was.

At this time, Zheng Jiayue had already walked in happily, she quickly sat next to her parents, and called happily: "Mom and Dad~"

Zheng Jiayue, her father and her mother were still surprised, and the two of them reacted after a while, looking at Zheng Jiayue and nodding.

At this time, Zheng Jiayue waved at me again and said, "Xiao Xiaoming, why are you still stupid there, hurry up and sit here~"

I came back to my senses, hurriedly walked into the private room and closed the door, and then sat down and said, "Hello uncle, aunt."

Jiayue's parents don't look very good, and I guess my appearance was unexpected by the two of them.

Zheng Jiayue saw the embarrassment between us, she quickly grabbed my arm again, and then said seriously: "Mom, Dad, I haven't said it well, I have been with Xiao Xiaoming for a long time, I like him very much, and he is also very good to me, so..."

"I still know that the two of you are worried about something, but Xiao Xiaoming is a very good person, you don't have to worry about me... And.."

Speaking of this, Zheng Jiayue paused, looked at his parents and said, "The two of you are here again today, isn't it, do you have something good to tell me, I... I know a little bit, but I want to hear it from you in person."

Zheng Jiayue said so much when she entered the door, it is estimated that her parents were a little caught off guard, and I didn't know what to say on the side, so I could only wait for the first time.. I thought that Zheng Jiayue might be very powerful to help me talk, but he meowed her too much!

It took a long time for her parents to be speechless, and the two of them looked at each other, and neither of them spoke immediately.

It is estimated that the two of them must have thought a lot about what to say to Zheng Jiayue before they came, and it is estimated that they have thought about it a lot, but now they didn't expect to be said like this by Zheng Jiayue, so they definitely didn't know what to say for a while.

In this way, the two of them were silent for a long time, and finally it seemed that Jiayue's mother was going to speak, she looked at Zheng Jiayue and said: "Xiaoyue, I guess, Wang Ming also told you something, so, since you know your parents, you won't hide it from you.. There are two of us.."

"I really plan to get back together, the reason why I didn't tell you before is because, first, there is no good opportunity, and second, I am afraid that you will suddenly find it difficult to accept, but..."

Speaking of this, Jiayue's mother suddenly didn't say any more, and Zheng Jiayue looked at her with a dumbfounded expression.

The mother and daughter looked at each other like this, and it took a long time for Zheng Jiayue to bite her lower lip gently, she looked at her mother, and said: "I dreamed of this scene in my dream, and now it has become a reality... I am very happy.. But.. I can't describe my feelings, anyway."

"I'm really happy.."

Zheng Jiayue was obviously about to cry when she said this, I looked at her, and I felt a little uncomfortable in my heart silently.

It is true that Zheng Jiayue has endured too much over the years, so I shouldn't speak at this time, because this moment belongs to Zheng Jiayue and her family.

Jiayue's father on the side didn't speak, he didn't look right, I couldn't tell what was wrong.

And I suddenly noticed that Jiayue's mother's expression didn't seem to be so good, she looked embarrassed, as if she had something to say.

After a while, she shifted her gaze, and she looked at me, her gaze resting on my face.

It's not a blaming look, it's just complicated, as if thinking about something.

Being stared at by Jiayue's mother with such eyes made me feel a little hairy in my heart, and I always felt uncomfortable with everything in my body, as if I was trapped by something invisibly, and I even felt a little breathless.

At this time, Jiayue's mother still spoke, she looked at Zheng Jiayue again, and then said slowly: "Xiaoyue, I know... Mom is sorry for you, at the beginning, my mother was carried away by her career, leaving you and your dad to run abroad, but then I found out that I regretted it, every day I live in self-blame, I want to come back to you, but I am afraid that you will hate me and can't accept me again, so I don't have a good life at all.. I hurt you, and I hurt myself.."

Zheng Jiayue quickly shook her head when she heard her mother say this, she moved her mouth, reached out and held her mother's hand and said, "It's okay, Mom.. That's all in the past, as long as... As long as you come back now, let's live together well, and now that our family is here, I feel very happy, and I don't want to think about the things that were sad before, I just think that happiness is enough now."

Zheng Jiayue is really a good child, forgetting the pain of the past is not something that everyone can do, and if she can say such things, it will definitely make her mother feel a lot better in her heart.

However, I didn't expect Jiayue's mother to cry at this time, I thought she was moved by Zheng Jiayue's words, so I cried with self-blame in my heart, I didn't expect her tears to keep pouring down, and her mouth kept saying: "I'm sorry, it's my mother who is sorry for you.."

Jiayue's mother shook her head as she said this, Zheng Jiayue comforted her at first, but somehow, even Zheng Jiayue herself seemed to feel that something was wrong, she looked at her mother with a little concerned expression.

Jiayue's mother talked to herself like this for a long time, and suddenly she raised her head again, she looked at Zheng Jiayue, and then said word by word: "Xiaoyue, you go abroad with your parents, let's..." Live abroad for a while.. Let's.."

"Live well abroad, mom takes good care of the two of you, and compensates you well~"

——Heard Yu Qian say something like this.. I was stunned...

I looked at her in front of me and felt as if something in my heart was beginning to decay.

yes, that's how it feels...

Is that how it feels?

When I expressed my affection for Qian, wasn't it just like she is now, in this situation?

When I expressed my affection for Yu Qian, I knew that she was with Lu Mao, not even me, but the whole company, so I didn't take into account her mood at all, I just felt that Lu Mao was not worthy of her, and she shouldn't be with Lu Mao.. But now that I think about it, isn't my situation the same now?

It can be said that it is the other way around... I am with Zheng Jiayue, and I also feel Yu Qian's good feelings, although I am very eager to enjoy this indescribable feeling, but I will not give up Zheng Jiayue at all...

Presumably Yu Qian was under the same pressure as me at that time.

She has also been secretly entangled in countless nights.

Thinking of this, my heart seemed to be missing a corner all of a sudden, and countless sorrows kept surging out from that gap...

I looked at Yu Qian like this, and it took a long time before I spoke

"Hmm.."

"I see... Now, there it is.."

My answer made Yu Qian raise her head and look at me again, she stared at me for a long time, and finally moved again.

I saw her break free of my hand and stumble out the door a little.

I stood in the bathroom for a while before walking out again...

After going out, Yu Qian was already lying on the bed, she was lying on her back, her eyes were tightly closed, and she seemed to be resting.

I feel that Yu Qian really drank too much today, even if she didn't drink too much, at least she was not in a good mood...

So after looking at her for a while, I still spoke

"If you want to sleep, put on the covers, I..."

"I'll go back first."

I didn't mention what happened just now, I just think that it is a good choice to leave by myself now...

As a result, I didn't expect that as soon as I finished speaking, Yu Qian's voice came...

"Don't go.. Stay with me.."

"Stay with me... One night.."

Although the sound was small, I could hear it clearly.

I was stunned, I never thought that Yu Qian would say this...

Do you want to stay with her all night?

Although I wanted to crook for a second, I quickly understood what she meant...

After all, it's not safe to leave her alone to stay here at night... And it's so foggy outside, it's not convenient for me to go home, and I can't hang up on the way and become a ghost or something...

So at this time, I looked at Yu Qian again, and then asked tentatively

"Is it convenient? There's only one bed."

Yu Qian immediately opened her eyes again when she heard me say this, and she seemed to be really much more awake after she vomited. She struggled to sit up again, then looked at me and said

: "Previous... Didn't you do the same?"

"So, there's nothing inconvenient about it.."

Yu Qian's words reminded me of the fact that I went to Yangtian Mountain with her, and that night, we did spend the night in the hotel bed.

Thinking of this, I didn't say anything, and finally nodded at Yu Qian...

Seeing me nodding, Yu Qian rubbed her eyes, and soon she looked at me again, and then spoke

"Let's just sleep in bed, I'm a little uncomfortable, so I'll sleep first, one and a half.."

After saying this, Yu Qian walked to the other side of the bed again, she took off her shoes, took off my coat and her own coat, put it aside, and then the whole person got into the bed...

I saw Yu Qian's move, so I thought about it again, and then walked into the bathroom on the side...

After I went in, I washed my face and looked at myself in the mirror, I actually felt that I was not like myself anymore.

Which self am I?

In the end, in my heart, what kind of thoughts do I have about Qian, and what do I think about Zheng Jiayue?

I took a deep breath at this thought, then turned off the light and walked out of the bathroom.

When I went out, the lights were still on in the house.

The rooms in this hotel are very good, at least worth the price.

I turned off the lights and soon it was pitch black...

I fumbled in the dark for a long time, and finally crawled to the side of the bed.

I don't know when it started, sleeping in the same bed with Yu Qian has become so easy...

Perhaps, this is a feeling that Lu Mao has never experienced, right?

At this time, I suddenly had such an impulse, an impulse to ask Yu Qian clearly, what was going on between her and Lu Mao, to ask her if she knew Li Laogou, and to know what she had always disliked Lu Mao and being with him again.

But this thought only swirled around in my head a few times, and then I rejected it again...

Because even if I ask, Yu Qian may not tell me, and she is estimated to be in a state of half-drinking now, so it is very likely that she will not say anything I ask, but it will make her more nervous and concerned, and there will be less chance of knowing in the future.

Thinking of this, I still sighed lightly, and then opened the corner of the quilt and gently got in...

After lying down, Yu Qian next to me was facing away from me, she didn't know if she was asleep, but it was quiet and motionless.

I couldn't help but turn my head to look at her, and after a while, that feeling in my heart returned.

Obviously, she was always so close to her, but she couldn't shorten the distance by a little bit.

Obviously, many times as long as you stretch out your hand, you can touch her, but because of various reasons, you can't do so...

Perhaps, this is the so-called fate without separation... Perhaps, it is destined that Yu Qian and I can only stay in this distance.

Thinking of this, I was sad again, and finally closed my eyes, thinking that it would be better to sleep.

When I wake up from sleep, I guess everything will be fine, Yu Qian will return to normal, and her trembling heart will calm down again.

However, such a thought did not stay in his mind for long, and suddenly he felt that Yu Qian turned around again.

When I opened my eyes, I saw that she was looking at me too.

Although it was pitch black, my eyes and her eyes seemed to be intertwined in the darkness.

It was a very subtle feeling, it was a feeling, there are no good words to describe it.

Lying in bed and looking at each other with the girl you liked, or rather, the girl you once liked...

Obviously, I can't see each other's faces clearly, but I don't want to look away at all.

At this time, I couldn't help but start to guess in my heart.

What kind of thoughts does she have now?

What was she thinking at this time?

Is it the same thing as what you think? Or is it that you are not looking at yourself at all, and you are just thinking too much about it?

Such thoughts were racing in my mind, and suddenly Yu Qian moved...

Her face became clear in her field of vision.

As soon as my back stiffened, I felt it.

There was a temperature in front of him, and the face slowly leaned towards him.

Before I could come back to my senses, I felt a hand gently placed on my waist.

And in his arms, a petite body, leaned over...

My head buzzed, and my eyes turned into a white expanse...

My heart sank rapidly at this moment, I lowered my head, Yu Qian's face was hidden in the darkness, but her eyes were clearly shining brightly.

After a brief pause, her thin voice came from her arms

"Just one night.."

"Just give it to me. Such an evening ...

Her voice sounded so small, but it seemed to explode in my body, and the sound resounded in every corner of my body. This voice, down my veins, slowly rushed towards my heart...

I don't know why, I can't speak anymore.

Zheng Jiayue's smiling face flashed in front of him, but it was only a short second, and it disappeared.

What reappeared was Yu Qian's lonely figure, Yu Qian... That heartbreaking figure...

That's how I started it, and I don't know where the strength came from.

hugged her tightly in his arms...

The moment he hugged Yu Qian in his arms, a feeling that he had never felt before poured into his heart.

It seems to be the first time, the first time to hold her tight like this...

For the first time I felt her mood, and then, with her consent, hugged her tightly...

I can't describe my mood now, and I can't find a good word to describe this excited and insecure mood now...

Yes, it is very exciting to be able to lie on the bed and hug Yu Qian tightly.

At the same time, I am a little uneasy, I don't know where this uneasiness comes from, but it should be because it has something to do with Zheng Jiayue...

Because I was still thinking about Zheng Jiayue in my heart, I felt a little guilty, and I felt that I was very sorry for Zheng Jiayue for a while

..

But he couldn't control it, and hugged the person in his arms tightly.

I hugged Yu Qian tightly, completely from the bottom of my heart, and hugged Yu Qian tightly.

Maybe it's because of the kind of liking I used to like her.,Or, because all along, how much unwilling...

In short, he hugged her tightly, as if he was going to use all his strength.

And Yu Qian leaned on my arms like this, her head was tightly pressed against my chest, and there was no sound in her mouth.

The two of us just lay on the same bed, hugging each other tightly.

The two of us, like a couple, leaned on each other tightly.

Seriously, in a way, I kind of enjoy it.

Because this gave me an illusion, an illusion that I was already with Yu Qian...

A long time ago, being able to be with Yu Qian was almost one of the things I looked forward to the most... But nowadays, that feeling isn't so good...

I know that I can't be with her, even if I know that she doesn't like Lu Mao at all, even if I know that she has a good impression of me, but I still can't be with her.

Because, I already have Zheng Jiayue, I already have Zheng Jiayue, by my side...

This is an important thing and there is no way not to think about it, I have no way to betray Zheng Jiayue's liking for me, and it can also be said that for so long, my liking for Zheng Jiayue is not such an easy thing to give up...

However, my current actions are completely sorry for Zheng Jiayue, but I have no way to control myself, maybe just like Yu Qian said, only tonight, it is special, only tonight, it belongs to her, between me...

So at this time, I could only hold her tightly, there was no thought in my brain, a blank piece, and my body kept holding Yu Qian...

Yu Qian was motionless in my arms, she also hugged me tightly, I could still feel the temperature of her hand around my waist, her hand was gently on my waist, her head rested on my arms, tightly pressed against my chest.

I can't think of how I can describe my feelings at this time.

In short, there is a warm feeling in my heart, I don't know if this warmth comes from Yu Qian's body, or from the feeling in my heart.

In short, at this moment, I am snuggling up to each other like Yu Qian... Neither of us said anything more, as if the voices of the world had all disappeared...

Later, I don't know how long it took, and Yu Qian in her arms heard a thick breathing sound.

It seems that Yu Qian is asleep, she leans on my arms, breathing steadily...

This made me can't help but look at her in my arms, only to see Yu Qian's eyes tightly closed, she seems to be asleep, as if she doesn't know what the situation is now.

I just looked at Yu Qian's sleeping face quietly, looking at her, with a quiet face.

For the first time, look at her like this.

For the first time, with such a mood, such a form, looking at her.

Yu Qian slept soundly, as if no sound could wake her up.

I just watched her quietly, and after a while, my eyes couldn't help but fall on her lips.

Although it was pitch black, Yu Qian's red lips could still be seen.

That color is hard to describe, but in my mind, I still have the gentle kiss of Yu Qian some time ago...