Going around and around, it's the same as before

Some people say that men are the most charming when they work, and the three unusually serious men at the moment are indeed a very charming landscape. Zhao Yijing was dressed in a dark blue suit, and between his fingers, he had already strategized the silk empire in the palm of his hand, and the decisive victory was thousands of miles away.

Looking at him, Zhao Shinan's mind suddenly appeared, Zhao Shijing's late-night business war now, and Zhao Shinan's all-night silk dyeing back then, seems to have the same effect. If there is really time travel, Zhao Shinan sees that his descendants do not lose the ambition and momentum of his year, and I don't know what kind of mood it will be.

Thinking about it, I couldn't help but raise the corners of my lips and smile softly.

Zhao Yijing said to the two people: "It's not early, let's go back and rest after eating some supper." The person standing was a little older, about the same as Zhao Yijing, his hair was a little gray, but his face looked very young, and he didn't know if his hair was dyed or he was born with so experience. The man smiled at Zhao Yijing and said, "Mr. Zhao, your wife is here, and you still have supper?"

Zhao Yijing patted the man's shoulder and smiled: "I let you eat, of course I have to hurry home." ”

The two laughed: "Mr. Zhao is also humorous." My face was a little red, I stood up from the chair, Zhao Yijing took my hand and said, "Let's go." ”

After saying hello and goodbye to those two, I walked out of the securities company side by side with Zhao Yijing. The wind was very cold at night, but when I walked beside him, even the sound of the wind became clearer, and I looked at him: "Whose car is going back?"

He reached out and hugged me tightly: "Open yours." ”

I quipped him, "Why do you drive mine? Is it to save fuel for your car?"

"Yes, at least twenty dollars saved. Zhao Yijing's laughing voice rustled, "I didn't see that you are still a little picker." ”

Saying that, when I came to the front of the car, Zhao Yijing wanted to drive, but I pushed him to the side of the co-pilot, and even said coquettishly and persuasively: "Since you are in my car, you want me to drive." ”

Zhao Yijing sat down with a smile on his eyebrows and asked me, "Why are you driving?"

I shook the key in my hand triumphantly, didn't answer at first, sat in the driver's seat, stepped on the accelerator and blasted out, I said leisurely: "You take my car, don't you just want to feel the taste of being picked up by me, so I will be your driver to let you feel enough." Glancing at him as he spoke, he said, "Isn't that right, Mr. Zhao?" and opened the CD in the car: "Give you an all-round enjoyment." ”

A heart that cares about him, a late-night companionship, and a warm song are all I can give him. But this pure mood has never been there, including Gu Jun, it has not been so intoxicated, it seems that every cell, every nerve, and the other end of the connection is Zhao Yijing.

Zhao Yijing didn't answer, he reached out and covered my hand holding the steering wheel, his palm was very warm, and his voice was very deep but very emotional: "Qingyang, you are very good to me, there is indeed no woman who comes to pick me up in the middle of the night." ”

Under the illumination of the headlights, the yellow leaves are dancing in the winter wind and flying back and forth. The music in the car is very long and good: "Memories are like a storyteller, with a tone full of local accents, jumping over puddles, bypassing small villages, and waiting for the fate of encounters." ”

My heart also hurts a little, yes, before we met, he and I were two lonely people, he was alone, I don't know how many times he walked in such a night, it must have been desolate. I suddenly understood why he was reluctant to let me go down the loop after driving me around the ring road a few times, half of which was reluctant to let me go, and half of it was my loneliness after leaving.

Thankfully, we met, fell in love, and were together. I said to him seriously, "I won't let you be so lonely in the future." Although what I can do is insignificant, I will do my best. "I'm not a person who is good at expressing my heart, and saying this to Zhao Yijing is already my greatest courage.

He was stunned for a moment, and the corners of his lips raised a little melancholy: "Do you think I'm afraid of loneliness?"

"Isn't it?" I was a little curious, why is it not lonely? No matter how successful a person is, there is also a moment of loneliness and loneliness behind it.

"A person is not lonely, but he is lonely when he thinks about a person. His voice was a little emotional, "In the past ten years, I haven't felt lonely. ”

He took meat and hemp as an ordinary thing, and I couldn't help but joke with him: "I don't believe it, who knows how many people you have in your heart in ten years." Just bully me and I don't know your old bottom. After saying that, his face sank for a moment, and I realized that I was serious, he originally had an "old bottom", and his ex-wife, even the ice, was a thorn that I didn't dare to touch.

I scrambled to make up: "I didn't mean that. After speaking, I couldn't help but sigh, stand-in, it's really an inexplicable thing. Although I don't mind anymore, I still feel uncomfortable when I mention it.

The music in the car happened to be at the ** place: "I have lived in my heart since then, we who used to look small, I followed all the way for the drama to be fascinated, I was looking for the person in the story, you are an indispensable part------"

I was stunned when I listened, he listened attentively, did not continue to speak, suddenly took out the cigarette from the compartment of my car, inhaled it vigorously, I don't know which line in the song touched him. My heart trembled, and I couldn't help but rush out: "Yijing, have you been looking for ---- in your heart?" I wanted to say if I was also looking for someone similar to your ex-wife, but I still took it back. He has already explained that he only thinks that kind of eyebrows and eyes are good-looking, although the reason is far-fetched, but a question, I don't want to dwell on it repeatedly, although I have a knot in my heart.

"Qingyang, I know you have a knot in your heart. But things are not what you think. He spat out a cigarette and was a little distracted: "Do you remember the courtyard houses in Beijing?"

My heart trembled violently, and the steering wheel in my hand was almost pinpointed, trying to keep my composure: "Remember." Your old house. ”

"When I first moved in, I was still in college, and I occasionally passed through Beijing to live for a few days, and I always dreamed, like a drama. Let's talk about dreams, the dreams of a few days can still be connected, it's a very complicated story. Maybe you don't believe it, but I suspect that my ancestors gave me a dream. He laughed self-deprecatingly, "Ridiculous, isn't it? ”

"I believe it. I burst out. The circles under my eyes are already moist, and all the people in this world can not believe it, but I can't.

"In my dream, there was a woman sitting on a swing, looking at me like that, and I couldn't tell what I could say. Zhao Yijing took a hard puff of his cigarette and said leisurely, "I don't know who it is, maybe it's the person my ancestor bought the house?" But since then, I have never forgotten that woman. ”

"My ex-wife, who was introduced by my father's colleague, married her just because she resembled the woman's eyebrows. At the time, I thought it was fate. Maybe she's the woman. Zhao Yijing sneered a few times, "It's a pity that she is not at all." ”

"Later, I met Lian Bing, she looked very similar, she was a little-known model at that time, and people were not as complicated as in that circle, I thought she was, but after being together for a while, I felt that she was not. Soon I lost my feelings. Zhao Yijing sighed.

"Why did you find that woman? How can you tell if she is not?" My heart was beating violently, that woman was Du Heng.

"I can't tell, it's just a feeling, I thought it was, I was very curious and wanted to date, but soon I felt that it wasn't, and I didn't feel it. I think it's ridiculous, but I can't get rid of it. I tried to date other women, and even had a very chaotic time, but no, I often woke up in the middle of the night, and my dream was full of her eyes, and my heart ached. His eyes were a little confused, maybe this feeling was a painful struggle for every normal person.

"When I met you later, the first time I saw you, was on the day of the merger, I was on stage, there were so many people in the audience, I actually swept your eyes at a glance. It's familiar. But at that point, I didn't believe my feelings anymore. I deliberately turned you far away, not wanting to see you. Seeing your eyes once will make your heart uncomfortable once. But fate, it's too strange----- Zhao Yijing smiled helplessly, "I still can't help but pay attention to you, and I can't help but want to intervene when I see everything you have encountered." ”

"Then do you think I'm the person you're looking for?" I asked as I looked at Zhao Yijing, trying my best to hold back the tears that were about to fall.

"I really don't know. He took a puff of his cigarette and looked into the distance through the smoke screen, "Sometimes I think it is, sometimes I think it is, I feel like it's forbearing, but it's not like it's resolute." ”

"What would you do if I wasn't?" my voice was already a little choked, yes or no, I couldn't explain. The memory is mine, but the identity is not mine.

"To be honest, in the end, yes or no, it doesn't matter anymore. All I know is that I can't live without you. You are, I want to be with you, you are not, I will marry you too. Zhao Yijing's voice became firm, "Naturally, I am relieved." So Qingyang, don't always feel like you're a stand-in, I've been confused, but after meeting you, I know what I want. ”

I bit my lip and parked the car aside, tears couldn't help but come out, Zhao Yijing's hand covered mine, and the other hand raised to stroke my broken hair: "Qingyang, marry me." "I couldn't stop crying. Zhao Yijing frowned slightly: "What's wrong?"

I shook my head vigorously, and I couldn't tell what I felt in my heart. If he remembers that it is me, I should be moved, and if he doesn't remember it and still falls in love with me, am I even more moved? I smiled tearfully: "No, I'm just happy." ”

Zhao Yijing rubbed my hair and held my hand tightly: "When this matter is done, we will get married." ”