Love, love, love, we mortals always seem to fall into the cliché without accident, and we can't get salvation again and again in the entanglement. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info walking alone on the way home, there is a feeling of being left behind by Luo Shaoqian, ten years ago he suddenly disappeared, today he seems to be powerless to pull me, or even say something about it, he always involuntarily chooses to take a step back silently at the most important points in our relationship, and I have never taken the initiative to take a step forward. The bustling neighborhoods are full of glittering neon lights, and the city is filled with cars and pedestrians, strolling or hurrying, smiling or expressionless, and I am passing them one by one. "Small, too small. I couldn't help but mutter. As soon as these words came out, I myself was surprised, in terms of feelings, I have always been self-centered a little more, a word is a lifetime, a wound is a scar that will never heal again, a commitment is 100% mental power, and a loss is the collapse of the world, I have never felt like this moment, the earth is just a small planet in the long galaxy, and I am just the most ordinary member of more than six billion people, my every move, sadness and joy will not affect the tide and tide, nor can I change the sun, moon and stars, can not alarm people so close to me, no one will regard me as all, and I am destined not to become the only pursuit in the life of anyone。 So, so, therefore, in short, why shouldn't I be happier and more open-minded to myself? If I don't have another man to live with me in this life, I won't be able to live any longer? If Luo Shaoqian is really with Liu Yang or someone else, what can I do? Even if Yang Chen is now full of sadness, then he will give up his life because of this? What can I salvage if I forgive Peng Fei or not, and what special different results will I produce? No, the people and cars on the street will still go back to their homes, and the neon on this road will still get up and die on time, and these people who accompany them in their lives will also walk their own lives after all, and they will not stagnate or die. Thinking of this, my mood suddenly brightened, I stopped and took a deep breath, and noticed that I had just walked to the door of a hair salon, and I didn't think about it. Strode open the door and entered, "Boss, perm your hair!"

I cut off my hair, which was not long or short, and let the barber toss out a pear blossom head that he said suited me, and the next day I changed into a skirt and high heels that I hadn't worn for a long time in the surprise of the whole family, and went to the mall alone after work to sweep the goods, brand new cosmetics, clothes with different styles that I hadn't tried for a long time, suspense novels that I had always wanted to read, and a few bottles of fruit wine went home by the way. I solemnly said to Zhang Xiuran that from today onwards, I am going to start losing weight, please follow the recipe I provided, and provide me with three low-calorie meals a day. In the hospital, I no longer care deeply about Liuyang's various things, and I have all my own science, education, and personnel arrangements. The whole family and the friends in the department were surprised by my changes, Zhang Xiuran sent Tu Tu to find out the inside story, Tu Tu came to me with a frightened look on his face: "Mom, grandma asked you if you have a third spring?"

After the midterm exams, the students of the medical school, including Wen Tutu and Zhang Xiuran, were deeply relieved, during this time, I slowly stopped caring about Luo Shaoqian's news, did not inquire about Yang Chen's situation, and did not care about the new gossip about Dean Luo and a beautiful woman circulating in the medical school. Because Wen Tu Tu did well in the mid-term exam, as a reward, I promised him to take him out for a long time. Accustomed to seeing the lights of the city and the crowding of the plains, I took him to Sichuan to see the big rivers and mountains, and by the way, we went back to Yuanli. It's still the same road that I entered Yuanli many years ago, and I still met the scenery I saw on the bus back then, but over the years, Yuanli seems to have developed a little more modern, and there are some new factories and resorts scattered among them. There are thirteen villages in Yuanli, and there was an accident when we first entered Yuanyi Village, and I have never seen other villages, and the impression of Yuanyi Village has been deeply and deeply only the sudden heavy rain and the explosion that changed everything. I visited Tu Tu's three or two relatives, worshiped the tomb of Tu Tu's parents, Tu Tu played happily with the children in the village on the ridge in the countryside, I leaned on the door of the village guest house, looking around at the scenery full of mountains, although the pain was not so sensitive, the rest of the memory was the most hurtful scene, the tears would not flow, but there was still some low pressure in my heart. When I met Luo Shaoqian again, it was already a few days after I returned from Yuan Li with Tu Tu.