Chapter 187: A Sudden Confession
Jin Lun went back to the house and went to the game forum, and found that the last post was more crooked after the last crooked building. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
438th floor: The goddess of reincarnation will take me to brush the copy ~ I'll give you ten catties of cucumbers!
448F: The one who sent the cucumber, isn't he afraid of being pierced from the chrysanthemum to the Tianling cover by the Killing God? Speaking of which, the Wutong is so shameless to be in the light rain! The whole world knows that the Wheel God and the Killing World are a bunch, and he still makes up! Destroys people's feelings! Scumbag!
458F: It's really a scumbag! There is a girl who has a couple name with him next to him! The two of them are together every day, and they stick everywhere they go, who hasn't heard that girl show off with a mouthful of "my sycamore" and "my Xiaoyu", disgusting people have goosebumps, and now her Xiaoyu doesn't love her anymore! Hahaha! Laughing to death old lady!
468th floor: I want to break the news! I want to break the news! I know Wutong in real life with a light rain, and the "Iris is the song of the king" is also together in reality, but I will tell you quietly~ Wutong is a light rain and only uses people as a shield, or teases when he is free and lonely. He doesn't like people to hang others all day long to play ambiguously, and the single dogs are angry!
478F: Isn't it?If you don't like it, you should refuse it early, it hurts so much! Now you still come to hook up with my goddess, eating in the bowl and looking at the pot! Goddess, don't be deceived by scumbags! Kill the world is your little wolf dog!
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Jin Lun: "What the hell is ...... little wolf dog?!
There was a call for crusading against scumbags in the post, Jin Lun stared at the IDs who broke the news for a long time, these people suddenly appeared when everyone was about to change the topic and pushed the matter to the other side, she couldn't help but wonder about the origin of these people, either they were not used to Wu Tongyu in the school, or they were offended by him in the Changsheng Guild, but they suddenly jumped out together, and it looked a little strange.
The landline phone in the hall suddenly remembered, and Jin Lun hurriedly ran to answer it, "Hey, hello?"
"It's me, Lu Zhongci. You...... Are you alright?"
Jin Lun was thundered by his brainless idol dog blood drama line, "I'm fine, did something happen?"
"I'm sorry, I just saw that incident, Wu Tongyu has a brain disease, don't be sad. ”
"You didn't do it, why do you apologize? Besides, it's a trivial matter, but my friends are angry that he can't play me to make such a big fuss. Jin Lun nestled on the sofa and jokingly told him that he had bought new glasses and was going to practice a mecha to kill Wu Tongyu.
Lu Zhongci chuckled on the other end of the phone, "Well done, this is your style." ”
Jin Lun thought of being blinded by "love" in those years, and stepped on herself in the mud to please Wu Tongyu in a low voice, and felt very sad for herself at that time. She has always been a real man who acts recklessly, and bitter love for Sister Lin is not her style, and others can see these things more clearly than her.
Neither of them spoke, and after a while, a weak and inaudible sentence came from the microphone: "...... I like you. ”
Jin Lun was shocked by this sudden confession, and opened his mouth not knowing how to refuse to make him feel a little better.
But "refusal" has never been a pleasant word.
"I know that you already have Zhang Su by your side, but I just don't want to! Obviously, I met you first...... But...... I know you want to say that feelings don't come first, right, I understand the reason, but I just can't persuade myself to let go of ......" The voice on the phone was slightly choked, pausing slightly, Jin Lun could hear that he was holding back.
Lu Zhongci's hoarse voice sounded again: "Don't talk yet, and then you will refuse me after I finish speaking." Do you know when I fell in love with you?
"When we took the middle school entrance examination that year, we were in the same examination room, you definitely don't remember me, but I remember it clearly. It was a very hot day, and you didn't enter the exam room until the bell rang in the morning, and you ran with a red face, which was very cute! When you passed by my desk, you accidentally bumped into the corner of my desk, and then walked to your seat with your waist covered, and as soon as I turned my head, I saw you glaring at me with your teeth bared in pain. Oh, I'm sorry, I turned around and laughed!"
Jin Lun: "......"
"Later, on the first day of reporting from the previous middle school, I was riding my bicycle waiting for the traffic light, and when I turned my head, I saw you on the bus next to me, still wearing the school uniform of the first middle school. I remember very well, you were eating with a bag of xiaolongbao, your face was bulging, and when you took the second one, it was too hot to hold it and fell on the back of someone's chair, and then it bounced off the window and fell out and rolled under my wheels, and you looked at the bun with great pity, and didn't look at me at all. I thought at the time, this stupid girl really loves to eat, it turns out that she and I are from the same school, I don't know if we can meet each other? I entered the classroom that morning and I was happy, I didn't expect you to be in the same class as me, where in my life do we not meet......"
Jin Lun: "...... man, can you remember me a little better?
Lu Zhongci told Jin Lun a lot, his secret love history to Jin Lun sounded like her "ugly thing", many things because more than ten years have passed for her, she has forgotten them, but once it is brought up, her brain can still help her get back the feeling at that time, shy, embarrassed, angry, happy...... Jin Lun's yellowed memory was wiped off by Lu Zhongci little by little, and it was wonderful to have someone to help you remember the things you forgot and count them to you one by one. After her freshman year, she never contacted Lu Zhongci and Yang Xinhuan again, and after his recollection, she found out that she and Lu Zhongci had also had a crazy friendship years when they talked about everything.
"Alright, I'm done, you can start rejecting me. ”
After a person has cried and laughed with you and counted the good years you once had, who can say cruel words? But the two of them are impossible after all, Jin Lun said solemnly, "...... I'm sorry. ”
"It's okay!!How can you say so tactfully when you refuse??'You should say, 'I hate you!' stay away from me!'' 'So ugly and dare to confess to me, get out of here!', don't you see that you can't be cold when you say this?, hey, you don't have to worry about me, I'm ready anyway, no one has ever been rejected, it's okay!'" Obviously, his voice was about to cry, but he still had to pretend to laugh.
Jin Lun pursed his lips, several "okay", and he couldn't see where "okay" was at all.
"Actually, what, someone confessed to me today. You see, I'm in high demand, too! You'll regret it later!"
“…… Well. She has already regretted it, if she hadn't been friends with him in the first place, if she could have been reborn earlier, would she have been able to prevent this boy from being so sad?
“…… I also rejected her. ”
Jin Lun thought, it's Yang Xinhuan.
"I can be friends with her, but I don't have that kind of heartbeat, and you do the same with me, don't you? I've always thought that if you can't be together, then make it clear and don't bother each other, so I'm not calling you to bother you, I just want to hear your rejection with my own ears, and the rest, time will help me out. I didn't dare to say it to my face, I only dared to say it on the phone, I was afraid that you would see me crying ugly and die of shame!"
"......" Jin Lun had a sour nose, took a deep breath, and said, "No, you are very brave." You are optimistic, positive, and full of positive energy, which can be called a role model for the new generation of young people. You dare to face your heart, dare to speak your heart, dare to accept the set results, even if they are not what you want. You're good, really, just...... The fate between people is so unclear, sometimes, the effort will not necessarily be rewarded, just like I used to like Wu Tongyu as much, but after a big fall, didn't I start to hate him? It's a good thing that you can get out of my big quagmire early, lest I ruin your family. You are such a good boy, there will definitely be a beautiful girl who loves you in the future to accompany you through your life, and happiness is like a fairy tale. ”
The other side of the microphone was already crying, and it took a long time to retract it, and said in a thick nasal voice: "You are not a quagmire......
He took two deep breaths, "Isn't my confession handsome? I've already written a manuscript! Okay, let's not talk about it, it's so hot outside, I'm going back." Oh, by the way, there is one more thing I forgot to mention, the crusade against Wu Tongyu is also counted as one of me, who let him bully the school flower of our No. 1 Middle School! He is the enemy of all the men in No. 1 Middle School! Okay, I'm hanging, I'm dying of heat! I'm dying of heat!" Lu Zhongci hung up the payphone as hard as his hand, didn't pull out the magnetic card, lowered his head and slowly squatted down, and water droplets kept rolling down his face. He thought, died of heat, sweating so much......
There was a busy sound on the phone, Jin Lun hung up the phone silently, silently hugged his knees, and silently thought about those years......
"What are you doing here?"
The lights in the hall suddenly turned on, and Jin Lun was startled, only to find that it was dark, and she didn't know how long she had been sitting here. He rubbed his knead, looked up and asked, "Where have you been?"
"I went out and found some old newspapers. Zhang Su saw that her mood was not right, sat down beside her, and asked softly, "What's wrong?"
"It's okay, sleepy. Jin Lun leaned lightly on him, "What are you looking for old newspapers?"
Jin Lun didn't want to tell Zhang Su about the phone call just now, on the one hand, he didn't want Zhang Su to be jealous, and on the other hand, it was also for Lu Zhongci. He endured it for so many years in his previous life and didn't speak, although he didn't know what he was stimulated by in this life, but he faced it bravely, although it may take a long time to accept this result, but I believe he will get better. A boy who has such a big heart in his teens must have a broader future.
She didn't want to say it, she didn't want such an excellent boy and his pure feelings to become a sarcastic after-dinner conversation in his mouth, which would hurt Lu Zhongci. Although she knew that Zhang Su would definitely not say it, he was not that kind of person, but it would be safer for one less person to know, so let this matter be her secret. It's a decision that has nothing to do with love, but with the least respect.