For whom to lose

The air was a little cool, and it was warm in the bed.

There are two layers of cushions on the bed, and the whole person feels like he is about to sink down when he lies on it, which is very comfortable.

When I opened my eyes slowly, the ceiling was half-light and half-dark.

Glancing at my watch, it was only four o'clock in the morning.

The body exudes a refreshing feeling of recovering from a serious illness, as if falling into the arms of a girl after running for a thousand meters.

Yes...... I don't want to move.

I cowered under the covers and didn't want to get up.

The hideous wounds on his body have all disappeared, the broken muscles have been reborn, the dry spirit in his body is full and overflowing, and the secret in his body is obedient and quiet, as if he ...... The skin has also turned a little whiter.

There was still a little mess in his head, so he scratched his hair and straightened his thoughts.

It seems that Kaoru healed me with a decree again.

Then she took me home with me, and I told her the address of my home.

There's a date tomorrow, and Smoke probably wanted to prepare some surprises, so he didn't leave me in the dorm room for the night.

The corners of her mouth inadvertently hooked up a smile, and the girl's mind was as clean and green as a lime.

A hand reached out of the quilt and fumbled on the coffee table.

Habitually turn on your phone and swipe the screen to unlock it.

There are several unread messages on QQ, and I took two days off, and my friends are very concerned.

have published "Bai Yanbing Lao Goubi." "Come back and ask you to eat the test papers. Warm condolences.

I was embarrassed to send one slapping the table after another and laughing wildly.

The fingers stopped suddenly.

It's not that the network is disconnected, it's not in arrears, and it's not that it's turned to the homeroom teacher's selfie.

Instead, a message was received.

From special care.

4:02

Su Xiao: Are you there?

I got up with all my bones, and a thousand waves stirred up in my heart.

Su Xiao?

I know that this is a super good girl.

I don't play with my phone on weekdays, and I only have a few hours off time. And hobbies are bathing and doing housework.

Often, after a few words of conversation with me, they would run to help my parents with housework or take a bath, and then their avatars would be gray.

The most powerful last summer vacation.

I finally found a topic to talk to her, and within ten minutes, she posted, "I'm going to help mom wash the dishes." ”

Then the bowl was washed for two whole months, and the avatar did not light up again for two months.

I suspect that she washes dishes for 800 kilometers, and every inch has to be polished.

So, it's impossible for her to message me.

What's more, it's so late, the Taoist friends in the class who cultivate immortals are asleep, this good girl should have a happy smile on the corner of her mouth and ambiguous with Prince Charming in her dreams.

I rubbed my eyes, making sure I was not mistaken.

His hands trembled like Parkinson's, and his fingers trembled and clicked on the dialog box.

I replied, "Yes."

added: Wake up so early.

Su Xiaohui: I can't sleep.

Me: Huh? Why?

Su Xiao: There have been too many worries in the past two days.

Su Xiao: Crooked, can you come and accompany me?

Su Xiao: I'm by the river now, not far from your house, alone.

There was a chuckle in my heart, and somewhere deep inside my heart shook unconsciously. In less than two seconds, Su Xiao withdrew the two messages.

The other party has withdrawn a message.

The other party has withdrawn a message.

She must have hesitated.

It must be strange to extend an invitation to someone who has a crush on you.

I didn't think about it, and just sent two messages.

"Okay"

"See you in 10 minutes"

I got out of the covers, put on my clothes, and scrambled to find my shoes.

I opened the fridge and brought a few bottles of yogurt for breakfast.

clicked on the phone and glanced at the news, Xiao Jingteng is coming to the concert today.

Without thinking about it, he immediately grabbed an umbrella.

Before heading out, I looked back out the window.

The night is like water, and the river is connected to the sky.

He exhaled softly, locked the door, and ran towards the river.

The moon has just fallen asleep on the empty street, and the sun has not yet woken up.

The dusk leaves the desolation, and the morning prepares for the emptiness.

In the half-light and half-dark junction, there is silence and no one.

The thought of this world of only two people makes my cheeks flush and my heart racing.

The riverside that Su Xiao said refers to the Baishui River, the river water is clean and transparent, and the fish and shrimp are clearly visible.

This is a fishing area, a long barbed wire fence has been pulled along the river to prevent the bear children from going down to touch the fish, and the net is hung with icons, prohibiting entry.

However, after our persistent efforts, a hole was dug out of the net, and the hole was large enough to drive a truck in.

I went into the cave and saw the white figure by the river.

She was slender and slender, and her white nightdress swayed in the wind.

Like a newborn willow, or a budding gardenia.

The silky hair hangs down to the waist, outlining a feminine arc.

Such as the tassel of the curtain, or the luxurious matching.

The white forearms and slender legs are more conspicuous than the clotted fat at night.

"Hi. I suddenly became nervous, waved my hand and shouted quietly.

"Ah, you're here, I'm causing you trouble. Su Xiao smiled apologetically.

"No, no, invited by the goddess, my ancestral tomb is smoky. I smiled awkwardly and replied in my usual words.

Sure enough, no matter what, I will always be so cowardly in front of her.

"Thank you, because it's very uncomfortable, I want to talk to someone, I want to come and go...... You are the only one who can accompany me. Su Xiao's face was a little pale, and a few strands of hair crossed his cheeks.

"You...... I didn't sleep. I walked over slowly and sat next to Su Xiao, afraid of accidentally rubbing her thigh, so I moved to the side.

"Yes, I've been worrying a lot lately, and I can't sleep...... Ah, come over here, it's a little cold. Su Xiao leaned over to me, a few strands of hair hanging down on my shoulders.

A faint warmth swept over, with a woman's unique fragrance.

Reason evaporates!

My heart was beating violently, and I licked my dry lips and whispered, "Are you hungry?" ”

"Okay, thanks. She took the yogurt I handed her, tore open the package, took out the spoon, and ate it in small bites.

I slowly turned my head and peeked at Su Xiaoqing's delicate side face.

She ate quietly, her long eyelashes swaying slightly.

In the past, I often brought food to Su Xiao, but she always threw it away or gave it to others.

Today's scene is so beautiful that people want to paint it.

Her every movement is charming, and every arc is slender.

I slowly moved my eyes down to see her slender ankles.

The white and seductive bare feet, the soft and cute toes gently touch the surface of the water, and the water ripples in a circle.

Full of ripples.

I was short of breath and quickly looked away.

Keep an eye at your feet and gently step on the shell of a small crab with your toes.

The little crab glared at me viciously, waving its pincers at me.

"Borrow a hoof and lean on. Su Xiao made a joke, and then slowly leaned his head up.

The heart is racing!

"When I was with him two years ago, the relationship was very beautiful at that time, like a gardenia, clean and transparent. Su Xiao whispered

Later, time wore away the feelings, and he gradually changed. ”

"I didn't think he would value ** as much as other boys, but his demands are getting more and more ......"

"At first it was touching*, then it was touching there, and then it was helping him. ”

"I agreed to all of this, because I loved him very much and didn't want to lose it. ”

"In the end, he said he wanted my first time, and I was a little scared, so I didn't agree. ”

After that, he was very upset and kept ignoring me, and I was afraid that I would lose him, and I was so scared that I cried. ”

"In the end, I agreed, and went out with him to have a room, which was very painful, but seeing his happy appearance, I was also very happy, and nothing else. ”

"Who knows, the record of opening the house the next day was found out. ”

"Parents on both sides came to the school to make trouble, and the teachers looked at me with ridicule. ”

"Everything changed after that, and the whole world collapsed. ”

"My boyfriend, the coward, promised the teacher to break up with me, and he didn't pay attention to me anymore, and said ...... I seduced him......" Su Xiao whispered, crying.

I carefully patted her on the back, stroked her silky hair, and let the warm liquid wet my clothes.

"Thank you, thank you, thank you really, you alone will always be on my side, only you alone will always help me, only you alone will always be good to me. ”

"I'm sorry, just like Ye Wanxun said, I have always felt that your kindness to me is taken for granted. ”

"I know you like me, but you've been ignoring it. ”

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry. ”

Su Xiao sobbed quietly.

"It's okay. I whispered.

"Bai Yanbing, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I'm ...... I'll treat you well in the future. Su Xiao said, "It doesn't matter what you do to me. ”

"You're tired. I touched her head and somehow remembered Kaoru.

"Indeed, I'm so tired. Su Xiao said.

"Well, sleep, I'll be here with you all the time. I laughed.

"That'...... Say, you can't leave me. Su knew that his eyes were like an insecure little beast.

"Guaranteed. "I swear.

"Hmm. Su Xiao stared at me slowly for a while, and slowly closed his eyes.

I haven't slept well for a few days, and I fell asleep soon.

Like a disturbed kitten, it suddenly returns to a warm and familiar nest.

She exhaled softly, her pink lips slightly open and the air hitting her shoulders warmly.

I know that there will always be someone in this world who you love as life.

You let her willfulness go and indulge her every trace of joy, anger and sorrow.

It doesn't matter if you don't get something in return, you're willing to give everything you have. She occupies your sight and adorns your dreams.

Suddenly, the phone lit up again.

I cautiously took out my phone, afraid of waking up Su Xiao.

One-handed tap on the screen, a message.

Ye Wanxun: "I'm at the gate of the park, I must be on time." ”

I pursed my lips.

replied, "I'm sorry, I can't leave today." ”

Ye Wanxun: "That...... Can you come and accompany me when you're done? You said you would like to play with me. ”

I replied, "Probably so." ”

Ambiguous.

Ye Wanxun: "That's great, I'll wait for you." ”

I didn't reply, so I turned off my phone and put it back in my pocket.

There is no double perfection in the world, if you warm one, you will lose one, and it is impossible to get both.

My feelings for Ye Wanxun are probably like the fireworks, which will wither after they bloom.

Or rather.

A boy who was watching the wheat field saw the peony on the side of the road and thought it was beautiful.

But after all, he will still squat in the wheat field, waiting for the wind and sun to blow, waiting for the summer sun to scorch, waiting for the wheat to blossom and bear fruit.

Wait for that impossible possibility.

The clouds were gathering on the horizon, and a little rain was falling.

I stretched out my umbrella to cover Su Xiao.

Two worlds.