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Of course Lu Li understood, not only did he understand, but he also knew very well what Su Liang expected him to respond to, but he was destined to disappoint her.

Turning to look at her with red eyes, Lu Li slowly spoke:

"Su Liang, I already told you everything I needed to say three years ago, I don't need your waiting, you'd better take back your feelings, I don't have extra feelings to give you, and you are not a person who can compromise and seek perfection, even if it is, I don't plan to live my life. ”

Su Liang remembered that day three years ago, he and Lin Yiyi were drugged by Ning Wenyi in the hotel, and then Ning Shixiu got the news and rushed to the bedroom and hugged Lin Yiyi into the bedroom, Su Liang also got the news, but when she arrived, Lu Li's whole person was as if he had been nailed to the spot, and his body was cold.

There was a discordant voice from the bedroom, Su Liang heard it clearly, she didn't know how long Lu Li had been standing here, she just felt very sorry for him, so he took his hand and took him out of that human purgatory step by step.

Yes, for Lu Li, that place is not the slightest difference from the purgatory on earth.

He was led out of the hotel by himself like a walking corpse, and it wasn't until he got into the car that his senses recovered a little, but what followed was that he was controlled by drugs, Su Liang didn't dare to delay, and hurriedly drove him home.

Su Liang actually has another choice, that is, to take him to the hospital, but she didn't do it, maybe some people will think that she is a selfish performance, she wants to take the opportunity to have something with Lu Li, so as to enhance the relationship between them, but Su Liang doesn't think so, she does like Lu Li, but she doesn't like it so much that she has no bottom line.

took him home, but I didn't want media reporters to photograph him and make more waves for him.

Until now, Su Liang clearly remembered what Lu Li did that night in order to suppress the restlessness in his body, he did not allow himself to get close, and he was not even allowed to give him a sedative, she knew that he was afraid that he would not be able to control and hurt himself, but Su Liang looked at Lu Li, who was almost driven crazy by lust, and the pain was unbearable.

She has her own pride and dignity, and she doesn't bother to get a man in this way, but seeing the person she wants is tortured in front of her like this, her persistence doesn't seem to be worth mentioning, and for a moment, she really wants Lu Li to ask for her.

But before her words could be spoken, Lu Li had already glared at her fiercely:

"Su Liang, don't say something that makes us even a friend. ”

Su Liang looked at him, his eyes full of sadness:

"Lu Li, would you rather do this than want me?

Lu Li closed her eyes and didn't speak, but Su Liang was a little anxious, she rushed over desperately and grabbed Lu Li's hand:

"What's so good about her, let you do this for her, you want me, I can't see you like this anymore, I'm going crazy, I don't want you to be responsible, I won't use this to blackmail you as your girlfriend, I just want to help you......"

Lu Li understands Su Liang, she can talk to this point, she has put everything aside, love can really change a person, people are envious, jealous, and even resentful, he closed his eyes, forcibly endured the desire to roll in his body, held her hand fiercely, and then took her to the bathroom, pushed her in, and then closed the door and locked the door from the outside.

It wasn't that he couldn't have her, but he didn't want to.

That was the first time Su Liang cried loudly, without restraint, she didn't know how long she had been crying, and how long she had begged Lu Li to open the door, only that when she didn't have the slightest strength to fall asleep in the end, there was no sound outside.

Early the next morning, Su Liang tried to open the door, only to find that he didn't know when Lu Li had untied the rope outside, and there was no half a figure in the empty living room, Su Liang didn't know whether to be sad or relieved, he could be rational and not forget to open his door before leaving.

But before the hanging heart returned to its place, Su Liang saw the pool of blood in front of the sofa in the living room, she hurriedly walked over, only to realize that the blood stains had dried up, but this could not deny that it was real, and even she could imagine what Lu Li did last night to control her desires.

But even if it hurts himself, he doesn't want himself.

Su Liang smiled sadly.

After all, he was still not at ease, before going to the hospital, Su Liang drove to Lu Li's house to see him, but his whole person was good, white shirt, black trousers, there was no embarrassment at all, it seemed that what he saw last night was just a dream, and even the bloodstains found in early this morning were illusory.

Su Liang looked at him:

"Are you okay?"

Lu Li nodded lightly, turned sideways and let her in: "Something?"

"I see blood in my living room, have your wounds been treated......?

"I'm fine. Lu Li lightly rejected her: "If you only come because of this matter, you can rest assured." ”

Su Liang could feel that Lu Li was distancing himself from him, this was a state they had never had before, even if Lu Li rejected himself before, he would not use such a cold attitude, after all, he didn't bear to let him be hurt and said those words last night that made him mind.

Su Liang knew that the two of them had come to this point, and there was no turning back, and there was not much difference between saying something and not saying it, so she opened her mouth, looked at Lu Li, and was so honest for the first time, she said:

"Lu Li, is it that no matter what I do, you won't love me. ”

Lu Li may also know very well that there must be a solemn conversation between him and Su Liang, so he let Su Liang in, and some things are better to say early than late.

He glanced at Su Liang, went straight to the position of the sofa and sat down, pointed to the opposite position and motioned for Su Liang to sit too, Su Liang did not refuse, sat opposite him, and quietly waited for him to speak.

Lu Li lit a cigarette, swallowed the clouds and spitted out the fog, he slowly spoke:

"Su Liang, no matter what kind of result there is between you and me, I have to admit that you are a good girl who is sensible and distinguishes right from wrong, just take this matter between you and Midsummer, it is impossible for anyone to be as reasonable as you, but you can interpret this matter from the perspective of a bystander, which makes me admire and appreciate it very much, if I could have met you earlier, I think I would have tried to like you, but the arrangement of fate is so wonderful, I am destined to meet Lin Yiyi early, destined to fall in love with her, and destined to have no way to look at other women except her。 ”

"I've indirectly rejected your liking before, and since you want a clear answer, I can tell you...... I can't love you. ”

Su Liang looked at him puzzled:

"What do you mean you can't love me?"

"Meaning, I have lost the ability to love people, you can think that I am a normal hypocrisy after falling out of love, but no one knows myself better than me, I know what I am doing, and I also know what my feelings will be, Lin Yiyi can't be the woman who has been with me for a lifetime, I admit it, but there is only one Lin Yiyi in this world, I love her, and as long as she is, except for her, I will not choose anything to retreat. ”

"She's really lucky...... Su Liang muttered, and then looked at Lu Li: "I'll never wait, can I?"

Lu Li smiled shallowly:

"Su Liang, there are a lot of accidents in this world, just like I didn't expect that I would meet Lin Yiyi and fall in love with her, I can't guarantee the future, and I can't promise anything, maybe there is a second Lin Yiyi in this world waiting for me to find it, but for now, I'm not ready to fall in love and manage a marriage. I can tell you clearly, you don't have to wait for me, you don't have to waste your good youth on me, maybe my words are hurtful, but I am telling the truth, you are not the person I want. ”

Su Liang looked at him calmly:

"Why? Why are you so sure I'm not the one you want. ”

Lu Li took a puff of his cigarette fiercely, and then extinguished the cigarette butt in the ashtray, he looked up at Su Liang and said softly:

"Because, I only need Lin Yiyi in the whole world. ”