79. It hurts

Under the sky where the north wind was howling, a train slowly started in the roaring whistle, and drove towards the vast world in the distance with the desolation of the road.

In the sleeper compartment of the train, a woman in her twenties looks out the window at the scenery flying by.

Looking at it, tears slipped silently from the woman's beautiful face.

Let's go.

She didn't know where to go, she didn't know if she would come back, she didn't know how to live, she didn't know anything, she just wanted to leave.

She has reluctance, a lot, even though she is a lonely person.

In this bustling world, her heart is desolate.

Neither is it.

There is a person here who cares for her and makes her feel warm, it is not him, she is now dead.

So she wanted to repay him, but all she could repay was her body, but he refused.

yes, how could he accept such a filthy woman as her.

She finally asked him, "If there is no teacher Tang, will he go there that night", he said "yes", but she knew very well that he wouldn't, he said that he was comforting her, so she said "thank you"

She didn't know why she asked him this question she already knew the answer to, maybe she was in love with him, but she didn't deserve it.

She told him that she was leaving, he said that she could call him at any time if there was anything, she wouldn't call, she couldn't call if she wanted to, she had deleted his phone number, but she would remember him.

That's it.

Goodbye, everything.

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In the office, looking at Anna's empty desk, Zhang Dongming lit a cigarette, he still doesn't know the story of Anna, but he can feel the loneliness in Anna's heart.

This is a poor and even pathetic woman, her choice to leave must not be the most correct choice, but leaving may be the best outcome for her, as for whether she will come back, maybe, but it must be a long time later.

In short, the person is gone, a year and a half is not a long time, but this woman did leave a deep impression on him, so I wish her a happy future, that's it.

"Xiao Zhang, has Anna resigned?" Lu Yuping came in, looking surprised.

"Hmm. ”

"Okay, why did you quit all of a sudden?"

"Maybe I don't want to be a teacher. ”

"I don't think it's that simple. Lu Yuping sat down and drank two sips of water, and gossiped: "I heard that she even sold her house, and I heard that during the holidays, someone watched her kneeling on the side of the road in the middle of the night and crying. ”

Zhang Dongming smiled and didn't squeak.

Lu Yuping sighed by herself: "Hey, Mr. An is quite good, he looks so smart, you say such a good job, others are too late to envy it, why do you say that you resigned and resigned, hey~ You young people, you can really toss." ”

"Sister Lu, don't beat you to death with a stick, I'm very peaceful. ”

"That's true, but now, there are really not many young people like you, no wonder Teacher Xiao Tang can take a fancy to you. ”

"No, I'm tall, mighty, handsome, and chic, and it's not normal to look at me. ”

"But come on, say you're fat and panting, don't you know, before you came, the people who pursued Teacher Xiao Tang were in line, you, just steal the fun. ”

The two of them chatted back and forth.

The atmosphere in the office hasn't changed because of Anna's departure, the only thing that feels a little is that there are not many people in the office, and there are only two people left, and it looks a little empty.

The students have started school, and the quiet campus is lively.

Anna's resignation, the students didn't react, too, a year and a half of the head teacher, Anna is neither good nor bad, in short, it's her duty, and the students are not sad or happy.

It's often like this, what can be remembered, either good or bad, and mediocrity is only quickly forgotten over time.

"In my life, I will either be remembered for a hundred years, or I will be remembered for thousands of years. ”

Zhang Dongming doesn't remember where this sentence came from, but this is a sentence that he admired before he was thirty years old in his previous life, but in this life, he no longer has such a lofty ambition.

Youth is hot-blooded, he has been young, hot-blooded.

Now that he is back to his youth, he has no blood, which is the biggest contradiction of the reborn.

Anna resigned, and the school arranged for Class 19 English to be substituted by Teacher Wang, who taught Class 20 and 21 English, which is no big problem for the time being, but it is impossible for a class to be without a class teacher.

Then, Director Gao brought Zhang Dongming here.

"Dongming, your teaching work in the past year and a half has also been seen by the school, it is very good, the school plans to let you be the head teacher of class 19 this semester, specifically, after the end of this semester. Director Gao said.

The head teacher of a high school is not the same thing as the head teacher of Beishan Township Middle School, Director Gao said it well, but Zhang Dongming knew that he was borrowing the light of the "quasi-son-in-law of the director of education", otherwise no matter experience or qualifications, which round would be on him.

But as he said when he transferred to a high school, he was enough in Beishan Township Middle School for that year, and it was enough to teach six students who made him proud and proud, and he couldn't be so wholehearted anymore, without that impulse and without that energy.

"Director Gao, thank you and the school for recognizing my work, but I think that there are still many deficiencies and deficiencies, and there are still many things to learn, and I am not capable of doing the job of a class teacher now. ”

Zhang Dongming said very tactfully, but Director Gao still didn't understand what he meant, so he still persuaded: "Dongming, this is an opportunity for a young teacher like you, the head teacher doesn't have to be so good, but with such a process, the future work will develop more smoothly." ”

Director Gao has already said obviously, Zhang Dongming smiled: "Thank you, Director Gao, I understand what you mean, and I know that it is for my good, but I really don't have this idea now." ”

Director Gao looked at him: "Really think about it?"

"Hmm"

Director Gao lowered his head and thought about it, and then raised his head happily and didn't say more: "Okay, then let's do this first, and then accumulate experience."

"Thank you, Director Gao."

There was nothing to do in the following days, every day was to go to work and get off work, Zhang Dongming also returned to the rhythm of work and life from winter vacation life, and then he couldn't wait to miss Teacher Tang day by day.

It's been 35 days, it's been 30 days, it's been 25 days, it's been 20 days......

Damn, why do things go by so slowly.

In the evening, I originally said that I was going to have dinner with Erhezi tonight, but Erhezi was in a hurry to go to the neighboring city, and Zhang Dongming was too lazy to cook or anything, so he ordered some noodles, and after eating, he sat in front of the computer and cut the legend.

It was half past ten, Zhang Dongming went to take a shower, and after flushing out, he pulled out the piece of paper from under the mouse pad, and was about to enter a web page casually, when the phone rang, Zhang Wei.

Since the last dinner, more than half a year, Zhang Dongming and Zhang Wei have not met or contacted, but Tang Wan and Zhang Wei are always in contact, these two personalities are very compatible, and now they have become best friends who have nothing to say, and when Mr. Tang called Zhang Wei, he was no less than he called him.

From Tang Wan, Zhang Dongming also knows that Zhang Wei is still single, of course, there are groups of people chased by beautiful women like Zhang Wei, and the reason why she is still single is that she must not have come out of her relationship with Liu Chuan.

Zhang Wei loves Liu Chuan deeply, but she is also deeply hurt.

And after Liu Chuan and Zhang Wei broke up, they didn't mention Zhang Wei at all, they changed objects one after another, and the longest one didn't go for a month, is he really just a flower?

Regarding feelings, not saying it doesn't mean that you don't care, it's just that everyone's way of expressing it is different.

As for right and wrong, men and women, who can say right or wrong.

Zhang Dongming was still sighing here, and Zhang Wei said in a low voice on the phone: "Come to my house." ”

"What's wrong with you?"

"Shu Han is here with me, he was beaten by Liao Qiang, don't talk nonsense, hurry up and talk about it. ”

Zhang Dongming hung up the phone directly, got dressed and went downstairs.

One hundred yuan, a taxi speeding on the road late at night took more than ten minutes to arrive at the community where Zhang Wei lived in the city.

501, 5th floor, Building 16, Zhang Dongming has never been to Zhang Wei, two bedrooms and one living room, the decoration and home furnishings are good and complete, generally similar to him, of course, Zhang Dongming didn't have the heart to look at these at this time, and he didn't change his shoes, so he followed Zhang Wei directly into the bedroom.

On the bed, Wang Shuhan, who was disheveled and had dull eyes, hugged the quilt, his eyes were red, the left side of his face was swollen and high, and there was a lot of blood under his nose and on the right side of his face that had not completely dried.

Zhang Dongming's heart hurt fiercely.

Taking a deep breath, Zhang Dongming sat down slowly and gently hugged Wang Shuhan: "Okay, it's okay." ”

In his arms, tears burst the embankment.

Wang Shuhan cried, the more he cried, the louder he cried, the more heartbroken he became.

Zhang Wei looked at Wang Shuhan, who was crying, tears also fell, she couldn't bear to look at it anymore, turned her head sideways, and wiped the tears on her face.

Zhang Dongming didn't speak or expression, so he quietly hugged Wang Shuhan and let her cry in his arms.

Wang Shuhan cried without tears, sobbing in his arms, sobbing and losing strength, tears again.

Wang Shuhan cried for a long time, but stopped crying, but still hugged him.

After hugging her for a long time, Zhang Dongming gently helped her up and said gently: "Go to the hospital and be obedient." ”

Wang Shuhan was beaten with some blood from his nose, and then his face was swollen, but Zhang Dongming was going to check, and it was almost midnight, and the little nurse who called with a smile said that the doctor was off work.

Zhang Dongming grabbed the little nurse's collar, and his eyes were cold and terrifying: "Go and call." ”

The little nurse's face turned white with fright, and she ran out limply.

Wang Shuhan was inspecting inside, and Zhang Dongming asked, "What's going on?"

Zhang Wei's distressed eyes were red, Shu Han was her best sister, seeing Shu Han like this, it was even more uncomfortable than herself: "I don't know, Shu Han didn't say anything, I asked if it was Liao Qiang who beat her, she hummed, and she didn't say anything if she asked again, she kept crying there." ”

Zhang Dongming didn't say anything, after checking the infusion, Zhang Dongming sent Zhang Wei and Wang Shuhan back to Zhang Wei's house, accompanied by Zhang Wei, Zhang Dongming didn't have anything to worry about.

Zhang Dongming asked, "Was it Liao Qiang?"

Wang Shuhan cried and nodded.

Zhang Dongming asked again: "Do you still love Liao Qiang, do you still want to be with him?"

Wang Shuhan cried and shook his head.

Zhang Dongming nodded and didn't say anything more, stayed with Wang Shuhan for a while, and at four o'clock in the middle of the night, he took a taxi back to the county.