5. Chapter 005: The Pain of Losing a Child

The sound of sorrow, in the night, blown by the night wind, is like a leaf hanging from the treetops in late autumn, drifting and trembling.

Accustomed to seeing the joys and sorrows of the world, seeing too much deceit between the monks, and seeing such sorrows again, the people of Fudao Mountain suddenly felt a little unbearable.

Naturally, he is not one of those barefoot doctors, who needs to know the pulse in order to judge a person's situation.

These eyes, just by looking at it, you know everything.

"Mountain people?"

Seeing the sorrow, he asked again, full of hope.

Or I am afraid that she is not a qualified mother, just because she first learned that she was pregnant, but she did not realize it. Only now, did I feel the scene and remembered that I was about to become a mother!

Count on your fingers, and it's only a few hours.

Fudao Shanren slowly lowered his two hands, snorted awkwardly, and said with a nonchalant expression: "Check the pulse, how could a mountain man do such a thing that a mortal does? I said girl, you asked the wrong person." ”

“……”

Seeing that the sorrow suddenly became depressed, the hand holding on the door frame also slid down.

Her clear gaze fell on the body of the Fudao mountain man, as if she was measuring the truth of his words.

"The mountain people have great powers, even if they can't diagnose the pulse, they can always ...... other methods"

"Where will I be?"

The Fudao mountain man hurriedly shook his head, his eyes rolled slowly, looking at the green tiles at the corner of the eaves, looking at the dark night outside the courtyard for a while, and looking up at the stars in the sky for a while.

"Oh, mountain people, I watch the sky at night, the stars and the moon come out together, but there is going to be a great person in this world!

“…… Mountain man, the child in my womb, is it gone?"

Seeing that he was worried and suddenly asked such a sentence, the Fudao mountain man stiffened suddenly.

He slowly turned his head and looked worried.

Seeing that there was a lot of sadness in her sad expression, after seeing the reaction of the Fudao mountain people, what else could she not understand?

When he came out of the coffin, the puddle of blood suddenly appeared in his worried mind.

The Fudao Shanren is equipped with magical arts, and it seems that she has not been able to save her child, right?

The baby, who was less than two months old, left her like this?

Indeed, it's only a few hours.

She didn't even have the consciousness that she was about to become a mother......

It's as short as a dream.

Seeing sorrow, he suddenly felt weak, and his throat seemed to be stuck with thousands of sharp blades.

She turned stiffly and muttered, "I see......"

Step by step, I walked back to the table, and sat down again when I saw that I was sad.

The pair of scissors in the sewing basket was so sharp that it seemed to pierce her eyes, not to mention the silver lock that shimmered underneath.

She sat still, as if she were going to sit until she was old.

Seeing this, the Fudao mountain people in the courtyard let out a long sigh, turned around, and returned their gaze to the big white goose.

At the moment when he turned around, there was a sudden suppressed and sobbing sound in the room behind him.

The owner of the cry seemed to be controlling the grief in his heart in every possible way, but he couldn't control it after all.

The flood burst the embankment in an instant, sweeping through the city.

The originally secret sobbing suddenly turned into a sad cry, as if she wanted to vent her grievances and helplessness.

What she experienced was the betrayal of her husband and the pain of losing her son, and in such a short period of time, she could not recover......

In the end, the mountain people of Fudao did not look back, but just climbed over the fence and hugged the big white goose running all over the ground into their arms, regardless of the desperate struggle of the big white goose, and said quietly: "Goose, goose, the mountain people are not in a good mood at this time, you must not pounce...... Otherwise, the mountain people will have to gnaw you alive. ”

The big white goose trembled, and its slender neck suddenly drooped, as if it understood the words of the Fudao mountain people, and it didn't dare to move anymore.

The people of Fudao Mountain touched the feathers of the big white goose with satisfaction.

"What a goose, what a goose. How good it is to be a beast, you can't understand the joys and sorrows of these people......"

When he touched it, the big white goose trembled, and was almost tossed crazy.

I don't know how long it took, but the stars and moon in the sky slowly shifted their positions.

The crying in the room gradually stopped.

The Fudao mountain man looked up and looked at the door of the house.

Seeing sorrow, he slowly walked out of it, stood under the eaves, looked up at the night sky, and after a long time, he asked: "Shanren, you just said that you wanted to take me as an apprentice, is this true?"

Fudao Shanren guessed in his heart that she should be much better, but when it came to accepting apprentices, he couldn't be so rash.

He said: "I asked you just now, but you didn't answer half a word, which shows that you don't want to worship me as a teacher at all." But now that you have changed your mind, the mountain man asks you: What do you want to do if you worship me as a teacher?"

Qiu Xian asked. ”

See the sorrowful answer.

The Fudao mountain man smiled, not believing it at all: "Do you ask the immortals to ask, or do you want to take revenge?"

I didn't speak anymore.

After crying, her eyes were red, and the light of the moon, frost white, shone into her sparkling eyes, and there was a bit of indescribable beauty for a while.

"It's not that I don't want to take you as an apprentice. It's just that if you enter my door and cultivate my way, just for revenge, not to mention that you have no merit on the path of cultivation, even if you make some achievements, he will become a supreme obstacle because of what happened today. Heart barrier, Xun Xian asked, but it was just a joke. ”

The words of the Fudao mountain people are rare and serious.

The path of a monk is often full of hardships and obstacles.

There are thousands of people in the world, most of them are ordinary people, and there are no two or three who can have great wisdom and great achievements, and among the 10,000 monks in the Qi refining period, there may be ten foundation building periods, and among the ten monks in the foundation building period, there may not be one who has cultivated to the Jindan stage.

Cultivation is a one-in-a-million thing, and there is no difference between the pool, and the requirements for talent and heart are ridiculously high.

Seeing the heart of the moment, it is really not suitable for this path.

Previously, the people of Fudao Mountain would ask about their sorrows, just because they felt sincerely, and they had a little fate with sorrows, so they wanted to accept apprentices.

Mental performance determines a person's success or failure.

Seeing that sorrow has undergone great changes, he can still have occasional joy, and even say things like "I will be the second", Fudao Mountain people are not people who have reached the will of heaven and have no affection, and they can naturally feel it, and see how sad they are.

As for the sentence "If this is the case, I will kill him", there is a kind of toughness and indifference unique to cultivators, which is almost the way of heaven.

If there is no mental obstacle, he will take her as a disciple, and he may not be able to do great things.

It's a pity......

The people of Fudao Mountain will completely put aside the idea of accepting sorrow as a disciple.

The next moment......

"The big white goose will go with you, and you will take me as an apprentice. ”

Seeing sorrow came out from under the eaves and stood in front of the Fudao mountain people, his voice calm and calm.

If it weren't for the small village they were in this col at the moment, if it weren't for the fact that the surrounding Qiē was too dilapidated, if it weren't for the sorrow standing in front of them, he was only wearing a thorn hairpin cloth skirt!

The people of Fudao Mountain thought that she was saying "The sword mound of the Immortal Emperor of the Eternal Immortal is for you, and you accept me as an apprentice"!

Are you kidding?

Just a big white goose!

The Fudao mountain man looked down at the big white goose that was still in his arms, with a look of indignation.

"Is the mountain man so vulgar and unbearable in your eyes? Am I like such a greedy and cheap person? Cultivation is a big deal! Mountain man, I picked up six roads and nineteen continents with a bamboo pole back then, and everyone had to kowtow and call grandpa when they saw me, I am such a powerful person, you worship me as a teacher and only give me a big white goose? ! It is really too deceitful!"

It seemed that gas was about to be spewed out from both nostrils, and the eyes of the Fudao mountain people were red when they stared at me.

"Do you think that I will be bought by a big white goose so lightly?!"

After saying that, his anger seemed to have reached its peak, and he only threw the big white goose in his arms to the ground.

"At least two, right?!"

“……”

Seeing that he looked at the Fudao mountain people steadily, his eyes were full of indescribable contempt.

This man really ......

It makes people feel the urge to roll their eyes.

Seeing that she was sad and didn't know how to describe her inner feelings, she was silent for a long time before she escaped from that strange feeling, and said: "Right now, my geese have run away, and there is no second one." But it's easy to find a goose, and he's willing to find you another one one when he's sad. ”

"That's pretty much it. ”

The people of Fudao Mountain snorted, and they were satisfied.

He saw the goose that had just fallen to the ground, and the goose was now blinded, as if he didn't understand how he was so "favored" before, and now he was beaten into the "cold palace".

Hurriedly bent down, and the Fudao mountain man picked up the big white goose on the ground again.

Just now, because of the need for momentum, I threw the big white goose away, and with a little hand and foot protection, there will definitely be no accident, but don't be frightened.

He didn't raise his head, but said to him: "Then we will make a deal like this, you can do a bowing ceremony." ”

"Apprenticeship?"

Seeing sorrow, I only saw some of his magical methods on the road, and knew that this person was not ordinary. However, it is not clear how to worship the teacher and whether there are any special etiquettes.

She was ashamed to ask: "Please also ask the mountain people for guidance." ”

The big white goose was in the arms of the Fudao mountain people, and he was simply frightened, turned into a stupid goose, and did not react.

The people of Fudao Mountain were worried, sighed and said to Jianwu: "Your big white geese are more spiritual than you, what is there to point out about the apprenticeship? ”

As he spoke, his expression suddenly froze.

The other hand held the bamboo pole and knocked it on the ground.

I only heard a crisp sound of "pop", and a dark blue circle of light spread out to the surroundings with the bamboo pole and the center, and the water waves were the same, and finally it was fixed at a position of one zhang three feet six.

After the aperture was fixed, it only lasted for three breaths, and then gradually disappeared, as if hidden in the dirt.

See the sorrow and the mountain people, uh...... There is also a big white goose, all in this circle.

It's the first time I've seen such a miraculous method.

At that moment, the face of the Fudao Mountain people seemed to be shrouded in a halo, and they said, "Bye." ”

Heaven and earth are teachers, one day as a teacher, and a father for life.

The truth of respecting teachers and respecting the Tao understands better than anyone else.

But this feeling is also quite strange, I actually want to have a master, and I also want to step on the immortal road?

Lifting the coarse cloth skirt in front of him, he knelt on the ground when he saw sorrow, raised his hands above his head, palms down, and pressed them to his forehead, and then leaned down and bowed.

The moon is slanting and the wind is clear.

The shadows of the trees swayed.

With the sorrow of the bow, the downward palm naturally attached to the wet soil in the yard.

The cold earth was like her unwavering heart at the moment.

If it is said that the extinction of the six relatives is the end of the dust, then the self at this moment can be regarded as the end of the dust.

She has no father or mother, she doesn't know where she came from, and she doesn't know where she wants to go in the future, her husband has carried her away, and the unborn child in her womb has no chance to call her mother.

Although the world is big, there is no one or thing that can make her worry about her stomach.

This feeling is empty and lonely.

One bow and one kowtow, then bow and bow again, three bows and three kowtows.

At the moment when the apprenticeship was completed, a faint light suddenly lit up, centered on the place where the sorrow was, and spread out towards the surrounding area.

The light was faint, and there was a sense of gray chaos, secretly, not very distinct.

But on a night like this, it's enough to see clearly.

It was an octagonal figure that was square to a square foot, with four staggered vertical and horizontal lines on it, dividing the entire octagonal into countless small grids, which looked like an octagonal chessboard.

As he got up, the pattern of the octagonal chessboard gradually disappeared, as if it had never appeared.

"This is ...... just now"

I have never seen such a strange scene in my life, as if this pattern appeared because of the worship ceremony.

She looked at the mountain man of Fudao, but saw that his face was sluggish.

At this time, the people of Fudao Mountain already felt a little dreaming.

The big white goose finally reacted and jumped out of his arms, and he didn't even look back at it: "Yizhang...... A Vientiane bucket plate ......"

Vientiane bucket plate?

"What's that?" he wondered.