Chapter 50: Belated Love 1

It has been two months since the last time she said goodbye to Wang Wei, Li Juan feels that the current Wang Wei is very different from Wang Wei two months ago, Wang Wei two months ago may be full of all kinds of beautiful fantasies about life, but now Wang Wei has tasted the first pain that life has given him, compared to Wang Wei two months ago, the current Wang Wei is more real and down-to-earth. Life is the eternal teacher in a person's life, and it is also the best teacher, it will teach everyone the truth of life, which is not something that other teachers in the university can teach you.

"Why did you come to the provincial capital, you didn't say anything in advance before you came, I can pick you up!" Wang Wei didn't know about Li Juan's coming to the provincial capital to study, he thought that Li Juan had other things to do before coming to the provincial capital.

"You're a busy person, how dare I disturb you! Besides, I'm not an old man or a child, and I still want you to pick it up! Don't worry! I can do it myself, am I not worried about coming safely?" Although Li Juan has never been to the provincial capital, she doesn't have too many worries about unfamiliar places, in fact, each city is similar in nature, the difference is the scale, some are big and some are small, some are prosperous and some are lonely.

"I don't have to cook today, I'm in for a treat, and it's kind of a pick-up for you. Wang Wei invited Li Juan to eat out.

"What are you going to ask for? You don't even have a job, when you have a job and your salary is paid, invite me to a big dinner!" Li Juan asked the landlady about Wang Wei from the side, she knew that Wang Wei had been idle for the past two months, he had not found a job at all, and if he didn't have a job, he would have no income, and she could think about how he had spent the past two months.

When I went to look for Wang Wei, Wang Wei was not there, Li Juan specially went to Wang Wei's dormitory to see, the dormitory was damp and cold, and it felt a little cold when I went in in the summer, I really don't know how he lived. His futon was dirty and old, she touched it, the quilt was too thin, and now it could be covered, and if the weather was cooler, the quilt would not be able to cover.

"I already have a job, and although the salary is not very high, it is okay to invite you to dinner. Wang Wei is sure to go to the computer city to help, although the work in the computer city is not as glamorous as in the office building, but no matter what, with this job, he can live in the city, and he can find a better job if he has the opportunity in the future.

"Did you really get a job? It's great, you don't have to live a life of fear anymore. Wang Wei was happier than she was to get a job than she was to get this opportunity to study. There were two groups of people who came out to study in their hospital, one group went to another city, and one group came to the provincial capital. Li Juan was assigned to another batch, she changed the provincial capital with others, and she could see Wang Wei from time to time in the provincial capital.

"yes! It's time for that life to come to an end. "Wang Wei is not afraid of the hardships of life, but he is afraid that there is no direction in life, and with this job, his life has a direction.

"However, don't go out to eat, I'll do it! My craftsmanship is not bad, even if I say hello to you, it's too wasteful to eat outside, and it's not good to eat with so much money, besides, your salary hasn't been paid yet, and it's not too late to invite me to eat after it's paid!" Li Juan knew that Wang Wei didn't have much money on him, and it would be too bad to break the bank, and besides, Wang Wei's work had not yet been decided, and if something went wrong, it would be worth the loss.

Li Juan insisted on not going out to eat, it wasn't that she didn't want to eat out, she just didn't want Wang Wei to waste that money. Wang Wei couldn't resist Li Juan, so he had to agree to Li Juan, he wouldn't go out to eat tonight, and when he paid his salary, it would not be too late for him to invite Li Juan again.

"You go sit down first! I'll finish throwing out the trash, buy some food, and cook later. After Li Juan finished speaking, she went down with the garbage, and Wang Wei entered the house rented by Li Juan alone.

Li Juan rented a two-bedroom house with a kitchen and a separate bathroom, and the house area was not large, but the layout planning was quite reasonable. A house like this, it's a bit of a waste to live alone in this city, and the rent of this kind of two-bedroom house is not cheap, compared with the house rented by Wang Wei, Li Juan lives too comfortably, at least she doesn't have to go upstairs and downstairs to go to the toilet. Wang Wei is not afraid of the hardships of living, but living in that kind of environment, living in the same compound with so many people, there are indeed many inconveniences, but his current economic conditions only allow him to live in that kind of environment, live in that kind of house, and when he is a little more financially comfortable, he can move out.

Wang Wei took a closer look at the house that Li Juan rented, it was really good, although the house was an old house, Li Juan cleaned it up, and there were simple furniture left by the landlord in the house, although these were old, they could still be used, and these together had the taste of home. Wang Wei's rented house didn't smell like home, it was just a place for him to settle down in the city, just so that he wouldn't end up on the streets.

The biggest difference between school and society is the way you think, when we were in school, our identity was students, and our main task was to study, so we didn't think too much about social things, and we always felt that those things were far away from us, and they were not something we should think about now. After graduating and walking out of school, we have changed our identity, and the way of thinking is different from when we were in school, those things that felt very distant before are now in front of our eyes, and we have to face and solve them, because now we can't escape and find excuses.

"There are drinks and beer in the refrigerator, you can take it yourself!" Li Juan bought the vegetables, and today she also deliberately cut a pound of lean meat, she knew that Wang Wei must not eat well, and because of the lack of money, she must be reluctant to eat a good meal, today she will cook a good meal for Wang Wei, let him have a good meal.

"Do you want me to help?" Wang Wei wanted to help Li Juan cook together, but he had never cooked and didn't know what to do.

"There's nothing for you to do, as long as you eat well, you can help me. Li Juan knew that Wang Wei couldn't cook at all, and letting him help would only help more and more, and if he didn't do it, he would hurt himself.

Li Juan was busy cleaning up and cooking, and Wang Wei had nothing to do, so he picked up the book that Li Juan placed on the bedside and flipped through it, and he couldn't read the medical book, so he put the book he had just taken back in its place, and picked up a very delicate notebook and opened it casually.

This very delicate notebook is Li Juan's diary, Wang Wei wanted to peek at Li Juan's diary and not return it, but his curiosity overtook reason, so he opened it intentionally or unintentionally. The first page is a photo, it is a group photo of him and Li Juan when they were young, he also remembers this group photo, at that time they were not in school, and taking pictures was also a novelty, that time the village came to take pictures, and they took pictures together. In addition to this photo, there are two photos, one is a group photo of them when they graduated from middle school, he remembers that after taking a graduation photo that day, Li Juan had to pull him to take a group photo, and he has the photo he sees now.

Later, he took the high school entrance examination, and he was successfully admitted to the county key middle school, but Li Juan went to the health school, and since that group photo, the number of times they have met has become less and less. Later, when he went to college and Li Juan joined the work, they saw each other even less, and this photo became a testimony to the last time they were together. There is also a photo of him, a photo of him in college, and he remembers that there is only one photo of this photo, which was left at his home, why did it appear here with Li Juan? Li Juan's recent diary has a paragraph that reads: "I came to his city, I don't know why, the first time I came to this city did not feel strange at all, perhaps because I had come to this city countless times in my dreams. The real city is very similar to the city in the dream, the only difference is that in the dream he is holding my hand, we are walking by the lake like when we were children, I lean my head on his shoulder, his eyes are gentle like water. Wang Wei saw that the date was a week ago, which means that Li Juan has been in the provincial capital for at least a week, and he doesn't know at all, if Li Juan didn't come to him, I'm afraid he wouldn't know that Li Juan was in the provincial capital until now.

In fact, Wang Wei had long known Li Juan's thoughts about him, but he didn't expect Li Juan to be so obsessed, in this diary, a lot of content involves him, there are happy memories, but also real distress. Today, Wang Wei understands that when you love someone, you can let him occupy all of your life.

Although Wang Wei has never been in love, he is really happy when he sees the content in Li Juan's diary.

"It's time to eat. Li Juan shouted loudly in the kitchen to get Wang Wei ready, she didn't know that Wang Wei had entered her room, and secretly looked at her diary.

Wang Wei wanted to see the previous content again, but Li Juan called him to eat, and he didn't want Li Juan to see that he was reading her diary, so he had to give up, but now he knew Li Juan's thoughts.

"It's coming. Wang Wei heard Li Juan calling him, and quickly put the diary away, for fear that Li Juan would be embarrassed to see that he was peeking at her diary.

"It's so hearty, I haven't eaten such a hearty meal in a long time, or you're good to me. Wang Wei pretended that nothing had happened, looking at a table of sumptuous meals, his saliva was about to flow out, Li Juan's cooking skills were not bad, plus he hadn't opened meat for a long time, he was blessed today.

"When did you come to the provincial capital?" At the dinner table, Wang Wei asked Li Juan casually.

"It's been a week, I was too busy to come to you a few days ago, and I just had a break today, so I came to look for you. Li Juan answered Wang Wei's question while eating, she was too busy a few days ago, she had to report to the hospital again, and she was busy looking for a house, so she didn't have time to find Wang Wei at all.

Li Juan gave all the meat to Wang Wei, she only ate some vegetables herself, watching Wang Wei gobble up so fragrant, she was very satisfied, as a woman, isn't it just to cook a delicious meal for her beloved man!

"You should say it in advance, I can help you find a house, you are coming to the provincial capital for the first time, you are not familiar with the place, what if you meet a bad person?" Wang Wei knew that Li Juan had always had such a personality, you could trouble her indefinitely, but she would not trouble anyone easily.

Li Juan's heart is very warm about Wang Wei's concern, although Wang Wei does not know how to be romantic like others, he still cares about her very much, this has not changed, just like when she was a child, no matter who bullied her, Wang Wei will stand up for her.

Life always makes us understand some truths in the most painful way, and see the warmth and coldness of human feelings, perhaps only in this way can sincere people be more sincere, and hypocritical people more hypocritical.

During the meal, Wang Wei wanted to talk to Li Juan about them, Li Juan had already known his thoughts, and he believed that Li Juan had been waiting for him to answer, and it was up to him to decide their affairs. He promised Li Juan, they may become a pair that many people envy, at least in their village will become the focus, if he rejects Li Juan, he doesn't know what will happen to them in the future, maybe they will really become the most familiar strangers. He didn't know how to express it in order to say it properly, so that Li Juan could understand what he meant, and not let himself be so embarrassed.

Wang Wei got Liu Jian's encouragement, he came to Li Juan, but he still didn't have the courage to explain everything to Li Juan, he didn't know what he was worried about, he didn't know what he was worried about, in short, he was a little faintly uneasy. He understands that this kind of thing can't be impulsive, especially when facing a girl like Li Juan who has a soft spot for you.