Chapter Seventy-Eight: The Tenderness of Alienation

Wen Jing's state made Liao Junqing a little relieved, and he was always worried that going on like this would hurt Wen Jing.

Liao Junqing asked Xie Xin for a showdown and asked Xie Xin to give a clear attitude.

After Xie Xin talked to Wen Jing last time, the soft side of a woman's heart once let her go as soon as possible. But in the face of his new situation, after thinking about it, he seems to lack the courage to face the unknown future alone, and even a little timid.

Calm down and think about it, Liao Junqing is actually not wrong. Although I was reluctant to meet and get married, the first few years of marriage were peaceful, and both of them took this home as their home, but no one planned very carefully, and no one felt that without this home, it would feel like the sky was falling, and the two seemed to be much more enthusiastic about work than their attachment to this home.

Liao Junqing gives people the feeling that he is content with the status quo and has no quarrel with the world, especially disapproving Xie Xin's enterprising spirit. Xie Xin is different, and uses all the energy used to plan his family on his own workplace management. Since Liao Junqing refused to come forward to help, he could only rely on himself to find a way out for himself.

I paid a lot and sacrificed a lot, and finally sat in the position of vice president of the branch. At this age, there should still be a competitive advantage, and the higher-level position seems to have shown a smiling face, but at this time, the ladder that he relied on to climb collapsed, and the person who could give him courage fell.

Although Liao Junqing doesn't have so much passion, he can still rely on his life. So at this time, Xie Xin thought that everything would have to be faced alone in the future, and there was no one around her to complain and scold, she felt extremely lonely and frightened, she regretted a little, regretted that she had too little heart at home, regretted promising Liao Junqing to divorce, regretted cuckolding Liao Junqing, and even despised her calculations in the division of property in the divorce.

"I'm really still reluctant to run this home, I know I'm wrong, I'll change it, and I'll use more thought to run this home. Xie Xin was wearing a beautiful silk nightdress, nesting cross-legged in the sofa, looking at Liao Junqing's eyes expectantly.

Liao Junqing could also hear that Xie Xin was sincere, but he couldn't believe that Xie Xin could really do what she said. Attitudes depend on the state of mind and situation at the time, all people are the same, the difference is only in the magnitude of the contrast in different situations.

"I'm also responsible for getting to this point. But it's too late to talk about that now. ”

"Give me a chance, and give you a chance. We've started all over again, okay?" Xie Xin thought that he had put his posture in a position that couldn't be lowered: "I blamed me for not having children before, I didn't consider your feelings, we can have another one now, and it's not too late to be 40 years old." When Xie Xin said this, joy and anticipation emanated from his voice, and his pupils flashed with maternal light.

Liao Junqing's heart trembled slightly, and he felt pity for the woman in front of him, and said in his heart, why did you go earlier?

Liao Junqing didn't say it, but he couldn't bear to completely extinguish Xie Xin's hope with a scoop of cold water: "Things are not as simple as you think. ”

Xie Xin thought that Liao Junqing was talking about having children: "It's really not too late, it's dangerous to have a child at the age of 40, that's compared with the ideal childbearing age, there are many children in China who are in their 40s, aren't there still women in their fifties or sixties or even seventy years old abroad who still have children?"

Xie Xin moved her butt twice, slid off the sofa, fell on Liao Junqing's legs, put her hands on Liao Junqing's knees, and looked at Liao Junqing.

Liao Junqing's gentleness made his first love end without a problem, and now he still thinks of that girl from time to time, and thinks of the melancholy face that makes him feel distressed. Liao Junqing's indecisiveness made him reluctantly enter his current marriage. In the face of Xie Xin's plea, Liao Junqing fell into a contradiction again, it was not that he didn't know how to choose, he just couldn't be ruthless.

Liao Junqing shook Xie Xin's hand away and stood up: "Don't think about it so much." With that, he walked to his room.

Xie Xin saw a glimmer of hope in Liao Junqing's tone that was much softer than just now, and got up and followed Liao Junqing to Liao Junqing's room. When he arrived at the door, Liao Junqing glanced back at Xie Xin as he walked, what does that mean, what are you doing following up?

Xie Xin didn't seem to see Liao Junqing's expression, so he naturally walked in and continued to say his own: "How can I not want to, I think about it, there is no one around me to talk to in the future, there is no one to discuss when I encounter problems, and there is no one to call 120 when I am sick, so I am very scared and very afraid." With that, Xie Xin went up and hugged Liao Junqing's waist, buried his head in Liao Junqing's chest, and muttered, "Junqing, I beg you, don't leave me." ”

Liao Junqing spread out his arms and stood stiffly, wanting to push Xie Xin away, but he felt a little cruel, after all, he was still his wife. When he was hesitating, Xie Xin raised his face: "Please, I'm really scared." Liao Junqing thought about when Xie Xin had been so weak, when had he been so little bird, and couldn't help but look down and find that Xie Xin's face was full of tears, looking up at himself.

Liao Junqing's hard heart seemed to have lost support, his open arms slowly retracted, and he gently hugged Xie Xin, obviously feeling the two peaks in Xie Xin's chest squeezing his chest.

Liao Junqing's embrace gave Xie Xin joy and courage. Xie Xin took out the two arms around Liao Junqing's waist, quickly put them around Liao Junqing's neck, and used his mouth to find another mouth that he hadn't touched for a long time.

Liao Junqing still wanted to hide a little, but Xie Xin's two arms were firmly trapped in his neck, Liao Junqing was also slowly ignited by the stove in his arms, he held Xie Xin's head, his lips began to change from defensive to offensive, and wantonly invaded Xie Xin's mouth and face, tearing off Xie Xin's nightdress. Facing Xie Xin's long-lost white body and the towering twin peaks, Liao Junqing had nothing left in his mind, only the surging holmes in his body.

Xie Xin's body seemed to have never been so soft, soft as mud, let Liao Junqing pinch it into any shape he needed, his blurry eyes couldn't see what was happening, and he didn't know what was happening in his chaotic mind, he only felt that he was floating, floating over one mountain peak after another, and finally found himself dying and lying on the bed covered in sweat, not dying!

What did it feel like? Why didn't you have it before? Why did you go before? Xie Xin didn't want to move, his eyes were half open and half closed.

Liao Junqing opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling, waking up from a big dream, why am I like this?