Chapter 219: You're Not Worth It

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Lin Yiyi looked at everything in front of him coldly, and gradually felt bored, and when he remembered something, he walked aside and took out his mobile phone from his pocket, saw the screen showing that he was talking, calmly placed it in his ear, and said softly:

"Is it still there?"

There was silence for a long time, and when Lin Yiyi thought that he didn't have the patience to listen to everything today, Shen Ju'an responded slowly:

"I'm sorry. ”

Lin Yiyi used to think about what kind of state or mentality those who misunderstood themselves would be if they knew the truth one day, but now that the truth is clear, the people who misunderstood themselves also apologized to themselves, and even those who were so high up didn't dare to look up at themselves, but her heart was not as happy as she thought.

What she wanted was never the thrill of revenge.

Lin Yiyi looked at the bare mountain one by one, and said calmly: "No." ”

She hung up the phone, walked straight to Ning Wenwen's car, opened the rear door and took out a bugging device from under the back seat, which she placed there after she got into the car, and handed over the eavesdropping equipment to Ning Shixiu a long time ago, telling him that he would naturally tell him when he needed to listen, so after getting in the car, he quietly sent a message to Ning Shixiu, and then called Shen Ju'an.

The car accident was closely related to the two of them, Lin Yiyi didn't have the energy to tell the two people separately, so he solved it at one time, and now that the goal has been achieved, these are not needed, but at this time the bugging device is in his own hands, Lin Yiyi lowered his eyes and looked at it, but found that it was not the one he placed at all, although they were all small ones, but the brand was not the same.

Lin Yiyi was silent for a moment, then leaned over and reached out to touch it, and touched another eavesdropper, and the latter's was placed by himself.

She looked at the two bugs for a few seconds, smiled slowly, but didn't do anything, but put the one that had been placed a long time ago back in its place, and threw her own one into the cliff, this kind of inappropriate thing, she hoped that she would never do it a second time in her life.

Ning Shixiu didn't know when he walked behind him, but he staggered his gaze the moment she turned to look at herself, he was avoiding Lin Yiyi, and he didn't even dare to look at her, Lin Yiyi hooked his lips and smiled, didn't say anything, and walked straight to the car behind that was parked far away by Ning Shixiu.

She wouldn't take Ning Wen's car home again, but she couldn't walk back such a long way.

Ning Shixiu followed her quietly, keeping a distance not far away.

Lin Yiyi got into the car first, the first thing she did after getting into the car was to find the location of the bugging, that person probably felt that the bottom of the back seat was an extremely safe place, so that the location of the eavesdropping device in each car was the same place, Lin Yiyi touched it one by one, but did not take it out, she just needed to know, and now she can't startle the snake, after all, what Song Yi's purpose is, she has no way of knowing.

Ning Shixiu also got into the car after a while, at this time, Lin Yiyi sat in the back seat early in the morning and began to close her eyes and recuperate, she had nothing to say to Ning Shixiu, and Ning Shixiu didn't necessarily say anything to Lin Yiyi at this time, she tossed all morning, she was already tired, she didn't have the energy to go around with Ning Shixiu again.

There was nothing to say all the way, and when he returned to Jingyuan, it was already one o'clock in the afternoon, Lin Yiyi didn't eat, but because of the high temperature, he didn't have any appetite, so he went upstairs directly, Ning Shixiu stood in the living room and looked at her back for a moment of silence, and finally took a step to follow.

There are some things that he still has to say after all.

In the master bedroom, Lin Yiyi was calmly taking a leisurely walk, as if he was looking for something, but Ning Shixiu couldn't see through her.

Lin Yiyi was indeed looking for something, looking for exactly the same thing as in the car, she believed that since each car had eavesdropping equipment, then every room was naturally essential, but where could he put it? The room was indeed very large, but the places that Song Yi could get close to were limited, but Lin Yiyi had searched for several places, and did not find what she thought she would see.

When Ning Shixiu came in, she knew, compared to the emotional ups and downs in Ning Shixiu's heart, Lin Yiyi's mood was so calm that even she was surprised, when she was so painful that she couldn't hold on, she did fantasize about how arrogant and domineering Ning Shixiu would be when she succeeded in revenge, but when the truth came, she could only be calm.

It's so calm that it's as simple as having a meal instead of revealing a truth.

When Song Yi was in the time, she didn't think to hide it from Ning Shixiu, but she didn't think to take the initiative to tell him that she and Ning Shixiu had experienced so many things, she was no longer used to telling him everything, she was used to relying on herself in everything, and only she could be relied on.

Lin Yiyi was still looking leisurely, and Ning Shixiu finally spoke after being silent:

"One by one, let's talk. ”

Lin Yiyi responded dispensably:

"Okay, you say, I'll listen. ”

"I'm sorry for what happened back then, but I blamed you wrong. ”

He didn't look for any excuses, and directly admitted his mistake, Lin Yiyi's footsteps paused for a moment, and then chuckled:

"Ning Shixiu, I apologized because I wanted to be forgiven by another person, do you think I will forgive you, or do you think I should forgive you?"

"Don't forgive me, I don't deserve to be forgiven. ”

Lin Yi hooked his lips and chuckled:

"Coincidentally, I think so too. ”

"If it weren't for my misunderstanding of you, many things wouldn't have happened, and there wouldn't have been such an ending between you and me. ”

"If it weren't for the events of the year, we wouldn't have gotten married at all. Lin Yi said to himself: "Since I was wrong, now I know where the reason for the mistake is, or it will end here, back to the beginning, you hate me, and I forget you at the moment, between you and me, it is not suitable in the first place." ”

Lin Yiyi's words, Ning Shixiu did not refute, whether he wanted it or not, he had no way to refute it, if it wasn't for revenge, he wouldn't have chosen to get close to Lin Yiyi at all, let alone marry her, then the good or bad of her life has nothing to do with him.

But fate intertwined them together, and let him let Lin Yiyi go, he couldn't do it.

"You want a divorce?"

Lin Yi nodded: "Yes, you should know that this is what I hope for the most after you and I reunite." ”

"I disagree. ”

As if expecting him to say this, Lin Yi smiled slowly:

"The reason why you got married was because I killed your fiancΓ©e and mother, and I didn't have the right to choose, but now that everything has been revealed, you still insist on keeping me by your side, is it because you want to atone for your sins? Ning Shixiu, you should know very well who I am, I don't need your atonement, and there is no kind of atonement in the form of you, forcing me to do what I don't want to do. ”

"I know that it is very inappropriate for me to say such things at this time, but one by one, I can't do without you. ”

Lin Yiyi gave up looking for the eavesdropper, and when he heard the words, he looked at Ning Shixiu, his gaze was a little evasive, and finally he simply didn't look at her, Lin Yiyi smiled slowly, and then walked to the floor-to-ceiling window, looking at the bright sunshine outside the window, there was a long silence, and then she said:

"There is no one in this world who can't live without anyone, I have also humbly prayed for you, at that time I also thought that I couldn't do without you, thinking that you are my whole world, is all my faith, Ning Shixiu, you should understand me, there are not many people who make me so humble, you are the first and only one, I have temporarily put aside my dignity for you, but it doesn't mean that I won't pick it up again, but once I pick it up, there will be no possibility of letting it go. ”

"I probably understand what you think about me, whether it's love, infatuation, or even atonement, but you've been away and disappeared from me for three years, so it's not that you can't live without me, it's just that you don't want to suffer the chain reaction after leaving, but I don't have a reason to compromise myself for you, because for me, you're not worth it. ”

"If you really want to atone for your sins, if it's really for my good, let me go, we didn't love each other at the most appropriate time, but we fell in love with each other when we shouldn't love each other, which already shows that we are not suitable for continued entanglement at all, and if we continue like this, we may not even be as good as enemies. ”

Ning Shixiu took a few steps closer to Lin Yiyi, looked at her back, and his eyes didn't blink:

"You're right, it's true that there is no example of anyone who will die if they leave, such people are stupid, I used to think that I was a person who could afford to let go, including you, and I could also be dead, but it turned out that I was wrong, I have always controlled my feelings for you, but I didn't expect that it would hurt to that point when I lost again, I really won't die if I leave you, and I won't choose to die, but every day after that will be better than death, one by one, because I know that feeling, I can't let go of you. ”

Lin Yiyi smiled:

"After all, you are still for yourself, have you ever thought about what it would be like for me to be by your side? Ning Shixiu, there are many people who hurt me in this world, but I never feel pain, because I will return back what they put on me a hundred times, but if you hurt me, it makes me feel heartbreaking. ”

Lin Yi turned around one by one, looked at Ning Shixiu, and slowly raised his hand to cover his chest:

"Because you are the one who walked into me, you live here in the right name, and I have also given you the right to act recklessly, so you stab the knife with peace of mind, without mercy, I am cold-blooded, but my heart is also fleshy, and it will hurt, but you crush it and trample it on the soles of your feet without pity, and when you do this, there is no turning back between us. ”