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Although Lin Yiyi has never experienced sweet love, she is a mature woman after all, she believes that people's feelings are relative, and the other party can fully feel how she is, so she doesn't need to show her heart with such fanfare.

In her opinion, romance and love are completely separate.

Romance is a thing that can be done to people who don't love themselves, but love can't.

So Ning Shixiu is romantic to himself, and it has nothing to do with love.

Ning Shixiu went to take a bath, Lin Yiyi stood in front of the window and looked at the sparkling waves on the river, but her mood was not happy, she knew that she shouldn't be, but she always remembered Ning Shixiu's past from time to time, and she was shocked to find that Ning Shixiu had an almost uncontrollable possessiveness towards him when he had not fallen in love with him.

Thinking that his posture also belonged to another person, she was inexplicably angry.

She despises herself like this, after all, she doesn't have that right, even if she comes first, she is the latter, and she really shouldn't care about the past.

Maybe she was thinking too much, and she didn't even notice when Ning Shixiu appeared behind her, until a pair of his arms quietly wrapped around her waist, and she woke up like a dream.

"What are you thinking?"

Lin Yiyi smiled and shook his head:

"Didn't think about anything. ”

Ning Shixiu knew that she wasn't telling the truth, but he didn't ask: "Go wash it?"

"Good. ”

When Lin Yiyi came out of the bathroom, there was only a warm yellow wall lamp left in the room, Ning Shixiu was already half-lying on the big bed and reading a magazine, the light slanted down, enveloping Ning Shixiu in the whole way, Lin Yiyi stood in place and watched for a few seconds, and walked over.

It was just that she had just lay down, and she was fished into the arms of the person next to her, she stiffened and didn't speak.

"Nervous?"

The voice is stained with the night, and it has also become a demagogic medicine.

Lin Yiyi's nervousness was really obvious, so the denial was not convincing, and he nodded:

"Nervous. ”

"Does Lin Er believe me?"

Lin Yiyi looked into his eyes one by one: "Which aspect?"

Ning Shixiu looked at her for a few seconds, and then smiled: "Lin Er wants to chat?"

It should have been wanted to chat, otherwise it would not have been possible to ask such a question at the moment when Ning Shixiu hinted at such an obvious point, and sure enough, when Ning Shixiu asked her if she wanted to chat, Lin Yi nodded, and his expression was a little relieved.

It seems that she still has a heavy psychological burden for tonight's love.

Anyway, Ning Shixiu brought her out to relieve her pressure, if she was more resistant to this aspect, it would really outweigh the losses.

"What does Lin Er want to talk about?"

She lost her mind for a moment in his arms, and then looked up at him:

"Have you ever had a crush?"

This question was unexpected by Ning Shixiu, but it was not difficult to answer:

"Yes. ”

The expected answer, Lin Yiyi still felt a little suffocating pain slowly spreading from her chest to her limbs, she didn't understand. She didn't understand why she had such a big reaction, and she understood that she shouldn't have emotions for these little things.

Everyone has the right to have the past, compared to Ning Shixiu who once liked someone so much, his past is simply unbearable.

But she was still jealous, still uncomfortable, and vaguely seemed to be aware that she had never targeted Ning Shixiu who she liked, all she cared about was the woman named Shen Jing from beginning to end.

Kelin was sure that she didn't know her, and she couldn't find this woman named Shen Jing in her memory.

She suddenly had an extremely bold guess, could it be that Shen Jing existed during the time she had forgotten, and even Ning Shixiu existed, otherwise how could she have such an obvious feeling for Ning Shixiu's youthful appearance, and how could she have such deep hostility towards Shen Jing, a woman?

and Ning Wenrou, when she first heard the name, she felt familiar.

If this idea of his own is really true, then Ning Shixiu must have something to do with what happened back then, what is it? Is it because he likes him? Or did he hurt him?

Lin Yiyi thought to herself for a while, and then smiled, she felt that she could write it completely, so that such nonsense could be imagined by herself, and she really admired it.

"What are you thinking?" Lin Yiyi's silence finally caught Ning Shixiu's attention: "You mind my past very much?"

Lin Yiyi smiled:

"No, it won't. ”

"What about Lin Er, have you ever had someone you like?"

Lin Yi nodded: "Yes." ”

"Introduce us to each other another day. ”

"But I don't remember who he was. ”

Ning Shixiu was silent for a short time, Lin Yiyi got up from his arms one by one and looked at him: "Did I tell you that I don't remember a time three years ago?"

"No, I didn't. ”

"My mother told me that I went to the United States to study after my father died, but I don't have any memory, what happened to me over there, who I met, I have no memory at all, my memory is stuck in a week after my father's death, those five years were like a dream for me, and then I woke up in the hospital, so it took me a long time to adjust to life five years later. ”

Ning Shixiu didn't speak, and his expression was obscure.

"I think I must have liked someone in those five years of forgetting, and he must have made me miserable, otherwise I would not have forgotten him so completely. ”

Lin Yiyi is completely uncertain about whether she has a person she likes, in those five years, not to mention people, she can't even think of any of these little things, so it is just an assumption, to be exact, she wants to find a balance before Ning Shi repairs herself.

Lin Yiyi thought that Ning Shixiu would refute something about his unfounded things, but it was rare that he didn't speak for a long time, he looked at himself so lightly and for a long time, and the look in his eyes was something he couldn't see.

"Something on my face?"

Ning Shixiu was still silent.

Lin Yiyi probed his face for a moment, she suddenly thought of the assumption she had just made, her heartbeat accelerated involuntarily, she looked at Ning Shixiu, and even her tone was mixed with a trembling voice:

"Ning Shixiu, we knew each other before, right?"

Because of Lin Yiyi's question, Ning Shixiu finally restrained his expression and smiled faintly:

"What does Lin Er mean is that the person you forgot in the United States is me?"

"Don't you know me?"

"If I had known you five years ago, how could I have waited until now to marry you?"

Maybe even he didn't feel convincing with such an idea, so he smiled helplessly after hearing Ning Shixiu's denial: "It's that I'm thinking too much." ”

"Hmm. Ning Shixiu replied in agreement: "It's true that you're thinking too much, but it's my fault, I really shouldn't use this great time to chat." ”

Lin Yiyi looked at him one by one, only to see him smile slightly, and turned sideways towards him:

"Lin Er, let me take you to feel what true love is. ”

This night, Ning Shixiu showed unprecedented patience to Lin Yiyi, he was like a leader, a teacher, step by step brought Lin Yiyi into the world she had never experienced, she went from initial fear to nervousness, to relaxation, and even the final loss and loss of control, he looked at her without blinking, and bit her earlobe when she couldn't help but tremble:

"Come, Lin Er tell me, isn't this feeling wonderful?"

Lin Yiyi was ashamed and shocked at the same time, he was out of control under his hands to this appearance, and he had not really possessed himself.

"Ning Shixiu......" Her voice was hoarse, not like herself.

He seemed to see her intentions, and pushed her back between the soft beds when she wanted to get up: "Lin Er, enjoy all this first." ”

Lin Yiyi was indeed nervous and resistant at the beginning, but Ning Shixiu did not allow her to flinch in the slightest, he asked her to bear it and accept it. She had never known that desire-hope could be so easily tapped, and looking at his focused eyes, it was as if she had seen the stars, and all the pain inflicted on her was slowly drifting away from her memory, and she didn't know where to go.

Without the help of medicine, nor did he endure it, let alone pretend, Lin Yiyi found out for the first time in front of Ning Shixiu that he could be so enthusiastic.