Chapter 52: Homely at Home
"You're back, how are you talking to her?" the landlady saw Wang Wei coming in, so she asked Wang Wei about the girl.
"I'm here to tell you something, I've found a job, I'm afraid I won't be able to tutor Liu Jian in the future. "Wang Wei has lived here for nearly three months, and he has feelings for this place, especially the landlady, who has always taken good care of him, and after starting to tutor Liu Jian, he basically eats dinner at the landlady's place every day, which saves him a lot of money.
"Under your guidance, Liu Jian has indeed made a lot of progress, but since you have found a job, you still have to focus on your work, and you can't delay your work because of Liu Jian. "The landlady is still very understanding, when she asked Wang Wei to tutor Liu Jian, Wang Wei didn't say a word of excuse, and now that he has found a job, she can't embarrass him.
"Thank you for taking care of me these months, it's like being at home here, it's warm, you're like my family, you're very kind, but I'm moving from here. Wang Wei knew that a thousand words could not express his mood at the moment, and he knew that it was difficult for him to meet such a landlord in this city.
"It stands to reason that if you tutor Liu Jian with his homework, I should pay you for the tutoring, but I know you won't want it, so I won't collect your rent for the past few months. These 200 yuan are the rent that you will collect when you first come, and I will give it to you, and you can buy something for yourself, and it will be regarded as a gift from me to you. The landlady took out 200 yuan from the drawer and handed it to Wang Wei, she didn't want to ask Wang Wei why he wanted to move away, he must have his reasons for leaving.
"I can't ask for this, you already take good care of me, I'm too embarrassed to ask for your money again. Wang Wei never imagined that the landlady would refund the first month's rent to him, he prepared the second two months' rent today, and he didn't want to owe anyone anything.
"Don't shirk it, it's fate that we can live in the same yard, and you help Liu Jian with her homework is also a great help to me, thank you as well, you also know, Liu Jian is all I have, I can have nothing, but I can't live without her, so I want her to get ahead." You tutored her not only in her homework, but also in her understanding of how to live, which is more important than anything else. During the time you tutored her, she changed a lot, she was no longer so rebellious, and she could look at many things from the perspective of others. Speaking of Liu Jian's change, the landlady is very pleased, thanks to Wang Wei.
"You will find a better tutor than me, Liu Jian is a very good child herself, but she is a little withdrawn inside, she is unwilling to tell others what she really thinks, and she does not want to show her vulnerable side to others, including you, of course, because she is afraid that others will look down on her, and she is also afraid that you will be disappointed in her, so she always pretends to be strong and doesn't care. During the months that I tutored her, I tried to open up with her, not as a tutor to talk to her, but as a friend to try to understand her and help her, so that she could accept my help, and slowly she changed her personality. Wang Wei didn't have a secret, he just looked at some problems from Liu Jian's point of view, and then talked to her about some problems she encountered as an equal, so that it would be much easier to solve the problems.
In fact, the problems that Liu Jian is encountering now Wang Wei has also encountered before, in addition to the irreparable gap caused by the lack of parents to Liu Jian's growth, the other problems she is worried about are all growth problems in the final analysis, and these problems will be encountered by people of this age. Wang Wei has already had a solution to these problems, and he lacked fatherly love for her, so he slowly enlightened her, so that she could learn to be independent, less dependent, and less needy for fatherly love.
"In the future, you try to communicate with her more, think of yourself as her friend, to understand her inner world, so that there will be less and less panic and anxiety in her heart, and as long as she is willing to tell you what she really thinks in her heart, you can help her. Wang Wei said to the landlady that the landlady is Liu Jian's mother, but she doesn't know anything about Liu Jian, and to help her grow, you must first understand her truest thoughts.
"I've worked hard for you in the past few months, and after hearing you say so much, I realized that I didn't know Liu Jian at all, but I just repeatedly forced her to do something, but ignored her feelings. In the future, I will get to know her better, help her grow from the heart, and let her continue happily on the road of growth. Wang Wei's words shocked the landlady and was ashamed, as Liu Jian's mother, she was not as good as a person who had only been with her for three months, she was too unsuccessful in Liu Jian's education, perhaps because of her attitude towards life, Liu Jian learned from her, parents are the best teachers for children, and in the future, she will not only change the way she educates Liu Jian, but also change her attitude towards life.
Growing up will always encounter some people who are very distressed and annoying, growth is a long stage, in different stages of growth, there will be different troubles, no one will be lucky to avoid all the troubles, and it is these troubles that make us become down-to-earth and steady, now think about the things we encountered before, not to live in embarrassment for us, but to guide us to grow.
"The girl who came today is good to you, I saw that when she saw the dormitory where you lived, tears were about to fall, this is a good girl, you have to cherish her, don't let down her infatuation with you. You may meet a lot of girls in your life, but there are not many girls who can give your whole heart to you, since you are lucky enough to meet her, you should seize this opportunity, don't let yourself regret it, some things once missed there is no chance to make up for it, the only thing that people can't owe in this life is emotional debt, and any debt can be repaid, but emotional debt can't be repaid. You are still young now, you don't understand feelings, the feelings are not to say a few more words I love you, nor roses and diamond rings, luxury cars and villas, but to stay with you for a lifetime, and the one who can stay with you until old age is a person worthy of your love. For education, Wang Wei knows more than the landlady, but for feelings, the landlady has more say than Wang Wei, what she said today is all her true thoughts, her marriage is very unhappy, so she doesn't want to see the people around her walk the road she has walked again.
"I will not fail her, and I will not let her down. Wang Wei listened to the landlady's words and was even more determined to be with Li Juan, he believed that the landlady had a better understanding of feelings than he and Liu Jian.
"Go and have a good talk with Jian Liu! she must be sad if she knows that you are leaving, and you are the only one who can make her so sad. The landlady didn't know, in fact, Liu Jian knew the news that Wang Wei was leaving earlier than her, and she could also feel that Liu Jian had a very special feeling for Wang Wei, as if it was a girl's just budding love, and it seemed to be a kind of family affection, she couldn't be sure that it was more, no matter what it was, she would not object, after these months of getting along, she could be sure that Wang Wei was a person worthy of entrusting for life.
When Wang Wei went up, Liu Jian sat on the top of the building, looked up at the stars in the sky, Wang Wei walked over, sat beside her, watched the starry sky with her, didn't need to say anything, quietly enjoyed the prosperity.
"I've never seen such a beautiful starry sky, what do you say we're all busy with, the starry sky you can see when you look up, but I don't know it for so many years. "Liu Jian has never seen such a beautiful starry sky, and she is very lucky to see such a beautiful starry sky tonight.
"In fact, it's not because we're busy, but we don't know how to cherish it, we take a lot of unknown things as our life's pursuit, such as money, status, glory, in order to pursue these things, we spend all our time, so we don't have time to take care of the beauty around us. We've been asking ourselves all the time, what are we pursuing, and I can't tell you yet, sometimes I hate this naked reality, but I can't escape this reality, I have to struggle like everyone else, and work hard to live the most ordinary life. Do you know why the city is always lit up? It is said that it is a street lamp for people who come home late. There is a person in this city who gets up the earliest, and there is a person who sleeps the latest, they are all in order to live in this city, and they don't want to be ruthlessly eliminated by this city, this is the real life, and you can't change the fact. When he was the same age as Liu Jian, Wang Wei didn't know what life was, and he also imagined the world as a fairy tale, but now he really felt the pain from life.
"Do you think those stars have troubles?" Liu Jian asked Wang Wei as he looked at the starry sky.
"Perhaps, what kind of world it is, who knows? It's just that we don't understand their troubles, and we think they don't have them, just as the stars don't understand our problems, and in their eyes we are the happiest. Wang Wei didn't seem to be answering Liu Jian's question these words, but more like saying them to himself.
"If we don't grow up, life doesn't have to be so cruel, how good it would be!" Liu Jian also experienced the cruelty of life. Life is like a war, and they are warriors with blades, they fight each other on the battlefield, if you don't fall, you win, you have the power to dominate, if you fall, you lose, there is nothing. Although Liu Jian has not yet faced the reality faced by Wang Wei, she has known the cruelty of life since she was a child, and she understands that her mother enrolled her in this class, and that class just wants her to be better, more comprehensive, and more able to adapt to this society in the future.
"One day you're going to grow up and you're going to have to face real life, so now you're going to learn all kinds of survival skills so that you don't get bruised and bruised as soon as you step into society. Your mother expects a lot from you, which is why she is so you. She talked to me a lot today, and she also felt that she didn't do well in some aspects, and she was very sorry for you. Caring too little for you to even give you a complete home, she said she would change the way she gets along with you and make you grow up happier. In fact, these words were not said by the landlady, Wang Wei said this in order to ease the relationship between their mother and daughter, he could feel that Liu Jian and her mother did not get along well, although on the surface Liu Jian was obedient to her mother's words, but in her heart she was against her mother, the more silent the resistance, the more terrible the consequences.
"Did she really say that? When did she open up, I thought she was stubborn. It must have been something you said to her, otherwise with her thoughts, she would only inflict more severe torture on me, forcing me to do this and that. You know what? I don't like the classes she enrolled me in at all, and I don't like the tutors she found me, except for you, of course. But in order to satisfy her, I went to those classes and listened patiently to the lectures given to me by those teachers, but it had no effect at all. Liu Jian didn't expect that Wang Wei's ability was not small, and even her mother's old stubbornness could be tamed, which really surprised her.
"Since your mother has admitted her mistakes to you, as a daughter, you can't be too upright, what should you do next, you don't need me to teach you, right?" This is the best time for Liu Jian's mother and daughter to ease their relationship.
"Don't worry, wait for the good news, you'll be there. Miss Ben will definitely use the essence of what she has learned from you, so that my mother will not be able to fight back. ”
"Go down and rest! You're going to school tomorrow. Wang Wei saw that it was too late, Liu Jian couldn't accompany him, he could sit until dawn, but Liu Jian couldn't, she didn't have such a privilege at present.
"When you move out, you must inform me, don't sneak away, otherwise, I won't let you go. Liu Jian was about to send Wang Wei over when he left, she wanted to see what kind of girl Li Juan was.
"I'll let you know. When Wang Wei decided to leave, he invited the landlady to have a meal with Liu Jian, thanking them for taking care of him and making him not lonely or lonely in this city.
"Thank you. Wang Wei said to Liu Jian, who had already gone downstairs, whether she heard it or not, this was what he wanted to say to their mother and daughter, and he owed them a "thank you".
A meteor dragged a long tail across the sky, Wang Wei didn't have time to make a wish, it disappeared into the sky, maybe the meteor also saw him, knew his wish, and brought good luck to him, and he will have good luck every day since then.