Chapter 19 The Past Is Like Smoke, and the Mind Is Like a Dream

Leek Ye came to the grand KTV nightclub again after 20 years, put on the work uniform of the private room waiter, when she walked out of the door of the grand nightclub, people still looked at her and still looked at the eyes of Miss KTV, but the youthful years are gone, but at that time she thought that kneeling service can kneel out of the hope of life, and now she is speeding up the pace to run in the opposite direction of hope.

Leek Ye waited patiently, waiting for the moment of burning the utensils.

It was not the rush hour for pick-up, Leek Ye sat in the 602 private room, walked into the seat where he sat alone every time, and slowly stroked it with his hand, as if touching his chest that was not strong but was just as abruptly agitated.

"Will we have any results like this?" That night, after the leek leaf was passionate with him, he snuggled up in his arms like a bird, and the index finger of his right hand scribbled aimlessly on his chest.

"I'd rather have nothing, and I'm not going to give up on you. "It's not like he's swearing to leeks, it's more like he's challenging his will and cheering himself up.

Leek Ye arched his head into his arms: "Forget it, let it be, no matter what the result is, I can accept it, I won't blame you, we really loved, that's enough." ”

He tightened his arms around Leek Ye: "You have confidence in me, and I also need you to give me strength, don't leave me alone to face alone, then I will feel weak." ”

"What do I have to fight with your parents?"

"Maybe this face," he gently stroked his index finger twice on the leek leaf's face, "this melancholy temperament has become a sign of you, wandering in your smile, permeating your eyebrows, like a painting, fascinating me." Of course, here......" he said as he slid one hand down from the leek's chest, "Actually, I can't tell, just in that moment, maybe because of the touch of a certain eye, or maybe because of the fit of a certain sentence, the relationship suddenly collapsed and fell into your gentle trap." ”

"You write poetry? How can there be that moment? That moment must be a conspiracy that has been brewing for a long time, right?"

"What a conspiracy. It's all impotence. ”

"Yang Mou must have conspired before. Why do you keep booking my service room alone, isn't that a conspiracy?"

"I'm going to book your private room and go alone, you should know that this is already a conspiracy, you know that danger is coming, you don't hide, have you been plotting against me for a long time?" he pinched Leek Ye's nose.

Leek Ye blushed and defended, "Impossible, I didn't know you at that time, I knew that you were drinking there all the time, and I just felt a little pity for you." ”

"Hahaha......" he laughed insolently, and a chaotic punch of leek leaf was greeted in his chest.

"You say yes, why am I so stupid?"

"Are you stupid?"

"Of course, you don't think I knew anything about you at the time, and you weren't handsome", Leek Ye pushed away the hand that was pinching his ass, "Just look at your bitter face, I thought you were also a hard-working baby like me, you said I was stupid or not, how could someone who could sit there and burn money be the same as me?"

"Look, you don't know anything about my family's situation, and you don't even think about it, you fell into my love network, not because I'm handsome or because of what?"

"You're really not handsome, okay!" Leek Ye seemed to be serious.

"Your EQ is too low! I'm trying to find a step for myself, so you can't take care of someone's self-esteem?" he looked bitter.

"Okay, good, you're handsome, you're so handsome! It's all because the lights in the private room are dim, I didn't see it clearly. Leek Ye smiled at his face.

"Well, it's teachable!"

Leek's mouth was sealed with another warm mouth, and her body was pressed under a wall.

Thinking back again, Leek still felt a little silly. I remember the night she gave the first night to this man, when she saw his bombastic BMW again, she instinctively resisted, it was the early 20s, and she and he were clearly not on the same horizon.

"Don't be stunned, I borrowed this car. He seemed to read her thoughts. The leek went up hesitantly.

In a quiet corner of a small bar that was not even luxurious at the time, she listened to his whole story for the first time, and in retrospect, the story was not complicated at all.

He was born in a military family, his father was a high-ranking chief, a deputy commander, his lord used to be a higher level, his mother played a side-kick, and both the military and the local side intervened, so he wanted to have status, power and power, and money.

The father is very strict, old-fashioned paternalistic style, he has not adapted to it since he was a child, and his sister's obedience and obedience form a contrast, so the differences between him and his parents are getting bigger and bigger, and there is very little communication, and most of the friends in the circle of friends are the children of high-ranking cadres in the army, not rich or expensive, most of them are more arrogant and arrogant, he is always like an alternative among them, on the contrary, he is more able to speak with those children in the alleys of Kyoto, and has a greater sense of belonging with them, so that when he grows up, he is still like this but he can never find the root.

When I was in college, I was still close to the classmates from rural areas and localities, and I always subconsciously kept a distance from those who were proud and proud. He never let his family take him to school or pick him up from school, and when he was about to graduate from college, few of his classmates knew their true identity.

Later, he thought that maybe his father's abandonment of his ex-wife and joining a family like his mother had cast a shadow in his heart.

He is not a hero in troubled times, and his family helped arrange a job after graduating from college, working in a de facto arms company. My classmates are scattered all over the world, and some work matters are inconvenient to communicate with others for special reasons, and the circle of life becomes smaller and smaller.

When I returned home, my parents always grabbed the object they introduced, nothing more than the daughter of this uncle's family, the daughter of that aunt's family, who had already resisted this circle since she was a child, and naturally had an instinctive resistance to people in this circle looking for objects.

There was a chance to go to the grand nightclub with the customer, and I met the leek leaf in 602, I don't know which point of the leek leaf attracted me, so I had the later N many times to spend time in 602 alone, and quietly paid attention to the leek leaf.

When Leek Ye listened to him, he found that a boy with such a superior family condition was so melancholy and sentimental! Especially when Leek Ye found that when he said that he himself did not know how Leek Ye came into his heart in a daze, and when he said that the time when he could often see Leek Ye in room 602 was his happiest day, he deliberately avoided Leek Ye's gaze, and there were tears in his eyes flickering under the spotlight of the bar. At that moment, the heart of the leek leaf melted, and after melting, it was a warm current swirling in the heart.

In the BMW, Leek allowed him to hold his hand, rub it in his palm, hold his face and kiss it gently, let him clasp his lips on his lips and suck them back and forth, wrapping his tongue around his tongue and tangling it. Leek Ye didn't want to and couldn't stop his hand from exploring blindly in front of his chest, and the numbness made him almost faint, so that when his hand was recklessly under his skirt, he didn't do anything but gasp heavily.

"Let's go to the hotel. He muttered in the ear of the leek, breathing rapidly.

Leek Ye didn't speak, only nodded again and again.

At that time, Leek Ye didn't have a mobile phone, and after opening the room, he came down to tell her the room number, and he went up first, and Leek Ye went up alone after 10 minutes.

After the initial discomfort, the leek quickly floated into the clouds, whether the clouds were dancing in the air or the sky was spinning behind the clouds, the leek leaves could not tell the difference, only knew to sink the two hands into his back, and after an uncontrollable tremor all over his body, the leek leaves cried.

What to cry about, leek leaves can't say clearly......

"Leek, 602 is here. ”

Leek Ye was startled, subconsciously wiped the corners of his eyes, walked out of room 602, and prepared for tonight's private room service.

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When Wen Jing went back that night and saw Jingru holding the pillow and smirking, Jingru was indeed dreaming.

Jingru first dreamed of a man, in the shade of a swaying tree, took Jingru's hand and said:

"Jingru, I've been in love with you for a long time!"

Jingru looked up curiously and looked at this person: "I don't know you?"

"Why don't you remember, we had dinner together that day?"

Jingru squinted her eyes and thought for a while: "Not impressed?"

"It's not important if you're not impressed, it's important that I like you. As he spoke, the man held Jingru's two hands in his palms.

Jingru pulled out her hand: "Don't be like this, I really don't know you, you recognize the wrong person." Jingru turned and ran, but hit her head into the arms of another person.

"Hey, it's you, why are you here?"

The man said, "Why can't I be here, I've been waiting for you here for a long time." ”

"Really, I've been waiting for a long time, is there something wrong?"

"It's okay, what are you waiting for me to do?"

"I like you!"

"Why are you all like this? You don't know me at all, and you say you like me, it's just because I'm pretty? Get out of the way!" Jingru was angry.

"I really like you, you are very honest and simple, but others think that you love vanity and greedy for money, and you are not afraid that people will misunderstand you. ”

Jingru had a little astringency in her eyes, and looked at this person curiously: "Who are you?"

"I'm the one you're looking for. ”

Jingru threw herself into the man's arms, looking very sweet: "I finally found you!"

……

When Wen Jing saw Jingru smirking, she was still in the first half of the dream.

"You shameless, you dare to seduce my husband, see if I don't tear you stinky woman!"

With the howl of a woman, Jingru's hair was pulled and dragged out, as if the entire scalp was about to be revealed, Jingru felt a piercing pain, and woke up with a scream.

For a moment, Jingru could still clearly remember the plot of the dream, and when she woke up from the dream again, she only remembered some residues.

Jingru was brushing her teeth in the toilet and still thinking, what kind of dream is this, what does it mean?