Chapter 195: Warm boiled water and vodka
Jian Yiyun's words stopped Mu Zhijun. Net.136z.>
The air conditioner was finally turned on, and the air that warmed up seemed to cool down again in an instant, solidified together, and was almost unable to move.
He didn't speak, he didn't speak for a long time, as if he really put himself into the question that Jian Yiyun hypothetized.
Maybe for Mu Zhijun, this question is the same as asking a man, your mother and daughter-in-law fell into the water together, who do you save first, meaningless.
The look on Jian Yiyun's face slowly became indifferent in the complexity.
She couldn't even help but sneer in her heart, asking such a stupid and realistic question for herself.
The already cold air seemed to grow stiffer.
Finally, she stood up because she couldn't stand the intense feeling of suffocation in her study.
Mu Zhijun reached out and grabbed her wrist, his eyes pleading, and his tone and posture were unprecedentedly low.
"Why are you going?"
Jian Yiyun was thinking about whether this was the attitude he wanted to keep, or whether he didn't dare to face the loneliness that he couldn't even grasp Ding Ding's shadow from now on.
"Hungry, eat supper. "No matter how fanciful the words are, the initial reaction of people is that they can't fool others.
In fact, where was she hungry, she had just come back from Lin's house for dinner, and even she didn't understand why she was so good that she was going to say that she was hungry and went to have supper, instead of being sleepy and not wanting to go out for a walk.
Perhaps, she just doesn't want to be alone with Mu Zhijun, or maybe she just wants Wen Youheng to accompany her for the time being, because the only feeling she has now is that she is at peace with Wen Youheng here.
In the huge dining room, Mu Zhijun, Wen Youheng and Jian Mingxuan each occupied one side of the table, staring at the woman who was buried in the bowl counting small wontons.
Jian Yiyun loved to eat small wontons when she was a child, especially the transparent wonton skin with a little starch and the hand-chopped Q-bomb stuffing with small meat tendons, the soup must not be boiled by chicken and duck, in addition, she also likes to add small sweet shrimp to it, cut it thinly and finely cut into egg skin, tear it into a handful of seaweed, and green green onions...... She eats sour rather than spicy, she likes to eat hot food, and these habits are now carefully made into a bowl of small wontons in front of her, and everything is just right for her taste.
It's been years since she's eaten this home-like little ravioli, and she almost forgot that she once had such a preference.
"Sister, how does it taste? This is made by Brother Heng himself. ”
Jian Mingxuan deliberately mentioned it.
Because of what happened in the hospital last time, although he only listened to a general idea, he also understood a general idea, and it was inevitable that he would be prejudiced against Mu Zhijun, and this time he specially said it to Jian Yiyun but let Mu Zhijun listen: My sister is not no one to chase, if you don't cherish it, you will cry at that time!
Except for Wen Youheng, Jian Yiyun couldn't imagine anyone else who would be so careful to help her prepare these, she used to think that his brain was like a computer, obviously he didn't care about anything, but only the things with her were like programs that could never be forgotten.
For the three people with a past, Mu Zhijun who was sitting dry was not like an uninteresting intruder. Net.136z.>
This kind of recognition makes him feel bored, obviously Jian Yiyun is his wife, but he doesn't know anything about her interesting little preferences, Wen Youheng has an absolute advantage over him in this regard, he is unwilling but helpless.
He has understood her present, but he has not had a good understanding of her past, he has always said that he wants to give her the best future, but he has not even laid a good foundation for the past, how can the future be solid? This is like a gorgeous mansion without a good foundation, and the slightest wind and rain may be destroyed.
It's just that I don't know if this pampered young master and brother really understands that for a girl like Jian Yiyun who grew up in a loveless environment, even a diamond as big as a wonton may not be as intimate as a handmade wonton.
Mu Zhijun looked at the woman who was still hanging her head and stirring the soup spoon silently, and had the urge to throw away the dishes and chopsticks in front of her and drag her back to the study to talk about the topic again.
He actually wanted to tell her that after falling in love with her, he didn't think about whether Ding Ding would come back to life at all, he had a wife and his own family, what he had to think about was the future between him and Jian Yiyun, and he had no time to think about anything else.
And his hesitation is not because he is still reluctant, but he is thinking about this very simply and seriously, even if Ding Ding comes back alive, you Jian Yiyun is also my wife and I am also your husband, this is something that can never be changed, and it is also a fact that can never be overturned.
A man who is not stupid and stupid, and he doesn't know what is wrong at this time, all kinds of hesitation welled up in his heart, for fear that she would say that she would never believe anything he said again.
"Xiao Xuan, you go to bed early, and you have to go back to school tomorrow Monday. Jian Yiyun slowly slurred the bowl of wontons like embroidery, and then put down the spoon and said slowly.
Supper is just a process of thinking and tidying up her mind, and now that she has sorted it out, of course, she is opening her mouth to send people.
With such an obvious meaning, how could Wen Youheng not see that Jian Yiyun had a somewhat wrong expression when he went downstairs just now, he had a rough estimate in his heart, and said thoughtfully: "Then I'll go back first, it's late, I'll come to see you tomorrow." ”
Jian Yiyun nodded in agreement, and didn't say any words of thanks, as if the two of them should have been so close in the first place.
"Mu Zhijun, there is something I want to discuss with you. ”
She took the warm handkerchief from Zhang's mother's hand, rubbed her hand, and pulled it back, and then Mance said.
"Except for the interview about the relationship between the two of us, everything else is up to you, no need to discuss. Mu Zhijun seemed to guess her thoughts, and blocked her words as soon as she opened her mouth.
"What I'm going to say is exactly what it has to do with the relationship between the two of us. ”
"I don't want to hear it. ”
He stood up indignantly, a little annoyed.
Jian Yiyun continued without any scruples: " Mu Zhijun, marriage is actually a very serious matter for me, related to the next life, we all have the same experience of a wrong failure, even if the past is not what you and I want, but the fact already exists, I really don't want to do it again, and I hope you can really think about it carefully, whether you have the confidence to live with me for a lifetime, the marriage I want is a union because of love, not pure dependence to become a partner in the end, I want a very simple life, but the difference with you is warm water and vodka。 ”
As a woman, Jian Yiyun really doesn't want much, but Mu Zhijun can't give it, and she can't keep up with his rhythm and can't squeeze into his world.
"Jian Yiyun, do you have no confidence in me!Or do you have no confidence in yourself!" Mu Zhijun almost roared out when he said this.
In the empty and silent night, the voice that can make the ears pregnant is hysterical like a paranoid.
Being pierced by Chi Guoguo's thoughts, she couldn't help but be embarrassed, Jian Yiyun pretended to be calm, sat for a while, and spread her hands, "I'm sorry, I don't have confidence in us anymore." ”
Her unscrupulous appearance clearly seemed to be deliberately provoking him.
"Mu Zhijun, I've been a stand-in for too long, I almost don't even know who I am, I have a beloved husband, but I live all day long in the panic that I may lose him at any time, even dreaming is the scene where you turn around and leave, and are defeated by a non-existent and empty person, I feel ashamed, for this unequal love, this should not be in my life, I should have been an independent and strong person, of course I am willing to accept it, because I love you, but Mu Zhijun, every acceptance has a premise, that is, you can't lose yourself, my heart is still alive, in order to ensure that I am still alive, and my revived beating heart tells me that you and I are people of two worlds, you are my eternal unreachable superiority, I can only look up to what you can do, and you are an eternal look down on me, unequal feelings, do you think we will have a happy marriage?"
"No, is that right?" she replied solemnly.
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