Zhang Xiuran said that at the age of 30, I have experienced some things, big or small, sometimes the consequences are artificially magnified by me, sadness or joy, disappointment or desperate life, in fact, almost everyone will have emotions.

In the past, I thought that these words like Zhang Xiuran would be said by outsiders, and many things can only be empathized with and qualified to preach only if they have experienced it themselves, and even in fact, it is almost impossible to empathize.

It wasn't until many years later that I realized what Zhang Xiuran said, she was right, so most of the things she said with the older generation over the years that we thought were nonsense were also true.

Time does not dilute everything, what dilutes everything is the constantly changing self, those changed emotions, habits and beliefs that are renewed. After the loss of Li Jun, all ideals and beliefs have collapsed, what do I want? What should I do? Too many questions like this suddenly have no answers, I have the sadness that I deserve, and the loneliness that I can convince myself, but I actually want to touch the hot red letter, and I suddenly look at Luo Shaoqian's different eyes, I think it may be that moment, I am close to a light, and then I understand that those persistent pains and emotions are just that I do not allow myself to let go.

Tu Tu played in the skill center for a long time, Luo Shaoqian played with him for a while and then re-devoted himself to the practice, the new students saw that Dean Luo was there, and after being frightened and at a loss, they all consciously left the endoscopic center to practice other projects, of course, who dared to grab territory with the dean. Luo Shaoqian put on professional glasses and a mask, turned his head and nodded his wrist, I knew that this was for me to help him time.

When you focus on one happy thing, time will fly by, and this feeling of reluctance to give up time is something I haven't experienced for a long time. In the winter sun, the swaying greenery and the beautiful scenes, I seemed to suddenly wake up to the fact that everything I had deeply resented in the mud was miserable and soaked in my own emotions, and the scene itself was unhindered. But I'm already 30 years old, so wouldn't it be too late to wake up? Anyway, I don't know why I can be so dashing and willing to enjoy life at all costs, even if it's so short.

When I finally didn't have to fix my hairstyle every day, match my clothes, and the broken hair between my forehead could also be allowed to hang there like this, and play with each other under the plucking of the wind, Luo Shaoqian operated the instrument to complete the projects and steps prescribed in the textbook, and the special glasses made me unable to see his expression, but I imagined that it was the appearance that I once admired and envied.

We spent the afternoon in the operations center, moving from classroom to classroom, and the students followed from classroom to classroom. In the past, Luo Shaoqian was always meticulous when he was focused, and never cared about the external environment, but now he would stop and rest for a while to take care of Tu Tu, and talk to me for a few words, and it was nearly six o'clock in a flash. Yang Chen got off work and hurried to accept Luo Shaoqian's learning results, I handed over the time calculated in the afternoon to Yang Chen, he looked at it and asked Luo Shaoqian to do it again for him to see, Luo Shaoqian did it silently.

"Mom, isn't Godfather as powerful as Uncle Yang?" Tu Tu leaned into my ear and asked me in a low voice.

"Huh?" I was caught off guard by this question.

"Godfather is not very powerful, why did he let Uncle Yang be a teacher. Tu Tu said his amazing "discovery" with a look of disbelief.

"If each of us doesn't use the skills we have all the time, they don't get as good as they started out. Uncle Luo hasn't done this for a long time, but Uncle Yang has been practicing every day, so Uncle Yang has surpassed Uncle Luo. Therefore, if Tu Tu wants to be very good, he must keep learning and practicing. "I seized the opportunity to educate my son about what "cost syndrome" is, and there are not many opportunities for this kind of situational teaching.

"Oh~~ Then Uncle Yang is also very powerful~~" Tu Tu looked at Yang Chen's back not far away seriously, and sighed firmly.

"Yes, they are all very good, but when Tu Tu grows up and finds that they actually have a lot of shortcomings, you can't deny them, because everyone has something that is not good. I followed Tu Tu's eyes and looked over, Yang Chen and Luo Shaoqian were discussing something, no matter when and where, Luo Shaoqian is my hero, and he will always be.

"Of course, I won't bully them~~" Tu Tu assured me very funny.

After Yang Chen and Luo Shaoqian finished discussing, Tu Tu had already fallen asleep in my arms. "How's it going?" I whispered to the two men who walked by.

"What do you mean by whether or not you have made progress, it seems that my foundation is very weak, and it is very difficult to make progress......" Luo Shaoqian pouted at me, with an expression that your improper wording hurt me. At the same time, Yang Chen threw an expression of "why are you so shameless, and then disgusting to me".

"You really took off your clothes like a different person...... I looked at Luo Shaoqian speechlessly, this kind of humor didn't seem to fit Luo Shaoqian's character setting, and it made me a little uncomfortable.

"What do you mean?" Luo Shaoqian looked at me with a confused expression, and he didn't know if he really didn't understand or pretended to be naïve...... That's his style, haha......

"I won't explain, I won't explain, but I'll talk about the results of today's practice. "In just a few days, if Luo Shaoqian wants to go to the altar again, no matter how you think about it, it is unlikely.

Yang Chen didn't speak, but sighed deeply.

This breath made me sigh in despair, "I'll just say, your neurotic grandfather didn't want to give you a chance at all, how could he reach the peak in just a few days, he just gave you an impossible task, so that you can retreat from the difficulty, and achieve his despicable purpose, what can I do, this job has been resigned......"

The more I talked, the more excited I became, and the more I thought about it, Yang Chen walked up and covered my mouth, "Why do you talk so much, why do you still like to speculate, be quiet, don't wake up Tu Tu." After he reminded me, I remembered that Tu Tu was still asleep in his arms, so I quickly silenced and quietly checked the villain in my arms, fortunately, I slept very peacefully, but when I thought of Luo Shaoqian's predicament, I suddenly felt sad, and looked at Yang Chen with a desperate face, "Is it really no fun?"