Chapter 80: The Dilemma
The matter of Irish exchange quota should be fair, open and just like the bidding for projects. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 infoBut this time, it was the Foreign Talent Exchange Center that directly found the leaders of the institute, and the leaders of the institute verbally informed Director He that a matter of not being big or small was a bit like an illegal conspiracy. But it's no wonder that Fan Fan and I were at the center of this beating incident, and as soon as the curtain came down, the two of us both got the opportunity to exchange with Ireland, what would outsiders think? Either the hospital went out to avoid the limelight in order to protect these two people, or the two related households, and if they were unhappy to go down this road, they would go the other way. In short, there is everything in the hospital, but I don't take it to heart, this social atmosphere and the bottom line of the hospital owe us the basic dignity, and it is bound to be returned to us in some way, at this moment, I and this hospital seem to be just two stakeholders. The hospital kept the basic salary for me during the exchange, of course, there was no performance bonus, and the living allowance was very limited, which could only support the living standard of a single dog in college. There were still nearly two months before the departure date, and Tu Tu was already about to take the final exam, and it was the first winter vacation and Spring Festival of the first grade after the exam.
The family relationship seems to have dropped to the freezing point, and it has always been extremely strong Zhang Xiuran seemed to be heartbroken by me this time, and the laughter and laughter at home were a little bustling, and when Wen Hongwei came to ask me about the preparations for my trip to Ireland, he was careful to whisper. And I'm still struggling with whether to take Tu Tu out or not. I asked myself if I could accept two years without him, and the answer was obviously no, but I don't know what this little guy in our family thinks.
If I am on duty at night, Wen Tu Tu Tu comes back from school, and still likes to finish his homework and let Zhang Xiuran take him to the hospital to shake, Zhang Xiuran is afraid that he will encounter the violence last time again, and he is afraid that this matter will leave a shadow in Tu Tu's heart, and he has strongly opposed his walking route, but she can't resist her grandson's cute and sprinkling and rolling posture no matter what, and she can only compromise every time. Tu Tu doesn't seem to be affected, but many times there are things that are hidden in the subconscious or in places that are not easy to find.
Once again I was on duty, and an hour or two had passed in the midst of my busy back and forth. He sat silently in the chair of the nurse's station and read the comic books he had brought from home.
"Who gave you this book?" I sat down next to him after a while, and looked at him with relish, not at all like me when I was a child.
"I watched it with my classmate in the back seat, and he liked me, and it just so happened that I had nothing else to watch after reading my own. He looked up and smiled at me, not showing a hint of exhaustion.
"It's really good to paint and paint, and you have to share beautiful things with your friends, so that you will be happier. "Actually, I'm surprised that Tu Tu has changed like this, he can make friends naturally, and I'm afraid that he will be contaminated with even a little psychological problem because of past events. He is not a brave child, not a man who is not afraid of heaven and earth, I hope he will be in the future, but I never expect him to be now, but the young man in front of me today just exchanged a comic book with his classmates, like an earth-shattering change smashed into my heart, which made me excited, "What does Tu Tu think of his friends in the new school?" I asked him in a different way.
"It's all good, everyone plays together after class, Zhang Yuer said that I am the smallest, let me be the first in everything, and they all like me very much. I have read all the comics that Yang Chen brought back from Japan, but many of my classmates have not read them yet, so they are willing to come and exchange them with me, so it is good to save my grandmother from picking some books every time she takes me to the bookstore. When Tu Tu replied to me, his eyes were still on the comics, but he scanned them very quickly, "How can Chinese comics be talked about...... Very small pediatric stuff. ”
I laughed out loud, this doll's head, not very old, but pretending to be old.
"Mom, are you going to go far away?" he suddenly looked up and asked me, "Grandpa is in Zhangluo, and grandma is not happy." ”
I don't know how to explain to him that he is so sensitive and delicate at such a young age.
"Yes, do you want to go with your mother?" I asked tentatively.
"How far is it? farther than my parents' house in the distant mountains?" he held his head high, very serious.
"Yes, it takes a long time to get there by plane, and you can't get there by car or walking. If my mother went, Tu Tu would not be able to see my mother once in a long, long time. "Our conversation was like a conversation between adults.
"How long is it? Is it a long, long time to never see again?" he closed his hand, as if he felt that the situation was a bit serious, and he needed to evaluate it carefully.
I took Tu Tu to Yuanli a few times, and the local dialect in my hometown said that "Yuanli" is very similar to the pronunciation of "Yuanshan", and he learned the word "mountain" very early, so he always likes to talk about Yuanshan triumphantly. I took him through the mountains of Yuanli and waded through the water of the shallows, but I basically did not take him to see the original site of the incident. When I went to see him, I always put him in the villager's house, and I always felt that I couldn't explain the definition of life and death to him, and I couldn't find a suitable way to tell him what the eternal separation between heaven and man was, and he said that he hadn't gone with me for a long, long time, and that I wouldn't take him there. He said it for a long, long time before I realized what was going on in his heart. He's a little bit big, and he's wondering if he'll never see me again. But he was still very calm and arrogant and raised his hair and asked, "Mom, what are you going to do?!"
My son, I really don't know if it's cold or stubborn.
"Tu Tu, my mother has been out for two years, and I haven't seen her for a long time, or from the New Year to the New Year, and then to the New Year, my mother will come back. ”
"That seems to be fine. He was still not very quiet, but his expression was obviously relaxed.
What do you mean? I'm worried about your mother's day and night, and I'm worried that you won't be happy after you leave me, and this little kid actually said it's okay. He's not sticky to my rhythm at all.
"Tu Tu wants to be with his grandparents, my mother can't tell you stories every day, she can't take you out to play, and when the teacher praises us Tu Tu, my mother can't hear it. "When you think about it, it seems like going to Ireland is really an irresponsible decision.
"But Mom isn't happy here. He looked at me ignorantly but very firmly, "Father Luo hasn't come to see Tu Tu for a long, long time, although Yang Chen often comes to bring me delicious food, but I don't see you getting together often." Grandpa said that he would retire, probably because he could not go to work, the hospital was not as good as before, and when my mother was bullied, grandparents couldn't help you. He tilted his head to look at me, and said with his head in his head, "When Tu Tu was bullied by Gu Xiaoworm, my mother helped me out. When there was no school to paint, my mother was in a hurry. Mom loves me, and I love Mom. ”
Tu Tu said a lot, which made me speechless, I didn't expect him to have so many thoughts in his heart.
"Tu Tu has grandparents, as well as his wife, Aunt Li, Yang Chen, they often come to see me. The classmates and teachers in the school are very good, but my mother is alone, will I be too lonely in my heart? Does my mother want Tu Tu to go with you? It's okay to go, but what about my grandparents, my classmates haven't finished reading this cartoon that I borrowed from me. His head was racing, and he looked so tangled.
However, he was in such a dilemma, and it was really difficult for him. But this serious look is also very cute.