Thinking about it, tiredness and sleepiness swallowed me up in an instant.

I don't know what's going on, I was originally mentally like I was suffering from insomnia yesterday, but today I am so sleepy that I don't even want to lift my eyelids - the ups and downs of this life are so fast that I can't resist it for a while.

But despite this, I still endured the sleepiness, got up and took the antidote - according to Dr. Li Jiong's doctor's advice: this medicine should be taken once in the morning and once in the evening, especially this time in the evening...... According to his words: If you don't want to lose sleep, you can't stop at night.

Thinking of his solemn appearance, I sighed, half-closed my eyes, swallowed the medicine haphazardly, and then fell straight into bed—and in this way, I did not take off my clothes or wash my face, and lay there like a pig to be slaughtered, and fell into a deep sleep......

In a dream.

The blue sea destroys the bright moon.

-- The night is shrouded in the deep and calm sea like black jade, and "I" is standing in the middle of a beach.

This time, my consciousness was incomparably clear, and my six senses were extraordinarily sharp—I could feel the salty sea breeze and hear the tide surging, I could clearly see a ** wave crashing at my feet, and I could see the moon hanging high above the sea, as round and bright as a huge pearl of the night......

Looking at the beautiful scenery of the moon rising in the sea in front of me, I couldn't help but be stunned - what is the situation?......

However, although I was very surprised, the "me" in the dream was just standing quietly on the beach, looking up at the sky as wide as the deep sea, not knowing what I was looking for......

What are you looking at? I muttered silently to my mind -- but the problems were always rising and rising.

Just when I was wondering what he was looking at, something strange happened again without warning......

As the dream slowly deepened, my consciousness. I even began to be with the "me" in my dream, and gradually ...... Sync up!

I can't tell you what it was like to feel it, it was as if my soul was being rubbed together with another person's soul - I could feel his warmth and coldness. You can also feel his joys, sorrows, and sorrows.

Therefore, as the consciousness slowly blends...... In the bottom of my heart, I gradually began to feel a faint sense of sadness......

And as my consciousness and "I" became more and more overlapping and indistinguishable from each other, the sorrow began to grow stronger and stronger—in the end. I felt the urge to cry...... But the strange thing is: I didn't know why I was crying.

Just when I felt the "me" in my dream, the deep sadness in my heart, the "me" in the dream suddenly moved.

I, on the other hand, still have the same feeling as if my soul is attached to the "me" in the dream: no matter how clear my consciousness is, I can still only act with the actions of the "me" in the dream.

I first felt a shaking, and after I gathered my mind, I realized that the "me" in the dream seemed to be moving step by step. Walk in the direction of the sea?!......

What is it strange that "I" am doing here? I muttered silently in my heart, but I was a little overwhelmed by the deep sadness in my heart.

Wait! The "I" in this dream...... I guess I want to commit suicide by throwing myself into the sea!

Feeling the more and more grief-stricken mood of "me", my heart suddenly sank, but at this moment, the "me" in the dream had already walked into the sea!

Feeling the chill coming from under my feet, my heart instantly clenched together - I kept roaring in my heart: Stop! Hey...... Comrade, if you can't think about it, tell me about it! Don't fucking kill yourself?...... Even if you're going to die. God knows if you're dead, will I die with you!

Of course, the roar in my heart didn't have any real effect, the "me" in the dream. Still without hesitation, he walked into the sea.

The cold water in the night gradually submerged "my" ankles, calves, knees, and thighs......

Feel the coldness from the bottom up. Slowly devouring "me", I also felt a growing feeling of suffocation, slowly engulfing me......

The sea water has not reached the neck of "me", but the rich sadness of "me" has always driven "me" to walk towards the sea without looking back - I can feel the "me" in my dream, how resolute my heart is.

Feeling "me" bent on death, I began to panic, and a strong feeling of suffocation also began to choke my throat at this time.

I don't want to die yet!

"Ahh

I screamed and opened my eyes violently - a strong sense of suffocation and a sense of survival woke me up from my nightmare.

"Whew...... Whew......"

I sat on the bed, leaning against the cold wall, gulping for air, drops of cold sweat dripping from the corners of my forehead onto the sheets.

"Bang-"

Hearing the muffled sound of sweat hitting the sheets, I gradually recovered from the shock I had just had...... It turned out that it was really just a dream.

As my consciousness returned to my body, I rubbed my aching head and looked up at my watch—it was only five twenty-seven in the morning.

"Alas!"

I sighed and collapsed on the bed again, but at this moment, I was completely sleepy. My mind kept recalling that clear dream: the beach, the moon, the sea, suicide...... Thinking of this, my body subconsciously shuddered, but a lot of questions gradually emerged in my mind: ...... What does this dream mean? And who is the person who committed suicide in the dream? Why, I feel his sadness? And why, I was able to recover my six senses in the dream?......

A whole bunch of questions took over my mind, making my already aching brain even more painful - forget it!

I rubbed my temples and forced myself not to think about the strange things. As I got out of bed, I kept muttering to myself: Comrade Luo He, what you need now is to recuperate and rest! Don't always think about those things that are useless, those have nothing to do with you! Don't always care about those things you shouldn't care about...... Isn't it enough for you to be curious and kill people? Live well, that's what you should do!

After reprimanding myself in my heart, my doubts were suddenly suppressed by myself. I sat on the edge of the bed and rubbed my dirty hair—feeling the grease on it, and I decided in my heart that it was better to take a shower no matter what his dreams were...... Otherwise, there will be maggots on the head.

After thinking about it, I stretched my waist, staggered up from the bed, held my dizzy head, and opened the bedroom door. When I walked out of the bedroom, I noticed that my wife was not at home - probably got up early to buy groceries.

I shuffled and walked to the bathroom, which was getting heavier and heavier.

"Smack-"

As my hand pressed the switch of the wall lamp, I saw my miserable self in the mirror - at this time, my short and silky hair had become a chicken nest, my already thin face seemed to have lost weight again, and the flesh on my cheeks had thinned out of the "V" line, and on my pale face, there were two large dark circles hanging from my eyes, my eyelids were half-drooping, and my lips were bloodless, and my clothes were all crumpled as if they had been ravaged toilet paper.

Looking at my embarrassed appearance, I was shocked myself: what the fuck ...... Are you sure it's me? Not a refugee from some shelter?

After a short period of surprise, I smiled bitterly, looking at the shallow scar on the corner of my eyebrows, I sighed in my heart: Is there any meaning in what I have done?...... However, in fact, all those who ask themselves have the answer in their hearts - and I am no exception...... It's just that this kind of ending makes me a little unacceptable when I ask myself.

I smiled wryly again in the mirror, then turned around and turned on the shower.

"Whoa-la-"

With the sound of water, the warm water washed over my tired body - it was time to wash away the things that didn't belong to me and start over......

However, just when I was silently making a secret decision in my heart......

Suddenly!

A strange sigh rang in my ears—

"Wait for me ......"

Hearing this strange male voice with some vicissitudes of life, the hairs on my body rose suddenly, and before the hoarse end fell, I subconsciously shouted:

"Who!—"

However, with my roar, the strange sound gradually faded away......

Just as I was staring at the bathroom with palpitations, looking left and right in the bathroom, there was a sudden knock on the door outside.

"Squeak-" (To be continued.) )