Of course, I realized this a long time ago, and I wanted to stop developing a relationship with her, but she didn't agree, and I was forced to continue dating her...... Well, but this time, but she took the initiative to find her, this is indeed her own fault, thinking of this, I am more and more ashamed, and my face is about to smoke.

He tried hard to gain a little face for himself, so he said a little frankly in addition to being ashamed: "I don't have that kind of relationship with Haixia......! That's intimate. ”

An Yingmei's eyes widened so widely, obviously she didn't expect him to burn the war on her head, but she didn't care, and said, "If there is no best, then cut it off as soon as possible." You are not a casual man, let alone a man who plays with women wantonly, on the contrary, you respect women very much and are very good to every woman around you, then there is no reason why you should not let go of Haixia and let her find her love and enjoy her life, so that it is good for both of you, and neither of you will be harmed. ”

After hearing this, Li Rui's brows furrowed, and his heart was full of shame and turned into a surprise, and asked the beautiful woman opposite: "Why are you telling me this?"

An Yingmei stared at him with straight eyes and said, "Because I regard Haixia as a good sister, and you are a man I admire very much, I don't want either of you to hurt each other or be hurt." If you really need a confidante like Haixia to fill the gap in your life, then I can replace Haixia, provided you don't mind my shamelessness!"

Li Rui was directly stupid, and couldn't believe that these words came out of her mouth, but if you think about it carefully, with the relationship between her and herself, there is no problem at all in saying this, but she is a little humble or inferior, and she actually feels ashamed to commit herself to herself, which also shows that she is still haunted by the past with Li Qiangwei, and she calmed down, and said: "Don't talk about yourself like this in the future, and don't live in the past anymore." You are a very good woman, worthy of any man. ”

An Ying's eyes flashed a few touches, but she quickly shook her head lonely, and said: "I know very well what kind of woman I am, at least from the world's point of view, I have been labeled as 'shameless and cheap'." I am so grateful that you have always taken care of me, favored me, and I am ...... to you I also have a good feeling, I don't mind being the closest best friend with you, it's just that I don't deserve you at all......"

Li Rui hurriedly said: "Don't say that, you know what I admire you the most, that is, I admire your noble heart, even if you have a past, but your heart has never been defiled." What's more, even if the past is in the past, don't you reminisce about it......" An Ying smiled, shook her head, and said, "Just talking about you and Haixia, why did it get involved with me?" Li Rui said: "I thank you for waking me up tonight, from now on, I will only be friends with Haixia, a friend in the pure sense." An Ying raised her glass and said, "You are a good man, I will toast you." Li Rui touched her with a cup and said, "You are also a good woman!"

An Ying smiled bitterly and drank all the wine in the cup.

After the two glasses of new wine were served, Li Rui assured An Ying again: "I won't see Haixia tonight." An Ying bowed her head and said, "Go to my house and stay that night." Li Rui hesitated for a moment and asked, "Is it convenient?" An Ying said: "It's convenient, don't dislike it." Li Rui smiled and said: "Your house is very good, what do I have to dislike." An Ying said: "I mean, don't dislike me." Li Rui shook his head with a wry smile and said, "If I dislike you, then we won't meet tonight." An Ying smiled reservedly and said, "I hope you can always think like this!"

The two drank three glasses of wine each, and then went home at An Ying's suggestion. Coming out of the bar, the two walked along the alley of the alley all the way to the east, and no one spoke on the way, and the atmosphere was quite deserted.

When the hour hand pointed to nine o'clock, the two were still shuttling in the deep and dark alley, when Li Rui received a call from Zhuang Haixia. Zhuang Haixia had already vacated the time and asked him where An Ying was now, and she was going to rush over to meet. Li Rui lied to her against his will, saying that he went back to the hospital to accompany the bed and couldn't accompany her tonight, and An Ying had already gone home. Zhuang Haixia was very disappointed, but she had no choice but to hang up the phone after a pause.

Li Rui thought that he was gradually losing Zhuang Haixia, a confidant, and his heart was a little sour, but he thought that he would not hurt her, and she could slowly find her happy life, so he calmed down a little.

An Ying noticed his expression and said, "Will you blame me?" Li Rui shook his head and said, "It's too late for me to thank you, really, you saved me and Haixia." An Ying looked at him with a faint gaze and said, "But I also made you lose a confidante, what I just said in the bar always counts, I can replace Haixia." Li Rui looked at her steadily, and said for a long time: "I can't hurt you, let alone delay you, you should have your own happiness, we are only pure friends, okay?" An Ying said sadly: "I may not marry again in my life......"

Back at home, the two washed up one after another, and then slept in separate rooms.

Although Li Rui was hazy and sleepy, he couldn't sleep, turning over and over on the bed, thinking about all the past since he met Zhuang Haixia, and thinking of losing her was very uncomfortable.

While he was thinking wildly, he heard the sound of the door, and the door opened, and a dark shadow flashed in the doorway, and someone walked in, and the door was soon closed again. Li Rui's heart jumped, knowing that An Ying had come to him, his head was cloudy, and he didn't know what to say to her.

An Ying didn't turn on the light after entering the house, came to the bed in the dark, and said coquettishly: "I can't sleep." Li Rui said: "I also ...... Somewhat. An Ying said: "Then let's talk, maybe I fell asleep while chatting." Li Rui said: "Okay." As he spoke, he half-sat up and moved inward. An Ying slice his legs up, sat beside him, and asked, "I asked you to break up with Haixia, do you hate me......"

The next morning, when Li Rui woke up, he found that there was no An Ying around him, and recalled carefully, it seemed that he talked with her until midnight last night, and finally the two of them lay down, and then it seemed that she fell asleep first, and she fell asleep with her, nothing else happened, and now it is quite amazing to think about it, she shared a bed with a beautiful woman like her all night, and nothing happened, is she unattractive to herself, or is it something else?

He got up and dressed, went out to the bathroom to wash, and when he came out after washing, he found An Ying arranging a sumptuous breakfast in the restaurant - all Chinese breakfasts packed from KFC, with many styles and various aromas, which made people appetizing.

Seeing that he had finished washing, An Ying smiled slightly and said, "Come over for breakfast, buy some from KFC casually, don't dislike it." Li Rui walked over and smiled: "I'm sorry for you." ”

The two sat opposite each other, enjoying breakfast with their heads bored, no one spoke, only the movement of eating and drinking, and the atmosphere was warm but a little cold.

"I kind of regret it now......"

After eating, such a sentence suddenly popped out of An Ying's mouth.

Li Rui asked puzzledly: "What do you regret?" An Ying looked at him and said: "I regret persuading you to break up with Haixia last night, although I successfully persuaded you, it seems to have affected our relationship." Li Rui smiled: "How can there be?" An Ying said with some melancholy: "I recommended myself for a pillow last night, and you never touched me." Li Rui couldn't cry or laugh, and said, "You said you couldn't sleep and chatted with me." An Ying asked rhetorically: "Have you ever seen a woman who ran to your bed in the middle of the night to chat with you?" Li Rui was amused and a little moved, and said, "An Ying...... We're friends. ”

An Ying said: "We were indeed friends at first, but the last time you came to my house, we were in the bathroom...... It's hard for me to see you as a friend anymore. Maybe, I'm really a little cheap" Li Rui'......s face changed slightly, and he frowned: "You're here again, I don't allow you to say that about yourself again." The reason why I want to be pure friends with you is because your words last night alerted me and made me understand that it is time to stop from the precipice. An Ying smiled bitterly, lowered her head and said, "Forget it, don't talk about it, no matter what, if you can continue to treat me as a friend, I will be very content." ”

Li Rui looked at her pitiful and embarrassed, sighed secretly, but did not comfort her again, since he had decided to be friends with her, it was better to say less about those words involving feelings, it was rare for him to be a real man who was cut off at once, and he must persevere, so as not to be underestimated by her, and not to be looked down upon by himself.

When they separated, An Ying sent Li Rui to the door of the community, and the two shook hands and said goodbye. After An Ying saw Li Rui get into a taxi and leave, she didn't move for a long time, but looked at the direction of his departure with a sad face......

Li Rui did not return to Qingyang directly, but went to the inpatient department of Union Hospital to visit Sun Shuqin to see her state after chemotherapy, and at the same time to say goodbye to Song Chaoyang and his wife.

After the effect of analgesics and a night's rest, Sun Shuqin's spirit has recovered a little, but this is only the beginning, because she will have to undergo chemotherapy for another two days, and she will have to endure more pain today and tomorrow. After that, every 21 days as a cycle, six courses of continuous chemotherapy, during which the white blood cell index was appropriately delayed, but in general, in the next six months, her life will not be good. Then again, if you have cancer and still want to live a good life?

But the good news is that after three days of chemotherapy, if there are no other symptoms, then Sun Shuqin can leave the hospital, go home to recuperate, and come to the hospital for chemotherapy every time she needs chemotherapy in the future. In other words, after Li Rui returns to Qingyang, he will arrange a vehicle and prepare to take Sun Shuqin back to Qingyang in three or four days.