Chapter 9: Low Emotional Intelligence (Part 1. )
Standing at the vast school gate, I have never felt that the sky is so blue, I have never felt that the sky is so vast, and the vigorous north wind makes me feel a little chill in my heart.
"I'm not the same as you, and neither are fifteen and seventeen. Su Yurong waved his hand, obviously disagreeing with me.
"Actually, it's the same. ”
"Really?"
"Or else?"
I looked at him calmly, and the two of us couldn't help but laugh at this moment...... There was a wry smile on his face, I could understand Su Yurong's thoughts, but he might not be able to understand my distress.
"Actually, I am quite reluctant to seventeen, her personality is like a fire, which has melted my heart countless times, but her persistence and concept make me unable to be safe. ”
"Why? Su Yurong looked very interested, I took a deep breath of my cigarette and let the strong north wind pour into my chest, and slowly opened a door that had never been known in my heart.
"She doesn't allow me to gamble, I know she's for my good, but I can't change my fate, I can't leave my second uncle and I can't leave Lao Qian's world...... I never forgot to be strong, strong enough to protect my second uncle from the wind and rain. ”
"I can understand that. Su Yurong touched his chin and looked thoughtful, and at this moment he really understood why I chose to separate from Seventeen.
"It's not about my background, I just don't want to deceive Seventeen again and again, her deception is a torture of my heart, every time I have to bear the condemnation of my conscience, it is a torment for me to her. ”
After saying that, I felt very lonely in my heart, in fact, no one knew why I chose to break up with Seventeen in the first place, and why I was so calm after the breakup.
"I see, I understand!" Su Yurong grabbed my shoulders hard, and I smiled and shrugged helplessly.
In fact, true feelings are not selfish, and true feelings cannot be found at one time.
In life, you always have to go through some divisions and combinations to know what you want and what is really suitable for you.
When a good relationship becomes hurt because of a disagreement, such a relationship is painful and difficult, maybe many people lack the courage to say separation, but I think the long pain is better than the short pain, which is good for everyone.
On the way back to the hotel, Su Yurong said sorry to me, saying that he shouldn't doubt my character, and I smiled and signaled that it was okay.
I know that my ideas are destined to be unacceptable to most people, maybe that's why I have low emotional intelligence, and sometimes it's a kind of courage to give up beauty and sweetness!
In fact, I think Su Yurong's upright personality is very good, at least he will say anything unhappy in his heart, and he will not hide it in his heart.
The second uncle once said that sometimes people's thoughts are hidden too much, and there will be estrangement, whether these thoughts are right or wrong, they will affect a person's heart.
Fortunately, Su Yurong and I are brothers, and I can say anything to my face and make it clear, so that he can understand what I think in my heart, at least he won't think I'm a scumbag.
As for what other people think, it doesn't matter, over the years, I have seen how the second uncle has endured the gossip of others, but it doesn't matter whether he should eat or drink, and he will not be easily disturbed by others.
In the subtle way, I learned a lot of qualities from my second uncle, and I also learned a lot of things that benefited me a lot.
I also asked the second uncle before, why is he so comfortable when others gossip?
The second uncle told me that if you have a mouth on someone else's face, it is someone else's business, and that doing yourself well is your own business! Never live in the eyes of others, otherwise it will be very tiring......
When they came to the hotel where the fat man and the fox were located, they briefly talked about the tracking, and they were all relieved after the processing was completed.
"It's good to get it done, otherwise we really don't have the bottom in our hearts. The fat man said with palpitations, it seemed that he was scared last night.
In fact, what Lao Qian is most afraid of is that others will be worried! What he does will not be able to be seen on the stage, and if he is remembered by others, there will be absolutely no good fruit to eat......
"It's still our little shackles that are capable, and I'll reward you tonight. Fox Meizi glanced meaningfully at my crotch, and I shivered subconsciously.
Today, the fox changed into a pair of flesh-colored stockings, and the long black sweater just covered her buttocks, which looked more energetic than a miniskirt......
"This one is for you, and it suits your temperament better. "Kitsune brought me a short black trench coat, which was thin and couldn't withstand much wind and cold.
"I think it's going to be handsome in it!" the fat man touched his chin and looked at me, I took off my jacket and put on a black trench coat, I felt that my whole person was different!
Although it's not as warm as a down jacket, this style is absolutely handsome! I don't even know when Fox Meizi bought it for me, I guess it was the last time I washed the Bailian Building......
"It's much more pleasing to the eye, my vision is good, right?" Fox Meizi smiled quite proudly, I have to say that her vision and taste are good, and her grasp of my body size is also in place!
packed up and set off again to go to Wang Cripple's chess and card room, or ready to charter a table to play together, this time the fat man's goal was to lose about 150,000.
Came to the chess and card room at five o'clock in the afternoon, and before she entered the door, Sister Mei greeted her, and her polite appearance was like treating the God of Wealth.
After giving 500 packages of table fees, sit down to play pai gow, as soon as the fat man appeared, many people immediately came up to say hello, whether they knew each other or not, they could get acquainted in a short time.
As the saying goes, gamblers in the world are one family, no matter where gamblers can quickly get acquainted, they are all friends on the surface, but in fact they are calculating the money in each other's pockets.
This time, many people said they wanted to join in and play together, but the number of people playing Pai Gow was just right, and there was always a large circle of old gamblers around.
I don't know if these people are looking at the game or looking at the thighs of the fox, to be honest, I couldn't help but look at it twice, or they all say that men are visual animals, and sometimes it's not as enjoyable to look at!
Especially the feeling that the beautiful legs are looming in front of you, and you can't reach out but you can't reach out, and the ambiguous and entangled breath makes people want to stop!
During this period, many people took the initiative to talk to the fox, but she didn't care about any of them, and she was as arrogant as she looked, but she did capture the heart of a man.
In the eyes of others, she is Xiao Mi next to the fat man, definitely the kind that eats youth, but her arrogance can inspire the sensitive humility in men's hearts, and they stare at her one by one with their cigarette butts, and their eyes begin to glow green!
Every man's nature does not admit defeat, and under the stimulation of the fox, a group of people look at her like a hungry wolf staring at a little sheep, or a beautiful little sheep in flesh-colored stockings, saying that they don't want to teach her to be a human being is fake......
However, the fox looks calm, and throws me flattering eyes when there is nothing to do, obviously she looks like she hooks up in front of the fat man, which makes me uncertain, and a group of onlookers are even more uncalm!
At first, I thought that the fox was too casual, but then I realized that it was not so simple, and the word charm definitely made her play with the situation!
She gives people a sense of frivolity in silence, and men love this kind of frivolous woman the most, frivolous with the initiative, and the eyes of the onlookers are red!
I have to say that Fox Meizi played the role of Xiaomi! Among all of us, her disguise is the most perfect, and it can even be said that she plays in her true colors!
But I know her, she is good at charm and charm and can easily capture a man's heart, but she has a sense of arrogance in her bones!
Soon I found a very interesting thing, everyone in the chess and card room knew the fat man, many of them were attracted by the fox before noticing the fat man, and the cooperation between the two of them was simply amazing!
Time flew by, hours passed in smoke, and it was almost time for school to end, and I motioned for the end of the game.
Even if it was a time when there were many people in the chess and card room, I promised Sixteen to pick her up from school, so cold and snowy, I really couldn't understand why Shi didn't pick her up.
After leaving the chess and card room, I asked them to go back to the hotel first, and took a taxi directly to the school alone.
The stone must have a reason for doing this, and I should respect it for whatever reason.
I can't change anyone else, I can only change myself, and it's not bad to walk back with Sixteen on a quiet snowy night......