"Responsibility. You pat your ass and say that if you go to Ireland, you will go to Ireland, how can you be worthy of Luo Shaoqian?" Zhang Xiuran asked me, "He has been for you for so many years, and now he is at a critical juncture in his life, you can't influence him like this." ”

I wanted to refute it, but I didn't know how to say it or prove it.

He has done it for me thousands of times, so you shouldn't tie him up at this moment? You don't understand, you don't understand at all! My heart churned all of a sudden, and the discomfort in my stomach also occurred at the right time, and a strong spasm swept through my body, and there were beads of sweat the size of beans sliding down my forehead, but I was still so stubborn.

"You don't understand. I bowed my head and swallowed my stomachache.

"Everyone should have their own life, and Shaoqian should have it too. Wen Hongwei said, his tone was so firm, not like a loving father, more like a long-time bystander, forcibly endured what I had done over the years, and couldn't help but speak out.

"If you don't have your mind set your mind and want to roam the world, you should let him go so that he doesn't have to revolve around you anymore. Zhang Xiuran's voice was a little choked, and I didn't understand what she was crying about. Is it a pity that Luo Shaoqian's past efforts are meaningless, or is it sympathetic that his daughter will eventually lose a knight who has been guarding for many years.

"We have always lived our own lives, why should I tie him up?" Zhang Xiuran's "let go" The word is like a sharp sword straight through my heart, over the years between me and Luo Shaoqian, you have come and gone, and in the end it has become my bond to him in the eyes of my parents, yes, Luo Shaoqian has done a lot for me, I am grateful, thinking back to our dinner and walk tonight, everything is no different from a normal couple, I can even say that this is a sweet crit that Luo Shaoqian has worked hard for, if he can't sleep tonight with excitement, I feel normal, how can I feel that this is a bond between me and him.

"You were killed in Yuan Li, and he gave up his job as soon as he ran to the disaster area, and missed a huge investment in the medical school for this, you know?" Wen Hongwei asked me.

"I know about this, and I have mentioned it to my mother, but even if I don't have an accident, Luo Shaoqian will not accept the investment of that research laboratory!

"You had a conflict with that Dr. Liu because of the admission of patients, do you know that it is the mother of the director of the science and education department of the medical school? You can enter the 2+1 program of the medical school, do you think you can get in just by Shaoqian's recommendation?" Wen Hongwei continued to ask me.

"You mean, there's a thigh in it?"

"You and Doctor Fan encountered a medical trouble, do you know that in order to fight for your interests, Shao Qian rushed back to the hospital immediately before the field investigation was over?" Wen Hongwei asked one question after another.

"But when he first saw me, he split his head and covered his face and criticized me!" I am not afraid of Wen Hongwei's rhetoric and refute his questions one by one.

"But Wen Tong, the way some people love you is not to stand in your position and fight the world with you, but to help you resist the rain of bullets in this real world, so that you can always retain that innocence, ideals and beliefs......"

"If you really think that Luo Shaoqian is so good to me, why don't you agree to us being together?" I didn't have time to digest Zhang Xiuran and Wen Hongwei's criticism of me, I just wanted to know the ultimate reason why they opposed me and Luo Shaoqian.

"He's so good, so good that we're ashamed of being parents. It's because he's so good, so I can't bear him to wait in place hopelessly, and my mother can support you in making any crazy decisions, but we hope that Shaoqian can have a stable life......" Wen Hongwei stood up, as if he had exhausted his strength, and only then did he have the courage to say such a good intention to me.

Zhang Xiuran began to wipe her tears again, and I don't know when she squeezed me out and became the most crying person in the family. "In Yuanli, you don't eat, don't drink water, don't speak, I found Shaoqian, please take care of you, do you know what he said to me?"

In Yuanli, Luo Shaoqian and Zhang Xiuran actually communicated in private? Many years have passed since the incident, and no one has confided in me. The memory suddenly returned to the dark scene at that time, and the picture was already a little confused, but the pain was still so real. Indeed, at that time, I was terrified, all thoughts were lost, and after experiencing disasters and life and death, I seemed to wander in front of the ghost gate every day, looking at the road to life, looking at the people in this life, except tears, there was no other emotion.

Zhang Xiuran said that he asked Luo Shaoqian to take care of me, although I don't know, but at this moment I believe it. During that time, if he hadn't been with him, there would have been no Wen Tong who is still thinking about making a difference. Wen Tong's spiritual world was saved by Luo Shaoqian, which is beyond reproach.

"What did he say?" I asked Zhang Xiuran.

Zhang Xiuran's crying pear blossoms brought rain, and he was out of control, and his words became a little slurred because of choking, "He said that until you don't need him, you won't give up." ”

I was stunned, trying to imagine the scene of the four eyes, what kind of determination did Luo Shaoqian, who came from thousands of miles away and swore to protect her daughter in front of Zhang Xiuran, at that time, I had no other use except for burden.

"But now you don't need him, where is he going? Who can stand next to his life and never abandon him? We are too selfish to think about him......" Zhang Xiuran fell into Wen Hongwei's arms, and the two of them snuggled up to each other and walked to the bedroom.

I was left alone in the living room, and suddenly I figured out all the worries of Zhang Xiuran and Wen Hongwei. If I'm gone, what will Luo Shaoqian do?

If you only live a good life today, you don't have to think about what tomorrow will bring, probably there won't be so many people who are worried.

I snuggled up on the couch and watched the second hand on the wall "tick, tick" and turn, "Do I love him?" I asked myself over and over again, I heard the "yes" answer in my heart, but I couldn't understand my determination to leave him. Since we have known each other, we have been under his care, and at many important crossroads in our lives, it is more or less because of him that we have chosen all the way to the present. Zhang Xiuran said that Yuan Li was shocked, so that Luo Shaoqian threw down the work at hand and came for me non-stop, the 120 million investment that had already arrived, I knew that no matter what Luo Shaoqian said, it had nothing to do with me, but I had to admit that this became something that the old man of the Luo family always cared about, and the medical school finally fell into the circle of the corruption case of the Jiaoyang Group because of this money, and there was an important bargaining chip in the negotiation with the public ownership reform research team.

I asked myself, will there be another person like Luo Shaoqian in this world, who will take over the self who fell into darkness from Zhang Xiuran's hands, and hold up the ethereal hope of the two of them with the fact that he is only less than 30 years old. I don't know if I'm one of the factors that dragged down Luo Shaoqian's life, but at least since Luo Shaoqian left A University, the work he didn't like, the ideals that got farther and farther away, and now it seems that Zhang Xiuran also gave him the responsibility, which is undoubtedly the heaviest mountain in his psychology and spirit.