Chapter 50: An Unfair Fate
Li Guang caught up with Zou Erwa in front, panting, and asked intermittently, "Erwa, did your guy drop something today...... Yours...... There is no living expenses, is it not that the family has not sent it to you. …… Honestly, is there no money?"
"Money...... Ah, I still have it, I don't know where it fell, I rummaged through the quilt this morning, and I still didn't find it under the bed, so I went back in the evening and rummaged it through. Zou Erwa withdrew her eyes from the other party's eyes, looked at the ground, and lied.
"The living expenses sent to me by my family only arrived the day before yesterday, so why don't I lend you a hundred first, and then return it to me when you loosen it up a little. In fact, it doesn't matter if it hasn't been paid back, if not, even if I become a shareholder and partner with you to sell instant noodles, how about it?" Saying that, Li Guang took out a hundred from his wallet and handed it to Zou Erwa.
"That's right, that's okay! I'll definitely pay you back, but it's going to take a little time, thank you in advance!"
"It's okay, I'm not in a hurry, who is with whom, our fellow countrymen are buddies, so we have to hug each other tightly and keep each other warm. ”
Zou Erwa weighed it, it would take several months to be able to free up money, and she had to make money to support herself at school, so where did she have money to send to herself. Thinking of home, Zou Erwa began to sigh again, when the rice was harvested this year, her mother's condition was more serious, and she didn't have much strength to do farm work, so she still insisted on harvesting rice, and her condition became more serious after the rice harvest, and she began to faint at the end of three days, sometimes two or three times a day.
Sickness, all of them are anemia out of life, I eat a little porridge and pickles every day, and I am reluctant to make slightly thicker rice, not to mention meat dishes, and I don't have money for medicine. There must be no money left at home, and there is no money coming in .......
I have been away from home for nearly four or five months, and I don't know what the situation is at home, and my mother is still in a coma, what should I do if I faint at home alone. At that time, there was only one telephone in the post and telecommunications department of the township government, and it was still open on the spot, and communication relied on writing letters, and in a hurry to use telegraphs.
Thinking about the affairs of the family, the corners of Zou Erwa's eyes began to flush: fuck this is the so-called life, fucking poetry, and surviving with the old mother first is the only goal at present. Some young people in my hometown start to give up on themselves when they can't find a job in other places? That kind of thing will not be done even if I pick up garbage outside, this is the bottom line of being a human being. Only by fighting your own can you have the opportunity to change the trajectory of your life.
"Erwa, isn't it just a hundred yuan, you need to be so moved! I found that Zou Erwa's face was a little excited, and her eyes began to be rosy, so Li Guangcai asked.
If it weren't for this hundred yuan, it wouldn't have aroused the deep wounds in Zou Erwa's heart.
"Dude, no. After coming back to his senses, he continued to say to Li Guang: "Let's do a good job of the business on campus, although it is very small, we can still support ourselves." ”
"At the moment, the main reason is the lack of funds, and if we have more money, we can make much more money. For example: New Year's greeting cards for the holidays, students have to use stationery, I heard that the profit of stationery is very high, this Sunday I would like to go to Chaotianmen to see, where a lot of stationery wholesale. ”
Thinking about going to Chaotianmen, I remembered that I would go to work at the hot pot restaurant every weekend. I'm afraid I don't have time to go, so I'll think of other ways when the time comes. It's been a long time since I've seen Zhang Siyu, a little girl.
At this time, Zhang Siyu was barefoot, "pop, pop, pop" tiptoeing on the floor, Zhang Siyu, who had just taken a shower, carefully stepped into the bedroom, his eyes were on his cousin Lin Ling, who was sitting in the center of the bed, and buried his face between his bent legs, unable to see the expression on his face.
simply threw away the slippers and climbed onto the bed to sit down facing Lin Ling. The moment she sat down, Lin Ling raised her head and slowly opened her eyes, seeing that Zhang Siyu was sitting opposite her, and her face was buried between her legs.
With bloodshot eyes and a little tear stains on her face, such a scene still really scared Zhang Siyu, and suddenly made her feel mixed in her heart, and she didn't know how to comfort her cousin, so she looked at Lin Ling slowly: "...... Sister, what the hell is going on...... You've been sitting like this all afternoon,...... What time is it now!" Zhang Siyu said a little angrily, holding Lin Ling's head with both hands, wanting her to face herself.
Lin Ling slapped the hand that forcibly held her head with her hand. "Lin Ling, you've been very abnormal lately, don't you have anything to say to me?" Zhang Siyu continued to ask. The trajectory of Lin Ling's life is not abnormal, and she still works and gets off work in a hot pot restaurant every day. It's just that in the past few days, a lot of things have happened suddenly, and there are not many, but when I was with Zhang Siyu in the last few days, I often listened to Zhang Siyu's mouth talk about how Zou Erwa was, how it was, and then I realized that Zhang Siyu also liked Zou Erwa, so that she couldn't be intimate with Zhang Siyu, and even her eyes were even more reluctant to look at her directly. Lin Ling's inner torment is not only because she knows that Zhang Siyu likes Zou Erwa, but also because her parents will bring someone to marry her this weekend.
“…… Third sister, don't think too much, I'm really fine, everything is fine. ”
couldn't withstand Zhang Siyu's several teasings, Lin Ling still raised her head and looked at Zhang Siyu. Zhang Siyu's gaze also looked at her, and fell on Lin Ling's face, "...... This, this, look at your eyes, what's wrong with you? Don't think about it. "Fortunately, my school is on vacation these days, so I have time to guard her, otherwise I will really make some moths.
"My parents are coming up this week,...... Get me engaged!" After hesitating, Lin Ling finished speaking lightly, Zhang Siyu was really stunned, whoever put it on it, anyone would be shocked by this topic.
“…… So soon? Didn't you say wait until you were a year or two? I'll go to my mom right away and ask her to figure it out for you. Zhang Siyu said, her eyes were full of inexplicable panic, because she felt that her mother was not too sure, because Lin Ling's parents were very stubborn.
But the matter still has to be solved, it must be solved, but I can't find a better reason to answer Lin Ling, so what I said just now was obviously lying, comforting Lin Ling.
"It's going to rain, my mother wants me to get married, and I can't help it, I was born ...... my parents. ”
"Is there no other way?"
"Nope. ”
Zhang Siyu was puzzled: "Didn't you say last time that Zou Erwa would help you play a scene? I think this method is feasible." ”
"Zou Erwa, forget it!"
"Why don't you forget it? I didn't understand you, and Zou Erwa also promised you. "I'll go to the medical school early tomorrow morning to find Zou Erwa, when is this guy unreliable, no, I really have to teach this guy a lesson tomorrow."
The daughter is not her own, and her uncles and aunts are really, although she complains about Lin Ling's parents, Zhang Siyu still has to enlighten Lin Ling, afraid that she will have depression: "Sister, don't hold anything in your heart in the future, otherwise I don't know what happened to you." ”
Zhang Siyu's expression when he spoke, Lin Ling knew that after she said it, she would only bring trouble to Zhang Siyu, and it was better to trouble herself than to trouble everyone.
"Third sister, you should leave my affairs alone, I will take care of it myself. Lin Ling still had a lot of words flashing in her head, and when she reached her throat, she was stuck there, the pain of the card was so uncomfortable, and there was a piercing pain, which was a kind of pain that her parents abandoned her.
"Can you really handle it?"
"I can't watch my brother fight for the rest of his life, and you know that our hometown is poor and remote, unless a blind girl can marry in. If I hadn't come out to work, my family's land output would only be enough to make ends meet, and our family has relied on your parents too much over the years...... , I will double it back in the future. ”
"Aunt thinks the same way, don't feel sorry for you, you are also her daughter?...... Hey, sad!"
"This is all fate, being a woman is only resigned to fate!" Lin Ling sighed that her fate is that she is a child born to her mother, some girls are the treasures of their parents' hearts, and some are regarded as commodities, commodities that can be exchanged at an equivalent price, and the big plum in this village was put into the beauty salon in the city by her mother at the age of 15 to make money to repair the house for the family. Maybe this is the fate of women!
Even if Zou Erwa is willing to pretend to be her boyfriend, it is impossible to change her parents' minds, because there is still a lifelong event between her brother.
Looking at his cousin's depressed appearance, Zhang Siyu felt really uncomfortable, he would go to the medical school tomorrow to persuade Zou Erwa, and let his parents do the ideological work of Lin Ling's parents again, all of which were between relatives, and they could listen to their opinions to some extent, hoping to change their original intentions.
"Sister, go to sleep! On the bright side, in fact, your brother doesn't necessarily have to marry a daughter-in-law in your local area. Come to the city to learn a skill, you look at the fat man in the hot pot restaurant, and his salary is more than 300 a month. More than 300 can buy more than 700 catties of rice, and settling accounts is better than growing crops in the countryside! Besides, girls now all go to the cities to work, and how many young people are still in the rural areas? The chances of finding a daughter-in-law in the city are much greater than that in the countryside. Zhang Siyu tore the sheets, removed Lin Ling, and the two lay on the bed side by side.
"I also persuaded my brother that he just didn't want to come to the city to develop, saying that rural people should honestly grow crops at home. Lin Ling said: "Actually, I really want to struggle for a few years, and my grades were good in the class back then, but I didn't let me continue to study because my family had to build a new house." ”
"Hey...... Zhang Siyu also had nothing to say.
The two families are relatives, so Zhang Siyu knew from his parents that Lin Ling's parents were very stubborn when he was a child, who would have thought that Brother Lin Ling's thinking was so stubborn and backward, it was not that the family did not enter the door. The crux of the matter is whether Lin Ling's brother can marry a daughter-in-law. As long as this problem can be solved, everything will be solved.