Early in the morning, Lin Man made breakfast early, with a warm smile on his face, today is a new day, and maybe it is also a day when his mother's condition improves.

Perhaps because of this mentality every day, Lin Man feels that cancer is not too terrible.

Carrying large bags of things straight into the ward, he saw that Lin Man's mother's face was a little pale, not as ruddy as before. Although an incurable disease like cancer can make people's complexion worse, Lin Man's mother has always maintained a good attitude before, and it is not as heart-wrenching as it is now.

"Mom, I bought you a lot of delicious food, and a lot of supplements, eat a little more, and the condition will get better faster." ”

Lin Man forcibly pulled up a smile, so that she could look more like a little girl in front of her mother, so that Mother Lin could make herself better and take care of her faster.

It's okay not to mention the condition, mentioning this, Lin Man's mother pulled a wry smile, gently stroked Lin Man's brain, and unconsciously, her eyes were already flushed with circles, and her eyes were hazy with tears.

"Don't lie to me anymore, I already know that I have cancer, and cancer can't be cured, it's incurable. As he spoke, tears fell involuntarily, hugging Lin Man tightly, as if enjoying the last moment of his life.

This reaction naturally frightened Lin Man, although he knew that cancer was not an incurable disease, but seeing his mother's reaction, Lin Man would more or less feel sad in his heart, but hugged her tighter, tears fell down, as if he didn't want money, and fell down in strings.

"Mom...... Now that medicine has been very developed, your illness will definitely be cured!" Lin Man hugged Mother Lin tightly and kept repeating these words, she must give her mother encouragement and give her hope for life.

"No, it's not like this, I know my body best, my disease can't be cured, don't treat it anymore, save some money for our family, it's really not curable, I'm wasting money staying in the hospital." Mother Lin herself can feel that her body is getting worse day by day, and this obvious weakness is something that the doctor can't understand.

If she didn't know that she had cancer, she might be able to deceive herself, but she already knew that it was incurable, and how should she deal with herself.

"Mom, don't. Lin Man cried and just wanted to continue persuading his mother, but was interrupted by Mother Lin.

"Don't persuade me anymore, in the future, your life will be better without my mother, and you must make yourself better, as long as this is my proudest vine, understand? Mom doesn't want all her hard work to disappear with my death, so I can't forgive myself. Lin Mu sobbed loudly as she spoke, and tears gradually soaked Lin Man's clothes until her eyes were red and swollen from crying.

Lin Man's heart seemed to be torn apart, and the whole person even felt extremely panicked, as if her most important thing was about to be taken away, she knew that the most important thing was her mother.

"Mom, listen to me, don't think too much about it now, you listen to me, just live in the hospital, cooperate with the doctor's treatment, only in this way can you recover as soon as possible, if I lose you, I can't take care of myself at all, and I don't worry about my future, so you will take care of me personally." Lin Man's shoulders shook and cried, which was heart-wrenching.

"Okay, okay, I'm staying in the hospital, but if the doctor can't cure me, don't blame anyone about this matter, live your life well. Mother Lin seemed to agree, but her heart was already like a basin of stagnant water, and there were no ups and downs at all.

Lin Man saw that she agreed, and the stone she was carrying in her heart finally fell to the ground.

But the rest of the day didn't go as smoothly as she expected, and just a few days later, the doctor called her phone.

"Hey, who is it?" Lin Man has been anxious because she has been busy in the past two days, and when she receives such an inexplicable call, she even has the urge to hang up instantly.

"Is it Lin Man? Your mother is very uncooperative with our work, I hope you can come to the hospital. The doctor's words seemed to be filled with a fiery panic, making Lin Man's brain buzz, as if it was about to explode.

She didn't care too much anymore, just hurriedly took a coat from the hanger, pushed open the door and rushed straight to the hospital to meet the cold wind.

When I finally rushed to the hospital out of breath, I saw that my mother's face was even more embarrassed than two days ago.

"What's going on?" Lin Man was still panting, but when he saw Lin Mu, who was getting weaker and weaker, he had an indescribable feeling of being pricked by needles in his heart.

The doctor sighed and called Lin Man outside the ward, and then said slowly: "The patient has been very resistant to treatment for the past two days, and has been refusing and avoiding our treatment. If you can't enlighten this patient, we can't be sure we can get her back. ”

"How could she not cooperate?" Lin Man now only felt that life was about to tear her to pieces, like a giant beast that had been hungry for a long time, wanting to devour her whole person, not even bones left.

As for what the doctor told her later, she really couldn't remember clearly, but after pushing open the door of the ward and talking with her mother all night, she only knew that she still felt that cancer was incurable, and she was unwilling to let Lin Man spend all this unjust money to treat it.

The next morning, when Lin Man left the hospital, his whole person looked pale and weak.

Maybe it's because I'm disturbed by these tedious things, or maybe it's because I'm worried about my mother's body, or maybe I haven't slept peacefully for a long time, and the whole person looks much worse and crumbling, as if he will faint in the next second.

When he stepped out of the hospital door and staggered home, he suddenly greeted Wen Yan head-on.

"I look at this figure just like you, why are you so weak, what happened?" When Wen Yan was sure that the weak little woman in front of him was Lin Man, the whole person was almost heartbroken, and directly took her into his arms, trying to warm this cold body with his own body temperature.

Lin Man couldn't suppress the depression in his heart, and directly lay on his shoulder and cried bitterly, crying and sobbing and saying, "Why, why do you not believe it when you have the hope of life?"

Wen Yan was a little confused by these words, and after repeated questioning, Lin Man told him about his mother's uncooperative treatment.