I don't know if the gesture just now was mute or similar to the special gesture between me and my second uncle, but I can't understand this gesture, which is dangerous for me!

I clearly know that Ah Xiao is a good hand in the rivers and lakes, and he didn't say anything when he was beaten so badly, including hiding in the garbage heap, and his psychological quality is so strong, this matter is getting more and more difficult to handle now......

There is only a soldier and a dumb man by my side, and there is Ah Xiao by my side, no matter how I look at it, it is evenly matched, and the second uncle used to say that there is no suspicion in employing people, but this time I have no choice...... But I have faith in myself!

My capital is my skills and skills, every friend I have made, the principles of life that my second uncle has taught me, and all the hardships I have experienced! I don't believe that these things are all worthless!

No matter how strong a person is, there will always be his weaknesses, and it is impossible to do everything, at this moment I have a feeling of being blind and touching an elephant, and all the contacts are the areas that the dumb person is good at, and I unconsciously fell into the cage of the self......

I took out a cigarette and lit it, and I was determined to start changing all this! The second uncle said that in life and doing things, instead of being passively led by the nose and thinking of countermeasures, it is better to completely release yourself and turn the situation around!

Simply pack up and set off for Suzhou, night is the best protective color, but I can't wait for night to come.

Da Bing and Ah Xiao were responsible for driving, nearly 1,000 kilometers from Henan to Suzhou, and it was expected that it would be the middle of the night when they arrived in Suzhou, so it was convenient to find a hotel to hide.

Walking out of the small hotel, the ground was covered with firecracker debris, and the shops on both sides of the street were already open for business, and although it was only a few days, it made me feel like a world away......

The car was running wild all the way on the highway, and the mute and I leaned on the back seat of the car and closed our eyes to recuperate, but as soon as I closed my eyes, I could see several different Xiong Sanming, and I could feel that they were forcing me to make a choice......

I don't know if it's an accident or a necessity, but I feel like I've been hooked......

Even if the dumb man doesn't know the relationship between me and my second uncle, he can easily guess the kindness of the second uncle to me, and even more so the cultivation he has cultivated me since I was a child!

If a life insight and advice becomes a hook in silence, it is undoubtedly terrible! I am who I am now, all personalities can coexist in the body, and a person cannot have only one character!

In a cold and ruthless society, if you want to live, you have to be cold and ruthless! When facing friends and love, simplicity and kindness are indispensable! When doing things in the gambling game, greed and obsession are my best helpers!

No one can face this society with a quality, if there is integrity, but I don't have any good feelings about the word integrity, knowing that integrity is just a means for people to flaunt themselves...... Could it be that I fell for the hook?

After calming down, I felt that something was wrong, since I met the mute, he was a mysterious existence, and the words written to me were very mysterious, and almost everyone could apply it to their own world!

Although he and the second uncle have given me a lot of help, there is an essential difference between him and the second uncle, that is, the second uncle will never trick me and harm me, let alone have a plot for my interests!

On the contrary, he made it clear for the first time that he wanted to use me for revenge, which dispelled my wariness of him.

I touched the mute arm, took out a cigarette and handed it over, but he took the cigarette but didn't light it, so I took the lighter and brought it over.

"Smoke a cigarette to refresh yourself. "I can't help but say that I helped him light a cigarette, but he can understand what I want to do.

I took a puff of cigarette and flicked the cigarette quickly, silently, but he could understand it, the question was very simple, just ask him what he had experienced before, how he faced the problem of being burdened by family affection!

I think he must have experienced an unusual life if he can get this life insight! He must have his own solution to life experience! This method may be able to solve my inner doubts!

The dumb man was silent, the cigarette in his hand burned quietly, and I knew he didn't want to answer the question, but I had to ask it again!

Instead of passively trying to find a way to deal with it, it's really better to release yourself and give it a go, how can you easily admit defeat without trying?

I gave him a piece of code again, or repeating my question last time, I wonder how he will choose, after all, everyone has different experiences and can see different worlds!

In fact, what I want to know most is what is the meaning of the sentence that he gave me family affection is fiercer than a tiger, this sentence is like a hook, buried in my heart and keeps doing trouble.

After being silent for a while, the dumb quickly played a cigarette in response to a code, and I interpreted it word by word, but I was shocked into a cold sweat in an instant!

"Tiger poison is not as poisonous as people's hearts, and it is not enough to kill all family affection. ”

The mute gave me a sentence that I no longer need to ask him about his past or how to deal with family affection, because everything is contained in these two sentences!

This is his life perception and experience, and it is also the last choice he made, who would have such extreme thoughts in a normal person? But I was infected by his extreme thoughts, and unconsciously went to the extreme of self-choice!

What he has experienced must be a more vicious human heart than a tiger, and the realization he has gained is that it is not enough to kill all family affection, he no longer believes in this world, and there is no one worthy of his love...... But I'm not like him!

I have my own loved ones, I have my own goals and dreams, as the saying goes, tigers don't eat their children, but I have experienced more vicious hearts than tigers, but it is far from the realm of killing all family affection!

Maybe one day in the future, I will experience the betrayal of my friends, maybe I will be burdened by family affection and pay for my life, but I always have people around me who are worthy of my protection and love, and people can't live for themselves too selfishly!

In a narrow sense, I am a strong shield, able to shelter the people I love and cherish, and hold up an absolutely safe harbor, and that is enough!

I also learned about the mute from the side, and one sentence can prove his current state of mind, and also let me understand his inner thoughts, he and I have never been the same kind of people!

At this moment, my heart was unprecedentedly calm, the sky outside the car window became clearer than ever, and I felt as if I had experienced a rebirth under the sun, crossing all the ups and downs and tribulations in my heart, and I would never be confused by these problems again!

I firmly believe in a truth, to be a man must be principled and responsible, and I will also be good to those who are good to me, which is so simple that it can't be simpler!

If you block all feelings because you are afraid of hurt, you will only close yourself in a dark and small space, and you will invisibly reject a lot, and you will also hurt the people around you who are worthy of love!

Once the second uncle said the golden mean, but also said that the truth of gain and loss and blessing and misfortune dependence, in my opinion, there is no bad luck as a foreshadowing, so how to make good luck soar into the sky?

To apply the problem of being dumb now, he has given me too much gloom and trough, but I am who I am, and I firmly believe that I am right!

I couldn't help but feel good when I figured it out, even the cigarettes became much smoother, I looked sideways at the warm sun outside the window, and let myself wander in the golden sea, and all the beauty that had once flashed in front of my eyes.

I don't know how Sixteen is now, I really want to give her a call, but I know that I still have a lot of things to do, and I must not be bound by feelings!

If her current situation is very difficult, it will invisibly make me have a concern in my heart, the second uncle said that once people have concerns in their hearts, they will become hesitant, and it is the biggest taboo when doing things!

At this moment, I only recall all the good things in my heart, reminiscing about the faint feelings, and penetrating into my heart bit by bit, like a clear spring washing my heart.

Time flickered in the face, and as I watched the bright sky darken and the setting sun set over the clouds, I knew that night was about to fall over the land.

The majesty of the sunset reminds me of many, many things, especially the lonely and difficult time on the gambling boat, all of which made me stronger!

The last light in the night filled the sky and disappeared, and the lights lit up this dark world, like every dark night before, I could breathe in the dark night.

I think I belong to the darkness, and the night gave me a pair of black eyes, but I used them to find the light......