"Why?" I asked, curious.

"Tell me what you do with hypnosis first?" Doctor Xia asked, and without waiting for me to answer, he smiled faintly, "Do you want to recall something?"

Sure enough, it was a psychiatrist, and I sighed in my heart, in front of Dr. Xia, it is difficult to have any ** in psychology. I replied, "Yes, do you remember some of the things I remember from talking to you before? I always have some fragments of my memory from nearly a hundred years ago, some of them are very clear, some of them are very vague, and I need to make those vague things clear now." ”

"If that's the case, I wouldn't advise you to do it. Hypnosis is a type of psychotherapy that comes in many ways and is aimed at many types of patients. Some mental illnesses can be treated with hypnosis, mild depression, neurosis, autistic fear, etc., and the effect of hypnosis is good. There are three levels of hypnosis: mild, moderate, and severe, and your needs are not mild and moderate can be solved, because you are not simply treating mental illness, you need to go deep into the subconscious mind and trigger the deep function of the prefrontal memory division of the brain. This requires heavy hypnosis to do this. Dr. Xia explained to me in a slow voice, "Heavy hypnosis is not easy for ordinary psychologists to do, because patients may enter a state of stiffness or dreamwalking. ”

"Dream walk?" I couldn't help but ask curiously.

"It's like sleepwalking. "The consequences can be very unpredictable, and if you don't grasp it well, it can lead to mental adverse effects." The stakes are high. ”

I've heard of sleepwalking, it is said that sleepwalkers will jump and walk completely unconsciously, and if your family sees them, don't wake them up, otherwise they will be scared to death if they are awakened. I don't know if that's true, but it's risky to hypnosis to reach this level of depth. I hesitated: "Oh, isn't it like the one on TV, take a clock and shake it, and you can remember it after sleeping?"

"It's not. Doctor Xia's voice was a little deep, "Qingyang, don't use your body to make such a dangerous attempt." I don't know what problem you've encountered, but if it's convenient, let's meet and talk and see what I can do for you? I'm still in Nanjing. ”

My heart suddenly burst into the first place, and if the risk is so great, I still have to think of other ways. And the meeting with Dr. Xia always feels a little awkward when I think about it. For Dr. Xia, I can't say what it feels like, but it's a little bit touched, sorry, and guilty, but it's not all true. I hurriedly said, "Then I'll think about it first, and if I decide to do it, I'll look for you again." ”

"Good. Dr. Xia's tone couldn't hear the waves and loss, "If you want to do it, you must find me." Although I may not be able to help you with hypnosis, after all, I have no problem finding a senior psychological counselor in this industry. I thanked and hung up. I was stunned. It's a risky road.

Then what else can I think of? Grandma, Grandma Qinglian? Grandma Qinglian can't ask, lest she startle the snake. It's not that I haven't thought about it, but I think about my grandmother's secretive appearance when she mentions Cheng Yuejin, I'm afraid I can't ask. I hesitated to pick up the phone and call home, and sure enough, my grandmother said lightly as I expected, "I don't remember." ”

"Grandma, what do you think about again?" I stalked at my grandmother.

Grandma laughed: "Silly boy, if I remember, how can I not tell you? It's too old. ”

I hung up the phone in disappointment, I didn't have any mood in the company all day, I made a few lists absent-mindedly, and I repeatedly thought about who else would have seen Cheng Yuejin-------

After lulling Nuan Nuan to sleep at night, a little snowflake drifted outside the house. The snow in the south, falling to the ground and turning into rain. Another year is coming to an end, and the days are passing day by day, but the life of Zhao Yijing and me has not been settled in waves, and I don't know when Zhao Xinjian can completely let go of the idea of usurping power as chairman and give us a peaceful life. Thinking that Zhao Yijing's birthday is not far away, this year I can finally be by his side openly, choose gifts for him, celebrate his birthday, even if I can't solve his worries, I can add a touch of color to his troubled mood.

Just do it, I jumped in front of the computer on a whim to check, how do today's post-90s, post-00s romantically celebrate birthdays, set off a fireworks, watch the sunrise? It seems that they are a little too young, and finally decided to book a revolving restaurant, just look at the night view and eat, as long as the gift is ingenious. I picked up the phone and dialed the phone of the hotel, and there was still someone to answer, and I successfully booked a private room. was about to continue to check what gifts to give, when suddenly the door was pushed, and Zhao Yijing came back.

I hurriedly turned off the computer and greeted him, helping him change his clothes while asking, "How are things going?"

Zhao Yijing changed his clothes, took me to the sofa and said with a smile: "You are almost more concerned than me." He rubbed my hair and looked at me in a low voice and said, "What should I do when I'm old?" People marry wives, I marry old women. ”

I punched him and laughed, "I don't think you're old, but you don't think I'm coming." Do you still know how to be ashamed?", but he gently held his wrist and took it into his arms, and whispered: "No shame or shame is the way for husband and wife to get along." "It's actually quite rhyming.

He always made me blushing in a serious way, and I pushed him while changing the subject and said, "By the way, your birthday is coming, what kind of gift do you want?" I'll ask for your opinion first, and if I don't need anything, I'll do it myself." ”

Zhao Yijing didn't lack anything, and I just asked casually. Unexpectedly, he looked at me and showed a slightly wicked smile: "Who said I don't need it? I need a wife." ”

"Here you go again. My face burned again and I muttered, "If you're so unserious, I'm not going to talk to you." ”

"I'm serious with you. Zhao Yijing smiled, shook my hand hard and said, "Qingyang, let's get the certificate on that day, right?"

My heart "soared" to my throat, is the word "marriage" the most romantic love words in the world? Zhao Yijing and I are both a little too rational, not romantic people, but his light words can always hit the heart directly, more romantic than any vows, any manners, more romantic. I blushed and was stunned for a long time, and held back a few words: "That's it?"

"Haha. Zhao Yijing laughed loudly, "Do you still want a romantic proposal?"

I lowered my head slightly and whispered, "It's okay." ”

"Then I have to think seriously about how to impress my little wife. Zhao Yijing lifted my chin, and the affection in his eyes almost buried me. In those bottomless eyes, I saw two small, happy mes.

When we join hands for the rest of our lives, we can still look at each other like this and find ourselves in each other's eyes? I don't know what deep love is, whether it is as romantic and warm as in the TV series, I only know that Zhao Yijing and I can feel each other's breath like sitting together, this kind of warmth and romance is something I have never felt. In marriage, love is really needed, and having love is the cornerstone of supporting everything.

After being self-absorbed for a while, I suddenly came to my senses, glared at Zhao Yijing and said, "I was almost fooled by you again." How is things going today? Is the factory logo made?"

Zhao Yijing couldn't hide it from me, and said lightly: "No." I found someone to design a few, but I was not satisfied, and the contemporary atmosphere was too heavy. It's not real at first glance. ”

"What then?" I began to grimac.

"Only one is slightly better, but it is very similar to the factory logo of another silk factory in the same period of the Republic of China, but I am afraid that it will not pass the computer comparison. Zhao Yijing shook his head slightly, "Try again tomorrow." Let's see if there's anything you like. "Suddenly, my mood and his heart became heavy, even if he found someone to trust the relationship in the first instance, he had to rely on it, and he would definitely not be able to get by with the loopholes.

I couldn't sleep all night, and the next day I got up and went downstairs, Zhao Yijing had already left first, and Sister Li saw me and said: "Mr. Zhao just left, and told me to wait for you to get up and tell you, the road is slippery today, and I will take Master Zhang's car to your company." "Master Zhang is the driver of Zhao Yijing's company, and sometimes when Zhao Yijing is not driving or needs it, he will call him to pick him up.

I let out an "oh" and looked out the window, my heart warm. It snowed last night, and in the second half of the night, it cooled down and froze, and the road was slippery and muddy, which was indeed very difficult to drive, and the brakes were not easy to press. Sister Li smiled and said to me, "Mr. Zhao is really careful. "My heart is indescribably hot. Love to the depths, the heart is naturally fine.

In the past, I always felt that people like Zhao Yijing had a cold face and a cold heart, and they were so busy that they could have time to know the cold and the hot in their parents? But I don't know how many people he used his heart to be far behind? Even Dr. Xia's warmth seemed to be inferior to the sincerity and sincerity of his concern.

Master Zhang drove Nuan Nuan to the kindergarten and asked me, "Miss Song, will you go to your company next?" I thought about it for a while, and said to Master Zhang, "Send me to the People's Hospital." ”

Dr. Xia's Institute of Psychology is located near the People's Hospital. I still decided to go to Dr. Xia, for the sake of Zhao Yijing, a man who will be my husband, a man who has given me warmth and love, what risk can I not take?

When I arrived at the door of the Institute of Psychology, I asked Master Zhang to go back and dialed Dr. Xia's phone: "Zhijin, do you have time? ”

"I'm here. Dr. Xia's voice was a little surprised, and then he said to me, "Come in, we don't need to register here." 5 floors 507. ”