Hearing Li Xinran say this, I looked at her and quickly smiled and said

"Of course, no problem, anyway.."

"It's not that I'm going to follow you all day today.."

Although I'm embarrassed to bring up my boyfriend's thing, it's not a big deal, and of course I won't refuse...

Seeing that I agreed so simply, Li Xinran nodded his head, looked at me again and said

"Why don't you eat, you've eaten?"

I shook my head and said

"It's too early, I rarely eat so early, so I'm not hungry... You eat, we'll go out after eating.."

Anyway, my task for the day is to accompany her, and it's all about hanging out...

Seriously, even if I didn't have that million to tempt me and let me go shopping with a beautiful woman like Li Xinran for a day or something, I wouldn't necessarily refuse... Of course, this must be bad for Zheng Jiayue, if Zheng Jiayue is here, I will definitely not agree, now Zheng Jiayue is home again, Li Xinran promised me again that I will never say anything about this matter, so it is all for money..

When I thought of this, I looked at Li Xinran again, she didn't say anything, but ate all the noodles she had left... Then he looked at me and said

"I'm done eating, it's still early, so let's wait a while and then go out, I can't necessarily open the door when I go to the mall now.."

It's too early at this time, although some malls will open earlier on Saturdays and Sundays, but it's too early...

So I didn't have any opinion, and watched Li Xinran stand up and put away the dishes and chopsticks, and then followed her to sit down on the sofa next to her.

Li Xinran's house is very messy, of course, compared to my room, it must be clean, what I said is messy is after comparing Zheng Jiayue and Yu Qian's room, I said so..

The strange thing is that at this time, Li Xinran seemed to be able to see what I was thinking, she sat down on the sofa next to her and spoke

"What are you thinking, do you think the house is messy?"

I looked at her and felt that sometimes Li Xinran was really shrewd and scary, but soon I smiled and said with a very casual look

"No, I'm actually thinking that cleaning up the house is not within the scope of pretending to be my boyfriend for a day?"

Li Xinran didn't expect me to say this, but she looked at me and quickly paused

"Hehe, you can really say.. Tell me about it."

"When you are with Xiaoyue, will you clean up the house for her?"

I looked at Li Xinran and couldn't help but smile and said

"No, she helped me clean up the house... Men rarely tidy up women's houses, do they? After all, there's too much privacy, isn't it?"

Li Xinran seemed to think that what I said made some sense, she looked at me again and spoke

"And you're going to cook for her often?"

I nodded, shook my head again, and said

"I don't live together, it's not very often, but I've done it to her many times, she likes to eat my cooking, it's not that I blow it, I cook deliciously.."

After saying this, I was a little stunned, I don't know why, I seemed to be very relaxed in front of Li Xinran, and I couldn't help but say the word "blow bi", this is what I have never said in front of Yu Qian and Zheng Jiayue...

Fortunately, Li Xinran didn't really care about me using this kind of word or anything, but she actually smiled and said again

"I knew I was going to order food just now to try your skills, and I really can't eat instant noodles."

I looked at Li Xinran and spoke again

"At noon, if you want to eat, I don't mind showing you a hand."

Unexpectedly, Li Xinran shook her head, she looked at me and said

"I'll go out in a while, how can I have the opportunity to cook for you, I want to do a lot of things today, I guess I don't have time.."

Li Xinran's words made me react, although I don't know what she plans to let me do with her today... But just now she had already said that she wanted to buy clothes or something, and that ordinary women can shop for clothes for a day, and I fully understood this, so I looked at her and spoke after a while

"Then there's a chance... There's a chance to show another hand."

Li Xinran didn't say anything, she sat silently beside me for a while, and suddenly spoke

"I'm going to put on makeup first, let's go out after putting on makeup.."

I nodded and motioned to her to be okay.

Li Xinran likes makeup very much on weekdays, and the temperament she gives people, that is, the kind that is suitable for makeup, is not at all like Yu Qian, Zheng Jiayue, without makeup, or light makeup, it will give people a very good and comfortable temperament. This Li Xinran is more suitable for painting a little thicker.. Of course, the most temperamental person I have ever seen without makeup should be Zhang Ming's girlfriend, that is, Liu Xue.

At this time, Li Xinran walked back to his room, sat down in front of the dresser and began to get busy and...

I was still sitting on the sofa waiting, but slowly doing nothing, I came to the door to watch her put on makeup.

Li Xinran's technique is very powerful, I have always felt that makeup is an art, and some girls with high makeup skills are completely good at disguise!

This Li Xinran's movements were very quick, and it didn't take a while to get it done..

Seriously, when she grew her hair before, she walked on the street after putting on makeup, and with her own body, it goes without saying that she will turn around.

But since the last time her hair was ruined by Lu Mao on that dog day, her hair has been much shorter... Anyway, it's not as good as when I had long hair..

Of course, I'm just a little emotional, and I still don't have any thoughts about Li Xinran...

Seriously, I don't know why I don't have any feelings for a beauty like Li Xinran, when I was in college, I told my dorm buddies that as long as it's a woman, it's okay, no, as long as there is a hole...

Of course, it may be because I know those things about Li Xinran, or maybe, I just don't feel it...

But just as I was thinking about this, Li Xinran stood up again, she looked at me, and spoke

"It's over.."

I nodded, thinking to myself pretty fast..

Li Xinran looked at me again for a while, and then suddenly spoke

"When you are with Xiaoyue, will you watch her change clothes after she puts on makeup?"

I was stunned at first when Li Xinran asked what he said, but soon I reacted and said a little embarrassed

"Uhhh Then hurry up, I'll be waiting for you outside.."

With that, I turned around and walked out of her room again.

The strange thing is that Li Xinran didn't close the door completely, probably knowing that I wouldn't be looking at anything, so she just half-covered the door and changed her clothes inside..

After a while, Li Xinran came out wearing a change of clothes.

I looked at Li Xinran who came out, and I was a little stunned for a while.

Because she looks good, it's completely different from what she wears in the company on weekdays..

On the contrary, I looked at my body, and I was dressed too casually...

But at this time, I didn't say much, but looked at Li Xinran and asked

"Where are you going?" It can't be that you're going to Xidan or something, right?"

Seriously, I don't know much about shopping places, and what I know is also from Zheng Jiayue and Yu Qian's mouths...

Unexpectedly, Li Xinran looked at me and said with a smile

"You said it, I really want to go to Xidan to see... Let's go.."

I was a little speechless, but I followed her out again.

The reason why I don't want to go to Xidan is because there are so many people there on Saturdays and Sundays.

But what makes me feel a little comforted in my heart is that there are many beautiful women in Xidan.

So when the time comes, Li Xinran looks at the clothes, and I look at the beauties, there should be nothing.

In this way, I followed Li Xinran out of the door, and then entered the subway near her house.

At this time, there are already a lot of people in the subway, Li Xinran is still very eye-catching, and when she takes the subway, she can feel that many people are peeking at her...

But I can't say why, I don't even have a very cool feeling, you must know that I often feel the two of them being peeked at when I walk on the street with Yu Qian and Zheng Jiayue before, and every time I feel a little cool in my heart at that time..

But when it comes to Li Xinran, this feeling is completely gone...

But Li Xinran didn't mind, although she said that she wanted me to be some kind of "boyfriend", but it seems that as she said, she herself has not entered the state, or in fact, it is more appropriate for the two of us to be so calm, after all, there is no emotion, and it will be very awkward to pretend to be a couple..

I felt a little idle along the way, and it seemed that Li Xinran really didn't care about the money at all, so he simply added 50 more to me.

However, just as I was about to arrive in Xidan, Li Xinran suddenly looked at me and asked

"Zheng Jiayue, is she your first girlfriend?"

I looked at Li Xinran, stunned for a moment, and then nodded and said

"Well, yes, what's wrong?"

Li Xinran smiled and said again

"It's nothing, just ask casually, you should, you're not very good at getting into objects or anything, right?

What Li Xinran said was even more strange to me, I looked at her, was stunned for a while before I smiled reluctantly and spoke

"Huh? isn't it... Still.. Is it necessary to do that? I thought I was going to accompany you, and I would accompany you to do whatever you wanted. What else are you doing?"

Seriously, I don't quite understand what Li Xinran means, but she probably wants me to express some affection to her or something, right?

And at this time, I suddenly had a question, that is, could it be that Li Xinran actually didn't do anything like it, so she was so cold?

Thinking of this, I looked at Li Xinran, she didn't seem to be able to express her thoughts, so I saw her for a while, and finally said a little unwillingly

"Didn't you say that you had a boyfriend for a day, at least.."

"Let's hold hands or something.."

Her words made my old face red, and I was a little stunned.

I didn't expect her to say that, is it really the same as I guessed, planning to find the feeling of falling in love?

At this time, the thought in my heart was that it was a dog, and I never thought that I would hold hands with her...

To be honest, I don't want to do this in my heart, after all, it's not good to have physical contact, and it makes me feel very guilty.

Thinking of this, I still took a deep breath, looked at Li Xinran and said

"Ahhh Are you holding hands or something? Is it really that realistic? In that case."

"Isn't it going to take advantage of you?"

Unexpectedly, Li Xinran looked at me very calmly, she moved her mouth again and spoke

"Do you think you'll be sorry for Zheng Jiayue like that?" Since you've agreed, of course you have to play a little more seriously, otherwise..."

"The extra 50 is too easy, isn't it... What do you think?"

As soon as I heard that Li Xinran was seriously taking out money to hint at me, I couldn't help but think to myself at the moment, although I did not want to do this because I felt sorry for Zheng Jiayue, but Li Xinran said so, and I simply let it go, after all, it was also for money, for the future of me and Zheng Jiayue, so I took advantage of it for justice!

Thinking of this, I nodded at Li Xinran, and said with a very casual look

"I'm casual... You don't have to do it.. That.."

After saying this, I stretched out my hand and subconsciously held Li Xinran's hand.

Seriously, I still clearly remember what kind of scene I had when I first went to hold Zheng Jiayue's hand, and the first time I went to hold Yu Qian's hand, that feeling, that kind of temperature in the palm of my hand, is completely something I can't forget in my life...

At that time, just holding hands for distance and courage, it was like boasting about the huge mountains and rivers...

And now, reaching out to another girl, even I don't believe it a little...

It was so easy, very simple, to hold Li Xinran's hand.

Her hands were a little warm, and on top of the nails she had tasted, there were a few nails that had been manicure.

The strange thing is that my heart is as calm as water, there is not much turbulence at all, but Li Xinran seems to be very uncomfortable, she instinctively retracts her hand, but quickly relaxes again.

I smiled when I saw her like this, and couldn't help but ask

"By the way, have you ever been in a relationship? I don't think I've ever asked you."

I'm actually not very familiar with Li Xinran, or rather, I just know some dark and sad things about her, and I don't seem to know much about good things.

As a result, when I asked Li Xinran like this, it seemed that she didn't intend to answer, so she looked at me very calmly, and after a while, she suddenly spoke again

"The next stop is here.."

I could tell that she didn't want to tell me, so I didn't ask any more, but turned my head to look at the station sign.

Sure enough, the next stop was Xidan, so I held Li Xinran's hand and waited for the bus to arrive at the station.

When I arrived in Xidan, the scene was as spectacular as I imagined.

I'll be honest, those thin girls are really not suitable for shopping in Xidan, because if you are not careful, you may be squeezed to death.

I took Li Xinran's hand and got out of the car, and soon walked towards the stairs at the exit of the station.

Although Li Xinran has nothing to do with me, holding such a beautiful woman is still very dignified...

Li Xinran didn't know why she didn't speak, she even walked behind me, silent.

This made me feel as if I was dragging her to go shopping, and when I got out of the subway and walked to the door of those stores, I looked at Li Xinran again and asked

"What kind of clothes do you want to buy? There are a lot of them here, do you want to go shopping one by one?"

I don't know why Li Xinran's eyes kept looking at me, and she was stunned for a while when she heard me ask this, and then suddenly spoke again

"The clothes in these outside stores are not good, I'm going to go to the mall in front of me to see them.."

I heard the subtext of Li Xinran's words: "The old lady wants to buy expensive ones!"

So I nodded at her a little helplessly, and dragged her in the direction of the big shopping mall in front of her.

———— 10 minutes

Hearing Yu Qian say something like this... I was stunned...

I looked at her in front of me and felt as if something in my heart was beginning to decay.

yes, that's how it feels...

Is that how it feels?

When I expressed my affection for Qian, wasn't it just like she is now, in this situation?

When I expressed my affection for Yu Qian, I knew that she was with Lu Mao, not even me, but the whole company, so I didn't take into account her mood at all, I just felt that Lu Mao was not worthy of her, and she shouldn't be with Lu Mao.. But now that I think about it, isn't my situation the same now?

It can be said that it is the other way around... I am with Zheng Jiayue, and I also feel Yu Qian's good feelings, although I am very eager to enjoy this indescribable feeling, but I will not give up Zheng Jiayue at all...

Presumably Yu Qian was under the same pressure as me at that time.

She has also been secretly entangled in countless nights.

Thinking of this, my heart seemed to be missing a corner all of a sudden, and countless sorrows kept surging out from that gap...

I looked at Yu Qian like this, and it took a long time before I spoke

"Hmm.."

"I see... Now, there it is.."

My answer made Yu Qian raise her head and look at me again, she stared at me for a long time, and finally moved again.

I saw her break free of my hand and stumble out the door a little.

I stood in the bathroom for a while before walking out again...

After going out, Yu Qian was already lying on the bed, she was lying on her back, her eyes were tightly closed, and she seemed to be resting.

I feel that Yu Qian really drank too much today, even if she didn't drink too much, at least she was not in a good mood...

So after looking at her for a while, I still spoke

"If you want to sleep, put on the covers, I..."

"I'll go back first."

I didn't mention what happened just now, I just think that it is a good choice to leave by myself now...

As a result, I didn't expect that as soon as I finished speaking, Yu Qian's voice came...

"Don't go.. Stay with me.."

"Stay with me... One night.."

Although the sound was small, I could hear it clearly.

I was stunned, I never thought that Yu Qian would say this...

Do you want to stay with her all night?

Although I wanted to crook for a second, I quickly understood what she meant...

After all, it's not safe to leave her alone to stay here at night... And it's so foggy outside, it's not convenient for me to go home, and I can't hang up on the way and become a ghost or something...

So at this time, I looked at Yu Qian again, and then asked tentatively

"Is it convenient? There's only one bed."

Yu Qian immediately opened her eyes again when she heard me say this, and she seemed to be really much more awake after she vomited. She struggled to sit up again, then looked at me and said

: "Previous... Didn't you do the same?"

"So, there's nothing inconvenient about it.."

Yu Qian's words reminded me of the fact that I went to Yangtian Mountain with her, and that night, we did spend the night in the hotel bed.

Thinking of this, I didn't say anything, and finally nodded at Yu Qian...

Seeing me nodding, Yu Qian rubbed her eyes, and soon she looked at me again, and then spoke

"Let's just sleep in bed, I'm a little uncomfortable, so I'll sleep first, one and a half.."

After saying this, Yu Qian walked to the other side of the bed again, she took off her shoes, took off my coat and her own coat, put it aside, and then the whole person got into the bed...

I saw Yu Qian's move, so I thought about it again, and then walked into the bathroom on the side...

After I went in, I washed my face and looked at myself in the mirror, I actually felt that I was not like myself anymore.

Which self am I?

In the end, in my heart, what kind of thoughts do I have about Qian, and what do I think about Zheng Jiayue?

I took a deep breath at this thought, then turned off the light and walked out of the bathroom.

When I went out, the lights were still on in the house.

The rooms in this hotel are very good, at least worth the price.

I turned off the lights and soon it was pitch black...

I fumbled in the dark for a long time, and finally crawled to the side of the bed.

I don't know when it started, sleeping in the same bed with Yu Qian has become so easy...

Perhaps, this is a feeling that Lu Mao has never experienced, right?

At this time, I suddenly had such an impulse, an impulse to ask Yu Qian clearly, what was going on between her and Lu Mao, to ask her if she knew Li Laogou, and to know what she had always disliked Lu Mao and being with him again.

But this thought only swirled around in my head a few times, and then I rejected it again...

Because even if I ask, Yu Qian may not tell me, and she is estimated to be in a state of half-drinking now, so it is very likely that she will not say anything I ask, but it will make her more nervous and concerned, and there will be less chance of knowing in the future.

Thinking of this, I still sighed lightly, and then opened the corner of the quilt and gently got in...

After lying down, Yu Qian next to me was facing away from me, she didn't know if she was asleep, but it was quiet and motionless.

I couldn't help but turn my head to look at her, and after a while, that feeling in my heart returned.

Obviously, she was always so close to her, but she couldn't shorten the distance by a little bit.

Obviously, many times as long as you stretch out your hand, you can touch her, but because of various reasons, you can't do so...

Perhaps, this is the so-called fate without separation... Perhaps, it is destined that Yu Qian and I can only stay in this distance.

Thinking of this, I was sad again, and finally closed my eyes, thinking that it would be better to sleep.

When I wake up from sleep, I guess everything will be fine, Yu Qian will return to normal, and her trembling heart will calm down again.

However, such a thought did not stay in his mind for long, and suddenly he felt that Yu Qian turned around again.

When I opened my eyes, I saw that she was looking at me too.

Although it was pitch black, my eyes and her eyes seemed to be intertwined in the darkness.

It was a very subtle feeling, it was a feeling, there are no good words to describe it.

Lying in bed and looking at each other with the girl you liked, or rather, the girl you once liked...

Obviously, I can't see each other's faces clearly, but I don't want to look away at all.

At this time, I couldn't help but start to guess in my heart.

What kind of thoughts does she have now?

What was she thinking at this time?