I flew to Nanjing the afternoon of the next day, and after Zhao Yijing sent me to Fan Ling's house in the morning, I left with something to do. I took Fan Ling's key, and I originally planned to live in her house, but now I can sleep in the morning to make up for sleep.

I slept soundly at noon, Xiao Bin's phone rang, and I remembered that I made an appointment with him to eat at noon today, and yawned and told him that I was at Fan Ling's house, so I would have a simple meal at the restaurant downstairs of Fan Ling's house.

I haven't seen him for a few months, Xiao Bin is haggard again than last time, I looked at him and thought that Fan Ling was very unhappy, the two of them were my good friends, but they were obviously not the ones who should be together. After talking to Xiao Bin for a few words, he naturally talked about Fan Ling. Xiao Bin handed me a paper bag: "This, please give it to her." ”

I couldn't help but take a look, but I didn't see what it was. I didn't see Xiao Bin either, so I asked directly: "Didn't you share it with her, why did you send things?" and stuffed the paper bag back into his hand: "I suggest you don't send it, since you divide it, divide it thoroughly, it's good for both of you." ”

Xiao Bin was stunned for a moment, lowered his eyes and smiled: "With her, I promised to give her this, I don't want to lose my trust." Besides, it's always okay to be friends. ”

"Friends?" Maybe it's because I'm old-fashioned, and I always feel that there is no need to be friends after breaking up, so why bother with each other, but I can't interfere too much in the affairs of Xiao Bin and Fan Ling, since Xiao Bin decided to send it, I had to take it over again. couldn't help but say more: "I heard that your wife is a good person, let's treat her well." ”

Xiao Bin's gaze was a little evasive, and he looked at me for a while and sighed and said, "I know." ”

After dinner, I went to the airport, and when Zhao Yijing was about to see me off, I had already entered the security check and waited for boarding. I knew I was hiding from meeting him, and I was afraid that I would not be able to control myself when I saw him again.

Originally, I bought a ticket with Dr. Xia to go back, I went early, just changed to a flight two hours earlier, before getting on the plane, I texted Dr. Xia back: Zhijin, I'm going back. I suggest you stay in Beijing. Then turned off the phone. I also can't face Dr. Xia, who doesn't have a sincere heart, so why bother to let my family turn their backs on my career and family for my career? I can't afford it.

Back in the town, I went to Fan Ling to pick up Nuan Nuan, and gave her the paper bag by the way: "Xiao Bin gave it to you." Fan Ling's whole body was shocked when she heard Xiao Bin's name, looking at her appearance, my heart hurt indescribably. Fan Ling opened the box, and it was an hourglass with a very unique shape, like the shape of two hearts, with a thin layer of quicksand passing through it.

Fan Ling suddenly covered her mouth and cried when she saw this gift, crying silently, I hugged her: "What's wrong?"

She sobbed for a long time, and said intermittently: "Once I went out with him, I saw that this hourglass was very chic, I wanted to buy it, he said it was not good, the two hearts were so far away, they never came together, and they were tripped by fine sand, which was unlucky." I joked at the time, if we break up in the future and you can't forget me, buy me one of this and let me know that you still have a bond in your heart. ”

When I heard this, my brain "boomed", and I couldn't help but say: "What is this, it can't give you a future, and it still holds you back, hanging you like this, how can you let go?" This Xiao Bin is really confused. ”

Fan Ling just wept and didn't speak, looked at me for a long time and said, "Does he really love me? If he doesn't, how can he express to me that he can't let go?"

"What's the use of love?" I was angry, "if I really love you, I either marry you or let you go, instead of tying your heart so indistinctly." ”

Fan Ling looked at me steadily, and suddenly asked, "What about Zhao Yijing?" Yes, Zhao Yijing and Xiao Bin are all the same. Those who can heal do not heal themselves, I understand what Fan Ling said reasonably, but when it comes to myself, the same entanglement repeats.

Seeing that I lowered my head and didn't speak, Fan Ling hugged me gently: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to break your heart, I just, I really don't know what to do." I also really want to know what I really have in his heart. ”

I didn't speak again, I wanted to know my position in the hearts of men, that unwillingness, that reluctance, I'm afraid that this is the reason why many women can't let go. And myself, how can it be otherwise.

Fan Ling's mood gradually calmed down a little, and I took Nuan Nuan back home. Here, this is the real my life, not the ethereal Houhai in Beijing, not the bright lights of Beijing, this quiet town, this little daughter, is the whole of my life. It was pouring rain outside, so I closed the window and went to bed with my daughter in my arms.

I slept for a long time that night, and was woken up by Nuan Nuan's laughter the next morning, I opened my eyes, Nuan Nuan was lying on the glass window, waving her little hands downstairs, I followed Nuan Nuan's gaze and looked down, a familiar figure was standing downstairs and Nuan Nuan also waved her hand.

Nuan Nuan smiled at me and said, "Uncle." I got up, got dressed, took out the mobile phone in my bag, only to find that it hadn't been turned on since I got off the plane last night, I turned on the phone, dialed the number to Dr. Xia, and my voice was a little heavy: "Zhijin." ”

Doctor Xia's voice was a little hoarse: "Qingyang, can I go up?"

Dr. Xia's gentleness was always a little humble, and my heart unconsciously ached: "Of course you can." ”

Half a minute later, there were footsteps in the stairs, and I hurriedly ran to open the door, and Dr. Xia walked in, his body was wet, his hair was all wet, and only the front of his forehead was a little dry. I couldn't help but ask, "Why are you all wet?"

"It rained last night. Dr. Xia took the towel from my hand, wiped my arm, and said to me.

I froze in place, it rained last night, did he stay in the rain?"When did you arrive?" My heart was a little flustered.

"The plane was late, and when I got here, it was already twelve o'clock at night, and it was dark in your house, so you should have gone to bed, so I didn't bother. Doctor Xia's voice was a little heavy, and his eyes looked at me steadily, "Qingyang, don't blame me for being reckless, I just really can't wait, I want to see you as soon as you wake up." When I can't find you, I feel very uncomfortable. When Dr. Xia said the last sentence, it was all painful.

For the first time, I was shocked by the man in front of me, thinking about my attitude of ignoring it since I ran out of the hotel, and I felt a little regretful: "I'm sorry, Zhijin, I was a little impulsive the day before yesterday." ”

"I should have said sorry the day before yesterday. Dr. Xia smiled helplessly, "My parents have caused you harm, I want to say sorry for them." I didn't expect that they, who have always been open-minded, would be so ---- when they encounter things," he couldn't think of the right words to describe it.

I wrapped my fingers around and bit my lip and said, "It's okay, it's actually normal, no parent will allow a child to find a condition like mine." Understandable. "It's a little sad to say, yes, a divorced woman with children is destined to suffer from these worldly eyes, it stands to reason, I should have been used to it a long time ago. I tilted my head slightly to keep the tears from flowing.

After a pause, I calmed down and said to Dr. Xia, "They are for your own good, and they are your dearest, you should follow their advice." ”

Dr. Xia interrupted me: "I can listen to anything else, but I can't help it." He turned to look at me and said seriously: "Qingyang, at my age, I already know what I want." Seeing that I didn't say anything, Dr. Xia continued: "I know that you still have some shackles in your heart, that Mr. Zhao, I also went to understand, he is engaged to someone else, I don't think he can give you happiness." If you want to wait until he gets married and are willing to give up, I can also accompany you and wait. ”

Hearing him mention Zhao Yijing's name, I trembled for no reason, and argued indiscriminately: "It doesn't matter. Your business is not the same thing as his. ”

Dr. Xia took my hand, looked at me seriously and said, "Qingyang, I have missed too much in your past, but in the future, I hope that I will give you happiness and give you warmth." My parents may not be able to pass the test now, but trust me, I will take care of it, and their opinions will not affect our happiness. ”

Dr. Xia is really a very good communicator, what he says, always reasonable, gentle and determined, will make people unconsciously have a sense of trust, I don't know if this is his professional advantage. I admit that his words have given me a little sunshine in my dark heart.

Nuan Nuan saw that Dr. Xia and I had been talking, and ran to Dr. Xia's side bored, pulling his fingers for a while, looking up at Dr. Xia giggles for a while, seeing the paper bag that Dr. Xia is carrying in his hand, he looked down curiously, and buckled back and forth with his small hand, taking advantage of Dr. Xia's hand to loosen, took the paper bag over, and opened it himself.

I hurriedly stopped: "Nuan Nuan, don't touch my uncle's things casually." But it was too late, and the daughter with sharp fingers had already opened the box in the paper bag and took out a beautiful doll, although it was not as good as Zhao Yijing's, but it was also exceptionally beautiful, exquisite clothes, realistic facial features, Nuan Nuan asked Dr. Xia happily: "Is it for me?"

Doctor Xia leaned over and smiled gently: "Yes, don't you keep saying that Duoduo is too lonely? Do you like it?" Nuan Nuan hugged the doll and nodded vigorously: "I like it." He looked at me happily and smiled: "Mom, Duoduo has a sister." ”

I was stunned, the doll I promised to buy for Nuan Nuan had not been taken to heart for months, but Dr. Xia did it. It is impossible to say that there is no emotion. I pursed my lips and couldn't speak.

Dr. Xia looked at the time and said to me, "Qingyang, then I'll send Nuan Nuan to kindergarten, okay?" Looking at his sincere look, I finally wavered and nodded.