Chapter 782: It's Harder Than I Imagined
Originally, when I heard that Chen Yanyu wanted to forgive me, I was secretly happy in my heart, and when I heard her say such things again, I was blindsided for a while.
What do you mean, Chen Yanyu turned out to be separated, let me separate from Zheng Jiayue,
She said this, which shows that she also knows that some time ago my attention was on Zheng Jiayue, so it led to the fact that she didn't work hard at all, so,,
She will tell me this now, let me choose between work and Zheng Jiayue,
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but look at Chen Yanyu, only to see that she kept staring at me, clearly waiting for my reply.
Seeing Chen Yanyu like this, I suddenly had such a feeling, such a feeling, she was deliberate,
Fucking think about it carefully, could this be what she meant in her heart, she must know that I wouldn't agree to separate from Zheng Jiayue, is it actually that she doesn't want me to come back to work at all, that's why she specifically said this,
Let me choose for myself, choose death for myself,
This idea made me a little irritable in my heart, indeed, if my guess is true, then Chen Yanyu's methods are too despicable,
But soon I realized that this may not be the case, because if Chen Yanyu doesn't want me to do it, I don't have to work so hard at all, and I don't necessarily have any way to fire me directly, and besides, she has a good relationship with Zheng Jiayue, how could she do such a thing, no matter how she knows that if she does this, it will definitely hurt Zheng Jiayue, Chen Yanyu is not a brainless person, how could she do such a thing,
Thinking of this, I took a deep breath again, feeling that there was still something wrong with things, anyway, there must be something wrong with this Chen Yanyu,,
After thinking about it like this for a while, I still looked at Chen Yanyu and spoke
"Mr. Chen, this,,This makes me a little embarrassed,,I know me before,,"
"I didn't focus entirely on my work, and this time I promise, it won't be like that,"
Unexpectedly, Chen Yanyu didn't eat me at all, she looked at me, waved her hand lightly, and continued
"Needless to say, many companies prohibit employees from falling in love with people from the company, which I believe you also know, if you want to be a top-notch person, you have to give up some things that others are not willing to give up, so ,,,"
"Tell me your choice, if you choose to work, I promise you'll be successful, I'm not going to look away, but,,"
"If you feel that your private life is more important, this position is not for you,"
Chen Yanyu said this quite simply, and it was clear that she chose one of the two.
I was really a little confused by what she said, and after thinking about it for a while, I still shook my head and looked at Chen Yanyu and said
"Mr. Chen,,This,,I really don't understand what work has to do with private life,,,
"I think,,I'm sure I won't do this to Zheng Jiayue,,so,,"
"If you think that I really can't help you do a good job, I won't feel anything, Zheng Jiayue is a good girl, if I still do it, I may still think about myself, but,,Now I don't just think about myself, no matter what, I have to think about her first,,"
These words to Chen Yanyu are indeed my heartfelt words, it is impossible to say that I don't want to continue to hold that position, after all, it is related to the future and money, which person is willing to give up easily, not to mention that I also won it by myself, how can I give up if I give up,
But right now, Chen Yanyu is like this, either she loves the country or she loves the beauty, although I want it all, but the reality is very cruel, so after thinking about it, I still chose Zheng Jiayue,,
The main thing is that I can't do anything that hurts her so much, and even if I choose to work, how can I face Zheng Jiayue in the same company in the future?
At this time, I feel more and more that Chen Yanyu is finding fault, although I understand that falling in love in the company will indeed affect the work of things, but everything is not absolute, she asked me to make such a choice It is really painful,,
At this time, Chen Yanyu was still looking at me, and she stared at me for a while before she spoke again
"Are you sure, this is your choice,"
I hesitated when she asked me this, but I nodded and spoke
"Well,,I'm sorry Mr. Chen,,"
After I finished speaking, Chen Yanyu looked at me again and continued
"Do you think that as a man, you are willing to give up such a good position and future for the sake of a girl, is this really good?"
Chen Yanyu's repeated inkblot made me a little unbearable, I looked at her and couldn't help but speak
"Mr. Chen, what kind of person Xiaoyue is, you should know better than me, the two of us haven't been together for a long time, but,,"
"I know that she has been not as happy as she seems to be, so you still let me hurt her,,I really can't do it,,And,,I think maybe Mr. Chen's expectations for me are too high,I'm just a recent college graduate.,I don't have any outstanding skills.,I don't have any good social experience.,A lot of things are naturally not good.,What's more,,My position is still won by me playing games.,This is not confident,,,"
"Maybe Mr. Chen, you have a good reputation for me,,I,,I really want to climb up, but maybe I'm really not that piece of material,,"
Eighty percent is because I have long been unhappy with Chen Yanyu in my heart, so at this time, I said a series of words in my heart.
Chen Yanyu was really stunned by my words, her expression was a little dull, I guess I didn't expect me to say so much at once,
After saying this, I felt very relaxed in my heart, damn it, or rather, there was a very relieved feeling,
At this time, I'm ready to get out, it's like this anyway, and it's broken, Chen Yanyu is like this, even if she won't let me continue to hold that position, she may keep me in the company to continue to beat my soy sauce, but if you really don't let me do it, it doesn't matter, anyway, that's it,
I don't know why I have this kind of self-deprecating thoughts, anyway, at this time I looked at Chen Yanyu and waited quietly for her to speak.
Chen Yanyu also looked at me, her eyes were very complicated, so that people couldn't guess what she was thinking.
It feels really bad to be stared at by her, there is a feeling of a little lamb stared at by a lion,
After a long time like this, Chen Yanyu suddenly smiled, a very weird smile flashed on her face, and then she moved her mouth and spoke
"You are,,Let me say what is good about you,Mingming,,"
"At the beginning, the person you liked was Yu Qiancai, right, how can you have it now, I am very interested in protecting Xiaoyue so much, tell me the reason,"
I didn't expect Chen Yanyu to mention Yu Qian all of a sudden, which made my face embarrassed, Chen Yanyu was one of the first people to know that I liked Yu Qian, I looked at her for a while, and still said truthfully
"Zheng Jiayue is very good to me, I know this very well, and, even if I, the person I liked at the beginning was Yu Qian, but since I was with Zheng Jiayue, it has been different,, I just said,,"
"I'll prioritize her thoughts, I believe, it's not just me, any man would do it,,"
After saying this, I realized that when I didn't know it, Zheng Jiayue's status in my heart was already so deep.
If it weren't for Chen Yanyu's hard work, I might never have been able to say such things, so I should be grateful to her.
And Chen Yanyu looked very interested when she heard me say this, she looked at me, and then spoke
"That's interesting, I can't see it, you're quite a man, yes,,Yes,,It's almost the same as I imagined,,That's it,"
"You go back and pack up, and then get ready to come back to work, position,, it's still the same, you're not here these days, I've been busy for you a lot, I'm tired enough, I'm too lazy to manage, as for other things, you can do it yourself,,"
Chen Yanyu's sudden words made my whole body blindfolded, I looked at her, I didn't understand what she meant by this,
What's the situation, what Chen Yanyu said just now is, let me come back to work, it's still the same position,,
Meaning, she forgave me,
I couldn't understand it, so I looked at her and asked with a trembling voice
"Uh,,Mr. Chen,,This,,"
"What does this mean, I don't really understand it,"
Chen Yanyu looked at me and said
"Come back to work, don't you understand this?"
I shook my head and said
"But,Didn't you just let me choose,,Chose a job with Xiaoyue,Why did you suddenly do it again,,"
Before I finished speaking, Chen Yanyu smiled, she smiled very strangely, and then spoke again
"That,,I just deliberately wanted to lie to you,,, I just wanted to ask you what you thought,,,And,,"
"You should have guessed it, since I asked you to come back to me today, how can I embarrass you again, so,,Don't think about it,,I'm just just asking,,"
Chen Yanyu's words made me secretly sigh in my heart, what the hell is this mother-in-law doing, I don't understand it at all, she just asked me like that on purpose, is she testing me for Xiaoyue, testing me at work and her, which one will I choose,
It shouldn't be, Zheng Jiayue shouldn't be in the same league with Chen Yanyu or something, so,, only it may be that Chen Yanyu is really asking and playing,,
Thinking of this, I didn't say anything, and after a while, I heard Chen Yanyu speak again,
Her voice suddenly became very low, and there was a trace of sadness in her tone,
"Actually,,I'm hoping that you and my answer are the same,,,,"
"It seems that I am the only one who is ruthless.,,At the beginning of such a problem,,,I also made a choice.,But in terms of family and work,I chose the latter.,Maybe I don't want others to be the same as me.,,Hearing your answer,,I still feel very happy,,,In short,,"
"I haven't praised you, you have something in others that no one else has, it's just that you haven't noticed it yourself, I believe in you, one day you will definitely do a very good job, and then,,Find your own position,,"
Chen Yanyu's words seemed to be said to me, and as if she was saying to herself,
I stood in place, watching Chen Yanyu unable to make a sound for a long time,
At this moment, I suddenly felt that she was very sad, she was like the embodiment of sadness, revealing her emotions.
I've rarely seen her like this before, so looking at her now, I don't even know what to say.
After a long time like this, Chen Yanyu raised her hand, she waved her hand and said softly
"You go back first, pack up the table, take over the work again today, and talk about other things tomorrow,"
Chen Yanyu's words brought me back to my senses, I nodded at her, quickly turned around, and slowly walked out of her office,
After I went out, I came to my senses a little, and I didn't understand what Chen Yanyu just said, but after thinking about it for a while, I immediately understood,
A strong woman like her, she must have experienced a lot at the beginning, she herself said that she neglected family affection because of her work, maybe because she put too much energy into her work, and hurt those who cared about her.
At this time, I remembered what Chen Yanyu said about sending her father to prison, I really don't know what kind of story is hidden behind her.
With this in mind, I walked back to my seat.
I haven't been here for a few days, and there's already a layer of dust on the desktop,,
I sat down after I cleaned up, and just sat down, I realized why Zheng Jiayue hadn't come yet, strange, where did this little guy go,
At this time, it has been a while past the working time, she should have come to the company a long time ago, why didn't she come to work,
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but take out my mobile phone, and was just about to make a call to Zheng Jiayue, when suddenly I felt that someone was walking towards me.
I raised my head and found that the person who came over was none other than Jiang Ziyun.
I saw him look at me with a little surprise on his face, and only after he walked in front of me did he open his mouth and asked
"Dude, when did you come?"
I haven't gotten used to Jiang Ziyun's bald head, and after watching him stunned for a moment, I put down the mobile phone in my hand and spoke
"Morning, just came today,,,you,,"
"What are you doing?"
It's strange to say, Jiang Ziyun didn't know that I was removed by Chen Yanyu, otherwise why wouldn't he even call me in the past two days?
Sure enough, Jiang Ziyun smiled when he heard me ask this, he looked at me and said
"Secret,,I can't tell you,,What's the matter,You met Mr. Chen,She forgave you,"
As soon as I heard this, he really knew about it, so I looked at him and asked
"You know my business,"
Jiang Ziyun nodded and spoke
"Nonsense, how could I not know, the whole company knows,"
I'm a little speechless, no wonder when I come to the company in the morning, others look at me like that, it turns out that it's not that I think too much, it's that everyone really knows,,
Thinking of this, I sighed and spoke again
"Then you know buddy, I'm unlucky not to even make a phone call and ask, it's too unrighteous, righteous, good brother,"
Jiang Ziyun was slightly stunned when he heard me say this, and soon he laughed again,
I saw him turn his head and look around, then lowered his voice and looked at me and spoke
"Dude, what are you talking about, you have a good few days off, Xiaoyue is still following you, it's too late for beauty, I still condolence to you,"
What Jiang Ziyun said also makes sense, it is true that I have been in such a state these days,,
But I looked at him and spoke
"That's not the same, that's what I said, but,,It's still chilling if you don't ask,"
I was telling the truth, but Jiang Ziyun smiled again, he looked at me, and still spoke
"What,Hahaha,,It seems,You still don't understand,,"
"Do you know why I didn't call you, because,,It's not that I don't care about you, I'm afraid of disturbing your interest,,"
I looked at Jiang Ziyun and spoke
", the flower of friendship has withered,,And this reason fools me,"
Of course, I deliberately said this to play, after all, the friendship between men is definitely not so weak,,
And seeing me like this, Jiang Ziyun was a little helpless, he thought about it, and still spoke
"Well,,Don't say that,Actually,,I knew you must be fine, so I didn't call to ask you,,"
I took a deep breath and asked
"Why, how can you be sure I'm okay,"
Jiang Ziyun leaned in front of me again, and continued
"Why can't this be sure, I said,,You still don't understand,,Do you know,,Why did Mr. Chen suspend your position,"
I thought to myself what nonsense meow had, of course it was because the master made a mistake, did he still reward me for stopping my position,
I looked at Jiang Ziyun and spoke again
"Wrong, otherwise, why do you say it?"
Jiang Ziyun smiled again when he heard my answer, then looked at me and said seriously
"You don't know this, Mr. Chen, this is actually called,,Kill the chicken to show the monkey,,"
Jiang Ziyun's words made me stunned for a while, and I reacted for a long time before I came back to my senses and scolded him
"You're a chicken,"
Jiang Ziyun shook his head and continued
"I'm just making an analogy, the reason why Mr. Chen is actually suspended from your job,"
"It's for others to see,"
———— 5 minutes
If I had to find a word to describe my current self, then, I think my current self, like a coward,
Yes, I hid upstairs, and when I heard Li Xinran's screams, I couldn't move.
I don't have the courage to rush down to her, body, I don't even have the courage to go down,
At this time, the lights in the corridor went out one by one, and I stood in the dark, with only my faint heartbeat left in my mind, and Li Xinran's scream just now.
No, there is no other voice,
Did Lu Mao just hit Li Xinran, that "snap" sound, did he hit her?
I don't dare to imagine what kind of scene Li Xinran's house is like now, I can even guess that it must be very bad,,
Lu Mao brought people here, he must have come to take revenge on Li Xinran, in front of others, the more Lu Mao did too much to Li Xinran, the more he could show that he took good care of his younger brother, so I could almost guess that Lu Mao must still be beating Li Xinran, although I can't hear any sound now, but the picture in the room is definitely numb just by seeing it,
What's even more terrifying is that I knew all this was happening, but I was indifferent and didn't act at all.
It's not like me, it's not me at all,
If it were me when I was a student, even if I saw a girl I didn't know being bullied by hooligans or something on the road, I would definitely rush up without hesitation.
And now it's a girl I know, a very miserable girl, or my sworn enemy hurting her, I don't even dare to do anything,
It makes me feel uncomfortable and condemned.
But even so, I still didn't go downstairs,
I still clearly know that my appearance will not do any good, it will only make things more troublesome,,
I may not be able to beat the three of them alone, and I will make all Li Xinran's plans and preparations in vain.
Let's just take this as one of my own reasons, anyway, I was standing upstairs, in the dark, and did nothing.
I waited for a while, but there was still no movement downstairs,
I was a little bolder, and slowly moved around the corner to look downstairs.
The three of them were no longer there, the door was tightly closed, and they should have all entered Li Xinran's house.
At this time, I took a deep breath, and then suddenly accelerated, went downstairs as fast as I could, and then rushed out of the corridor of Li Xinran's house.
After running out of the entrance of the building, I almost ran all the way with my head bored.
By the time I came back to my senses, I had run far, far away, so far that I didn't know where I was going.
At this time, I looked around in confusion, strange places, strange lights,
Everything is glittering, but everything is again, completely alien,,
I found a flower stand on the side of the road, and sat on it a little weakly.
After sitting down, I gasped for breath, and my heart couldn't calm down for a long time.
I suddenly remembered the time I took Zheng Jiayue to Shenzhen, that time something like that happened, I asked Zheng Jiayue to go first, and then I stayed to deal with those hooligans.
And now, I'm running faster than anyone else.
This made me laugh a little self-deprecatingly, I never felt that I was afraid of Lu Mao, but now, I seem to be really afraid,
Actually, I know the reason, I'm not afraid of Lu Mao, I'm just afraid of myself, losing my current life,,
Lose your current position, lose your current job,
I'm just scared that I'm losing these things,,
If it had been before, I would have beaten Lu Mao without hesitation, but now, I am starting to become afraid.
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