Since coming out of the restaurant, Yuan Fang and Fu Yan haven't spoken again, Yuan Fang probably doesn't know how to comfort me, because she is also stupid, and Fu Yan is curious about me and Qin Jianghao's familiar appearance, but he is not in a hurry to ask.

It just so happens that I'm in a bad mood right now and don't bother to explain it to him, anyway, he will definitely ask Yuan Fang in private, but I don't think he should be such a gossip person.

The two followed blindly for a while, but Yuan Fang couldn't walk, so he asked where I was going.

Where to go?

I don't know, but I don't want to go home at all.

Do you want to buy a ticket to go back to my hometown for a few days? That would be too strange, and my parents will definitely ask a lot when they see me go back.

After thinking about it, I still asked Yuan Fang to send me home, and when I said goodbye, she patted me on the shoulder and said to me: "No matter what happens, call my sister, and my sister will support you." ”

I gratefully bowed to her and said with a smile, "Thank you, big sister!"

Watching Yuan Fang's car drive away, he looked back at the elegant and familiar villa in front of him, and the smile on his face gradually solidified.

When I entered the door, I didn't want to do anything, and I didn't even have the heart to read the comic open class of a teacher I liked very much at seven o'clock, so I sat on the sofa in a decadent way.

Today is the best time, right? File for divorce, let my brother no longer worry about me, let Qin Jianghao be free, let Qi Jing win, and let myself ...... Learn to let go once.

Just thinking about it makes my heart throb uncomfortably, and if I really leave, what will it feel like at that moment?

In fact, if we leave, it is just a return to before we were not married, why are we so reluctant?

Sure enough, it's good that people still haven't gotten it, and if they haven't gotten it, they won't be so greedy, they won't be able to let go, and it may not be so painful.

After waiting for a long time, Qin Jianghao didn't come back, in February, the temperature was still relatively low, I felt cold, and I curled up on the sofa and didn't want to go upstairs.

Suddenly felt that there was something that hurt in my legs, so I reached out and touched it, and it turned out that the peace charm I had asked for before fell out.

Staring at the peace talisman in his hand, he began to be stunned again, and his mind was full of pictures and his voice that had happened with Qin Jianghao in the past few days.

"It's like a pig!"

"Where have I never seen your whole body? I've touched it, what are you doing with me?"

"Let's do it once!"

"I'm done. ”

"Soak for another half hour. ”

"The skin is going to soak off!"

"You're thick-skinned, what are you afraid of?"

"Why do you want to do this?"

"Bai Luoluo, are you still a child? When you beat someone on the street, do you think you can still be like before, as long as you can run, you will be fine?"

……

He thinks I'm making a child's temper, even if it's really me that makes a child's temper, why doesn't he protect his shortcomings and doesn't favor me?

Oh, I forgot, he is not Yuan Fang nor Fu Yan, nor is he my brother, who can spoil me unconditionally and regardless of any right or wrong.

What's more, I also bullied the woman he liked.

The tears fell again, I didn't want to cry at all, but the feeling of desolation in my heart as if the whole world was still, and the world was only left with itself. But it scared me.

I don't know why I feel so strange, as if there is nothing important in the world that I should pay attention to, remember and cherish. For a moment, it was as if the meaning of life had been lost.

There was a sound of the key unlocking, and I still kept curling up, not wanting to look at it or pay attention to it.

Footsteps approached me, and I closed my eyes and wanted to just fall asleep.

There is a very familiar feeling around him, you don't need to look and smell, just listen to the sound of footsteps and the sound of clothes rubbing, you can clearly distinguish that it is his breath.

We were all silent and did not speak.

I hate this kind of silence, "Qin Jianghao, where do you say people will go when they die?"

"I don't know. ”

"If I die, I want to disappear from this world completely, at least, consciousness no longer exists. ”

"What nonsense, go back to your room, don't sit here all the time. After a pause, he added, "It's cooled down." ”

didn't even ask me to calculate the account of bullying Qi Jing, and directly let me go upstairs.

I raised my head to look at him, then put down my numb legs, and said to him in a very calm voice: "Qin Jianghao, let's divorce." ”

Maybe it was because my topic changed too suddenly, and I saw his eyes flash, and there was a moment of frustration.

"......" was silent for a long time, he did not speak, and stood next to me without moving.

I waited for him to speak first, but after waiting for a long time, he didn't speak, so I had to continue, "Tomorrow morning, let's make some time, let's go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to ...... the wedding."

"You want to divorce me so much?" he interrupted me in a sudden deep voice.

I turned my head to look at him, but his face was still the usual cold, indifferent look, this sentence is easy to misunderstand, but his appearance is clearly written just now, just a casual question.

My heart throbbed hard, I was unwilling, but I couldn't do anything, "We are a fake marriage, and we were fine in the past, but recently we have caused trouble to you and my family because the truth of this matter has been known to too many people, I don't want my family to worry about me anymore because of this incident, and I don't want this matter to drag on for a long time." In the end, something irreversible happened that made us tear our skins apart. ”

He looked at me without speaking, but his brow furrowed.

I laughed and said to him in a joking tone, "And, after a long time, I'm afraid I'll take it seriously." ”

This sentence is actually an ambiguous statement, and one layer is literal. The second layer is revealing that I have feelings for him, but the leakage is subtle and not deep.

He pursed his lower lip and asked, "Does living with me bother you?"

Alas, he would ask that?

I smiled, didn't look at his eyes, looked at a set of tea sets on the coffee table and said: "What's there to worry about, including food, shelter and sleep, I picked up the cheap, otherwise with an unemployed vagrant like me, I wouldn't be able to survive in City C." On the contrary, it will cause you a lot of trouble. ”

"Then why get divorced?"

Didn't I make it very clear before? Why did he still ask this question, alas, no, what he meant, can I literally mean that he doesn't want to divorce me?

I turned back to look at him again, and then asked, something I never wanted to ask, "If we don't get divorced, what will Qi Jing do?"

He was stunned for a moment, and then said, "Actually, you don't have to care about her existence. ”

Heh, you're not me, and without my affection for you, where would you understand what I really care about.

Although I am married to him, except for my family and a few neighbors and relatives in my hometown, no one in City C knows about the existence of my named Mrs. Qin, but everyone knows Qin Jianghao's girlfriend Qi Jing.

So I and Qi Jing, who is the real name?

Although I hate Qi Jing very much, but that's also because of the position of a rival in love, maybe she's actually a good person, so I haven't wanted to clash with her head-on, if I hadn't heard that she pushed my brother that time, causing him to be injured, and the childish way she hit me in the restaurant today, I don't need to worry about her.

"If we don't get divorced, how long will we keep this relationship? for the rest of our lives? Or when you want to marry another woman and come in?" I smiled bitterly in a low voice, "Qin Jianghao, women are different from men, we have very little youth, and we can't withstand the torture of the years, and in two years, I will be the older leftover girl that no one wants." ”

It is rare to talk to him in such a serious way, but what he says is all against his will.

"You...... Do you have someone you like?" he asked suddenly, inexplicably.

So he thought I was going to divorce him because I had someone I liked? I had someone I liked, and that was you, stupid.

I was silent and didn't know how to answer this question tactfully, for a moment, I really wanted to tell him that I liked him, but for him, my love may be a trouble, after all, his heart is in someone else's place, and he can't give it to me.

When he saw that I didn't speak, he habitually thought that I was acquiescing, pursed his lips, and then said, "Okay, let's leave tomorrow." Then he turned and went out the door.

I just came back.

It's also true, Qi Jing is crying like that today, how could he not be by her side.

When a woman is vulnerable, what she needs most is for her lover to be by her side.

I went upstairs, then pulled out our marriage certificate, held it in my hand for I don't know how long, and when I woke up the next day, it was still tightly in my hand.

When I woke up and saw it, I couldn't help laughing at myself, I was going to get divorced, what else was there to be reluctant to!

After washing, I threw my ID card and some other things I needed to bring into my bag, and finally looked at the red book on the bed, and I didn't know if I would use this for divorce, so I didn't know if I should bring it with me.

Actually, I don't want to bring it over, women, they like to leave something as evidence and memorial of one thing.

When I went out, I passed by the door of Qin Jianghao's room, and I didn't know if he got up, but when he went downstairs, there was no him in the living room, and there was no him in the kitchen, so he really hadn't gotten up yet.

I saw that it was not yet eight o'clock, and I got up early.

I went to the kitchen to make breakfast for two, and when I was done, he still didn't come downstairs.

I sat on the sofa and waited, not because I was patient, but I was procrastinating for time by deceiving myself, and I wanted to go to the Civil Affairs Bureau later.

Waited until half past eight, he still didn't come down, I sighed, went upstairs to call him, knocked on the door for a long time but no one responded, pushed the door open, and guessed that he was not there, but when I opened the door, I saw him lying quietly on the bed, but without a quilt.