234 An opportunity is missing
After coming in with the cover rolled up, I took a comfortable shower first, and when I came out of the bathroom, I saw Xia Han wearing pajamas, bare his thighs and playing with the two rabbits in his hands. ggaax
"How are you?" she whispered.
The main reason is that Xia Han hasn't spoken much, and now he looks quite inferior when he plays **, directly twisting the rabbit's arm with both hands, as if he wants to pull his paws down alive.
"What's going on? Xia Han pouted, but the action of ravaging the rabbit in his hand was even harder.
"Alright, Bunny is so cute, you can't afford to break it. He leaned in and took the rabbit from her hand.
"Yes, toys are innocent, people are bad. ”
Huanhuan chuckled: "Do you want to tell Chu Yu in advance?"
Xia Han tilted his head and thought for a while: "What to say, there's nothing to say." ”
Her voice was a little low, obviously very negative, and she was silent for a long time before she said, "You have to plan ahead." ”
"I know, I'm hungry, let's order some if there's anything good to eat around here. ”
"It's only been a long time since you finished eating, so you can order something else. You really don't have the slightest instinct to be an actress, if you let Li Yue know, he will come to you again to settle accounts. Huanhuan reached out and poked her forehead, his face full of helpless wry smiles, but in the end, he nodded according to her meaning.
After the two of them finished eating, they brushed their teeth again and turned off the lights to get ready for bed.
No one mentioned Chu Yu again, in fact, the circle wanted to mention it, but Chu Yu didn't even send a message, and if he brought it up now, he was afraid that it would make Xia Han even more uncomfortable, so he simply closed his mouth.
There is only a night light in the room, Xia Han is lying on the ** but can't sleep, she has her eyes open, and she is rubbing her mobile phone from time to time.
Finally, I waited until after eleven o'clock to receive a text message from Chu Yu.
- Xinxin is a little uncomfortable, I just accompanied her to the doctor, so I won't go back to the hotel, you have a good rest.
When Xia Han saw this text message, he couldn't tell what it was like, I don't know if he was numb or a little lost.
She had long expected that Chu Yu would not come to the hotel, but when she really received the news, she felt a different feeling.
It was as if someone had poached a piece of her heart, uncomfortable, tangled, and at the same time felt that she was not angry.
She felt uncomfortable in her heart, so she felt uncomfortable all over her body, and she felt a little tossing and turning.
"Can't you sleep?" Huanhuan seemed to be woken up by her toss, and couldn't help but ask in a low voice.
"Hmm. ”
"Did he message you?"
"It's gone, he said he wouldn't come back, and accompanied Lu Xin to the doctor. Xia Han's voice was a little low.
Huanhuan frowned, she was silent for a long time, as if she was brewing something, and finally said: "What do you think? It's not a matter if it goes on like this, that girl is not like a second-class girl, on the contrary, she is quite good at getting into trouble, and she is really in bad health." It's almost the reincarnation of Sister Lin. You know, sick and weak people are always very lovable, and she is Chu Yu's biological daughter. ”
The circle didn't seem to be able to sleep either, the two of them lay facing each other, both looking at each other with their eyes open, each other's faces were a little blurry in the dark, but this did not prevent the two from talking freely.
"I know, as early as I knew that Lu Xin's heart was to join the group and film with me, I was ready not to marry him. Later, when Lu Qingran entered the group to visit the class, Chu Yu and Lu Xin became closer and closer, and I was ready to break up. Now I can't hang on the ground, I can't swallow or spit it out, I can't give up a little reluctantly, and I feel uncomfortable if I don't give up......"
Perhaps it was the darkness around her that gave Xia Han countless courage, and she finally told her little by little the depression that had accumulated in her heart during the recent period.
She was reluctant to give up Chu Yu, she really liked him so much.
After all, it was this man who wore fruity lipstick, the first to kiss her, take her to eat and drink, help her when she was in trouble, and give her a sense of solidity with the world.
But feelings will be worn out, especially this one, because there are hardships, less and more entanglements.
Some friction and misunderstandings gradually generated, and it was only now that Xia Han realized that they were two people with complicated feelings.
Even if the relationship is made public and the whole country is watched, there is no sense of security, and the trust between each other is definitely not as strong as she imagined.
It turned out that the breakup was just a thought, two very simple words, not as heavy as she thought before.
"I know, I know. Huanhuan raised his hand and patted her on the back, softly reassuring her.
Xia Han's pain, of course she understood.
Human energy is limited, and it is impossible to use it for two purposes.
What's more, for an actor like Chu Yu, it can almost be described as busy without touching the ground.
In the already limited time, it has to be divided between Xia Han and Lu Xin, and how this time and energy are distributed is naturally impossible to estimate.
Chu Yu was now obviously immersed in the joy and novelty of being a father, and he inevitably neglected Xia Han.
In addition, Lu Xin is obviously more attached to Chu Yu than Xia Han, she seems to regard Chu Yu as her whole world, and likes to report to him in every detail, even if he is busy and he doesn't care about it, but Lu Xin will always be waiting there.
In contrast, Xia Han also has her own things to do, and Xia Han's personality will not allow her to fight for ** like an ancient harem concubine.
Although Xia Han and Lu Xin's identities are a little different, one is a girlfriend and the other is a daughter, but the two of them do have a competitive and even hostile relationship.
In Lu Xin's eyes, I'm afraid that she and Xia Han are competing for Chu Yu's ** love.
"It's impossible for Chu Yu not to recognize this daughter, and Lu Xin's hostility towards you has not diminished in the slightest, either you persuade Chu Yu to get married in the future, don't take her to your side, and live in your two-person world. Even if you want to have a child in the future, you know, a child of her age does things impulsively, and regardless of the consequences, Lu Xin is not in good health, and often thinks that she has a few years to live, so she doesn't care about how others ......"
Huanhuan's voice was lowered, it was not that she deliberately blocked Xia Han, but as Chu Yu's assistant, Huanhuan knew all the aspects of the matter better.
Chu Yu was basically very busy when filming, but Lu Xin's information was available every day, so Chu Yu chatted with her as soon as she got off the scene.
The person who could occupy Chu Yu's free time was basically only Xia Han alone, but now he was replaced by Lu Xin.
"Maybe, I just lack a chance to say break up? Maybe tomorrow, maybe the day after tomorrow, I'll say goodbye to him!"
Xia Han turned over and turned into a flat lying position, her voice was not slow, she had returned to a stable state, and she didn't seem to have any hesitation.
The circle moved his lips, as if he wanted to say something, but finally fell silent.
"It's good that you decide, don't regret it. Discuss with Li Yue as soon as possible, you are now a contracted artist in the studio, and if you break up, it will still have a greater impact on you. Brother Chu is an honest person, but I don't dare to pack a ticket for his emotional performance, because you are the first girlfriend he has admitted and made public in so many years. ”
The circle couldn't help but say a few more words, in fact, her position was rather awkward, and she was Xia Han's good friend and a member of Chu Yu's studio.
But on this night, on this **, the circle is just Xia Han's good friend, so there are some things she should tell her, but she still has to make it clear.
Xia Han said lightly, and he promised her.
"I know. ”
Xia Han originally thought that he would not be able to sleep, but he didn't expect that after closing his eyes, he soon fell asleep.
Maybe she was too tired during the day, or maybe she had already received a text message that Chu Yu would not come back, so she had no expectations in her heart, and she could finally become calm.
Early in the morning, without Li Yue calling, Xia Han got up in the alarm.
She replied with a text message to Chu Yu: I'm leaving.
There were only three simple words, she flipped through the previous conversation between them, and she was still a little sad in her heart, but she just sighed, put away her phone, and left with her suitcase.
"What are you going to eat this morning? I'm in for a treat, I'll buy what I order." Li Yue was surprised at first when he saw her take the initiative to come to him, and immediately raised a smile and said very reasonably.
Xia Han raised his eyebrows: "So good?"
"Of course, to reward you for being so well-behaved today. ”
"I want to eat oily braised pork and roast duck. Xia Han ordered unceremoniously.
"You'd better take it with the dog. Li Yue refused mercilessly, and the words he said just now were like a gust of wind, and they dispersed as soon as they blew.
Xia Han pursed his lips, and finally picked a slightly light lean porridge.
Momoko wasn't with them, so it was just the two of them at breakfast, and the breakfast shop was very secluded, maybe they got up too early.
Xia Han also enjoyed the treatment of eating breakfast quietly, they didn't dare to pick the window, just sat in an inconspicuous corner.
"That foodie has finally come into play, and the places she chose have always tasted good. Li Yue clutched his full stomach and felt very satisfied.
The lean porridge in this shop tastes great, and the xiaolongbao is also very authentic, Li Yue couldn't hold back his appetite, and he ate a little bit at once.
However, it doesn't matter if you eat a little full breakfast, and you can save your weight for the next meal.
Xia Han looked at him with such a satisfied appearance, and couldn't help but have a smile on his face, but this smile was a little bitter.
"You don't have a good appetite today?, you only ate half a bowl of porridge?" Li Yue finally noticed that something was wrong with Xia Han.
She usually eats so fast, but today it has become very slow, and the spoon in her hand keeps stirring the porridge, but she does not send a bite into her mouth, as if the bowl of porridge in front of her is poisonous.