272 Is it really that hard to admit blindness?
Feng Yuansheng looked at Lin Weiwei, only to see that her eyes were indifferent and did not look at him, but he knew that Lin Weiwei was also waiting for her answer and his confession. She is so old, she does have the right to know what happened back then.
"Yes, when I was pregnant in Ziyang, I cheated, although it was a mental derailment, but I couldn't fool myself, I fell in love with the young, cheerful and interesting woman back then, that is, Yang Xuan......"
Lin Weiwei couldn't help clenching his fists, what a "young, cheerful and interesting woman", what a "mental derailment"!
Lin Weiran nodded: "It seems that Weiwei's mother's intuition is not wrong." ”
"It turns out that Ziyang knows my mind from the beginning? It turns out that it has always been my own cleverness. Feng Yuansheng's eyes were filled with indescribable sadness.
But Weiwei's mother said that she never regretted falling in love with you, she could only say that the years were too long, and she was not good enough to keep your heart, it was her incompetence. The reason why she agreed to divorce you at that time was because she wanted you to be happy, she didn't want to tie you up with marriage, she didn't want to upset you. Lin Weiran stated calmly.
In fact, when she was reading Lin Weiwei's mother's diary, she kept asking herself, was she right about Lu Mingchuan like this? She thought she was holding on to him and refusing to let go, but she didn't have the ability to give him happiness and joy, and after tormenting each other for so long, no one was happy in the end......
Lin Weiwei's heart was "thumping", unspeakably uncomfortable, she wanted to cry immediately, however, she couldn't cry, the story had just begun, how could she be so uncompromising?
"Ziyang, she is the woman who loves me the most in the world, but I didn't cherish her, everything I have suffered now is to blame. Simply, I don't have much time left, I just hope that after I'm gone, I can bury my ashes with Ziyang......"
Lin Weiwei immediately stood up: "Why?"
"Weiwei!" Lin Weiran hurriedly pulled her.
"Why are you buried with my mother? My mother has been gone for so many years, do you still want to make her so restless? What kind of heart do you have?" Lin trembled with excitement all over, and his face was as ugly as a blank piece of paper!
"Weiwei, don't get excited, listen to me. Feng Yuansheng also stood up, stretched out his hand but slowly retracted it, he was not qualified to touch Lin Weiwei at all.
"What else do you want to say? Where were you when my mother died? Where were you when my mother was buried? Now, you have been dumped and abandoned by Yang Xuan like a bad old man, and you told me that you want to be buried with my mother? Do you know what it means to be faced?" Lin clenched his fists slightly and yelled at him.
Lin Weiran frowned, and while comforting Lin Weiwei, he gave Feng Yuansheng a look, asking him not to say anything. The left and right are all in the future, why do you want to say it now to stimulate Lin Weiwei?
Feng Yuansheng sat on the sofa, only regretting in his heart. As the saying goes, if you knew today, why bother in the first place? If the results of everything could have been seen in the past, why did he take that step? He had poor vision, empathy, and love the wrong person, but he lost the two most precious diamonds in his life, one was Ziyang and the other was Lin Weiwei.
At this time, Lin Weiran held Lin Weiwei's cold hand and said calmly: "The reason why Dad told me about it in the letter is that I told you not to know it, and what I am afraid of is probably your current state." Weiwei, I know that your mother's death is an indelible pain in your life, and my father is probably afraid that you will collapse if you know the truth of the year, so I let me hide it from you. ”
"Dad always knew?" Lin Wei looked sideways at Lin Weiran.
Lin Weiran shook his head: "Dad shouldn't know, he has been looking for the Demon Eye, in order to find the truth of the year, if it wasn't for Dad asking us to help find the Demon Eye, Mr. Feng wouldn't have given it to you as a wedding gift, then I wouldn't have opened the box and seen the diary left by your mother." ”
Luo Chiheng said that the material of the lock was extremely hard, and it could not be destroyed, so it could only be opened with a password...... What does that have to do with the Demon Eye?" Lin asked slightly puzzled.
"Weiwei, the Demon Eye is handed down from Ziyang's family, and it is priceless, and it is your mother's belonging. Feng Yuansheng said.
"It's the real Demon Eye, there are a few numbers on the inside of the ring, which is the password to open the box, I borrowed the Demon Eye from Chi Heng, and opened the box, inside, in addition to your mother's diary, there are several letters, one of which is left for you. ”
Lin Weiran said, got up and went upstairs, and walked down after a while, holding three letters in his hand. One is for Lin Weiwei, one is for Feng Yuansheng, and one is for Lin Wentang.
"I have completed the messenger's mission, but now that I have spoken of it, I will tell you all that I know. As for Weiwei's mother's diary, I kept it temporarily, because my father told me that no one could give it. ”
Lin Weiwei held the letter and said to Lin Weiran: "Sister, my mother is ...... Why did I commit suicide? Is it really because I'm too stupid to learn the songs my mother taught me?"
In the past, Lin Weiwei was convinced, but now, she found that she was too naïve, how could any mother commit suicide because her child couldn't learn to sing? There must be other reasons. But because she jumped off the building in front of her, the shadow in her heart always lingers, and it hurts when she thinks about it.
If only she had been as old as she is now, at least, she could have stopped her and not let her lose her favorite mother.
Lin Weiran hugged Lin Weiwei's shoulder, shook his head and said, "Actually, as early as after you were born, Mr. Feng's interactions with Yang Xuan became more and more frequent, so much so that in the end, he didn't even want to go home. At that time, your mother always lied to you that Mr. Feng was busy with work, but in fact, he was already living with Yang Xuan outside, and to the extent that he clearly wanted to divorce. ”
Feng Yuansheng said ashamedly: "At that time, I was young and vigorous, I admit that I just relied on Ziyang's weakness, and I have always been submissive, so I did whatever I wanted, it was all my bastard, it was all my fault......"
"Shut up, I don't want to hear you say this, it will only make me feel more disgusting!" Lin waited for Feng Yuansheng slightly, his gaze seemed to be quenched with poison.
I saw Lin Weiran smile faintly: "I remember that there was such a sentence in that diary, in fact, she is not a weak person, she just doesn't want the person she loves to be sad or unhappy, so she would rather endure everything." Weiwei, your mom is really a good woman!"
Lin smiled slightly bitterly: "What about a good woman? I think it's better to be a bad person, a bad person lives for a thousand years, look at Yang Xuan now, how chic and happy he is?"
"Weiwei, it was me who was not good back then, in fact, Yang Xuan rejected me, but in the end, because I was too unswerving, she was still moved and fell in love with me, so she willingly became my lover. I know, I'm too much of a bastard......" Feng Yuansheng said, unexpectedly seeing Lin Weiran's mocking smile to the extreme, he couldn't help frowning, and didn't say any more.
"Why don't you say it?" Lin sneered slightly, "Continue to argue for the love of your life! Everyone knows that she is a broken shoe on the street, and you are the only one who treats her as a treasure like a crystal slipper! Do you know what kind of person you are in the eyes of your best friend all these years? I really don't want to use those two words to describe you!"
"Weiwei, the topic is far away, Yang Xuan and Dad's matter, we will talk about it slowly. Lin Weiran hugged her shoulders and reminded her to calm down, "Mr. Feng, do you really think Yang Xuan is clean?
Feng Yuansheng was stunned, for so many years, he had never doubted her, no matter what kind of rumors, he always believed that Yang Xuan had always been consistent with her. However, according to Lin Weiran's questioning, it seemed that a conspiracy had been brewing from the beginning.
"Of course, I can't completely listen to what Weiwei's mother says in her diary, I just tell you everything I know, whether you want to believe me or not, it's up to you. Lin Weiran said, stood up, and paced around the living room.
"You should have struggled for divorce back then, and it was at that time that Yang Xuan began to show her true colors. Weiwei's mother knew everything, but she knew it a little late, her depression was already very serious at that time, and the medicine she took had long been passive, and even the hospital where she saw a doctor had already been bought by Yang Xuan. When she realized that she had reached the stage where she wanted to destroy at any time, she couldn't control herself anymore, and her diary was also written in a mess, and the preface didn't match the afterword, and I struggled to see it. I think Yang Xuan was afraid that you would not divorce, so he made a ruthless move. ”
"It turned out that she really did it......" Feng Yuansheng stared blankly ahead, his gaze was empty and unfocused, and his already sick face now became even more difficult to look at.
"Hahaha......" Lin suddenly laughed slightly, "You man is really naïve, obviously he is already suspicious of her, but he is still defending her, are you defending her, or are you defending your own face? Is it really that difficult to admit that you are blind? You are really, ridiculous! My mother, how could she love a scum like you deeply until the moment she left!"