Chapter 294: Midsummer Light Year
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Midsummer moved, but Lu Yuan would rather she be silent at this moment, because no one knows better than Lu Yuan what these actions of Midsummer represent at this moment.
She didn't look at herself, she just raised her head and looked at Qi Meng beside her, it was a kind of desperate look that Lu Yuan had never seen, even in the middle of summer, when she was the most tormented and difficult, he had never seen this kind of despair in her, and his heart was inexplicably panicked.
I wanted to say something, but because I was afraid of touching the fragile and sensitive nerves at this time in the middle of summer, I didn't dare to act rashly after all.
Qi Meng also noticed Midsummer's gaze, and slowly turned his head to look at her, with an evil smile on the corner of his mouth:
"Why do you look at me like this? Did I say something wrong? Or do you still have those things that you haven't told Lu Yuan and me, it doesn't matter, I already told him when I met him last time, but what I didn't expect is that he is still the same as ever to you, and you are really, just deceive a person who likes you, I'm afraid it's inappropriate, right?"
Sheng Xia did not tell Lu Yuan all about herself, but she also did not think about hiding it permanently, she clearly knew what she had experienced, and she also knew that the gap between herself and Lu Yuan had gradually evolved to the point that she could no longer cross the gap, and she did not plan to stay by his side after the drug addiction was rehabilitated, but Qi Meng should not have said her unbearability so unscrupulously in front of Lu Yuan.
Sheng Xia is not afraid of being embarrassed, anyway, those things are real, so she can't refute anything, but, Lu Yuan is still her husband at this moment, she has no way, and she can't do it without caring about his dignity and face, at this moment, Sheng Xia's hatred for Qi Meng has increased by another point.
She hated him and wanted to kill him.
"Qi Meng, do you want me to go with you?"
"Yes. ”
"I never knew you loved me so much. ”
Qi Meng hooked his lips and smiled:
"It's better not to say this, because I don't know if I still love you, what I want more than love is to imprison you and torture you, after all, you are the first person in the world to betray me, Midsummer, you know me better than anyone else, you shouldn't feel that you used to be my girlfriend to have special treatment. ”
Midsummer smiled desolately:
"I don't know you, and I never know you, so who has the time and energy to get to know a beast?"
Qi Meng squinted her eyes slightly, Sheng Xia knew that it was a danger signal, but she was not afraid, if a person was not even afraid of death, then there would be nothing in this world that could shake her determination, Sheng Xia ignored Qi Meng's anger, she looked at Lu Yuan slowly in Qi Meng's gaze, and smiled slightly.
Lu Yuan could feel that her smile was from the heart, relieved, and fearless.
At this moment, Lu Yuan was completely panicked, and he said:
"Midsummer ......"
"Lu Yuan. Sheng Xia probably knew what he wanted to say, so he stopped him at the first time and said: "Thank you, thank you for everything you have done for me, and thank you for pulling me up from purgatory on earth, although I am physically tired during this time, it is the happiest day I have ever lived, because there is nothing more important than being with the person I love." ”
When Lu Yuan heard this, he was stunned for a moment, and he didn't react to what he said in Midsummer's mouth.
What is love, is that two people fall in love with each other. This is the most beautiful word of time, but this word has never been applied between himself and Midsummer, because he knows very clearly that Midsummer does not love himself, but it is under such a cognition that Midsummer says 'love' to himself.
He misunderstood, but at the same time was pleasantly surprised.
Seeing Lu Yuan's reaction, Midsummer smiled slightly:
"Fool, aren't you usually very smart? Why don't you understand what I mean now? I mean, I love you, I have fallen in love with you in a time that I don't know, Lu Yuan, I am really satisfied with you by my side, thank you for walking with me, I am grateful for this life. ”
Lu Yuan looked at her:
"Midsummer, I don't need your gratitude, we don't need to say this between us, there is still so much time in the future, I will always be by your side, accompany you, protect you, you believe in me. ”
Sheng Xia looked at Lu Yuan and smiled slightly, but did not respond to his words, which made Lu Yuan panic and wanted to say something, but Sheng Xia had already turned his head to look at Qi Meng again, and she said:
"Are you not going to let me go anyway?"
"What do you say?" Qi Meng almost gritted his teeth: "Midsummer, you almost want to die, confess to another man in front of me, don't you understand what kind of means I will torture you?"
Midsummer was not afraid, and smiled slowly:
"Do you think I'm still scared? Qi Meng, you think you can completely control me, and even use drugs to make me submit, but do you know that there is a kind of person that you can't control in your life. ”
Qi Meng frowned slightly, and while carefully recalling what she said, Sheng Xia seized the opportunity for him to relax his guard, suddenly pushed him away, and ran towards the edge of the rooftop.
"Midsummer !!"
Lu Yuan's voice was recalled in her ears, and she heard it in the middle of summer, she felt that it was the best voice in the world, it seemed that no one had ever called her name in such an emotional tone, she seemed to look back at Lu Yuan, to see his face, but she didn't dare, she could imagine that it must be a face that was worried and frightened to the extreme.
If you don't look at it, she will probably soften her heart after seeing it, right? Because he is the only person in this world who has given him warmth, and she is alive in the days when he is around, but unfortunately, she did not know how to cherish it in the past.
She regretted it, but by the time she had this emotion, it was already too late, too late.
She didn't think about starting over with Lu Yuan, and she didn't even think about quitting drugs from the beginning, but after Lu Yuan saw her appearance, she always asked him to help him stand up, so that he would feel less guilty, in fact, she would rather Lu Yuan be a kind person, but he wasn't, even in the face of such a dilapidated self, even in the face of Qi Meng's words to him, he never thought of giving up on himself.
But he is not worthy of him after all.
She had already made plans to leave Lu Yuan after quitting drugs, whether he agreed or not, she couldn't drag him down anymore, but she never thought of making this determination in front of him, she could feel Lu Yuan's sadness and sadness, and even despair, but other than that, did she have any other choice?
No.
She understands Qi Meng, no matter what the result will be today, the drugs in Qi Meng's hands will still pierce into her body after all, it's not that she can't bear the torture brought to her by relapse, she just doesn't want Lu Yuan to accompany her on this difficult road again.
Farewell, Lu Yuan.
Don't be burdened by my departure, for death is not necessarily a relief for me.
Farewell, Lu Yuan.
You have to live a good life, without me, your life will be more colorful.
Farewell, Lu Yuan.
If there is an afterlife, I will definitely go to you, stay with you, and be a good wife.
Midsummer went crazy and ran to the edge of the rooftop, Lu Yuan also chased with all his might, but Qi Meng was still stunned, he probably didn't expect that Midsummer would make such a choice, in his impression, Midsummer has always been strong and optimistic, no matter what happens, she should not be a woman who will make such a decision.
But Qi Meng ignored one thing, that is, everything has a bottom line, when a person is cornered and has no hope of life, then there is no difference between life and death.
When he reacted and wanted to stop it, Lu Yuan had already grabbed Midsummer's wrist at the last moment, he was lying on the edge of dozens of floors of high-rise buildings, facing the wind in the sky, tightly grasping Midsummer's hand, and using all his strength.
Sheng Xia didn't expect to be rescued by Lu Yuan at the last moment, this was not the result she wanted, she looked up at Lu Yuan and smiled slightly:
"Ah Yuan, let it go. ”
"Don't let go!" he replied to her almost through gritted teeth: "Midsummer, you want to die, and without my consent, I have worked hard and painstakingly to restore your health not for you to die!"
said cruel words, but Sheng Xia could clearly see that Lu Yuan's eyes were red, and an inexplicable drop of liquid fell on her forehead, she was stunned for a moment, only to understand that it was his tears, and her heart hurt inexplicably, and it was beyond measure.
Qi Meng came over at this time, but he didn't mean to help, he stepped on the edge and glanced downstairs, smiling slightly:
"If you fall, you should die, and there will be no pain. ”
Lu Yuan ignored him and wanted to pull Sheng Xia up, but Qi Meng stepped on the arm that Lu Yuan was pulling Sheng Xia with one foot at this time, so that he didn't have half the strength to use, Lu Yuan endured the pain and spoke:
"Qi Meng, you shouldn't want to see Midsummer die, pull her up, and I'll deal with it. ”
Qi Meng laughed:
"Are you negotiating terms with me? But Lu Yuan, have you ever thought about what Midsummer is for me, if you haven't figured it out, then let me tell you, she has no meaning to me, the only meaning is to take revenge on you, how much torture you have to her, how much your heart will endure, but the torture is almost enough now, and I am tired, so I think that another fatal blow in the end is the most perfect end to my revenge, and there is nothing more perfect than letting you watch her die, isn't it?"