Chapter 92: So You're Still There
"But I found you, why is there always no one answering your phone!What's the situation?" As soon as Zhou Fei left the door of the company, he ran into Li Lan, who was in a hurry.
"Why did you come here suddenly, and you didn't say anything in advance, I'm so ready to prepare!" Zhou Fei didn't expect Li Lan to come over suddenly.
Since sending Wu Zixi away that day, the relationship between Zhou Fei and Li Lan has been determined, and being with Li Lan is not as vigorous as being with Wu Zixi at that time, and their love is plain. If the time is free, they will eat together, or go for a walk in the park, sometimes he will go to Li Lan, sometimes Li Lan will come to him, in comparison, Li Lan will come to him more often than he will go to Li Lan. If time is tight, just call to say hello, the relationship between them is so dull, but the relationship has been stable and rising, because Li Lan hinted that Zhou Fei wanted to have a home, Zhou Fei did not refuse Li Lan, he has been in Shanghai for almost a year, he also wants to have a home of his own, this kind of feeling is really bad.
"If I hadn't come suddenly, I wouldn't have thought of any other reason why you didn't answer my phone. Li Lan was referring to Zhang Xiaoxiao, who had not gone far yet, she saw that Zhou Fei and Zhang Xiaoxiao came out together, and they were chatting very hotly.
"Don't speculate, I forgot to bring my phone when I went to work today, it's not what you think. "Every woman is suspicious, it's natural.
"You're okay with her, are you? If you hide it from me, I won't spare you. Li Lan didn't want to give Zhou Fei to others easily, as long as there was a little wind and grass, she would nip this momentum in the bud and never let it blossom and bear fruit.
"She and I are colleagues, it's not as complicated as you think. Are you in such a hurry to come here just for this?" With Li Lan's character, coming to him today is definitely not just because he didn't answer her phone, she must have other things to say to him, and if no one answered the phone, she came to him directly.
"It's all your fault, it almost made me forget about business. That's right, Wang Wei's girlfriend Li Juan called and said that Wang Wei had a very serious car accident and he wanted to see you. Li Lan conveyed what Li Juan said on the phone to Zhou Fei.
"Are you saying that Wang Wei had an accident, and it is very serious?" Zhou Fei couldn't believe what he heard, he thought that he must have been hallucinating, how could Wang Wei have an accident.
His girlfriend Li Juan told me that, and now he is still in the hospital, although his life is not in danger, but his condition is very bad. Li Lan repeated to Zhou Fei what Li Juan said to her, she knew that Zhou Fei had heard it clearly, but she couldn't believe it would be true.
She knew the relationship between Zhou Fei and Wang Wei, and she knew that hearing the news hit Zhou Fei very hard. Zhou Fei sat on the ground, holding his head in his hands, without saying a word, she had never seen Zhou Fei like this, but she could understand that this was a very painful moment for Zhou Fei.
Natural and man-made disasters are always inevitable, and none of us can guarantee that we will be safe for the rest of our lives. Li Lan was frightened by Zhou Fei in front of her, such Zhou Fei overwhelmed her, she knew that he was very painful and sad, but she couldn't see his wounds, and she wouldn't even know how to comfort him.
"I had to go see him, he was my best friend, he had an accident and I didn't know anything about it. If you hadn't come today, I wouldn't have known anything. These days, in order to be busy with work, I have forgotten many people, Wang Wei is my best friend, but I haven't heard from him for a long time, as a friend, I am doing very badly, I am not a qualified friend. As soon as Zhou Fei mentioned Wang Wei, he realized that he had not been in contact with Wang Wei for a long time. Yes, a graduation has separated them from all corners of the world, not only in two places, but also in their hearts.
Youth, before it has time to bloom brilliantly, it has already withered silently.
Zhou Fei suddenly remembered a poem that Wang Wei once wrote, Wang Wei may be unsatisfactory in many aspects, and even did not get a graduation certificate when he graduated, but he is very sensitive to words and loves words very much. I didn't expect such a person who loves life and cherishes life to go through hell.
I want to say goodbye to you, my youth
The morning sun of youth instantly turned into a sunset
Youth has not yet had time to bloom magnificently
and the loneliness withered
Youth!
Why are you so stingy and bring so much?
and all of them will be taken away
I want to say goodbye to you, my friend
Those innocent years are like the smoke and rain of dawn
It's too late to talk about friendship in detail
They all disappeared lonely in a strange distance
Friends, friends
Why are you so ruthless and noisy intruding into my life?
Left quietly again
I want to say goodbye to you, my love
Those days with you are like flowers in the fog
The flowers of love have not yet had time to reveal their fragrance
Just let the storm eat away at your mind
Love, love
Why are you so cruel, give me infinite hope
Leaving infinite pain behind
I want to say goodbye to you, my life
The trajectory of life is the shining of one star and the fall of another
I haven't had time to release the light yet
and they will sleep in the darkness of the night
Life, life
Why are you so bleak, born in the heavenly market?
Disappeared into the dark and far-reaching universe again
- "I want to say goodbye to you"
"I want to say goodbye to you", this poem is still echoing in his ears, but Wang Wei is so far away from him, this distance is not from Shanghai to the provincial capital, but the distance between life and death, he couldn't imagine that he almost missed a good friend.
"I'll go ask for leave first, you also go and clean up, let's go see Wang Wei together, we'll meet at the airport in a while, I'll book a ticket now." "Zhou Fei not only wants to see Wang Wei, he also has to bring Li Lan, although everyone knew each other when they were in school before, but Li Lan and Wang Wei are not familiar with each other, of course, he doesn't know their current relationship, he wants Wang Wei to know that he Zhou Fei is also a person to take care of.
"Why am I going, I'm not familiar with him, so I'm not going!" Li Lan didn't understand why Zhou Fei had to bring her along. Seriously, when she was in school, she didn't have a good impression of Wang Wei, and even hated him a little, he always looked cynical, as if there was nothing else in his world except games, and in the end he didn't even get his graduation certificate. Zhou Fei and Wu Zixi broke up because of him, if he hadn't asked Zhou Fei to help, Zhou Fei wouldn't have gone to Xu Fei, and there would have been no such foolish thing, but now it seems that Wang Wei helped her in this regard, otherwise she wouldn't have had a chance to be with Zhou Fei.
"I know you've always had a prejudice against him, it's because you don't know him, he's not as you see, he's harder than anyone else, he loves life, he respects life, he takes the suffering that life brings him as a gift, he doesn't complain. Although he did not come from a privileged background, he never accepted the arrangement that fate had given him, he always tried to change his fate, and although he still had nothing, I believe that fate would favor him. Zhou Fei doesn't care what others say about Wang Wei, in his eyes, Wang Wei is very good, and he is more willing to associate than those children of noble birth, because Wang Wei has a quality that those people don't have, although until now he doesn't know what that quality is.
"Don't worry, he's your friend. That is, my friend, I will let go of my prejudices about him and get to know him again. You're right, I don't know him, so I don't have the right to judge him, but I believe that since you admire him so much, he must be exceptional. "Li Lan is such a straightforward girl.
"I'm sorry, brother, I couldn't be by your side when you needed me the most, but I'm sure you'll be okay because you still have unfulfilled dreams. Zhou Fei stood at the gate of the airport, his face facing the direction of the provincial capital, and silently prayed for Wang Wei in his heart.
There are many kinds of feelings that connect people, the relationship between us and our relatives is family affection, the relationship between us and our friends is friendship, and the relationship between us and our lovers is love. Among the many feelings, friendship is a very special feeling, it is different from family affection, but also different from love, once this feeling is born between two people, it will exist in their lives for a long time, can not be broken, can not be weakened. Family affection can become a tool for mutual light, love can be disagreed with each other after a word, only this friendship is reliable and can withstand the test of wind and rain.
"Friends. Wait for me! I have so much to say to you. "In the year in Shanghai, Zhou Fei didn't have a true friend, sometimes he was really lonely, and he didn't want to talk to a friend. At this age, we yearn for the excitement of the outside world, but when we really go outside, we find that the outside world is not as good as we imagined.
Time is the most unforgiving thing in the world, it makes us forget the good things that were once there, and we will forget the people who used to be with our ears and temples. It's been a year since he left the provincial capital, and nothing has changed in the city, but Zhou Fei obviously feels the strangeness of the city to him, and the city is now both familiar and unfamiliar to him. When the car passed by the gate of their school, Zhou Fei stared at the school gate, he didn't know what he was looking at anymore, but he hoped to see a familiar face. Li Lan, like Zhou Fei, also wanted to be recognized here, asking "Are you okay?", at this moment, these three simple words were enough to make her burst into tears.
"I hate the feeling of being both familiar and incredibly strange. Li Lan saw the younger students coming in and out of the school gate, she felt very uncomfortable, once she was like them, here to write young dreams, weaving beautiful blueprints, but now she has been smoothed by life, the years in this place can never go back.
Zhou Fei also hated this feeling, when he was in school, he was the one who stood on the stage, but in life, it was bleak.
Life is a process of continuous loss and continuous gain, when we come to this world, we have nothing, and when one day we leave this world, whether we are poor or rich, we still have nothing, and we can't take anything with us. In the process of growing up, we always calculate the gains and losses, but at the last moment of life, these are small things, and those who are calculating will be relieved.
After this car accident, Wang Wei re-understood life, and he will still make unremitting efforts in the future, but he will not force it anymore, he uses a lot of words to try to explain the essence of life, but now a car accident has made him understand what life is.
Seeing Zhou Fei and Li Lan walking in, Wang Wei's tears couldn't stop flowing. No matter how the world changes, no matter how much time passes, some things will never change.
"Don't get excited, everything will be fine, no matter when, we are still by your side, never leave. Zhou Fei held Wang Wei's hand, looking at Wang Wei, who was pale on the hospital bed and had tubes inserted in his body, his heart seemed to be cut with a knife, and he couldn't say the pain.
A true friend will not be embarrassed even if he doesn't say a word, even if he hasn't seen each other for a long time, he will not be estranged, he will not be a stranger, and anything that can stand the test of time is real.
Zhou Fei and Li Lan left some money when they left, he knew that what Wang Wei needed most now was money, and this was the only thing he could help Wang Wei, with Li Juan taking care of Wang Wei, he was relieved, although he had not seen Li Juan before, but he felt that Li Juan was a good girl, and it was Wang Wei's luck to have Li Juan by Wang Wei's side.