Chapter 20: Suicides

However, Jiang Yu didn't have any charming thoughts at this time, she couldn't see or hear anything, even if she could feel the breath that was close at hand.

Song Yao was shocked at first, but when he saw Jiang Yu's closed eyes and frowning brows, he suddenly realized that something was wrong, "What's wrong?

It's just that Jiang Yu can't hear anything now, so he can't answer him, so he can only stand firm with his strength and wait for this wave of darkness to pass.

After about a minute, Jiang Yu felt a faint light in front of him, and he could hear the sound vaguely in his ears. She vaguely saw Song Yao's worried look, and smiled weakly, "I'm fine, it's just a little low blood sugar, and I suddenly stood up and felt a little dizzy." ”

Song Yao didn't suspect it, this symptom was indeed very similar to hypoglycemia, "Then I'll send you home first." ”

"No need, I can go back myself, you better stay and watch them. Jiang Yu looked at the wine bottles piled up on the table meaningfully.

Song Yao frowned and confirmed again, "Are you really okay?"

"Really. Jiang Yu smiled and nodded firmly.

"Alright then, you come home and talk to me. Song Yao had no choice but to let Jiang Yu go back by himself first, he had to stay and watch, they were out of proportion, and it would not be good to drink in the hospital.

Jiang Yu nodded, Song Yao sent her out of the door, and saw her take a taxi to leave before going back.

Jiang Yu sat in the car helplessly, now as long as the sound of a large decibel will make her temporarily blind and deaf? In that case, it is better to avoid these places as much as possible in the future.

As time went by, the college entrance examination was getting closer and closer, and the classmates in Jiang Yu's class seemed to be infected by the "hell" learning of key high schools, and they actually began to settle down, playing with their mobile phones and sleeping a lot less, and reading books and doing test papers a lot more.

It's just that Jiang Yu herself is not included in this, she still either paints or leans back on the chair and stares at the teacher every day, and she looks embarrassed by the teacher in class several times.

On the weekend, the people in the band asked her out to play, but in the end, Wang Siqi and Cheng Jun couldn't get out, so only Du You, Wei Kang and her three gathered outside the video game city.

Jiang Yu looked at the signboard of the video game city and frowned, "I won't go in, it's too noisy inside." ”

Du You and Wei Kang glanced at each other and decisively gave up the video game city, "Then let's go to the square to see what interesting projects there are, the square on weekends is generally very lively." ”

Jiang Yu raised his eyebrows: "Are you bored to this point?

"Our major is game competition, and the class is to play games, and we vomit until we vomit, and now we are annoyed when we see games. Du You felt that he was powerless to complain.

Jiang Yu was silent, and followed them slowly in the direction of the square, she felt a little uncomfortable, she has rarely gone out with people to play, and she knows very little about entertainment projects, and now the only project suitable for her may be to go to the teahouse to make a cup of tea and drink it slowly, such a "middle-aged and elderly" life, the two of them will definitely not go.

There are indeed a lot of people in the square, most of them are grandparents with their grandchildren exercising, and some are singing and dancing.

Wei Kang couldn't help shaking his head when he heard this, "Tut-tut, this timbre is not as good as Ah Yu." ”

"Yes, Ah Yu, I haven't heard you sing for a long time, do you want to try it?" Du You looked at her expectantly.

Wei Kang also looked at Jiang Yu tacitly when he heard this, and the expectation in his eyes was self-evident.

Jiang Yu paused and asked, "You guys really want to hear it?"

"Uh-huh!" Wei Kang nodded uncontrollably at Du You.

Jiang Yu looked at them and smiled, "It's okay, but I just need a guitar, I'm going to take a small and fresh style now, and heavy metal is no longer suitable for me." ”

"No problem!" Du You snapped his fingers happily and went to borrow the guitar.

Jiang Yu raised his eyebrows, and when Du You successfully borrowed the guitar, he took off the hat Wei Kang was wearing and put it on his head.

Jiang Yu sat on the bench on the side with the guitar borrowed by Du You, tuned the tone for a while, and the long-lost familiarity swept over, she thought about it and sang a relatively quiet and eloquent song "What You Don't Know About Me".

A song is usually only three minutes and twenty seconds, Jiang Yu just sang halfway through when a few people came around, took out their mobile phones and started shooting, Wei Kang and Du You stood for a while and then silently retreated to the flower bed behind and sat down.

Jiang Yu returned the guitar after singing and found that the two were gone, she looked left and right and saw them sitting in the flower bed happily not knowing what they were talking about, a little speechless, saying that they were the ones who wanted to hear her sing, and they were the ones who didn't listen to it, which can be said to be very unreliable.

Wei Kang and Du You had their backs to Jiang Yu, she stepped forward and was just about to call them, when she heard their conversation, I don't know what kind of psychology she had withdrew, she stood behind and withdrew her outstretched hand, leaned against the tree and looked at them.

Wei Kang looked at Du You and asked, "That beautiful woman just passed, where did you look first?"

Du You looked straight ahead with a serious "eye." ”

Wei Kang silently gave a thumbs up, "Noble character!"

Du You squinted at Wei Kang, "I looked at her eyes first, and found that she didn't look at me, and then I looked at her breasts." ”

Weikang, Jiangyu "......"

Jiang Yu felt that he might be a little careless in making friends, but he really couldn't listen to their boastful talk, "Ahem, go eat something?"

"Ahh

"Just arrived. Jiang Yu looked at him lightly.

"......" they didn't believe her at all, it was a new look on her face.

When the city's first model results came out, many people felt the pressure doubled, Jiang Yu looked at his grades a little embarrassed, not embarrassed to get stuck on 456 points, for liberal arts, it is basically impossible to go to a key university with this grade, but it is incredible that they are in the top ten of their grade in their school.

After Gu Yang knew her results, he was very sad, "Xiaoyu'er, why don't you have a little bit of my demeanor back then? ”

Jiang Yu quietly looked at his exaggerated and pretentious heartache, and didn't speak, this person just seized the opportunity to show off, there was really nothing to say.

"Don't worry, I'll find you a tutor right away, and try to help you make up for it during the winter vacation!" Gu Yang looked at Jiang Yu firmly, and took out his mobile phone to ask someone to contact the tutor.

Seeing this, Jiang Yu pressed his mobile phone, "Uncle, I really don't like going to school very much, don't bother, didn't you say it's best to be happy?"

Gu Yang looked at her for a while and sighed, "Okay, whatever you want, it's just that I'm afraid that you will regret it in the future." ”

"No, it won't. "Even if she regrets it, she can't do it all over again, even if she regrets it, she will stick to it and won't complain.

On the eve of New Year's Day, there was still an "accident" that Jiang Yu couldn't understand, someone would commit suicide because of too much pressure on studying, and this person was still in their class.

At that time, she was listening to the care from the leaders in the office, and everyone in the grade who had a little hope of being admitted to a good university was called over, and in addition to the top ten in the grade, there were seven or eight very promising and positive seedlings.

Jiang Yu stood at the back of the crowd, she couldn't listen to those inspiring words, her goal was not here.

Just when she was listening absentmindedly, there was a sudden unusually noisy sound outside, and all the students in the building opposite the second year of high school rushed out of the classroom, looking at the roof of the building on their side, this is still class time, it stands to reason that it will not be like this, and the teachers in the office have gone out to check.

Jiang Yu also walked out, and she saw their English teacher, Teacher Shao, hurriedly running over and holding Song Yao's hand, "Teacher Song, go up to the rooftop to take a look, there is a student in your class who is about to jump off the rooftop!"

Song Yao frowned and turned around and rushed up to the roof of the building, and the rest of the teachers also followed, Jiang Yu watched the teachers and students running upstairs in a panic, hesitated for a while or chose to go in the opposite direction, and went back to the classroom.

At this time, the more people who go, the more it will stimulate the person who wants to commit suicide, especially if they are all acquaintances, if they don't jump, they are sorry for standing on the rooftop for so long.

It's just that when Jiang Yu walked to the door of the classroom, Wang Yue, who was also a member of the life committee, the only girl in the class who could say a few words to her, grabbed her hand and pulled her out, "Jiang Yu, let's go and see, Yi Ying wants to commit suicide, we must stop her!"

Jiang Yu was taken upstairs by Wang Yue, she actually wanted to ask: Sister, are you sure that we didn't speed up the time for her to jump off the building?

But after thinking about it, this sentence was still a bit cruel, so she couldn't help but say it and ran after her silently.

Yi Ying's words, Jiang Yu actually didn't have much impression, but vaguely remembered that she was a very shy girl, more silent and low-key than her, and her grades were as low-key as her character, on the whole, she was an inconspicuous little person, what happened to make such an ordinary and ordinary girl want to kill herself?

When Jiang Yu and the others arrived on the rooftop of the top floor, it was already full of people, and some teachers were blocking the students who were watching the excitement and not letting them go forward, Song Yao was persuading Yi Ying with a few subject teachers in their class.

The fire brigade downstairs has set up an air cushion as soon as possible, and the police are also on their way upstairs. It seemed foolproof, but Jiang Yu found that Song Yao's hands and feet were trembling, although he clenched his fists tightly, and the trembling range was very small.

Afraid of heights, she is afraid of heights, and she doesn't have such a reaction, because his position can't see downstairs at all, even if he can judge his height from a distant building, he shouldn't react so much, so what is the reason?

"Yi Ying, you come down first, no matter what difficulties you encounter, it's not that you can't solve them. Song Yao tried his best to restrain the panic in his heart and tried his best to persuade him.

"Yes, Yi Ying, are there any problems we can solve together, can't we do this?" Teacher Shao next to him echoed.

"Hehehe......" Yi Ying smiled bitterly, "You don't know what I face every day, what do you say to solve it?I only have one grandmother, she told me that if I want to change my fate, I can only study more and be admitted to a good university, so that I can have the opportunity to get rid of the rotten life now, and I don't have to struggle and rot in the quagmire, but my grades can't be passed at all, and I can't even ...... junior college."

Yi Ying cried as she spoke, and finally became hysterical: "You will never know how people at the bottom of society like us live, grandma is over seventy, but she has to get up early every day to cook tea and eggs to sell, and sometimes the money in exchange is not enough for a day's vegetables, but I can't even help at all! You won't understand that feeling of powerlessness!"

Song Yao frowned when he heard this, "I'm sorry...... He knows about the situation of Yi Ying's family, and some subsidies from the school also have her places, but he didn't expect that it was still a drop in the bucket, it was his fault, and he didn't understand it in detail.

Yi Ying shook her head, "Brother Yao, it's not your fault, you know what, only sympathy, grandma has passed away, I have nothing now, what's the point of living." ”

"What!" Song Yao looked at Yi Ying in surprise, why hadn't he heard any news at all?

Yi Ying smiled palely, fell backwards before everyone could react, and fell downstairs.