Chapter Twenty-Eight: Because of Dreams, Because of Love
"Now that you've made up your mind, go ahead! I know you're not willing, and if you don't do well in Shanghai, come back, after all, this is your home, and there are your relatives and friends here." Wang Wei knew that sooner or later there would be such a day, how could Zhou Fei accept the fact that Wu Zixi left so easily, he was unwilling, but he didn't expect this day to come so quickly, he thought that it should be at least after finding a job, he didn't expect Zhou Fei to be so anxious, it seems that Wu Zixi is really important in Zhou Fei's heart.
"It's a pity that I can't be with you anymore, I said we have to work together, but now I'm afraid I don't have a chance, you develop well in the provincial city, I believe you will do well." Zhou Fei told Wang Wei that he wanted to work with Wang Wei, but now that he was going to Shanghai, their dream of fighting side by side was shattered.
"Go, go, go, don't let yourself be left with regrets, if you have trouble over there, remember that you still have a brother here, as long as you say it, I will do my best to help you." Compared with Zhou Fei, Wang Wei does not have any advantage, but Zhou Fei does not look down on him, but has always treated him as a brother, although he has no way to let Wu Zixi return to Zhou Fei, but as long as he is useful, he will definitely try his best to help him, not for anything else, just for a "brother".
"Brother, I know that you are a person with ideals, although you have nothing now, but I believe that in a few years, you will have everything, you should appear in the city, the city can display your talents, and the city can provide you with a stage to display your talents. Although the city is not new to you, now that we are no longer students, we are a different identity to do what we are doing now. Zhou Fei wanted Wang Wei to live in the city, and he worked so hard to leave the mountains and live another life.
"You know the city, but the city doesn't know you, if you want the city to know you, you have to do something that shocks the city, of course, it's not easy to do such a thing, you need to work hard from now on, you can't slack off every day in the future, always remind yourself that your dream has not been realized, you are still far away, always ask yourself, what are you doing, why are you doing it. An ordinary person can do earth-shattering things, we don't work hard for money, we don't work hard for the powerful, only for our young hearts, just because we don't want to be mediocre people. After graduation, Wang Wei and Wang Wei in school are like two people, Wang Wei in school doesn't ask about the world, spends his time all day, is not interested in anything except games, and should never think about his future. But now Wang Wei dares to face this miserable reality, he also accepts the fact that he is different from others from the bottom of his heart, whether it is from his family background or from his social background, he is not advantageous, not only does not have an advantage, but also may become his burden, become an obstacle to his progress, even if he is on the same starting line as the children in the city, it is difficult for him to win them, maybe he is not even qualified to stand in the ranks of the city people.
Life is so direct, the reality is so cruel, a person can't change life, but can change himself, for Wang Wei, only through continuous efforts, he has the opportunity to stand in the ranks of success, and only through hard work, this road is his bright road, any other road is a dead end for him, there is no future. He is Wang Wei, he is not Zhou Fei, and he is not He Zihao. Fortunately, the current Wang Wei can clearly understand himself and know his own situation, which is the biggest difference between the current Wang Wei and the previous Wang Wei, and this can allow Wang Wei to live in this city and gain something. It seems that the graduation certificate was not given to Wang Wei is not a bad thing, but it made him find a reason to struggle, if Wang Wei becomes a successful person one day, he will definitely be grateful for this time.
"Brother, I will remember your words and will not disappoint you. Wang Wei was very touched that Zhou Fei could always encourage him, Zhou Fei gave him a lot of confidence, he is not alone and will not be afraid on the road of striving for his dreams, no matter when, there will always be someone to support him and encourage him, in this city is Zhou Fei.
Zhou Fei's words made Wang Wei full of confidence in the future, although he may never be able to let the city know him as Zhou Fei said, but he can get closer to his dream little by little through hard work. A person's worth can be manifested in many ways, engineers realize self-worth through architecture, and painters realize self-worth through brushes and canvases. Like a doctor, the teacher realizes self-worth through others, the doctor can save the patient's life, the patient walks out of the hospital healthily is the greatest praise for him, his glory, and the concrete embodiment of his self-worth realization, the teacher's self-worth realization depends on his students, students have excellent grades, and learn the truth of being a person is an affirmation for them. No matter who you are, as long as what you do is beneficial to social development and the people, even if it is very inconspicuous, it is valuable.
Just now Zhou Fei said on the phone that they are another identity, from the moment they get their graduation certificates, they are no longer students, one foot has entered the society, and now they are both feet in the society, the school has nothing to do with them, they don't have to worry about being late for class now, they are not afraid of the teacher asking questions, what is in front of them has become a job, and it has become the most realistic life. Their appearance has not changed, but the roles they play have changed, just like an actor playing a role in two dramas, one is a good guy and the other is a bad guy, as actors they have to play both good guys and good bad guys, this is the mission of actors. They used to be students in school, and when they entered the society, they were employees, or an ordinary person, Wang Wei adapted to the transformation of this role quite quickly, and life was almost the same for him, not too good nor too bad.
In the past few days when Wang Wei went home, Zhou Fei completed the procedures for leaving school, he wanted to send out all the resumes he had made, but he hesitated at the last moment of making a decision, he understood that once this resume was sent out, he would stay in the city forever, and the companies he was going to submit his resume were all well-known big companies in the city, if he was lucky enough to be selected by them, his future was very bright, at least in this city he would not worry about the simplest life, like this kind of big company is what many graduates want to enter, but not anyone can enter。
Zhou Fei has obvious advantages compared with other competitors, he believes that there will be companies to choose him, but if he is selected, he can only live in this city, he does not like this city, on the contrary, he has a deep affection for this city, there are too many memories here, there is his youth here. But he can't stay in this city, there is no one he loves in this city, he wants to go to Shanghai to find her and live with her, he understands what he is giving up, but he will not regret it, he thinks of being able to stay with the people he loves day and night, work together, even if it is a little hard, he doesn't care. If there was no Wu Zixi, he would have lived a dull life like those people, not seeking to have a blockbuster result, and he didn't have to worry about the simplest life, but Wu Zixi appeared in his life, and he was destined to be entangled with him all his life.
He thought about it for a long time, making a trade-off between work and Wu Zixi, to be honest, if it wasn't for Wu Zixi's farewell, there would be nothing today, but Wu Zixi is gone, everything has changed, he has to make a choice between work and Wu Zixi, he chose work, he has to give up Wu Zixi, he chose Wu Zixi, he can't stay in this city to work, work and Wu Zixi are as important to him, but he must lose one.
He understands that if the job is lost, he can find it again, but Wu Zixi will never have a chance to find it if he loses it, he still chooses not to work here, and leaves the city to go to Shanghai to find Wu Zixi, he does not know these things Wu Zixi does not know, he did not tell Wu Zixi these things, he wants to surprise her. Up to now, only Wang Wei knows about his going to Shanghai, and even his parents don't know, and his parents can't let his parents know about this at present, and his parents support him to find a job in the provincial capital, so it's close to home, and it's convenient to do anything, so this time he went to Shanghai without consulting with his parents, he knew that they wouldn't agree to him going to Shanghai, so he could only cut it first and then play it, and cook the raw rice into rice, so they couldn't help but disagree. This choice is extraordinary for Zhou Fei, whether it is worth it for him to do this, even he doesn't know, and he doesn't know how to go in the future.
Zhou Fei learned about Wu Zixi's current place of work from Wu Zixi's college roommate Li Lan, Li Lan also went to Shanghai after graduation, and is now a designer of a company in Shanghai, not far from the company where Wu Zixi works, this time Zhou Fei went to Shanghai and did not tell Li Lan, as long as he knows where Wu Zixi works, there is no need to let more people know his whereabouts.
Every city is almost the same, each city is very different, Shanghai is a completely strange city to Zhou Fei, although he has been living in the city since he was a child, although the provincial city is not as good as Shanghai, but it is also a big city, but this time he went to Shanghai he was still uneasy, maybe this is human nature! There is always a little fear of unfamiliar places, this fear makes him not so resolute in action, and some people are also because of the fear of strange places, so they die in one place, and they have never been to several strange places in their lives, and they have not done a few challenging things. Zhou Fei is different from these people, although he is also full of fear of unfamiliar places, but he can't give up because of this fear, no matter what awaits him is a mountain of knives or a sea of fire, he has to go through it himself, he can't leave regrets for himself. People should regret what they have never done in this life, not regret because they have done something wrong, for Zhou Fei, there are many things that need him to do, this time to Shanghai is his first choice, this step he has to take bravely.