Chapter 130: He doesn't want this child
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"Ning Shixiu, I'm pregnant......"
After saying this, the huge office was as quiet as death, and she couldn't even hear the sound of breathing, Lin Yiyi could probably imagine Ning Shixiu's expression at this time, she didn't have the strength to look at it, and she didn't want to look at it.
"That time in the hotel, you didn't do anything, I forgot afterwards, I didn't expect to get pregnant, but this child is really alive in my body at this time, Ning Shixiu, you say, what should I do?"
She was met with a long silence.
"The last time you went to my house, I stopped you from letting you into the bedroom, because there were a lot of pregnancy books I bought, I didn't want you to see it, Lu Li said that the man can't file for divorce during pregnancy, I don't want to use this to tie you up, and I don't want you to think that I want to use the child to keep you, this child shouldn't be a bargaining chip. ”
After the silence of the achievement, Ning Shixiu finally spoke:
"Since you chose to hide it, why do you want to say it now?"
Lin Yiyi pulled out a smile tiredly:
"After all, it's also your child, I can't predict the future of this child, I have too many sins on my body, I really don't have the confidence to give her a stable life, maybe she didn't come at the right time, right?"
Ning Shixiu didn't answer, he just looked at her with burning eyes.
After resting for so long, whether it was in mood or physically, Lin Yiyi also eased up slightly, she slowly got up from the ground and looked at Ning Shixiu:
"Do you want it? ”
Ning Shixiu's eyes flickered a little, it seemed that such a sudden news also made him a little indigestible, his hand was a little unsure of how to put it, so he took out a cigarette and lit it, when the taste of nicotine spread in his mouth, he gradually calmed down, but he didn't look at Lin Yiyi again, walked to the floor-to-ceiling window, and looked at the deep city under his feet.
He thought he was in control, but in the end he found that he couldn't predict anything.
Life and death, love, and the future.
Ning Shixiu never thought that there would be a life between him and Lin Yiyi, he knew from the beginning that this was not right, so he did his best to take measures, even if there were only a few times, Lin Yiyi also took medicine, and there were no accidents, but now, when he decided to draw a rift between Lin Yiyi and himself, the child came.
Is it providence, or is it deliberate?
The cigarette in his hand burned half, and Ning Shixiu slowly regained his voice:
"The law stipulates that the punishment during pregnancy can be changed to execution outside prison, Lin Yiyi, do you want to use this child to escape your criminal responsibility?"
Lin Yiyi looked at him in disbelief:
"You think so about me?"
"What do you think I think of you?" Ning Shixiu looked back at her: "I believe that drunk driving is not intentional on your part, but just one is not intentional, do you think those sins on your shoulders can be alleviated by half a point? Lin Yiyi, your kindness can't offset your evil, agree, this kid can't either." ”
After saying so much, Lin Yiyi seemed to understand his choice, and smiled sadly:
"You don't want her. ”
Ning Shixiu took a hard puff of his cigarette:
"I don't want my child's biological mother to be a well-known murderer. ”
In a word, Lin Yiyi almost couldn't stand, if she hadn't reached out in time to hold on to the wall, maybe she would have fallen to the ground, and the child in her belly seemed to feel her unwelcome, and at this time protested with pain, Lin Yiyi stroked her abdomen one by one and comforted her slightly.
His choice is already so clear, Lin Yiyi really doesn't need to continue to ask again, Ning Shixiu doesn't allow her to mention the matter about her mother, so all they can talk about is the agreement on the desk that has been waiting to be signed, Lin Yiyi looked at the thin A4 paper, and didn't understand why her fate could become so light, and a few simple lines of words could become a turning point in her life.
She doesn't repulse, just has some heartache.
What if you are reluctant, what has been decided and accepted from the beginning, will the rejection now become another evasion and use in Ning Shixiu's eyes?
She didn't want him to underestimate herself.
Lin Yiyi walked over one by one, picked up the pen on the table, didn't even glance at the content of the agreement, turned directly to the last page, and signed his name.
Ning Shixiu kept watching her movements, watching her quickly flip the agreement, and resolutely signed her name, the moment she put down the pen, he could feel that his heart was poked into a hole fiercely, and the cold wind blew in, making his whole person become cold, until he was stiff, unable to move, and couldn't even say a complete sentence.
There was silence for a long time, perhaps only for a few seconds, because at such a moment, no one cares about the length of time.
Later, Lin Yiyi broke the silence one by one:
"I'm leaving, take care. ”
I don't say goodbye because I don't want to say goodbye.
Lin Yiyi threw all her self-esteem and pride in this office, she is no longer the original her, so there is really no need to say goodbye.
When Lu Li found Lin Yiyi, she was sitting alone on the side of Ning's road, without the slightest feeling for the passing cars in front of her, she was so quiet, so quiet that no one would notice her, even Lu Li's footsteps approaching were extremely light, as if she was afraid of disturbing her.
Sitting beside her, she glanced back at Lu Li, her eyes were very red, but there was a slight smile on the corner of her mouth, she said:
"Lu Li, we are divorced, he doesn't want this child. ”
At that moment, Lu Li's heart hurt more than inserting a knife, he gritted his teeth tightly, hugged Lin Yi into his arms one by one, caressed her back, and comforted:
"It's okay to leave, if you don't know how to cherish your man, we don't need to hold on tightly, as for the child, we don't need him to raise it, I don't believe that without Ning Shixiu, we can't let her grow up healthy and happy." ”
Lu Li thought that Lin Yiyi would cry, aren't ordinary people like this? When you are alone, you can support and be strong, but once you have shoulders and support, all grievances are like having an outlet, but Lin Yiyi doesn't, she keeps her original quiet and lets Lu Li hold her, even her breathing is light, Lu Li is very worried about Lin Yiyi, this is not normal.
"One by one, cry if you want to, I'll let you rely on it. ”
Lin Yiyi shook his head lightly in Lu Li's arms:
"Tears are the most useless thing. ”
Lu Yuan's relationship dredging at the police station is that Lin Yiyi doesn't have to go back to the police station until the formal trial, and Qin Lihua has not yet found it, although Lin Yiyi feels a little ashamed of the dead Shen family's parents and Shen Ju'an, but she still accepted Lu Li's arrangement to live in the previous villa, and Lu Li also chose to stay in the guest room because he was worried about Lin Yiyi and did not leave.
Lu Li took on the job of taking care of Lin Yiyi again, three meals a day changed in style, but Lin Yiyi always had a bad taste, even if he forced himself to eat it, he would rush to the toilet and vomit it after a while, this state made Lu Li very worried, he knew that it was not all Lin Yiyi's body, but more of her mood.
What can a person lose weight in three days? Lu Li thought it was a change that could not be seen with the naked eye, after all, it was only three days, what changes could there be, but he saw Lin Yiyi lose weight in front of him, even his skin lost his luster, and his face was ugly and scary, he once thought that letting Lin Yiyi heal himself, but now it seems that he was wrong.
No matter how strong a person is, he can't deal with it calmly after receiving one blow after another.
No one forced her to be strong all the time, but Lin Yiyi didn't even shed a tear.
After breakfast, Lin Yiyi wanted to go back to the upstairs room as usual, but was stopped by Lu Li, Lin Yiyi looked at him puzzled, didn't speak, but Lu Li knew everything contained in his eyes, and he smiled shallowly:
"The two of us live together in this house, but we can't say a word a day, one by one, talk to me. ”
Lin Yiyi hesitated for a moment, and finally nodded:
"Good. ”
In the living room, Lin Yiyi was sitting, very upright, a bit like a primary school student's sitting posture, when Lu Li brought the water over, she was in this posture, as if she was going to have some kind of meeting, he put the water in front of Lin Yiyi: "I didn't know that you would be so nervous talking to me." ”
Lin Yi was stunned for a moment, and then shook his head:
"Nope. ”
Although he said this, his body never relaxed, and Lu Li didn't care, he sat opposite her and spoke directly:
"Yiyi, you can't go on like this forever, I've thought about giving you time, but these few days have passed, I can't see any other changes except for making yourself worse, if you leave Ning Shixiu, will you really not be able to live?"
Lu Li knew that what happened to Lin Yiyi recently was not just a divorce, but the separation from Ning Shixiu was the last straw that crushed her will, the death of the Shen family's parents and the truth of the car accident back then, although these made Lin Yiyi's whole person begin to become self-doubting and negative, but she was still alive, after separating from Ning Shixiu, Lin Yiyi, Lu Li did not see a trace of vitality in her.
Lu Li's words made Lin Yiyi's eyes flicker a little, and then she calmly replied to Lu Li:
"No, I'm just worried about my mother. ”
"You said I was your first friend and the only one, how did you get to this point that you wouldn't even tell me the truth?"
Lin Yiyi did not deny that although Lu Li did not study psychology like Ning Shixiu, he knew no less about himself than him, at least he could tell which of her words was true and which was false.
was exposed to the lie, Lin Yiyi didn't feel embarrassed, she just eased up for a while and then reopened:
"There's no way I can't help but be sad without him. ”