Chapter 339: Qi Yan's Self-Statement (End of the Extra)
I was born to be the prince of Southern Qi, and then the first queen died, and my mother was promoted to the queen, and I became the only prince of Southern Qi.
In the royal family, the status of the prince is more noble, but this is not the case in Southern Qi, in the heart of his father, except for the children of Empress Shengyuan, the other princes and princesses are the same in his eyes.
Thankfully, I have a mother who is different from me and prefers me to call her mother rather than the queen mother. She was a very smart woman, and she taught me from a young age not to envy what I couldn't get, such as my father's love. Once upon a time, I also asked her, "My father is also your husband, my father, why can't I expect him to love us?" Is that wrong?
Mother just smiled faintly, if you love him, will he love you? The world of feelings is never equal, he has someone he loves, and you can't force him to love you. It's respect between people.
Maybe it's because my mother's thinking is too unique, and I gradually accepted it, and who my father likes is his business, and I don't care. I might as well live my own little life. Although I seriously doubt that my mother is so calm, the reason is that she has no feelings for her father at all, and staying in the palace to be the queen is also because she is lazy, and she still has to deal with different people every day outside, so it is better to stay in the palace and be the queen.
When I was 10 years old, I started to travel around, and my mother was very supportive, according to her, boys, you should go out and walk around more, and don't stay at home all day and think nonsense. What surprised me the most was that I said that I was going to travel, and my father, who was cold on weekdays, hesitated. For the first time, he talked to me all night.
He said that the eldest prince is missing, and it is very likely that he will not be able to come back for the rest of his life, and if I leave, who will inherit the throne.
Oh my God, my father actually wants me to inherit the throne? If he said to me when he was a child, maybe I would laugh twice, the throne, alas, I am the most honorable person in Southern Qi. However, now I really can't cry or laugh, how tired it is to be an emperor, I only like one woman, but I have to marry many women, and I see my beloved woman die in front of me, but I can't do anything, I don't even have the qualifications to be martyred, a tragic life.
I rejected my father, father, don't worry, I went out to travel, and by the way, I can get the eldest brother back, don't you like the eldest brother the most, and when the eldest brother comes back, you immediately crown him as the crown prince, and the throne should be inherited by him.
It is rare to see the stunned expression of the father, but the father is the father, he quickly calmed down, thought for a moment, and finally nodded, you do your best, if you can find your eldest brother, it is better, if you can't find it, this throne is still yours.
I felt helpless, and suddenly understood what my mother often said, why I was born in the emperor's family.
My father was worried about my safety, so he specially assigned a secret guard to me, and this person was Tianshu. Tianyang's little cousin has liked to follow my ass since he was a child, and when he heard that I was going to travel, he also followed with his eyes, but there was no way, I finally had to go out with Tianshu Tianyang.
The eldest brother disappeared on the border of southern Xinjiang, I first went to southern Xinjiang, but I didn't expect the eldest brother to find it, but he picked up a small doll, to be precise, this little doll was picked up by Tianshu. Tianshu originally had a younger sister, but unfortunately later died, maybe seeing this little doll reminded him of his sister who died young, Tianshu never asked me for anything, plus this little doll is really cute, I decided to take her as an apprentice, and named her Xiaoyao.
Xiao Yao's roots are excellent, she is a good embryo for practicing martial arts, I seriously can't help but suspect that her parents are martial arts masters, but I have checked all the martial arts masters, and no one may have a child as old as her. Alas, forget it, if you can't find it, you can't find it, from now on, Xiaoyao will be my apprentice, and with Tianshu Tianyang to take care of her, her life should not be missing anything.
Years of travel have taught me many things, but there is only one thing that I have never understood - love.
I always thought that I could be the same as my mother in this life, I don't need love, my mother can live happily without love, I can too, my goal in life is to find the eldest brother, so that Nanqi has an heir, and then I can be free in the mountains and rivers, be a prodigal son of red dust, walk a lot, taste a lot of wine, and laugh at the joys and sorrows of the world.
However, God seems to have played a big joke on me, I actually met that woman named Ling Haoyue. When I first met, she was besieged, and I rescued her, and a weak woman was besieged by a group of people, and if I didn't make a move, it would be too bad.
However, soon, I realized that I was wrong, people didn't need me to save me at all, I was meddling. However, this woman aroused my curiosity, what makes her have two contradictory personalities, obviously gentle and kind, but ruthless and vicious. I believe in my eyes, she is not a vicious woman, but what made her change her mind?
When a man becomes interested in a woman, then the man is in danger because that's a sign that he is falling in love.
The first time I helped her, let's just think of him as a righteous and courageous act, so what about the second time, the third time.
Looking at the woman's beautiful face, I was sure that I had fallen in love with her.
However, she seemed to be running away from me, and even though she rejected me, I still felt that she had me in her heart. Then I can't give up even more, since the two are happy, why can't they be together.
Later, I finally found out why, she was no longer a virgin, and she was pregnant. When I received her letter, my heart ached, she loved me, but she could not be with me, I can hardly imagine what kind of heartache she endured to write this letter, but I am sure that her heart hurts more than mine.
Any man wants to have all the women he likes, and any woman wants to give her body and mind completely to the person she loves.
I thought about it all night, I still can't leave her, I hate myself even more for not being able to appear in her vitality earlier, regret has been caused, then there is no need to cause greater regret. I won't let go of her, I can't chase yesterday, but I can take my future years.
God really still treats me well, I was the one who was with her that night, and the child in her womb was also mine. At that moment, I was ecstatic, although there is no definite evidence to prove it, but I believe that this is the truth, just ask for peace of mind, just ask you and me to have no regrets.
However, under my nose, Yue'er was injured, and even my child was almost unable to save it, and at that moment, I was angry, and I had never been so angry. How could I let someone go so boldly as to hurt my wife and children? Anyone involved in this matter, I will not let go.
In the past, Yue'er always wanted to do her own thing, and I rarely interfered, but this time, I couldn't bear it anymore, Yue'er's enemy I would quickly solve it, I had to protect Yue'er and Tuanzi, this is my responsibility as a husband and father.
Yue'er is always so understanding, she didn't blame me for making her own decisions at all, but apologized to me, she was too persistent in the past, but she hurt herself and Tuanzi.
I knew that my moon was the best, gentle and considerate, and empathetic.
I happily married Yue'er home, and soon after, my little Ningshu was born. Although at first glance, this crumpled little thing was really my and Yue'er's dumplings, but fortunately, within a few days, the dumplings opened, and it was a beautiful little girl who was white and tender.
My little Ningshu, my father will love you well, whatever you like, my father will satisfy you, Mo Da.
I thought that the years would be quiet from then on, but something happened to Xiqin in the end, Yue'er's most beloved grandmother died, and the situation in Xiqin seemed to be calm, but in fact, there were endless conspiracies and tricks, just be the spice of life, I took my wife and daughter to the land of Xiqin again.
That cheap man is still thinking about my moon. Every time I see Wen Mohan's face, I can't help but scold in my heart, don't think that I don't know what he did, it's just that this guy is too treacherous and used to attracting people's hearts, such as Xiao Qingfeng's stupid man, it's not easy for me to win him down. Wen Mohan, what do you like, but if you do anything to my Yue'er, I will chop off your claws.
And he really did it and imprisoned my Yue'er. Hmph, this king is not powerful, you are a sick cat when this king! So I decisively cut off one of his arms.
Finally, all the things in Xiqin are over, and what is even more surprising is that my little apprentice Xiao Yao turned out to be Yue'er's own sister, fate.
Yue'er, we are destined to be husband and wife......