"If life is only as first seen, what is the autumn wind and sad fan. Waiting for idle changes but old people's hearts, but old people's hearts are changeable.

Lishan said that it was half a night away, and the tears and rain did not complain. How is Bo Xing Jinyilang, who wishes on the same day. Xiao Yun blurted out another song "Mulan Ci", and then raised her head and drank another bottle of sake in one gulp.

The scene was suddenly quiet, only the sound of cartoons came vaguely from the living room, and no one spoke, probably not knowing what to say.

Xiao Yun's eyes were always looking ahead, her eyes seemed to have seen all the vicissitudes of the world with a heavy grievance, she drank two full bottles of sake, even if the degree was not high, it was already too much for a woman who was not strong enough to drink.

She stood up, her body staggered, and suddenly fell on Sheng Yun's body, I saw Sheng Yun stunned, and subconsciously supported her.

"I ...... I'm fine. Xiao Yun subconsciously fell into his arms and said flatteredly.

This scene is particularly glaring.

"If you can't drink it, don't drink it. Sheng Yun quickly pushed her away, then said lightly, and then looked at me uneasily.

"Zai Zai is probably going to make trouble at home, or shall we go home first?" I was afraid that if I stayed here any longer, there might not be any moths, so I said to Sheng Yun.

"Okay, then I'll go back with you. After Sheng Yun finished speaking, he directly helped me to stand up.

"Then let's go first, Shang Yang and I still want to watch the recently released American blockbuster. Xia Eva then said the same.

"Yes, I forgot it, so let's go together. Shang Yang heard what Xia Eva said, so he quickly stood up and said.

Seeing this scene, Xiao Yun smiled distractedly, and then shouted to the living room: "Duoduo, let's go too, come here." ”

"Mom!" Duoduo immediately ran over and ran into Xiao Yun's arms, and then looked at Sheng Yun with a pair of eyes, and said to Sheng Yun, "Dad, Mom told me that Dad is going to accompany my aunt and younger brother, Dad rest assured that Duoduo will be very well-behaved, Duoduo will take care of Mom, and will not let Dad worry." ”

Then, Duoduo dragged Xiao Yun's hand and motioned for Xiao Yun to lower her head, she touched Xiao Yun's face with her hand and said, "Mom, your face is very hot, have you drunk too much?"

"Duoduo, either you and your mother will stay at Auntie's place to sleep at night, will your mother drink too much, and you can't take care of her. Arou saw that everyone was deadlocked, so she hurriedly said.

"I'm fine, so I won't bother you, I'm ...... I ......" As soon as Xiao Yun's words fell, she ran to the bathroom in one breath and vomited frantically.

I watched the mother and daughter play one scene after another, disgusted from the bottom of my heart, I pulled Sheng Yun and walked out, with an inexplicable irritability in my heart.

Duoduo chased after him again and shouted "Goodbye Dad!"

This time, she didn't chase after her, nor did she cry, but she seemed very sensible. Sheng Yun's footsteps paused, probably unbearable, but he still turned around and waved his hand to Duoduo.

I took the lead in walking forward, Sheng Yun hurriedly chased after me, quickly held my hand, we didn't speak all the way, until we got home, after watching Tsai Tsai together, we went back to our room, looked at each other, and the expressions on our faces became complicated.

"You're soft-hearted, aren't you?" I asked, looking him straight in the eye.

"People are not grass, Shubei, I hope you can understand me. He looked at me with helplessness and heartache in his eyes.

"I understand you, who can understand me? I know that for you, the palms of your hands and the backs of your hands may be full of flesh, and you can't give them up, but for me, this feeling is really bad, very bad. "I covered my heart, and it hurt so much.

"What about the old man Xu Shubei, who didn't care about anything?" Sheng Yun walked over, put his arm on my shoulder, looked into my eyes and said, "Don't you believe me?"

"If you don't love, you can naturally do it and don't care. But now, it's different......" I looked at him and said with a wry smile, "She knows you too well, she knows your weaknesses, she knows that you are a hard-mouthed and soft-hearted person, and she is breaking your psychological defense line little by little." Every time she shows up, you feel more guilty about their mother and daughter, don't you?"

"Would you believe me if I told you that every time she appeared, I felt more guilty about you?" he came over and took me into his arms, stroked my hair and said, "Shubei, her appearance will not make my love for you diminish, it will only increase, more and more ......"

"So...... What about their mother and daughter?" I snuggled into his arms, his heartbeat was so real, but I felt that the distance we had managed to get closer was getting farther and farther away.

Sheng Yun was silent for the first time, and his silence drove me crazy, my heart felt suffocated, I pushed his arms away, I looked into his eyes, and asked sadly, "You also feel indebted, right?"

I subconsciously kept retreating, I knew that Xiao Yun's repeated appearances were to disintegrate my relationship with Sheng Yun little by little, and I kept reminding myself not to fall for tricks, to be rational, and to face all this wisely. However, if you care, you will be confused, and when your heart is confused, everything will be chaotic.

"Shubei, don't think about it......" My heartache made his heart ache too, and he looked at me with such burning eyes, and he said, "Isn't my action enough to prove it? I thought we didn't need to explain anything more between us, did I?"

"But I'm afraid. I looked at him in a daze, I leaned against the wall and looked at him helplessly, and I said, "Sheng Yun...... Do you know what it means for a woman like me to give my heart?"

It means to follow and wait wholeheartedly, and it means to never separate. Do you think I'm not such a person?" Sheng Yun looked at me and roared from the bottom of his heart.

"But you used to ...... Xiao Yun It's the same, isn't it?" I asked, looking at him.

"At that time, I was young and didn't have a deep understanding of feelings, and the time I spent with her was very short, not as deep as you think. I really didn't expect that she had been controlled by Chen Mozhu for so many years, and she gave birth to Duoduo, but I no longer have the affection for her back then, and I will try my best to make up for the damage she caused me, but I will not have any beginnings with her. Sheng Yun looked at me helplessly, "I really hope that this is the last time I will explain this to you." Shu Bei, life is short, I don't want to waste too much unnecessary time on the relationship between my children, can you do it to exclude the two external factors of Xiao Yun and Duoduo from our feelings? I know that this is testing you, and it is also testing me. ”

"It's hard, she's been everywhere in our lives since she appeared, popping up from a place from time to time, and if it's all a coincidence, I wouldn't believe it at all. I shook my head, and couldn't help but say, "My heart is so confused, especially the words she said to you at night, the affection in those words, I don't believe you didn't move in the slightest." After all, she is the first woman you have ever loved, and I, Xu Shubei, have loved you alone from beginning to end. ”

"How can I keep you from being distracted?" Sheng Yun forced me against the wall step by step, he looked at me with deep eyes, and said to me word by word, "Xu Shubei, the person I love now is you." If you really know me, you should understand the weight of my words. ”

"Don't let me down, Sheng Yun. His words made my heart tremble, and I hooked his neck and looked him in the same eye.

"You won't be disappointed. Sheng Yun put her arms around my waist and began to kiss me delicately.

He kissed me so gently that his kiss rained down on every part of my face, and with my back against the wall, he lifted my legs straight up and began to unbutton my pants.

"Not yet. I took a heavy breath and blocked his hand.

"I know. He said this, but he insisted on taking off my trousers, and carried me to the boat, where his hands roamed back and forth over me, and then lifted my shirt......

"Sheng Yun, you can't ......" In his extreme gentleness, the tense atmosphere just now was replaced by this greasy sweetness, and I was immersed in the love with him, lingering all night.

He still hasn't mentioned the date of the wedding, and I haven't asked much. I began to understand that if I want to take the initiative in this relationship, I can't let my emotions vent like this every time, once the number of catharsis is too much, it will be regarded as vexatious in his eyes, it will be counterproductive, and I must be more careful in the future.

After this night, we maintained a sweet state, carefully avoiding the minefield of Xiao Yun, I occupied his free time outside of work in various ways, he no longer answered Xiao Yun's calls in front of me, we maintained a secret tacit understanding, and passed peacefully for several days.

Monday.

My first day at Shengshi Group.

I was away from the workplace for a while, but everything in the workplace was familiar to me, and I could even imagine what I was going to face next.

I got up early, took a bath, put him to sleep after feeding the boy, told the nanny a few words, and then picked out a solemn and elegant navy blue OL suit from the wardrobe and put it on, put on exquisite makeup, and drove from home with my bag.

Sheng Yun didn't come back last night, he said that he needed to work overtime all night in the company, so I brought him breakfast on the way to the company. When I drove to the entrance of the Shengshi Building, I looked at the magnificent gate and had mixed feelings.

It was still early, and most of the employees had not yet come to work, so I went directly to Sheng Yun's office on the top floor and knocked on the door, but there was no one inside. I pushed the door and found it locked, and it was clear that he wasn't in the office, and I immediately "chuckled" in my heart.

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