Chapter Seventy-Five: Crazy for Happiness
Wang Wei opened the refrigerator and saw that the refrigerator was full of his favorite dishes, but unfortunately he couldn't eat the dishes made by Li Juan himself in the next month. He didn't feel anything when Li Juan was there, but today Li Juan left, as soon as he entered the door, he felt that something was missing in the house, the house was empty, and his heart was empty. Wang Wei didn't know what he should do, he picked up a book and flipped through it, but he couldn't calm down and read at all, he came out of his room and walked into Li Juan's room, and then came out of Li Juan's room and walked around in the living room, he turned on the TV, an entertainment program was playing on the TV, he changed a few channels, and the films were all very boring and meaningless, he turned off the TV again, and he had nothing to do after turning off the TV. He drank too much last night, and the leader asked him to come back and have a good rest, and when he woke up, he had to sign the final contract, and after signing this contract, their cooperation could take effect. Wang Wei came back but didn't feel sleepy at all, and Li Juan left, as if he had taken his soul away.
Wang Wei dialed Li Juan's phone, and when he heard Li Juan's voice, his heart calmed down a lot, and he prepared a lot of words to say to Li Juan, but he didn't know what to say as soon as the phone was connected, and he didn't say a word when the phone was connected for a long time. Neither of them spoke, but the phone never hung up, and Wang Wei could hear Li Juan's breathing and the sound of other people in the car talking.
"How's your contract going??" Li Juan opened her mouth first, otherwise she would have been stiff. Li Juan knew that Wang Wei must have seen the letter she left in the morning, and he should have a lot to say, but Wang Wei was a restrained person who couldn't express his feelings, so it was really difficult for him to let him say something. If you want to fall in love with someone like Wang Wei who can't express feelings and can't talk sweetly, you have to take the initiative, of course, Wang Wei has a lot of things to say in his heart, but he can't say it when the words come to his mouth, he is such a person.
"There's one last contract, and it's over when it's signed. Wang Wei can only answer whatever Li Juan asks him, and he always can't learn to actively communicate with Li Juan, especially in terms of feelings.
"Congratulations! Your hard work has finally paid off, and you are one step closer to your dream. Wang Wei has achieved a little achievement, and Li Juan is happy for him.
"Why didn't you call and say when you left, I wasn't mentally prepared at all. When I saw the letter you left, I knew that you were going to serve at the grassroots level, and it would take a month to go. Wang Wei himself didn't know what mood he was in now, he wanted to blame Li Juan for saying goodbye, and he was also very grateful that he could have such an important position in Li Juan's heart, Li Juan made it very clear in the letter, she entrusted her life to him, as long as he wanted.
"I know you're upset about the contract, so I'm afraid you'll be distracted by my business, besides, it's not a big deal for me, a month will pass quickly, you don't have to worry about me. When she heard that Wang Wei blamed her a little, Li Juan's tears fell, of course, these were not sad tears, but moved, tears of happiness, she had been waiting for this moment for a long time. She knew that Wang Wei saw the letter she left, and Wang Wei could reproach her without saying goodbye, which meant that Wang Wei had her in his heart, so it was worth it.
"I'm sorry for what happened that night, I didn't mean to, but it happened, and I will take responsibility for the mistakes I made, and I will be responsible for you. You're a good girl, but I did that dirty thing to you, I know it hurt you, today I apologize to you, I hope you can forgive me for my drunken gaffes. I saw the letter you wrote, I was both happy and scared, happy that you could love me with everything you have, give me all your love, I am so lucky to get your love, I am afraid that the love you give me is too heavy, I am afraid that I will not be able to carry your dreams and not be able to give you the kind of life you want. You have been well-fed and pampered since you were a child, and I still don't know how to go in the future, my future is confused, and I will let down me. You could have had a better choice, why did you give my whole heart to me, aren't you afraid of following me to endure hardships?" Wang Wei didn't dare to say these words in front of Li Juan, he could only say these things over the phone, it's not that he doesn't like Li Juan, it's not that he doesn't want to be with Li Juan, he is afraid that he can't give Li Juan happiness, loving someone is not necessarily to grow old with her, but to let her live happily for a lifetime, no matter who she is by her side, this is true love, this is true love for someone.
"The incident of that night has passed, I won't mention it in the future, it's not your fault that something happened, don't feel sorry for me because of this, I won't blame you. I like to be with you not because of what you have and what you can bring me, but because I can feel happy with you, which no one can give and money can't buy. You have a very lofty ideal, I know this, no matter whether you can achieve this lofty ideal in the future, I will be by your side, all the way sunshine, wind and rain, I will not give up, walk with you. Li Juan and Wang Wei grew up together, she knows Wang Wei too well, the current Wang Wei has nothing, but the future Wang Wei will have everything, in the eyes of others, everything in front of her is the most real, but for her, she pays more attention to a person's future.
Many things prove that Li Juan loves him, and loves him with all her might, without complaints. For such a girl, how could he refuse, moreover, he also has a good impression of Li Juan, he used to think that this love was too heavy, but now he understands that love has no weight, you value it, he is heavier than Mount Tai, if you ignore it and don't know its existence, it will be lighter than a feather.
After hanging up the phone, Wang Wei's mood returned to normal, he saw that it was still early, so he fell asleep, he drank a lot of wine last night, he didn't rest well at all, he had to sign the last contract this afternoon, he couldn't appear in front of others so haggard. In the past, Wang Wei didn't pay much attention to his appearance, and felt that those were his own business and had nothing to do with others, but since Li Juan and Li Juan came, under Li Juan's supervision, he has also cleaned himself up. Li Juan told him that a person's appearance is as important as his heart, appearance is your image endorsement, your heart is not visible to others, but your appearance can be seen by others at a glance, and a person's appearance will leave an impression on others, a good appearance will leave a good impression, and a bad appearance will make people avoid you.
Wang Wei fell asleep with peace of mind, but Li Juan was not so calm, her heart was as calm as water before, but now Wang Wei threw a stone into her heart, and her heart rippled. This is a stone of love, and she would rather be bruised all over her body by this ripple full of love and happiness.
Li Juan looked at the scenery flashing outside the window, unconsciously her tears blurred her eyes, she didn't know why she was crying, but she knew that this was not a tear of sadness, but a tear of happiness, since it was a tear of happiness, let it flow arbitrarily!
It is said that people in love are fools, and now Li Juan is almost the same, although she is sitting in the car to the countryside at the moment, but she fantasizes about lying in Wang Wei's warm arms, they sleep under the starry sky, watching the stars twinkle in the sky, entrusting their wishes to the meteor, and letting it take it to a far, far away place, where the wish will definitely come true. Thinking of the time she spent with Wang Wei, she couldn't help laughing.
"You're all right! A girl sitting next to Li Juan asked, this girl, like Li Juan, was also transferred from the rural health center to study here, and their fate was the same, and she was also selected to serve in the countryside this time. In fact, speaking of this, Li Juan found out that except for the doctor who led the team, everyone else in this car was transferred from the township health center. Wang Wei didn't escape this point, Wang Wei never thought that the business he worked so hard to get was only a dowry for others in the end, and he didn't have any credit at all, but became a thorn in the leader's side and a thorn in the flesh.
"It's okay, don't worry!" The girl who talked to Li Juan was called Ma Rui, like Li Juan, from the rural health center, Ma Rui was fat and kind-hearted, Li Juan usually interacted with her more than others, because only Ma Rui would seriously interact with her, and would also tell her what was on her mind, while other girls seemed to look down on Li Juan. Because among them, only Li Juan has a secondary school diploma, and they are at least all college diplomas, and a few are graduates from key universities, so they think that Li Juan is not worthy of sitting with them. Although Li Juan does not have a diploma worth showing off like them, Li Juan has worked much longer than them, Li Juan has more experience than them, medicine is far from enough to rely on the things in books, only with more practice, do you know how to do surgery, only how to suture wounds. Just like learning to swim, no matter how much theoretical knowledge you have about swimming, if you don't go into the water, you will never learn to swim, and if a doctor wants to be a great doctor, he must go to the operating table, and only then can he become a good doctor.
"My dear, you are always sentimental, not like a doctor, but like a poet. "Ma Rui is a girl who does not know sorrow, in her world, there is no cruel reality in the eyes of others, for her, life has always been beautiful.
"On the vast sea, the wind gathers dark clouds. Between the dark clouds and the sea, the petrel flies proudly like black lightning. As soon as Ma Rui said that Li Juan was like a poet, Li Juan cooperated with the prose poem "Haiyan" by the Russian poet Gorky. Li Juan read it in a low tone, and it was really a bit of a poet's fan, and after Li Juan finished reading, she and Ma Rui both laughed, as if they forgot that the two of them were in the car.
"Two neuropaths. Sitting in front of Li Juan and Ma Rui is a girl named Gao Fenghuang, as her name suggests, not only her appearance is outstanding, but her professional skills are also outstanding, and her work ability is only below Li Juan among all of them, so she is a little jealous of Li Juan. Although Gao Fenghuang was not born in a noble family, but his ancestors have always been practicing medicine, which can be regarded as a family of doctors, this time he was transferred to the provincial capital to study, Gao Fenghuang did not want to come, with her medical skills, there is no need to learn at all, although she is young, but she is already the mainstay in the health center where she is located. She herself didn't want to come to the provincial capital to carry out this so-called study, but her family insisted on her to come, so that she could see more of the world, and see more about how doctors in big cities practice medicine to save people, which is very beneficial to her future development, and this time to go to the grassroots service is what she took the initiative to ask to go, she wants to give herself a layer of gold, although it is not clear how this time to the grassroots will help them, but in the future, their experience today will bring them unexpected gains.
Gao Fenghuang has practiced medicine for generations, and she knows that being a doctor is very hard, and she doesn't want to make herself so hard, so her goal is not to become the best doctor, but to think about the hospital administration, which is easy and easy to achieve. Her family has been treating and saving people for generations, but no one has ever been able to get a job in the hospital, and she is now the most promising, she has a degree, good medical skills, and the hospital is properly recruited, and she has the opportunity to realize the wish that several generations have not been able to achieve. In order to realize this wish, Gao Fenghuang worked very hard, she thought that among these people who were transferred, she was the best one, but she didn't expect Li Juan's actual combat experience to be richer than her, whether it was diagnosing the cause or doing surgery, she was not as good as Li Juan, the most difficult thing for her to accept was that Li Juan was just a secondary school student, and a person who didn't even enter the university gate pressed her everywhere, of course she was not convinced. Last time there was a patient to have surgery, the chief surgeon chose her and Li Juan as assistants, during the whole operation, she was nervous and almost died, but Li Juan was very calm, and when she finally stitched up the wound, her hands were shaking, but Li Juan stitched it very carefully, as if what she had in her hand was not a life, but just a toy with torn clothes.