Let her go and don't want her to really leave, put it by your side, and I'm afraid that she will be affected by this, I don't even know when I will suddenly die where, is it too unfair to her to tie her to her side?

But compared to the pain of selfishness, I am more afraid that I will not be by her side.

Therefore, even if I don't have the ability to protect myself, I will protect her and keep her.

Later, in order to rescue Du Yuntong's father under Qi Anguo, V went out of business. Even if I have already prepared my mental equipment, this game is also my own design. But after all, this is my only effort, the only force used to fight against Qi Anguo, and now not only did I not save Du Yuntong's father, but I also gave someone a huge sum of money for nothing, how can I be willing?

During that time, I was a little sluggish, and I wanted to make amends, at least not to let Qi Anguo succeed too much, at least let him see that he didn't win this game.

But all the efforts did not give me hope, only the true faces of those who cherish the days to talk and laugh with me and call me brothers.

Probably because of the anger, my cold worsened, and I felt really bad at that time, in this world. The person I don't want to lose to the last thing is Qi Anguo, but before I can do it, I lost in a mess.

Anyway, I'm so tired, really tired, the results of all my hard work have been destroyed overnight, and I haven't hurt the enemy at all, since I'm so incompetent. Then don't bother to do anything superfluous, that's all...... It doesn't hurt to fade away.

But just as I was about to give up, someone next to me asked me with red eyes, "Do you know what the ninety-nine blue enchantresses represent?"

"Huh?"

"Stupid, ninety-nine flowers are the meaning of long-term and long-term togetherness, if you don't cheer up again, and then toss yourself like this, you fall, what should I do? I have no chance to support myself, cooking is unpalatable, I love motion sickness when I go out, I am easy to get lost when I walk, I am married to you, and I gave you the first, second, third and fourth times, if I get married for the second time, people dislike me very much, I will rely on you in this life, you tell me, if you fall, what should I do?"

I was stunned, yes, I'm not alone, in addition to revenge, I also have to take care of Bai Luoluo, I locked her by my side, I ruined her life that could have been better, how could I ignore her because of my own business?

Even if she wants to die, then you have to ask her if she agrees, right?

She's so stupid, what if I'm not there, what if she's being bullied or having a bad life? With her temper, she won't tell her family about her grievances, don't let them worry, and carry everything herself.

"I'm sorry to make you scared. "I was selfish and focused on my own business and ignored her feelings.

Cheering up again, I was ready to go to a foreign country for development, and she did not hesitate to follow me.

Ever since I stepped out of the plane and set foot on Italian soil, my mind has been all on my work, I want to complete the deal with Ouyang Fu as soon as possible, and I am too eager to go back and take down my enemies.

And I've always liked to call things myself, not to be commanded, so it was enough to drive me crazy, but because of my own arrogance, I forgot that there was a girl who didn't know Italian at all, and she left me with me.

Forget that if I am not there for her, she may be at a loss, panicked, scared, and lonely.

But I didn't think about it at the time, I may not have the qualifications to be a husband, ignoring the problems she might encounter.

But when she was lonely, whether she slept or not, even if it was late at night, he called her and turned on the video. When I thought of her, I would go back and look at her once in a while, and she didn't even complain to me.

It wasn't until she came to see me out of the blue when I was running errands in Milan, and then misunderstood my relationship with Maureen, and quietly left Turin and left Italy, that I realized how deeply my selfishness hurt her, and maybe I shouldn't have bothered her anymore when she left C to start a new life in S, let alone brought her to Italy.

During that time in Italy, although I was busy with various things every day, I thought that there was someone with me, even if we couldn't see each other every day, no matter how difficult and tiring things were, I could get through them, and then laughed it off.

But now, no matter how much I miss it, or hug that body in a midnight dream, but when I wake up, the person is gone, and I am far away, but it is still a fact. Then the tiredness, loneliness and pain that have been temporarily ignored will come to you in an instant.

These are the things I am most unwilling to face and the most afraid to face, I can't escape, I can't escape, no matter how hard and tired I am, no matter how hard I am, I can only stand up and get through the pain.

Only by getting through can you get what you want, and only by being strong can you protect what you want to protect.

When I was quiet, I didn't stop being afraid and regretful for a moment, afraid that she would forget me and be with other men when she returned to China, afraid that when I returned to that city, there would be no one waiting for me, and I was afraid that when I found her, we would be strangers and there would be no room for recovery.

Every time I think of this, I regret it very much, regret that I didn't spend more time with her, regret that I snubbed her, regret that when she was squatting in the crowd and crying, I didn't dare to go up and hug her, explain it to her, and regret just watching her turn away.

But fortunately, when I went back, she was still waiting for me, she didn't forget me, she wasn't with other men, she wasn't a stranger to me, and we still had room to redeem.

After this separation, I probably understood what she always said about liking and love.

It turns out that love is not something to be feared, it is not deception, it is not humiliation, it is not harm and it is not deception.

It is the only comfort that fills the void in your heart when you are lonely, the only straw you can put in your struggles, and the only warmth when you are afraid and sad.

Only when you love someone, you will always miss this person, and only when you love one, you will want this person to give you a child. Only when you love someone can those inner deficiencies be filled.

These may not actually be much love, maybe it's because two people have been together for a long time and are used to her being around, but so what, the answer doesn't matter, the important thing is whether the result you get is not what you want, and whether the result can make you happy.

We also had a child, which she secretly gave birth to after leaving Italy and following her brother and sister-in-law to the United States, and she hid it from her parents and me.

It's a boy, she named him Qin Anlan, but I don't like this child and want her to have a new girl, but she thinks I prefer women over men.

Actually, I'm not a patriarch, I'm just because every time I see this child, I think of her squatting on the snowy Milan street, crying, guilt for not being by her side when she was pregnant, regret not being by her side when she gave birth, the most afraid and most painful.

Therefore, I want her to have another one, and this time I will definitely stay by her side, take care of her, and make up for her.

But she said she didn't want to have any more life.

Well, let's use the rest of my life to make up for what I owe her.

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Everyone will meet someone in their life who is bound to their fate, and I am probably the luckiest, I have met the person who was destined for me since I was young.

When I was young, she brought warmth to my heart so that I did not become unrecognizable under the influence of those ugly people, and when I grew up, she was by my side, so that I would not be unable to catch any driftwood when I was lonely.

She taught me to understand longing when I was in a foreign country, and made me understand what it means to like someone and love someone.

She gave me a new life and a new home. Gave me the greatest luck in the world.

I don't know if the likes and loves I know are the kind she always wanted, but I will use my life, my life, all my abilities to protect and treat this woman.

The only person in this life.

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