Chapter 1500: The Soul Can't Find a Home
A new day has come, and the time has come on February 25th.
In just three days, Ning Junqi has almost changed.
Ning Junqi has always been very slim, and the waiting and suffering in the past few years have made her a little thinner and haggard, and her figure is more skinny, but she is only too thin. And in the past three days, her whole body has been haggard and out of shape, her body is even weaker, her eyes are deep and terrifying, and the dark circles under her eyes are deeper.
For more than four years, Ning Junqi had spent more than four years waiting, and his soul was also tormented, but there was always hope and expectation. She hopes that her father will be gracious and able to correctly understand the relationship between herself and Tianqi, that her father will fulfill his promise and be able to fulfill the agreement with Tianqi, and that Tianqi will meet the requirements as soon as possible and discuss with her father in person. In the past four years, she and Tianqi have been sticking to each other, which is the motivation for her to keep waiting, and she firmly believes that they will be able to finally become a family and grow old together.
Just three days ago, in my grandfather's room, the figure that appeared many times in my dream stood in front of Ning Junqi. However, before he could react from the shock and joy, he heard a news that he had never thought about and never thought about at all, that he and Tianqi were cousins.
How can he and I be cousins, how can we be cousins? Ning Junqi didn't believe it, and he didn't want to believe it. However, the two identical longevity locks are held in the hands of the grandfather, especially the disassembled and deformed "Xu" character is the only one in the world, can this be fake?
After his grandfather fainted, Ning Junqi temporarily dismissed these matters, and he was only worried about his grandfather. After her grandfather's condition stabilized and he continued to fall asleep as before, the word "cousin" filled her mind again.
Thinking about it now, he was still too rude, he didn't notice some clues, and he didn't think about it seriously, Ning Junqi couldn't help but regret it. I regret that I only saw the photos of my uncle when I was a child, and I regret that I didn't carefully observe Tianqi's appearance, I regret that I didn't compare Tianqi with my grandfather, uncle, and uncle, and I regret that I didn't pay attention to the mystery of the longevity lock.
The longevity lock in Ning Junqi's hand has been following her, and he has followed her since she was a child. She only noticed the words on it, as well as the small patterns, but she didn't know the meaning of the patterns, and no one told her that the patterns could form the character "Xu". During Chu Tianqi's hospitalization with an injury, when Ning Junqi went to his dormitory to help get clothes, she had accidentally seen another longevity lock, but she only had a moment of doubt, but she didn't go deep at all. In fact, it is no wonder that one was born in an official family, and his grandfather's status is even more prominent, while the other is from the countryside, and no one will make associations.
Remorse is useless, and it doesn't solve the problem, the reality is already in front of you, and Tianqi is his cousin. Cousin can't be a lover, this is almost a well-known truth, can Ning Junqiyan not understand? But she can't get over this hurdle in her heart.
It's been eight years. How many eight years can there be in life? How many eight years can there be in youth. In the past eight years, there have been laughter, tears, sweetness, pain, and suffering. But what she was waiting for was such a result, the person she identified as her lifelong partner turned out to be her cousin, a person who was not allowed to be combined by law and morality, and she would never be able to combine with her cousin, which was also unacceptable to her psychologically and physically.
After eight years of waiting, just waiting for such a result, the flame of hope was extinguished, and all that remained was emptiness, a deep emptiness. How will you face him in the future, and how will you face your own life? Ning Junqi asked herself, but she couldn't give an answer. In the past two days, she had thought to the extreme that it would be better for her to disappear a few days earlier, so that she could still retain a hope. However, fate did not make assumptions, and did not let itself disappear, and he cannot take the initiative to disappear now. I still have a grandfather who is deeply concerned, a father who depends on each other, and Tianqi who can never be forgotten, and now he should be called Brother Tianqi.
The pain and suffering brought by these three days are so painful and unbearable, it is longer and deeper than the four years of waiting, and the pain is getting deeper and deeper. Ning Junqi felt that she was just a shell now, a shell without a soul, she didn't know what she was going to do, she didn't want to do anything at all. During these three days, the only consolation that brought her empty soul was that she did not become married to him, otherwise she would have no choice but to commit suicide.
Hey, if my mother and uncle weren't related by blood, and if I wasn't cousins with him, it would be great. However, is this possible? Ning Junqi only had a blank roof in his eyes, and he couldn't give any answer at all.
"Tuk tuk", there was a knock on the door, accompanied by a male voice: "Qiqi, are you up?"
I heard it, it was my father's voice, but Ning Junqi didn't answer, but continued to lie on his back in distraction.
"Qiqi, get up ......" While speaking, Li Weimin pushed the door and walked into the house.
Seeing the appearance of his daughter on the bed, Li Weimin frowned slightly, quickly changed to a smiling face, sniffed exaggeratedly, and said, "I haven't ventilated for a few days, and I'm all rancid." This is like a department-level cadre in the Organization Department, but like a stray cat. ”
"I'm a stray cat, and my soul can't find a home. Ning Junqi spoke.
Li Weimin was stunned, knowing that he was wrong. I originally wanted to make a joke lightly, but I didn't want to arouse my daughter's thoughts again. He hurriedly changed another trick: "Qiqi, don't lie down, see what Dad has brought you?"
There was no expected response, just embarrassment.
Li Weimin came to the bedside, took a packing bag behind him, and shook it gently in front of his daughter's eyes: "Qiqi, this is your favorite food, which was specially brought by my father from the old store in Yanyun." ”
Ning Junqi's eyes seemed to be useless, ignoring what was in front of him, and he still had a blank look.
A trace of worry flashed on Li Weimin's face, he secretly sighed, and slowly leaned towards his daughter: "Qiqi, you smell this fragrance, how fragrant, it's still hot." ”
It was only when the bag was about to hit his face that Ning Junqi spoke: "Don't eat it." ”
The sudden shouting made Li Weimin's hands tremble, and his cheek muscles hesitated a few times.
"Dad, I don't have an appetite. Ning Junqi's voice sounded faintly.
Li Weimin's right hand shook again, but his face changed to a relieved smile, and his eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of mist. His daughter no longer called herself "Secretary Li" but "Dad" again, how could she not make him excited? He gently took out the packing bag, put it on the table next to him, and then sat on the edge of the bed.
Stretched out his slightly trembling right hand and stroked it on his daughter's sideburns, and the past came to his heart one after another, and Li Weimin couldn't help but feel a lot of emotion. Unconsciously, his face suddenly cooled, he was stunned at first, and then hurriedly looked up at the height, so as not to drip the crystal water droplets in strings.
"Dad, I want to go home. Ning Junqi whimpered, hugged his father's arm and cried bitterly, "Woo......"
"Okay, go home. Daddy is here to pick you up. Li Weimin stretched out his other hand and gently stroked his daughter's back, "Child, I'm sorry for you." ”
The suppressed voice of "Wow......" instantly turned into a cry, and tears gushed out like a rolling river, flowing in my father's sleeves and arms.
"Cry, cry as much as you want. As he spoke, Li Weimin's face couldn't help but stagger.
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Yesterday, I connected three phone calls, all about the dismissal of his post. When talking to Li, Wei, and Jiang separately, although they felt a little uncomfortable, they had a certain amount of psychological preparation after all, and they were not particularly uncomfortable, and they even felt a little happy that they were not at work. But in the turn of the day, Chu Tianqi lost the calmness he should have, and was more of a deep emptiness.
I'm about to graduate, do I really want to go back as Bai Ding? As long as I set foot on Cheng Kang, I will really become a joke of Cheng Kang and even Dingye. If you don't want to be so embarrassed, then you have to find a way, he knows that as long as he opens his mouth, Xu Weihua will definitely be able to help him, but he doesn't want to, he hasn't figured out how to deal with the Xu family yet. Of course, if Li Weimin is found, the other party will definitely be able to help him, but he doesn't want to provide the other party with a chance to make up for his guilt.
If you don't go back to Chengkang, where can you go? Will you go back to Liulinbao? How will you face your parents when you go back? Your parents have raised you for so many years, but in the end they proved that they were not biological, but your biological parents passed away early. My grandfather wants to admit himself, and my uncle is not bad to him, but my grandfather is unconscious, and the Xu family is not his home at all, not to mention that he doesn't want to enter the Xu family now.
Chu Tianqi suddenly felt homeless, and his heart was empty, as if his soul was out of his body.
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After catharsis for a long time, Ning Junqi raised his head and made a hoarse voice: "Dad, why are you crying?"
"What about me? You've become a little cat yourself. Li Weimin said, wiping the tears on his daughter's face with his hand.
"Then you're an old cat. Ning Junqi snorted, "The old eagle is black pigs." ”
Li Weimin paused, and then laughed out loud: "Where did you learn the witticism?"
Ning Junqi bared his teeth: "Hehe, I'm a mud-legged cadre, and my speech is rough, which makes Secretary Li smile." ”
"Secretary Li, your name?" Li Weimin patted his daughter on the arm, "Get up, wash your face, and go home." ”
Ning Junqi let out an "um" and sat up.
"Qiqi, let's face it. Li Weimin struck while the iron was hot.
"Dad, let me slow down, okay?" Ning Junqi's voice choked again.
"Good, good. Li Weimin nodded again and again, and couldn't help but regret that he was in a hurry. Just now, my daughter forced a smile to take care of her own feelings, so why should I take it seriously? The pain in my daughter's heart can only be healed slowly by time.
"Dad, you also wash and go home in good spirits. Ning Junqi put on a smiling face again and walked towards the bathroom.
"Huh. Li Weimin replied, he couldn't help but feel sad and distressed, his daughter was too sensible.
As soon as he entered the bathroom, strong tears came out of his eyes again, and Ning Junqi only felt that his heart was empty, as if he had no soul.