Chapter 84: Wu Zixi's farewell

Before leaving Shanghai, Wu Zixi still had a wish, she wanted to see Zhou Fei, they hadn't seen each other for a year, it had been so long, all the grievances should be resolved, after this incident, she knew how simple they were when they were in school. At that time, whether it was friendship or love, it was so pure, two people were together, not because of interests, and did not use each other.

Wu Zixi made an appointment with Li Lan and Zhou Fei, and asked her to ask Zhou Fei out alone, she didn't seem to have the courage to face it, although she saw Zhou Fei carrying the drunk Xu Fei into the hotel, and it was because of this that she came to Shanghai in anger. Now Xu Fei has gone to Beijing, she and Zhou Fei are both in Shanghai, but it is difficult to see each other, now this city is a sad place for her, she is leaving, now she has forgiven Zhou Fei a long time ago, she saw him before leaving Shanghai, it is really difficult to say when she will see him in the future. Sometimes, a casual parting is goodbye, and a simple miss is a lifelong fault.

"Li Lan, you can ask Zhou Fei to come out with you! I have something to say to you. Wu Zixi dialed Li Lan's phone.

"I'm going to ask him out, you should have a good chat, it's been so long, no matter how many misunderstandings there are, we should be relieved, even if we can't be boyfriend and girlfriend, we are still good friends." Li Lan didn't know what had happened to Wu Zixi these days, she thought that Wu Zixi had figured it out and wanted to reconcile with Zhou Fei, indifferent lovers couldn't do it, but friends still could.

"Let's meet at the same place where we last met! Don't ask anything, I will make everything clear when we meet, no matter who was at fault before, it doesn't matter now, we can't always live in yesterday's mistakes, this is what you told me, we should be brave to face the past, and then we can meet a better life in the future." Li Lan is Wu Zixi's best friend, and she has nothing to hide from Li Lan, and the last time she chatted with Li Lan, she found that Li Lan was very interested in Zhou Fei's affairs, she was also a woman, and she understood Li Lan's thoughts.

"It's good that you can think like this, people are not sages, who can do nothing, as long as the misunderstanding is solved, you will still be as good as you were at the beginning. Wu Zixi and Zhou Fei can get back together, this is also what Li Lan wants to see, one is her best friend, the other is the person she likes, she hopes that the three of them are well, like when they were at school, no matter who Zhou Fei is around, he can be happy, and a person who can make him happy is the one who really belongs to him.

"Some things can't be found if they are lost, and even if they come back one day, they don't belong to you anymore. Now, I don't expect to get his love, I don't have his love anymore, I just want him to be happy. Wu Zixi wanted to meet Zhou Fei just to say goodbye to him in person, but in fact, there was no unsolvable misunderstanding between them.

"We all want to be happy, and no one can be unhappy. Li Lan didn't know what was going on, Wu Zixi's character she understood, she wouldn't admit her mistakes to anyone casually, and now she and Zhou Fei wanted to turn their rivalry into jade silk, which showed that the problem appeared between her and Ning Chenguang. Women are very sensitive and realistic animals, and she will follow whoever treats her well.

Li Lan told Zhou Fei that Wu Zixi wanted to meet, and Zhou Fei hesitated and agreed. Yes, it was time for them to get to know each other, at least to make him understand why she had left in the first place.

"Long time no see, okay?" Zhou Fei waited for this day for a long time, but when he waited for this day, he didn't know what to say, this sentence "long time no see" contained all the thoughts he wanted to say to Wu Zixi this year.

"I ......" Before Wu Zixi could speak, her tears fell first, she thought she could face Zhou Fei indifferently, but when she saw Zhou Fei's face, she still couldn't control her tears. The Zhou Fei in front of her is almost exactly the same as when she was in school, except that she looks a little more mature, there is no change, seeing Zhou Fei, she is still in school in a trance, and she is still the simple and kind Wu Zixi, she is with Zhou Fei all day except for class. Yes, how good it was then! As long as they loved each other, they were not afraid of anything, and now, they are still the same, but the heart is not the same as before. When Zhou Fei said "long time no see", Wu Zixi couldn't cry.

The stronger those people are on the surface, the more fragile they are inside, it's not that they can't shed tears, but they can't cry casually, only when they really meet someone who understands them, they will be vulnerable, let the tears flood their eyes, and let the tears take away all the unspeakable pain.

"Why are you still standing stupidly! hug her tightly. Li Lan saw Wu Zixi crying, but Zhou Fei on the side was at a loss, she had to remind Zhou Fei to hug Wu Zixi tightly, for the current Wu Zixi, a hug is more effective than anything else.

After Li Lan reminded, Zhou Fei walked over and hugged Wu Zixi tightly, Wu Zixi struggled not to let Zhou Fei hug her, but Zhou Fei did not let go, Zhou Fei did not let go, Wu Zixi did not struggle, she hugged Zhou Fei with both hands, let the tears flow wantonly, she knew that this would be the last time she hugged Zhou Fei.

Seeing Zhou Fei and Wu Zixi hugging each other, Wu Zixi was very emotional, Li Lan left, she wanted to give time to Zhou Fei and Wu Zixi, let the two of them talk well, after all, they haven't seen each other for a long time, and they should have a lot to say.

"How are you doing this year?" Wu Zixi's mood calmed down, and Zhou Fei asked Wu Zixi.

"I don't know if it's good or bad, maybe it's good!" Life is a fickle polyhedron, no one knows whether their life is good or bad, what should be used to define good and bad, and what should be used to distinguish between good and bad.

"I'm leaving Shanghai, I'm here to say goodbye to you, maybe the next time we meet, we're both old, I don't know if you can recognize me at a glance in the crowd at that time?" Wu Zixi decided to leave, before leaving, she wanted to see Zhou Fei, so she would have no regrets.

Life is always so mysterious, no one can predict what their future life will be like, at this moment, we are still hugging each other tightly, we are still the most precious people in each other's lives, the next second, we are going to become strangers, maybe separated by the end of the world, that is how many hearts are far away, maybe close at hand, but the heart is separated by thousands of miles, this is the greatest sorrow in life.

"Where are you going, what happened, why did you suddenly choose to leave?" Zhou Fei was very puzzled by Wu Zixi's decision, just like she couldn't understand that Wu Zixi left only one letter and left, although this incident has been almost a year, it is like it happened yesterday, and Wu Zixi has not changed, and now she also wants to leave if she wants, no one can stop her.

"Don't ask anything, I'm not going to say anything. Suffice it to say that if I could really turn back time, I would choose not to come to Shanghai, this year, I got nothing but scars. Now, I just want to go to a place and start a new life, maybe that's my life in the future, the life that really belongs to me. I thought I had found the life I wanted, but after a year and a lot of things happened, I realized that the life I was in now was not what I wanted at all. Wu Zixi didn't plan to tell Zhou Fei why she left, nor did she plan to tell Zhou Fei where she was going, in fact, even she didn't know where she was going. She can't tell anyone about her experience, not even Zhou Fei and Li Lan, she knows that no one will sympathize with her, and no one will understand her, if she says everything she suffered, Zhou Fei will only hate her even more, and even think she is dirty.

"You're not going to tell me why you came to say goodbye to me, whether I've never been important to you, just like you left with just a few lines of words and didn't think about my feelings. You can go away if you want, you don't have to explain why to anyone, but you know what? You've lived in my heart for so long, I've long been used to having your life, but if you say no, it's gone, and you disappear from my world, you make me forget it so easily, you know? It's cruel for you to do that. Zhou Fei couldn't control his emotions, and he and Wu Zixi shouted.

"Since you want to know why I left in the first place, I tell you that the reason why I am leaving is because you betrayed me, betrayed love, I don't want to live with someone who betrayed me, and I don't want to entrust my whole life to such a person, that's why I didn't say anything about leaving you in the first place. Since Zhou Fei wanted to ask, she told him why she left in the first place, this matter had been held in her heart for a long time, and now it was time to say it.

"I betrayed you, I betrayed love? I don't know what you mean. Zhou Fei was confused by Wu Zixi's words, he didn't know why Wu Zixi said that.

"Don't you still know what's wrong? The reason why I left you without hesitation was not because of work, but because I had to leave, and I had no reason to stay. If I stay, then what am I, junior?" Wu Zixi asked Zhou Fei angrily.

"I've never done anything to be sorry for you. Zhou Fei is confident that his feelings for Wu Zixi are true and unique, except for Wu Zixi, so far, he has not had feelings for any woman.

"You men never tell the truth, and you all take us women for fools. If you haven't done anything to be sorry for me, why did you go to the hotel with Xu Fei, I waited outside the hotel all night that night, and neither of you came out, do you dare to say that you didn't betray me, didn't betray love? If it weren't for seeing it with my own eyes, I wouldn't believe you would do something like that. You know, how I wish I hadn't seen anything that night, and I wanted to try to forget, but I couldn't, I couldn't stand the man who told me he loved me in the morning, and then he had another woman in his arms in the evening, and maybe said the same thing to her. I really can't do it, I can't stand it, I can only choose to leave, leave you, maybe I will forget. Under Zhou Fei's questioning, Wu Zixi could only tell the truth, and let Zhou Fei understand why she left.

"I can't wash this matter away by jumping into the Yellow River. Yes, we went into the hotel together that night, but it was because she was drunk, so I couldn't leave her alone, could we? Zhou Fei didn't expect Wu Zixi to leave because of Xu Fei, she now believes that something happened between him and Xu Fei that night, and it is useless for him to explain it.

"Don't say anything, it's too late to say anything, we can't go back. I have come today to say goodbye to you, you are my only friend in Shanghai. Maybe it's fate, we have been in love for so long, but in the end there is no result, this is God's arrangement, we can't control God's will. Although we didn't get anything, I never regretted falling in love with you, but I especially miss that simple time. Now, everything has changed, there is a better candidate next to you, she is more suitable for you, you have to cherish her well, don't let this love slip out of your hands again, I can rest assured that I will hand you over to her, because only she can give you happiness. "It's useless to say anything now, the road that belongs to them has come to an end, and they will go their own way in the future, and maybe they will meet at a certain intersection, but they can only look at each other and smile.

"It's okay to stay, we can't be lovers, we can still be friends, in Shanghai, we can still take care of each other, it's better than you go out alone, no matter what happened here before, but I believe that everything will pass." Zhou Fei kept Wu Zixi, he didn't have a chance to keep her when he was in the provincial capital, today they stood face to face, he wanted to try his best to let Wu Zixi stay.

"This city has given me only hurt and pain, and I will only be sad and sad to stay. Wu Zixi decided to leave, but no one could stay.

"Since I can't keep you, where are you going? You have to take care of yourself outside, and if you're not happy outside, you can come back! We're all here for you, and we'll be there to support you no matter what. Li Lan said to Wu Zixi.

"Zhou Fei and I have made everything clear, I know that you love him, I can rest assured that I will hand him over to you, you must cherish each other and manage this love well, I wish you can grow old together and spend your life together." Wu Zixi handed over Zhou Fei to Li Lan, she knew that Li Lan would definitely be able to take care of Zhou Fei, Li Lan was a very suitable person for life, she was more concerned about life than anyone else, what Zhou Fei needed was not a career-oriented person, but a virtuous helper, Li Lan is such a woman.