Chapter 39: Matters of the Heart

Li Guang suppressed Liu Lijuan's nagging: "This matter is a matter of great complaint, don't pursue it." All of them were worried: "Let's think about how to face the Taibao gang at school in the future, there will definitely be a sudden encounter like today's in the future, what if we are left alone?"

"I summarized two reasons why the Taibao gang didn't challenge us too much this time: one is that there are many people on campus during the day, and the other is that there are still a few people on our side, so it is best to have group activities recently, and lock the door in the dormitory at any time at night to prevent sneak attacks. Zou Erwa expressed her opinion, for herself, judging from what just happened, she felt that her strength had increased greatly, and she was not very afraid of Taibao.

What worries more about Wan Keke is that the Taibao will definitely continue to pester her in the future, how to make the Taibao retreat from the difficulty, this is the point. If you don't care about her, your classmates can't be reasonable, and besides, she and Li Guang also have a little meaning, looking at today's situation, Li Guang still has a little bit of meaning to her. The task of protecting Wan Ke Ke should finally fall on Li Guang's shoulders, and others are afraid of Wan Keke's temper attack.

Who is going to break this matter? Zou Erwa said bluntly: "Wan Keke, the task of protecting you during this time will be handed over to Li Guang, I am a reasonable person, so I will reason with you first, and this matter is decided." ”

There is no way to refute, so it was decided. If you have to go your own way, then we don't have a responsibility to protect you.

Zou Erwa then discussed with everyone how to make the school's business better, everyone's hearts were very excited, Li Guang, the reason why Uncle Yang was with Zou Erwa, had a good relationship with him, except for the relationship with the villagers, in fact, the fate is quite similar, with the same fate, they are all bitter students from the countryside. The living expenses given by the family every month are not much, and they all complain, and the living expenses sent to them by the family every month are delayed again and again, and they also want to earn some living expenses with him.

Speaking of her family affairs, Zou Erwa's voice became very low, as if she complained too much about the world, and the atmosphere was a little dull. Seeing that the atmosphere was a little wrong, Li Guang proposed to buy a few bottles of Laoshancheng beer, and our buddies would get drunk tonight.

Then Li Guang greeted Chen Tao, and the two went into a small store not far away, and each walked out with a few bottles of beer, and also carried a few bags of boiled peanuts. Several people sat in the camphor forest, no one spoke first, just silently opened the bottle cap, and a few wine bottles "bang" touched, and began to pour into their mouths.

Zou Erwa, who was preoccupied and didn't speak, drank more than a bottle of wine, and was a little drunk, burping without a breath, her face was slightly red, her eyes looked at everyone scatteredly, and then pointed at everyone and smirked, the laughter was very bitter and desolate.

After looking around, he dragged the wine bottle and said self-deprecatingly: "Bitter, these days are really bitter, TMD is more bitter than this old mountain city, to be honest, I have a harder life than you, I don't know where my breakfast tomorrow is, and I don't know if there is a bite to eat the day after tomorrow." After saying this, he raised his head and looked at the woods above his head, trying to hold back his tears and not slide down: "We still have a sick mother in bed at home, and now we can't grow crops, so we rely on the surplus grain of the past year to make a living, what will I do in the future; Zou Erwa waved her hands slowly for a while, and patted her chest loudly all day long.

Then he continued to slurred his speech and danced with his hands: "However, I'm glad that I came here to meet you, I don't regret it, I don't regret coming here, come, come, let's do it."

After speaking, he poured another sip of wine, his eyes began to be rosy, and he didn't care about the beer on his chest, and his tone was slow: " I'm not afraid of a few jokes, just graduated from junior high school, my dad left us, in the past few years, it was my mother who brought me up, it used to be a little better, after all, the township does not spend much, there is no money to eat at school, and no one looks at your jokes under the white rice in the cafeteria, and now that I am in college, I am embarrassed to go to the cafeteria to eat when it comes to eating, I am afraid of the strange eyes of my classmates around me, but fortunately I can eat instant noodles now; ”

Speaking of this, he sighed, and then kept drinking one sip at a time: "You definitely don't know, you haven't experienced it, I'm not afraid of your jokes, my tuition fee for studying is the money from selling the family's food savings, I don't know if it's right or wrong to choose this path of studying, will I regret it in the future, hey, from the bottom of my heart, I prefer to go out to work, I really can't afford to read......." Zou Erwa shook her head violently, holding back the lubricated things in her eyes.

At the beginning of the words, several buddies from the countryside also remembered their own experiences, seemed to resonate, and all smirked gloomily, and everyone thought of a lot in their hearts, their parents who worked hard at home, saved money for their own studies...... , Suddenly I felt sour in my heart, I held back my tears and stopped talking, just drinking together, and kept drinking, and the two girls next to me didn't know how to persuade them, their eyes were dull, and they were also thinking about their own thoughts.

In the library, Lu Yao was lying on the desk tiredly, with a few books in front of him, he soaked in the library all day today, except for lunch and dinner, he left for a short while, and he was in the library, his legs were so tired that he didn't want to move anymore. It seems to be quietly waiting for something, and the white-faced scholar who usually never leaves is not around.

I sat in a daze all day, constantly rummaging through a plastic bookmark in my hand, a cardboard floor, a delicate little poem, and a lock pin pinned diagonally under the poem, just like a beautiful leaf. Stared at the bookmark for a while, rubbed it again, sighed, and put it back away.

The bookmark was made by Lu Yao himself with white cardboard, and finally sealed with a plastic seal, and a small poem written in a clean and neat line of calligraphy jumped on the paper:

If

You can choose

I willingly

Choose that year not to meet you

Then you won't get acquainted

There will be no lovesickness in this life

If

You can choose

I willingly

Choose to go back in time

Acquaintance with you

Take your hand

The mottled ink is a life-and-death contract

If

You can choose

I willingly

Choose to be your little padded jacket

such

I am your favorite little princess in this life

If

You can choose

I willingly

Choose not to meet you in the passing year

such

My wish is just wishing

It's a pity if only if

I met you anyway

The signature is: Lu Yao.

Putting down the bookmark in her hand, she was inexplicably lost, and her mind was still recalling the last time she quarreled with herself in the library, although it was a little bad and hateful, she still couldn't hide the expectation in her heart.

Said to make up for himself, several big classes have been missed, there is a kind of fate called "missing" in human time, is it just to miss? I have never lacked suitors since I was sensible, and for the first time I took the initiative to have a little affection for a boy.

The sound of flipping books in the library rustled, and the more Lu Yao thought about it, the more aggrieved she felt, as if only when she saw this lock pin could she feel some comfort.

At this time, Zou Erwa was still drinking and drinking silently, and her expression was more aggrieved than Lu Yao, which should be desolate. Li Guang said that he liked the smile of Wan Keke, Chen Tao squeezed the old grandson, and the children in the city were better off than us; Uncle Yang wanted to chant a poem at this time: "Ah, life, ups and downs, mixed flavors, even if you are full of passion and face life with a smile, it will give you a storm with a head and face, come on, a storm without tears." ”

But it affected the two girls, and the two girls fell on the two girls with wine and errands, and in the end, several boys wanted to lie on the ground while sitting, and the feeling of walking was cloudy, plus the wind blew, and the drunk was even worse.

It is estimated that from childhood to adulthood, it may be the first drink in life that I drank the most, and it was also the first drunkenness. Fortunately, they were all in school, very close to the dormitory, so I climbed into my bed in a daze and fell asleep in a daze.

Zou Erwa was so drunk for the first time, maybe the troubles of the past few years were vented in the wine, when she was drunk, she felt very refreshed, and her head was like full of paste after she woke up, and Zou Erwa didn't know when she woke up, she only remembered the pain of her torn head.

Early in the morning, don't drag the buddies in the dormitory out to class, tired all over, and the pain of tearing in the head, only to remember that my mental cultivation has fallen for a day, drinking and making mistakes, I don't know if there will be sequelae, and I will go to the back mountain early tomorrow morning to ask my master.

Licking his dry tongue, he just looked at his feet and followed Li Guang to the classroom.

As soon as I sat down and looked around, NND is a big class today, my heart jumped, don't draw me to answer the question, subconsciously looked at the side, there was a girl sitting next to her, leaning sideways, with her white and tender hands forked in her hair, supporting her head. I can't see the other party's face, wearing a white, gray and red school uniform, the outstretched arm can't cover her pretty face that shows the lower half of it, the pink little mouth is slightly raised, the little lips are turned up and down, as if thinking about something, the playful appearance makes people can't help but want to see her face, and the right hand is quickly calculating in the homework book.

The other party felt that a classmate was coming next to him, and he didn't turn his face, nodded lightly, and said to Zou Erwa very politely: "Good morning!

Zou Erwa was stunned for a moment, it was the first time in so long that a girl took the initiative to greet her, and replied busily: "Hehe, it's not early, you study so seriously, classmate." ”

He whispered again: "I like to watch girls who study seriously, and it's a scenery to look at." ”

"Heh, is it?" The girl no longer answered Zou Erwa, she heard too much of this kind of saliva, calculated for a while, and slowly looked up at the scenery outside the window on the right, just didn't turn her head to look at Zou Erwa on the left.

Leaving Zou Erwa alone in the wind, whatever, I don't soak you, I also follow her example, supporting her head with her right hand, looking at the window on the left, the two sit together, just like two open flowers, do not disturb each other and do not interact with each other.