Chapter 45: Love, Love, Me

Summer nights always give people the illusion of ghosts, and the continuous high temperature triggers a dry heat in the heart, a dry mouth, and a desire to tear and release. The pen is www.biquge.info like a girl in a miniskirt, her flaming red lips are raised lightly, and the tips of her cold fingers seem to be dripping, stepping on cat steps, tickling your heart. Those who are restless, just obey......

On the sofa, Luo Shaoqian locked my body tightly, if it weren't for the open window in the living room, I think I would be sweating. Just hold it, don't say anything?

"Wen Tong, it's been six years, and I'm 30 years old. Do you remember how many years we've known each other?" he asked me.

"Nine years. I replied to him.

"I know we wouldn't be where we are now ......if I hadn't said goodbye," he put his neck on my shoulder, his Adam's apple sliding up and down against my neck, "I didn't have a choice, the right thing happened at the wrong time, I left, leaving you alone for no reason." ”

"It's not that you don't want to mention the past, there are many ups and downs in life, love or regret have passed...... "Time cannot be reversed, everything that happens at this time is the fruit of the past and the cause of the future." Even if that kiss on the Lantern Festival meant something, so what? You leave, I stay, no explanation, no commitment, I can only do this, I have no choice. I can only say that if I hadn't met Li Jun, then he might be a stranger I don't know now, chatting and laughing happily with Teacher Ouyang and Dean Li at home. If I could go back, I'd rather do that......

"No, you have to listen to me, you always run away, you always neglect to consider my feelings, you tell me, do I still have a chance?" Luo Shaoqian was a little excited, he had known him for nine years, and he had never seen him like this, "Six years ago, you chose Li Jun, I blamed myself, why didn't you show up earlier and tell you earlier, if you ask me in the ward, I should tell you what I really think, but since you think you are happy, I will bless you." But now it's different, Li Jun is gone, you take Tu Tu with me, I know how tired you have been for the past six years, why don't you give me a chance, it's been six years, every time I think of you and see you, I have to stand in the perspective of a friend and always remind me to pay attention to proportion, don't cross the distance!"

If he was to me just because of love, I would have considered it. But I just don't want him to say anything, I've been too tired for the past six years...... Sympathy and pity are not what I want, it is also unfair to him, he can take care of me because of this, but this does not allow two people to live together, no love or lack of love, it will only make a marriage fall into a swamp and slowly drown us.

"I'm no longer the Wen Tong I was at the beginning, the girl you admired regardless of it, I'm 29 years old, and I'm still stubbed, the world's eyes are always unavoidable, your care for me is more sympathy and pity, your conditions are so good, you deserve to meet a good girl, harvest sweet love......" I wanted to break free from him and tell him what I thought, but before I finished speaking, he suddenly turned his face away and kissed me heavily on the lips.

Unprepared and unexpected, his tongue easily broke through the lines of his teeth, poked into his mouth, and wrapped his tongue around my tongue, which I couldn't dodge. I was terrified, just like the first kiss of the Lantern Festival, it was really overwhelming. I pushed him away, but every time I struggled, he tightened it even more. His kisses, gentle and inescapable of force, forced me to focus and face up to each suck. I began to regret why I had led him upstairs and why I had allowed him to talk about old things while sitting on this L-shaped couch. But before I could think about it, he pushed me down heavily and pressed against me, I! Luo Shaoqian, how heavy are you?! He suddenly felt that my body was about to be flattened into an A4 paper. My brain slammed to the ground, and I was stunned. The kiss continued, but my hands roamed restlessly over my body, leisurely through my hair and neck, and everywhere I went, goosebumps stood erect and cold...... My inattention triggered his punitive kisses, not giving me time to react, not giving me a chance to think, my tongue lingering wildly, my lips sucking violently, and in my confusion, my breathing became rapid, until I felt like I was about to suffocate, and my lips left my mouth and hit my ears, neck, and summer's bare chest. The itchy and numb sensation spread all over the body like electricity, and the Korean version of the short sleeves quietly rolled up to expose the lower abdomen in the rubbing, and his slightly warmer hand tentatively covered it, constantly swaying around the navel, not daring to move forward, unwilling to retreat. The sound of breathing was getting heavier and heavier, the temperature around me was getting higher and higher, my mind didn't know where to run in the confusion, my whole body was hot, my waist was writhing unconsciously, his head was buried in my chest, his lips were rubbing back and forth through the sensitive parts of the clothes, and his throat let out a low roar. The restless hand suddenly cut the fabric upwards and covered the softness, and the lips quickly absorbed the flap of its beloved lips, and the liquid in the mouth seemed to be sucked by him, and the thoughts and souls seemed to have been withdrawn from the body with his kiss. I can't refuse, I don't have the strength, I don't have the reason, the only instinct left is to push me forward, do whatever I want......

When it was over, I felt like I was falling straight into an abyss, my mind struggling hard, but my body unconsciously falling down. At the bottom of the abyss is a pool of clear water, clear and transparent, surrounded by valleys, birds singing and flowers, and surrounded by charming flowers, the beautiful scene makes people fascinated and want to stop...... The stiff body gradually softened, and the image in my mind kept approaching me, and the person on the body seemed to have received some permission, and the hand peeled off the soft covering, picking, rubbing, and kissing...... Pain and pleasure blocked my nerves, I was ashamed to have a trace of pleasure, the sound of "boom" overflowed from the corners of my mouth, stirring up the restless heart above my body, more closely and let me feel the male signature material in my lower body, through the fabric against my abdomen, I suddenly returned to reality from another world, the gadget in someone's trousers clearly erected, forbearance, control, desire, and misfire......

I pushed Luo Shaoqian away with all my strength and rushed into the bathroom......

Turn on the faucet and keep flushing your face, calm down...... Calm down...... I desperately asked myself to calm down, straighten my clothes, and stared at myself in the mirror with a flushed face, and I was stunned for a long time......