Chapter 65: Memories Are a Glass of Wine

Wu Zixi and Li Lan walked into a bar on the side of the road! Wang Feng's "Goodbye Youth" was playing in the bar, and the sad singing voice and poignant mood reminded people of many things in the past. They still finished a bottle of cocktail as before, and sat down in a dark corner, none of them spoke first, they all listened to this song quietly, this song is too similar to them now, and it is time for them to say goodbye to youth.

I don't know if I was infected by music, except for music, there was no other sound in the bar, and the people who were touched were not only Li Lan and Wu Zixi, but most of the people in the bar were touched. Most of the people who can drink in the bar are young people, and when they hear this song, they will inevitably think of many things, and most of them are not from Shanghai, but like Li Lan, they are from other places. For a dream, they left their hometown and came to Shanghai alone, but in Shanghai they did not realize their dreams, except for the fading youth, they had nothing.

"Yes, it's time for us to say goodbye to our youth, and before we know it, we have become adults in the eyes of others, and we can no longer be willful, and we can no longer do whatever we want. Wang Feng's "Goodbye Youth" finished playing, and another tune was changed. Wu Zixi couldn't help but sigh after listening to "Goodbye Youth", now she is only twenty-three years old, but she is not like a twenty-three-year-old person at all, she is under a lot of pressure every day that she should not have at her age, she is really tired, sometimes she really wants to give up everything that is beautiful in the eyes of others and live the simplest life, but she is unwilling to give up like this, her dream is far from being achieved, how can she give up.

"People always have to learn to grow up by themselves, some roads can only be walked by us alone, growth always has to pay a price, youth is just a station on the road to our growth, and all the time we have experienced, since it is a station, we will not stay for anyone longer, we don't need to be sad about it. Everyone's youth is similar, as long as we live up to this time, youth will bloom into the most gorgeous flowers. Li Lan is not as desperate as Wu Zixi, so naturally she does not bear the pressure of Wu Zixi, she understands that no matter how hard she works in this city, she is just an ordinary person in the end, rather than this, it is better to live the current life and enjoy the current time.

The two of them fell into silence, talking about such a heavy topic, they both remembered a lot of things, memories are always so beautiful, but the reality is extremely cruel, I don't know if in a few years, when they recall the present, they will sigh and sigh.

"Are you still in touch with them?" Li Lan asked Wu Zixi tentatively, and the "they" Li Lan said meant their common classmates in the university, including Zhou Fei, of course. Li Lan knew that it was a bit abrupt to ask Wu Zixi directly if she was still in contact with Zhou Fei, she asked her like this, and she understood that Wu Zixi could understand the meaning of her words.

"You want to ask me if I've been in touch with Zhou Fei, right? I think you should also know that we've broken up! Now that we've broken up, I'm no longer in touch with him. Besides, you also saw it just now, I have Ning Chenguang, so I can't contact him. Wu Zixi replied very indifferently, since she chose to break up with Zhou Fei and choose to be with Ning Chenguang, she can't have anything to do with Zhou Fei, and she wants to leave it clear. Although she did something absolutely desperate and a little unsympathetic to break up with Zhou Fei again, if she didn't do it, she wouldn't have been able to go so resolutely, although she was at fault in this matter, and it may have hurt Zhou Fei, but she didn't regret it, and she didn't feel that she owed Zhou Fei anything. She chose to come to Shanghai to realize her dream, and on the way to her dream, she met Ning Chenguang, so she went hand in hand, because her dream was also Ning Chenguang's dream, Ning Chenguang was willing to accompany her to realize her dream, and it was reasonable for her to choose to be with Ning Chenguang. What does a woman want in this life, isn't it just a stable life? And now, Ning Chenguang can give her this kind of life.

"Why did you break up, you know, you are the most optimistic pair in our school, talented and beautiful, it can be said that you are a fairy match. She heard something about Wu Zixi and Zhou Fei's breakup, but she didn't know what was going on.

"You should have heard something! Zhou Fei is a public figure, and anything about him can be regarded as news in our school, and the matter of breaking up with me must have been spread in school! Maybe they all think that I dumped Zhou Fei, and that I gave up love for something more realistic, but there are some things that only I know, and others will not know. I don't care what others say about me, there is no one right or wrong in love, only suitable and unsuitable. The two of us are like people in a hurry, we support each other along the way, talk and laugh, we seem to be walking on the same road, but our destination is not the same place, just like a train from Shanghai to Urumqi, we are all sitting on this train, but we get off in different places, we walk on the same road, to the fork in the road, he to the left, I to the right, we are like this. If she had to be held accountable why she left Zhou Fei, she could only say that they were not suitable, they were all students at school, and once they walked out of the school, they changed to another identity, and many things restricted them from coming together.

"What the hell is going on? Don't you think it's a pity? So many years of love, say no, it's gone. Li Lan didn't know what happened to Wu Zixi and Zhou Fei at that time, but she knew that Wu Zixi didn't come back on the last night of school, and when she came back the next day, her eyes were red, obviously crying. The next day, she was like a different person, without saying a word, packing up her things and going to Shanghai. Before, she always thought that they had quarreled, and Wu Zixi came to Shanghai in anger, but now it seems that things are not as simple as she thought.

"To know what happened, you can ask Zhou Fei yourself! I don't want to mention the past again. Zhou Fei has nothing to do with me now, I just hope that he can be happy, and I sincerely bless him. If nothing else, I will choose to marry Ning Chenguang, what he gave me was not love, but a home. If Wu Zixi hadn't met Li Lan, these things would have been rotten in her heart forever, and she wouldn't mention them to anyone.

What Wu Zixi said happened on her last night at school, she was going to have dinner with Zhou Fei that night, she even booked the place, and she also chose a gift for Zhou Fei. She didn't plan to come to Shanghai before that night, she wanted to talk to Zhou Fei about their work, and if she could, she wanted to stay by Zhou Fei's side, and they worked together. That night, Zhou Fei was busy running the graduation certificate for Wang Wei, and because of Wang Wei, he met Xu Fei, who had always liked him, and drank with Xu Fei, Xu Fei was also drunk, and then he sent Xu Fei to the hotel, because he was not worried about Xu Fei, Zhou Fei never went back that night, and always accompanied Xu Fei. He didn't mention this to anyone, except for Xu Fei, no second person knew about it, although he and Xu Fei were in the same room that night, but nothing happened to them. But it seems that God arranged it on purpose, at the moment when Zhou Fei and Xu Fei walked into the bar, Wu Zixi happened to come out of the boutique next to the bar, she happened to see Zhou Fei and Xu Fei walking into the bar, she called Zhou Fei's phone, and the prompt was turned off. At that moment, she knew that Zhou Fei had something to hide from her, otherwise why didn't he tell her that he was with Xu Fei and turned off the phone, who didn't know in this school, Xu Fei had always liked Zhou Fei! Although she has always believed that Zhou Fei only likes her alone, and she also has that self-confidence, but when she saw Zhou Fei and Xu Fei walking into the bar talking and laughing together, she still couldn't stand it, even if she went to the bar just to play, then why did the mobile phone turn off, and the mobile phone could be turned off with a dead battery, so how to explain what happened after drinking. After Zhou Fei and Xu Fei entered the bar, Wu Zixi also secretly entered the bar, and she sat in the corner and secretly observed Zhou Fei and Xu Fei. After Zhou Fei and Xu Fei came out of the bar, Wu Zixi also came out, she quietly followed Zhou Fei and Xu Fei, and when she saw the two of them enter the hotel, she knew that she and Zhou Fei were over, she didn't go back to the dormitory that night, she sat outside the hotel all night, and Zhou Fei and Xu Fei didn't come out that night. Wu Zixi cried all night, she threw the gift she bought for Zhou Fei into the garbage bin on the street, after dawn she went back to the dormitory, packed her things, wrote a letter to Zhou Fei, and after handing the letter to Gu Xi, she went to Shanghai.

"If you still have a choice, will you still choose Zhou Fei?" Li Lan didn't know what happened that night, Wu Zixi didn't tell her at the beginning, and he still refused to tell her, and Zhou Fei never told her about that night. Now it seems that the events of that night were the main reason for Zhou Fei and Wu Zixi to part ways, and only Zhou Fei knows what happened that night.

"Once you miss it, you don't have a chance, now I just want him to be happy. Wu Zixi now doesn't want to investigate whether Zhou Fei had a relationship with Xu Fei that night, it doesn't matter to her now, she and Zhou Fei will have nothing to do with it anymore, she just wants to manage her relationship with Ning Chenguang now.

"If you have the opportunity to see him, tell him that you must be happy. Wu Zixi continued, she found out from Li Lan's words that Li Lan should know Zhou Fei's current situation, not only that, Li Lan asked a lot about her and Zhou Fei, she is also a woman, she knows that Li Lan's care for Zhou Fei is not just a matter of caring for friends. When she was in school, every time she went out with Zhou Fei, she would call Li Lan together, after a long time, it was normal for them to have a relationship, and now if Zhou Fei can be handed over to Li Lan, she can rest assured that Li Lan is a woman who is content with the status quo, and like all good women in the traditional Chinese sense, she is the most suitable to live.

"Actually, Zhou Fei has been in Shanghai, and he came to Shanghai for you. Li Lan doesn't want to hide it from Wu Zixi now, others say that Wu Zixi is at fault for Zhou Fei and Wu Zixi's breakup, but she and Wu Zixi have talked so much tonight, she knows that Wu Zixi is not all wrong, if you want to say that there is a mistake, both of them are at fault, if you want to say that it is right, both of them are wrong. To find out why the two of them broke up, only by figuring out whether Zhou Fei and Xu Fei had anything to do that night.

Hearing that Zhou Fei was also in Shanghai, Wu Zixi was stunned for a while, Li Lan frowned when she saw her, Wu Zixi's eyes were full of tears, she couldn't bear to let the tears fall, and when Li Lan was not paying attention, she secretly wiped away her tears. What can Zhou Fei do in Shanghai, nothing can be changed now, she is no longer the Wu Zixi she was before, presumably Zhou Fei is not the Zhou Fei before, they have all changed, and it is impossible to go back to the past.

"Have a chance to meet him! Li Lan gave Zhou Fei's address and phone number to Wu Zixi, she hoped that Wu Zixi could go to meet Zhou Fei, so that the two of them could really get rid of this pain, so that it would be good for everyone, Zhou Fei could start again, and Wu Zixi could live a good life with Ning Chenguang.

"Let's sit down together when we have time! It's not easy to meet in Shanghai, let the past pass! None of us need to indulge in the pain of the past, and there is no need to punish ourselves with past mistakes, it doesn't matter who is right and who is wrong now, and it is what we should do to live a good life in the future. Wu Zixi also felt that it was time to make it clear to Zhou Fei, and evasion was irresponsible.

Time is a painkiller, it can make you forget all the pain, let all the scars heal, and also let all the hatred be indifferent. As time goes by, as we grow up and social experience increases, our understanding of things is more comprehensive, things that we couldn't figure out before can now be figured out, and people who couldn't forgive before can now be forgiven. Yes, let the past pass! We are the only ones who hold on to the wounded, and we still need to be calm about the past. How can you see the rainbow without experiencing wind and rain, how can you reap the joy of growth without experiencing the bitterness of growth.

There are regrets in love, only then do they seem precious, there are regrets in life, they seem to be complete, love without regrets is like sweetened coffee, losing the original taste of coffee, life without regrets is like drinking a glass of boiled water all the time, it is a taste from beginning to end.

"If you meet someone who makes your heart flutter, you have to pursue it boldly, time will not wait for us, I would rather it be a mistake than miss it. Wu Zixi does not regret the relationship with Zhou Fei, on the contrary, she is very grateful to Zhou Fei, and she is also grateful for that time, if there is no Zhou Fei, if there is no time, what will she remember her university. Wu Zixi said these words to Li Lan for only one purpose, let Li Lan catch Zhou Fei, don't miss a person you love because of hesitation, and don't have scruples because of her relationship, love is selfish and unreasonable.

"I will. Li Lan understood Wu Zixi's words, at first she thought that Wu Zixi would break off relations with her for this, but now it seems that her worries are superfluous, Wu Zixi not only did not break off relations with her, but encouraged her to be brave to express love, love waits for no one.

Wu Zixi and Li Lan hugged each other tightly, in this strange city, they are not only classmates, but also like relatives. The moment they hugged each other, they all cried, it is difficult to maintain a long-lasting friendship, in the vast sea of people, we can still recognize each other's figures, this is not a kind of happiness.