Chapter Twenty-Four: Farewell Luo Shaoqian, Seven New Dawns
Back in my dorm room, lying on my bed, I had to start thinking about how Lee Joon and I should go ahead, and he was everywhere in my life, quietly becoming an indispensable character in my life. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 infoI'm a mentally dependent person.,I'm well aware of my shortcomings.,So I've always tried to be as independent as possible.,But now,I don't seem to be able to let go of Li Jun.。
I thought that the more I thought about it, the clearer it became, but in fact, the water became more and more muddy. I couldn't think it through, I called Qi Dong out, maybe the bystanders were clear.
"Do you still want to think about love thoroughly?" Qi Dong pinched a flower on the side of the road, put it in front of me, and shook it, "Can you figure out how this flower blooms?"
"Ah, what's the matter with Guanhua?!" I anxiously asked Qi Dong to discuss countermeasures, but he slowly discussed the growth law of wildflowers with me.
"Tangible and regular things cannot be understood thoroughly, let alone intangible feelings, let alone wonderful love. Qi Dong looked at me, as if trying to read my distorted facial expressions.
"Trouble brother-in-law, don't speak bird language, say that I can understand it...... "Damn, how can I understand this kind of profound truth?
"I mean, love has no theory, can't be thought through. Follow the heart, and the heart will not deceive you. Qi Dong explained.
"Follow the heart...... You obviously followed your eyes when you fell in love with Yan Ting, "I have some doubts about Qi Dong'......s truth, after all, he put a love oolong at the beginning, and I almost became a victim."
"Classmate Wen, are you discussing the attitude of the teacher about the problem?" When it comes to the past, Qi Dong will always be a little embarrassed, he didn't tell Yan Ting about what happened back then, although it was just a joke now, but Qi Dong still felt a little sorry for Yan Ting.
"Okay, okay, Teacher Qi, Deputy Section Qi, the hero doesn't mention the ugly ...... back then"
I chatted with Qi Dong for more than an hour, and I understood one thing, love is unpredictable.
On the way back to the dormitory, I received a call from Yan Ting, and I rolled my eyes, Qi Dong, you even explain this to Yan Ting......
Yan Ting roughly took herself and Qi Dong as examples, and she talked a lot, and her position was more vacillant than mine. "Tongtong, if you like it, you can agree. "Well, I'll think about it. "But what if he's playing with you?" "And do I have to say yes?" "Ugh...... That's up to you. ”
Say it is the same as saying it. The only thing Yan Ting said that made me think was the last sentence before hanging up: I thought that you would be with Luo Shaoqian, but I didn't expect everyone to see it.
Cowering in the quilt at night, Yan Ting's words kept wandering in her mind. How long has it been since I met Luo Shaoqian? In the second semester of my sophomore year, now, more than two years, if a person has been familiar with you for three months, and then there is no news for the next two years, what will your heart and your memory do to this person? You will say, it depends on the relationship between this person and me. Looking back on the days when I got along with Luo Shaoqian, those events and emotions have been a little long ago, when I was lost, when Qi Dong was sick, when I was studying for homework, when I was preparing for exams, when I kissed me...... If I had to recall, I would remember every detail very clearly. I tossed and turned in bed, facing a story with no ending is the most sadistic, countless possibilities are tormenting the parties, I don't know if I am looking forward to anything, whether it is the night two years ago, or the night that was mentioned again by Yan Ting, but what I know is that no matter how many thoughts there are, it is no longer meaningful, because the person in the story is no longer there, love, how can it be a one-man show. Luo Shaoqian, you exist, and you can only be in the memories in your mind.
What about Li Jun? Piaoyuan's thoughts suddenly retracted, and then I realized that he was the thing I urgently needed to sort out. Some people say that love needs to be brave, some people say that if you love, please love deeply, some people say that it is better to love wrongly, not to miss, I don't know whether these people are theoretical emperors or practitioners, these summary lessons are casual or experience the warmth and coldness of love. What am I lacking in courage?
Before I could think it through, I fell asleep, and in fact, I couldn't think it through. The development of many things is not chosen by me, life pushes me forward, I can't make up my mind, or I can't think clearly, we just go with the flow, I accept what fate arranges, I don't make excuses for myself, sometimes, I do become a puppet of fate.
It started to rain late that night, and the wind hit the windows with an unpleasant "clang" sound. The exhaust windows of the dormitory didn't seem to be closed properly, and wisps of wind leaked close to the dormitory, and I woke up early in the morning without a good night's sleep. On rainy days, Xiang Mei doesn't run, and she sleeps soundly at this time. Pick up the phone and look, six o'clock. I dressed and washed lightly, and my mobile phone vibrated with a text message from Ms. Zhao, telling me that she was going to go to City B with the teaching and research team to inspect the interns' work today, and the experimental explanation that had been arranged in the morning was canceled. It's also good, it's a rainy day, it's not suitable to go out, I wanted to sleep back, but suddenly it occurred to me that Li Jun was about to deliver breakfast, and it had been almost a month, and he came at half past six every day, rain or shine, this is what the dormitory aunt told me. I think there will be a result between me and him after all, I have avoided it for a month, and I still have to face it, the so-called escape from the first year of junior high school, but I can't escape from the fifteenth. I put on my coat, took an umbrella, and walked out with my phone key.
At half past six, the sky was not yet bright, the rain had gradually decreased, the fallen leaves were wet against the ground, or floating on the pond, I could see how wanton the wind was last night, there was some earthy smell in the air, there were few people on the road, I held an umbrella, stood downstairs in the dormitory, waiting for someone to arrive.
The dormitory manager asked me with a smile why it was so early today, and the young man's breakfast hadn't been delivered yet. I smiled at my aunt: I didn't sleep well last night, so I got up early.
Six-twenty, six-thirty, six-forty...... Seven. looked at his phone, it was seven o'clock, and Li Jun did not appear. I turned back to my aunt and twisted my eyebrows suspiciously, and my aunt shook her shoulders at me in the room: "I don't know, I usually come early." ”
At 7:20, some students went out to the cafeteria to go to the classroom, and there were slowly more boys in front of the dormitory building, riding with schoolbags, carrying textbooks and carrying breakfast, and those with their hands in their pockets looking forward to it, appearing one by one, and hugging their girlfriends who ran out of the building with their hearts full of relationships, and leaving one by one. Xiang Mei slapped me from behind, startling me.
"Who are you waiting for?" Xiang Mei bit an apple and carried a bag on her back, she should be going to class. She leaned up to me, with a wicked smile on her face, and I went to ...... Ask while knowing the answer.
"Are you going to tease me, uncle, hurry up, you!" I pinched Xiang Mei's waist, and then couldn't help but sigh at her good figure, and gave me a hand without any extra meat.
"No class?"
"No class. ”
"Okay, just wait. People have been diligent for a month, and you only come down once, it's not easy. ”
“……”
Xiang Mei stuck out his tongue and flashed quickly. I looked at the intersection ahead, and no one turned, and then appeared. As soon as I thought of this, I immediately took out my mobile phone and dialed his number, but no one answered. What's going on? I dialed it twice more, and it was the same result. I'm a little worried, it stands to reason that what can happen at school, maybe I've read too many suspense horror movies and novels, and I feel a little up and down unconsciously.
I was just about to call Teacher Ouyang to ask, when a familiar voice came from afar, "Wen Tong!"
I looked up and saw a familiar figure running towards me stepping on a small pond, splashing and falling leaves at his feet, making a crisp sound.
The city is full of wind and rain, and you come from the sea. You carry colored clouds, a body of light, and dust and dust. It doesn't matter how you came, it doesn't matter for whom, what matters is that you come.